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i want to dance beside a frozen lake :: where the snowflakes gently fall from the sky :: the hair swaying in the chilly wind :: as the still moments of the winter everning :: is enlightened by me ::

My Contradictions.

- SEVENTEEN yet EIGHTEEN.
- SOPHISTICATED yet SIMPLE.
- WILD yet TAME.
- CRAZY yet NORMAL.
- BITCHY yet KIND.
- SLUTTISH yet DEMURE.
- FRANK yet SHY.
- CHILDISH yet MATURE.
- DEVILISH yet ANGELIC.
- NARCISSISTIC yet SELFLESS.
- CONFUSED yet SURE.
- FICKLE yet CONSISTENT.
- SELFISH yet GIVING.
- FIERCE yet GENTLE.
- ANNOYING yet LOVABLE.
- HEARTLESS yet SENTIMENTAL.
- SCHEMING yet NAIVE.
- LAZY yet HARDWORKING.
- RETARDED yet INTELLIGENT.
- IGNORANT yet KNOWLEDGEABLE.
- UNFEELING yet CARING.
- SLOPPY yet TIDY.
- IMAGINATIVE yet REALISTIC.
- PESSIMISTIC yet OPTIMISTIC.
- INTROVERTED yet EXTROVERTED.


My Loves.

- ME.MYSELF.I.
- MONEY.
- COMPUTER.
- HAND PHONE.
- CAMERA.
- CHILDREN.
- MIRRORS.
- MAKE UP.
- BITCHING.
- GOSSIPING.
- CRITICIZING.
- SLACKING.


My Hates.

- BEING BROKE.
- BEING SCOLDED.
- BEING BACKSTABBED.
- EMPTY VESSELS.
- HYPOCRITES.
- REPEAT OFFENDERS.
- COMPUTER BREAKDOWN.

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My Links.

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-=| Gabriel. |=-


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I Love You.

We never really noticed each other.
Or at least I never noticed you.
But now you are my fantasy.
My wonderful dream come true.


Your eyes met mine.
And mine met yours.
The story of Sleeping Beauty.
Riding on a horse.


Often I think of you.
And wonder if you think of me.
I just want to be there with you.
Through times of thick and thin.


Many a time I neglected you.
But you never seem to mind.
You're one in a million.
Once in a lifetime.


When you smile.
It's the greatest prize.
I'm in heaven.
I'm in paradise.


When I close my eyes.
I see your face.
The touch of your hands.
And the way you embrace.


If I'm in trouble.
All I need to do is call.
Cause I know you'll be there for me.
I know you'll catch me if I fall.


You shine like a lighthouse.
And you showed me the light.
And then I see that life.
Is not only black and white.


I believe in love.
The everlasting kind.
But true love and lust.
Are separated by a mere thin line.


I love you for who you are.
For everything you say.
And no matter what happens.
You will never be replaced.


So now you know my feelings for you.
Is not like eating jam and toast.
Our fairytale is full of love.
It's called Amor Infinitus.


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c0pyyrighttedd ; [-gabrielle-]



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Thursday, March 31, 2005


wh0os.i am so loving dance nw.oh yea oh yea.*bigsmiles*lyk t-o-t-a-l-l-i-e. =)))


the music was perrrfecctttto today!!every1 put in their heart and soul.even wang laoshii said it was good.muhahahahaaa.didnt noe the sch sound system could be so loud?hahas.i c the sch no up.jkjk. =))


anw.had breako with ahdear today.hehehes.so happi we patched up.man.felt odd w/o having her as my gossip partner.hahahas.lovee uu yahhs. =)) [we're nt les.open up will u?its a new era.if u cant catch up den shut up.]


ms sujeetha wanted to c me this morn.i tot wad happened.sai la.damn counciller wanted to c me.lyk wtf did i do?nth rite?wad is his fkin prob?no customer liao den come find my daiji izit.stupid la.actuallie supposed to c him today.budden i dun care.got dance.he can go fk off.


den during recess the group went nuts?we were lyk speaking in cantonese.hahahas.esp queky n koky.sots de. =PpP den i kinda koop his sweets la.lols.aiya.nvm la.he also used to it liao.at most i let him nag nag abit can ler.hahahas.


class was boring.as usual.sianzations.hahahas.assembly was a waste of time.expected rite?yahhs.den the big ting came.DANCE!!!wh0o.i'm loving it.erms.does dat sound familar?hmms?wat the heck.hu cares.hahaha.


so after dance ahdearr n i went to market.duno y.saw fendy dere.haha.poor fellow.he actuallie wanted to sit and pei us i tink.but my parents comin.soo.ops.n i wonder wad in the world happened to his hair?it looks weird today.lols.


yea.dats all for today i guess.oh 1 last ting.y the bao fei still nt rescued!!!!stupid show!!!!!argh.i wan dat wan fei to b exposed.tortured with all the wadeva nonsense they have.die.den burn in hell.actuallie i perfer hot oil!wahahaha.i'm evil.cant blame me. =PpP


yea.so.i'm gonna carry on adding nonsense to my bloggie nw. =))



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9:00 PM



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Wednesday, March 30, 2005


i finallie logged onto blogger.lyk it was under some kinda error tingy.but my perseverance paid off!!muhahahahhaaa!!!!!!!!


so.as i was saying.i was veri "kind" today!1stly i was kind to myself early in the morn.i actuallie let myself slp 10mins more.wahahahas.but thankfully i wasnt late for aniting. =)) i also slept in the car on my way to sch.wh0o.recharge abit b4 i get there.hahas.


and can u believe it?i actuallie waited in line to get the class key this morn!!i mean its not my usual.waiting in line for a key is just simply not me.next,i chionged up to class cuz i saw chikiang sitting outside lyk a wooden block[ops.] yea.i actuallie did dat.wh0o.


i also helped out in the maths qn dat mr yip gave for hw ytd.i could have slept[as usual] but i didnt!!needless to say i did my hw ytd.dats y i got so much time to help out.maths is definatly not my forte.but i actuallie got it right.so..hahahs.


actuallie i cant reali remember wad else i did.days r lyk passing faster and faster.oh no!!!!!o levels!!!ahhh!!!!craps.it suddenly hit me.how much i have to study!!how much i'm tested.i'm lyk already facing the pressure just from geog alone.ok,it is my worst sub afterall.but at least aim for a pass?


its a miracle i even attended house meeting today.skipped lunch as well.crappish rite?how packed we r sumtimes.could have ponned eng.but i didnt.i tonged until after maths!!and i actuallie did my hw in sch.again.yes,i mean it.i did my hw all by myself.mr yip can b my witness.=))


so after maths went to KFC with joyce.told her some tings bout my past.wad dat asshole jerk did.and i hope he dies a terrible death and burn in hell til eternity.i dont care if lightning strikes me.i hate him and dats it.fullstop.no more doubts.fucking asshole.i thank god he actuallie contracted STDS.and i also pray dat i wont c him 4 the rest of my life.


ok.stop tokin bout the past.i came home and saw my taggie.thx ahdear.how sweet. =)) paiiseh i dao u.i tot u were dao-ing me.hahas.big misunderstanding.so breako tmr!!yeahs.i'll do ur blog in awhile yahhs.provided i can log in.hahas.and if u cant log in.go to history and click on the edit posts tingy.u should b able to get in. =))


yeah.so i self proclaim myself "KIND" today.hahas.except for 1 part though.and i dont care either.i'm gonna say this again yahh.any comments or wad so ever.pls.shut up and get the *toot* outa here.understand children?



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9:27 PM



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Tuesday, March 29, 2005


let me just say this aint my week.damn it.not only do i have frequent and extream mood swings,lady luck dont seem to be standing on my side either.


i kinda forced myself outa bed today.cant seem to even take my morning shower without almost dozing off again.den during breakfast i almost got my fingers burnt.stupid bread was lyk freaking hot.didnt msg fendy.he should learn to wake up by himself.i'm not his maid.


i wanted to take a nap on my way to school.but mum kept nagging me on the way there.craps.n its only lyk a 7min trip to school?she wouldnt even let me off for 7 pathetic minutes.i was lyk dozing off and all she could do was nag.


finallie the nagging stopped and i took the key from the office.lyk i was the 1st and only 1 in class this morning.yawns?hahas.saw wad mrs soh wrote on the board ytd.now i finally noe when to use my right hand and when to use my left hand =)) ok.so thats 1 good ting dat happened today.


so fendy msged me using shin guang's hp.i got so pissed and all.i mean its ppl's bill.buay paiiseh de izit?!so pissed.so pissed.he told me he's fine now.but i'm not.get away and shut up.go be ur smart ass n stop bugging me.


during social studies sth happened to me.the ting i'm most fearful abt.the ting i hate most.oh man.SPLINTER GOT INTO MY FINGER.MY FLESH.lyk ouch!!!!was playing with the stupid chair at the ava room.then next ting i knew was pain.craps.didnt dare to look at it at 1st.but eventually i did.i thought it was some dead skin but when i saw the wood i TOTALLIE FREAKED OUT!


so i complained n complained.whined n whined until mr yip couldnt stand me[ops].he told me to go to the office to get a twiser or sth.bumped into mrs suheeren on my way.thx god i did.she told me to go the the lab and look for ms lee.so i did n finallie,at long last got the damn splinter out.phew?


so blood n all were ozing out but i didnt reali care.all i knew was i got the damn ting out of my flesh!nth else reali matters anymore.went back to class n kinda got paraniod over the "crack" on my finger.well.it does look lyk a crack with blood surrounding it.took my plaster out and fiddled with it.hahas.plasters r so cute. =))


recess was as usual.except i got caught by ms sujeetha because i untucked my blouse.hahas.ops.then i happily went to ahmoi's class n fooled ard.hahahas.kinda fun to c them act retarded at times.worse ting was they refused to let me go back to class even after the bell has rung.but i still managed to get my way out.afterall i AM a GIRL. =))


nth fascinating bout the next few lessons.after school was oral.hahas.hope i did well though.and lyk i'm not a maid lyk i said.stop ordering me ard.so after oral i locked the door n returned the key.phew.spotted ms sujeetha in time n quickly tucked my blouse!!the 1st ting she did when she saw me was to look at my blouse.hahas.but it was tucked. =PpP


so now i'm home and complaining.oh well.dats wad a blog is for rite?complaining.dats the defination of a blog in my dictionary.if u dont lyk it and have some other view.just shut up n keep it to urself.i dont need some1 to edit my dictionary.


and oh ya.mrs sim?if u're reading this,i tink i can go for the blog ting.provided if i'm given a time frame of at least 3-4 days?yah.just wondering if i could work in a pair or group?i tink it would be better that way. =)) disclaimer!!i'm still nt sure if i'm up to the challage.hahas. =PpP



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5:42 PM



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Monday, March 28, 2005


cant believe i even have energy to keep myself awake til nw.phew.dead tired.so i'll keep my "complains" short today yahh.


to fendy: stop tokin to me if its such a bother.yea i'm unreasonable so?do i care?i do wat i wan.n i'm pissed.juz go away ok.tink b4 u even tok to me.cant u say someting right 4 once?cant u stop pissing me off for once?just once.i dun tink dat too much to ask for.for nw.shut up n if u wana tok den say sth proper.


so dance went on fine today.went to kallang.whaa.big sehh the stage.i tink every1 did great today!!KEEP IT UP DANCERS!!n i tink i'm veri nice today.i never diao ppl.whole day.wh0o.n i love the sound system at kallang.shiok.i tink the wonderful sound system contributed to the great performance we put up today. =))


to charis ahdear: diaos.wad did u say?izit the u called me fucko ting?diaos.used to it la.nvm lohh.i also nt so small gas[xiao qi] de.nvm lohh.i cant win the ultimate "bitch"[u la] rite?so.just have to accept my fate n continue being the fucko u claimed i am lohhs.lols.



so after dance i kinda fooled ard with howfong.lols.he duno say wad den i pulled his hair n refused to let go.budden he also messed up my hair so i guess dats fair.den dis RV guy[i tink its boyuan.i tink nias la.]said i "illtreat" my juniors.hahahas.as if la.i duno treat dem how good sia.can fool ard n swear bad words with dem.hahahahas.jkjk. =D


yep.when we reached sch eileen liying n i chionged to market.totallie need food.on my way dere i saw xiao gou[shin guang] on the 282 bus.lols.aiya.didnt reali bother bout him cuz i was lyk "i need food.get me food or shut up n get lost".hahahas.


so dats almost my whole day. =)) feel so much better after bloggin bout it.i can slp in peace nw!!!!hahahas.nItez folks.



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9:19 PM



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Sunday, March 27, 2005


today.boring.bo dai bo ji tio gan by my mother.totallie sianz 1/2.


aiya.dun tok bout the nt so hapi stuffs bah.tok bout'em later.i totallie LOVE my bloggie!!!!!!!lols.its changing everyday.hahas.well.in case u didnt notice.there's the spinning tingy in the middle!damn nice la.lols.


i also kinda finished up charis's bloggie toos.it has a damn long name though.http://www.babe-in-total-control-of-herself.blogspot.com wow?long huh?yea totallie!so we[charis n i] were lyk editing n editing her blog juz nw.damn fun. =))


yea.dats probably the onlie fun ting today?but nvm.its ok.better den having nth fun rite?so tmr goin kallang.omg!!i dun wan!!dancing with RV.omg?we r so totallie dead?its lyk the juniors cant cooperate.shit dem la.


oh yea.i forgot.there's this fucker hu tagged charis's blog juz now.yea u.if ur reading dis.i hope u get STDS u asshole.dun mess ard with us.i tink u r better off fucking away at some prostitude den.get lost jerk.


so.probably i'll end here.=))i dun tink i'll b able to blog tmr.will probably b dead tired after practice tmr.yepp.=))



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6:45 PM



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Saturday, March 26, 2005


okkayys.tyme seem to b passing faster n faster.i mean its alreadi evening.craps.duno wads wrong with me today.feel so damn weird.


after mum told me she was goin to work i lyk couldnt slp animore so i got up n went to toilet lohh.after all the washing up n yada yada i made myself some bread.by the tyme i finished stoning it was lyk 930-10?yupp.called mum n she nagged at me.as usual.


so i continued stoning til charissa came.of cuz i couldnt stone for hours.did some werid stuff in the middle.lyk fiddling with my hp.tokin to ppl.staring at neoprints.staring at my blog.blahs.den mum called and told me to go out today.weird.but i didnt[obviously].


oh well.i cant go out with charis today rite.i mean i'll reali look lyk a damn it bright sun.mayb even burn out their excitiment even b4 it starts.charis n i were lyk debating if i should go anot cuz yl told her to set her piorities.which means it's her choice.haiz.flipped a coin n it said i should go.but fendy was at church so.yahh.i decided to stand still and not go out.


oh well.i dun wana make the 2 ppl quarrel again rite?i mean.yahh.but staying home also good la.dat stupid gz came online today.lol.he asked me to go n die[as usual]bloody idiot.lols.he kinda sent me a song lohh.quite nice.but veri slow.lols.some kinda love song ba.


he bo dai bo ji come look at my blog n my pics.den he say wana send me his.but i got liaos.haha.the neoprint he n steven took.and would u believe it?he's still single!!lyk omfg?r girls in this planet pajiao or sth?there has to b 1 girl hu wud jio him rite?hmms.


yea.so nw i kinda showing fendy attitude la.too bad loh.idiot.can sum1 make him give up or sth?i mean he's nice but i'm not.aiya duno la.dun wana affect him too much dis yr.so.guess i'll jus play along?i dun have a choice rite?


so i'll go eat dinner liaos.cya folks.



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6:10 PM



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Friday, March 25, 2005


i had 1 of the best daes ever.went out with fendy charis n yl.watched "son of the mask". thank god they sorted tings out.phew.


woke up dis morn having a stomach ache.but.oh nvm.took my mornin bath n stoned at the tv for quite sum tyme.den i proceeded to eating and playin abit of com.got changed n went out with mummy to c my grandma.


i kinda walked to grandma's place from lot1 wearing HEELS.damn my feet hurt when i got dere.hahas.charis n i agreed on wearing heels.i mean.if she wore heels n if i dont i'll b looking lyk a lil toddler following my mummy[charis] and daddy[yl] n overaged korkor[fendy].


yupp.train kinda broke down.damn person jumped track again.damn it.wads so nice about killing urself in a mrt track?if u wana b featured on tv dats nt the way la.wads the point of being featured on tv when ur dead?u cant even c urself on air.plain stupidity.


so."son of the mask" was damn funny.cute baby.hahaha.to add on to the fun,there's this lil baby screaming and laughing in the theater.lols.after the movie we kinda chionged to the neoprint shop.charis n yl kept taking n taking.hahas.i took with charis too.then all 4 of us took tgr[aww.hapi family]. =))


tmr is their 1st month aniversary.hahahas.hope they last as long as they can. =)) meanwhile.i guess i'd better stop ill-treating fendy?ops.hahas.try la hor.but he so fun to bully la.hehehes.so i'll end here.n mayb when i finallie get to scan the pic i'll post it.=))


oh btw.to all christians.happy good friday. =)) and happi advanced easter sunday.hahas.*bigsmiles*



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10:31 PM



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Thursday, March 24, 2005


hais.pissed today.so mani tings happened.crapps.


1stly.in class.i failed eng.lyk wth.so nw i passed everyting except eng.damn it.den mr yip changed our sitting arrangements.phew.thank god he didnt change mine.due to my constant appealing and arguing and nagging and stuff.so dats sch.


steven didnt come today so i ended up with joan n queky.dat freak guy kept staring at me.eew.freaky.he doesnt seem to get pissed by my constant diao-ing.weird.if he's suai still okok la.but.gross.


den the most pissed part of today.dance.damn fucked up boiis were lyk retarded.all they can ever do is argue.lyk wtf is wrong with them?bunch of noisy asshole jerks.i hope they get STDS soon.so wang laoshii was so bloody pissed dat he left at 5.lyk omg?thank god we managed to get him back.


so the pet tok came n we were tortured by his usual nagging.danced quite ok and so he let us off.it was lyk 6+.so i tot i'd go to the market.told fendy dat too.so happened dat my parents wanted to come.didnt noe wad came over me.i didnt tel fendy.pangsehh him for 1hr.


fuck.i feel so bloody bad nw.worse ting is he wont blame me.he's taking the rap for me.i mean.its my fault i didnt tel him.but he refused to admit it.where on earth can u find another guy lyk him?hais.


so nw problems between yl n charis surfaced.they're actuallie ignoring each other.n lyk their aniversary is jus 2 days away?i reali feel sad for them.i mean they argued over trival matters.i reali dont noe wad they're doin sometimes.so loving yet so unstable.hais.mayb its none of my prob.i'd probably onlie make matters worse.


so i'll end here.hope they smoothen out tings and we can b happy tmr.i'm reali looking forward to tmr.nw i gotta smoothen tings between fendy n me too.i tink he's angry with me but he wont admit it.i dont wana end b4 starting.i guess i'm starting to lyk him more n more.n if ur[fendy] reading dis.i'm so sori i hurt u.but.i duno wads wrong with me.mayb i'm jus too sensitive.



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9:55 PM



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Wednesday, March 23, 2005


heyys.back again after disappearing for another day.hahas.so.i'm back to blog.but i'll disappear soon enough[again].lols.


so.big big big news.I PASSED MY CHINESE!!!wh0o.but its on the dot de.50.hahaha.better den nth rite?yep.so i passed everyting.now.waiting for my eng result.ahhh.dead.next week eng oral summore.used for prelim la.shit.


craps.dis yr is lyk my stress year?i reali reali need to destress.thank god its good friday this fri.phew.can take the tyme to get rid of studies.watching "son of the mask" with charis n yl n fendy tgr. =)) den i'm gonna force dat boii to take pic with us.lols.dun care. =PpP


so.i'm kinda tokin to fendy n suhardi on msn nw.fendy's reading my blog.bout the part "fendy got a new haricut too.YUCKS.ITS SOO ERXIN.PUIZ."lols.n he's laggingg.lols.bo bians.so nw i'm waiting for him to restart his com lohh.sianz.


maths was totallie boring today.yawns?i kinda slept during mr yip's lesson.piangz.his voice lyk some baby song.listen liao den went to lala land.lols.mrs yeo's lesson is lyk."i'm not listening".wh0o.hope i can actuallie pass my next ss test.


ok.still toking to fendy.n i'm getting irritated.i also duno y.scolding him lyk shit.n he's still lyk getting mushy.craps.i'm in my irritated mood.cant believe he can tolerate me?braindead fool.arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.


okkayy fine.i'm getting outa here b4 i get more irritated n start to scold ard.wait a min.wad m i saying?i AM irritated and scolding ard.craps.i'd better shut up.


anw.to end my entry. CARRY UNDERWOOD RAWKS.however her name is spelt.hahaha.



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9:17 PM



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Monday, March 21, 2005


heyyas.paiiseh ytd neva blog.had sth else on my post.*winks*but.since i've given my word to delete it.den fine.i dun wana b sum1 hu doesnt keep her promise. =))


so.dance today.sianz.as usual.hahas.juan stev jie n xian got sunburnt by ytd.*phew*heng heng ytd i neva go.if nt.ohman.hahas.but today in dance gt learn sth new.some kinda tingy wang laoshii was teaching.sth lyk tango?hmms.


oh yahh.in class.who0.i failed chem.shit.but i still passed overall.heng its combined with another test.or i wil so totallie die.i failed geog too.but i still passed my combined humanities.great.i passed nearly everyting.now i'm left with eng n chinese.omg.


yahh.so i met up with fendy,charis n yl for breako dis morn. =)) den fendy so suayy.3 of his tchers passed by us.den charis n i was lyk staring at his tcher.i tink he didnt noe if he should laugh at fendy or hide his face cuz we were staring.hahas.fendy got a new haricut too.YUCKS.ITS SOO ERXIN.PUIZ.


after Os i'm gonna catch him.tie him up.get him a NICE and i do mean NICE haircut.change his damn closet.get him FRESH NEW TRENDY clothes.and some NICE NEW shoes.oh man.he does have alot of grooming to do.n i'll make sure he gets it.


okkayy.i'm lyk watchin tv.so.yahh.sign off here.



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Sunday, March 20, 2005


heyy heyy.moii face okk liaoss.hahas.charis ahdear also npnp liaos.phew.at last our nitemare is overr.but!!a new 1 popped out.our shoulders de skin tearing.oh man.den nw dare nt wear sleeveless de.but nvm!!it WILL get well.i gave faith.lol.


woke up feeling moody.dunno whyyie also.sianz la.had some weird dreams last nite.but duno wad izit bout nw.4got liaos.been having weird dreams n 4getting it when i wake up.dunno.anw.i hate waking up nowadays.hais.waking up early used to b fun.but nw?


tuition was horrible today.we slacked alot.i hope tmr will b better lohh.seriously.i shall try nt to play tmr.muz try.at most when i play i slap myself lohh.


so damn tired.when i came home from popo place i practicallie slam on the bed and slept.i tink if mama neverr wake mii up i slp till morn liaos.dragged myself outside to watch tv.den suddenly laoshii called.i totallie gave attitude.missed her call once.den she call back.i was lyk so dulan la.


she tok to mii awhile den she diao liao.ask 4 my mummie.duno wad the fuck she tel my mummie.she turned to mii and said tmr wana eat breakfast with laoshii?at 9am la.pls lah.she dun wan slp i also wan slp de lohh.den i say dun wan my mummie down dere kao bei.


passed the fone back to mii.den laoshii down dere ask mii slp nw.siao lah ppl watchin tv ask mii slp nw.lyk i dun have to give up my time juz 4 1 stupid breakfast rite?tuition time can tok all she wan liao wad else she wan from miii?????!!so fucking dulan la.den hang up liao my mummie she i rude.lyk fuck up lahs.


i so wana cry out loud nw.its lyk wad the hell they want from mii?results?lyk i need slp too okkayy?stop forcing mii u adults.yea so wad if i haven grow up?its because i haven grown up dats y u should nt treat mii lyk 1.let mii have my childhood please.take it as i'm begging u ppl.


i guess mrs siew is right lahs.the ppl hu makes the most noise r the ppl hu noe a little bit but nt all.obviously ppl hu duno cant say aniting cuz they duno.ppl hu noe the full ting wun kaobei cuz they noe the reason behind.its always ppl hu noe abit.have top no bottom.i mean stop acting big.its nt as if i duno dat exams r near.i noe wad i'm doin okkayy.


and juz because u dun understand wad we're tokin about doesnt mean u must ban me from using those words okkay.pangseh is damn common to us lah.its nt a drug addict lingo.oh man is also nt as bad as u tink lahs.stop making look lyk a fool in front of my ERA.its no longer ur tyme animore.u stick to ur time i continue with mine.juz because u cant catch up doesnt mean i have to stop still with u.


i am so so so so so fucking dulan with everyting.can u c dat bottle of anger building on mii?its overflowing.too mani daiji.hate sec4.fucking stress.get outa my life u stress tingy.give mii some space to hu xi.sec4 life sucks to the core.trust mii.



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3:32 PM



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Saturday, March 19, 2005


sianz dance todae..damn diao la.stupid boiis so kns.keep talkin back.smack their faces ar.lols.


charis was lyk late today.supposed to mit at 715.she came at 745.pros.went to 711 eat lohh.den i bought teenage.diao.y m i reportin all i did?hehes.


soo.wan juann meii nw at moii hse.singin fir's fly away.diaos?hahas.den i also addicted singing along wibb her.diao diao.she did all she all wana at moii hse.herr com broke down mahs. =))


n diao dat weii bin go call charis ahdear.hai her tio question by her parents.he wait 1 dae i beat him up ar.lols.jkjk.speaking of harrasing.juan also tio.by dis duno hu.den he suay suay tio scolded by moii.poor asshole.lol. another idiot also desiao caiyun meii.but let me tuhh his mouth til he hum n went off.piangz.today alot of daiji horx?


ohh.my skinn.lol.peel alot ler.but i still look lyk a monkey.a disease infested monkey.oh well.bo bians rite?charis de came out alot ler.but still gt lohh.nw lyk me.monkey.lol.jkjk. =))


aiya sianz la dun wana rite liao la.go gai gai liaos. =PpP.



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Friday, March 18, 2005


oh no.i peeled off the skin on my forehead during class n nw i look lyk.a MONKEY!!!craps.i dun wana b a monkey!!reminds me of the "series of unfortunate events." sunny.the monkey.I DUN WANA END UP EATING BANANAS.lols.i'm crap la.


so.got back my maths test today.both a and emaths.who0.i passed both!!yay.damn hapi sehhs.but chem test damn tough lahs.i tink i'll fail chem.die.


anw.the skin on our[charis n me] shoulders r lyk some diseased tingy lahs.lols.now i look lyk monkey n she looks lyk an old lady?lol.monkey and lao popo.hahahaha.ops.shouldnt rub into our misery.


on our way to yl's hse we bumped into fendy lahs.den i dun dare look at him lohhs.damn paiiseh. =PpP.die also wun let him c me in dis state!!!!!argh.


big ting.I OVERSLEPT TODAY!!!lyk wad the *toot* i didnt set alarm.well at least i tink i neva set.shitty la.well.was greeted by a couple on my way to market?to eat breako.lol.lovey dovey.[heaven noes.earth noes.i noe.u noe.he noes.]hahas.dun desiao liaos.later i tio suan =PpP.



okay i shall stop ba.abit naggy today.lol.the onlie ting i'm good at.nagging.lols.



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1:00 PM



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Thursday, March 17, 2005


omgg.moii skin came out liaos.n i peeled it!!!craps.nw i look lyk some disease infested creature.AHHHHHHHHHH.mama?hais.


anw.went out to lot1 to buy the dance make up tingys juz nw.withh steven jiee.lols.i was lyk running away from him lahs.cuz i go peel den my face lyk kns.yupps.but he didnt mind at all.weird.and i was wearin a hipster jeans.kinda low de.den he nagged me."i dun wan my meii zao geng".lol.


so.to wei bin.lyk i onlie noe u for 4 daes nw?diao diao la.u stay sooooo far from me summore.juz bcuz i nag doesnt mean ath.i nag at practicallie every1 i noe.lets noe each other beter 1st.and if u eva get to read dis.memorise dis paragraph and understand it. ;)


now.to ppl hu msg me.paiiseh i keeping daoing ur msges.juz dat i overshot my limit[again].lols.next month ba.hahas.


charis ahdear!!!i peeled my skin!!!!!!howww????sobsobz sehhh....hais.hope ur sunburns r beter.mine kinda okay liaos.except for those i peeled.hahas.u better dun peal.unless u wana end up lyk a disease infested creature lyk mii.hahas.u take care k?muckiess.


so i guess tyme's up.tmr got chem test.die.and summore.how m i gonna face the world.i mean my class.oh man.crap.gt dance summore.fish.i'm gonna b a werido.nvm.act paranoid.dun care.lol.act retarded toos. =)) i guess i'll b fine?hope so.



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Wednesday, March 16, 2005


yoyoyos.the pic are partly done up ler.hahahs.soon dis bloggie will reali b finished.lols.


well.my back dun hurt so much liaos.phew.thank god dis week holiday.if nt duno hw i die sehh.hahas.the skin on my face is kinda startin to crack liaos.i muz ren!!cannot go peel it!!!ahhhh....oh well.hu ask me play so much.hais.i reap wad i sow.


anw.charis ahdear is havin her ballet exams today.ahhhhhhhhhhh.goodiee luckiee.muacks. =)) remember dun drop ur knee when u raising ur back leg!!hahas.


i wonder when i can go iceskating again.reali miss the rink.hahas.*slaps*sunburn liao still wana play!haiz.thur gt chem test!!!OMG I LEFT MY CHEM TB IN CLASS!!!if tt horse dare take ar.i make sure he die sehh.lols.thur also geting back maths test!prayed hard i pass?yea totallie.


hais.i neglected fendy AGAIN.y i so crap lehh?duii.i tink my period comin liao lah.shit.hate moody daes.always bring my mood down.haisssss.i'm still slacking.big tyme.nt doin hw n stuffs.hahaha.i'm a lazy piggy. =PpP hehehe.


so.dis is kinda my 4th tyme bloggin in dis blog.wow.miracle?i usuallie stop at the 1st entry.[for those hu noe me]yahhs.guess dis blog will go on fine. =)) i'll b constantly uploading pics yahh.i'll try n tink of a way where u wil noe if i uploaded it okay?try la horx. =))


so i guess i'll stop here?parents coming back. hahahas.tv tyme =)))



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Tuesday, March 15, 2005


okays.in terrible pain nw.craps.shouldnt have played so much ytd la.sobz.woke up dis morn and OUCH it god damn hurts.oh well.


anw.had lunch with fendy,charis n yl.hahas.quite fun bahs.although all i saw were ppl holding hands worxx.lols.okok.dun desiao.ltr i tio.hmms.1 of the guys from ytd called me lah diao.n he lyk was actuallie half aslp?!1+ ler la.omg.piggs.haha.


so i kinda went hm to return the call loh.and we chatted for awhile.he damn pervert la.lols.i wonder y guys keep sayin the word fuck.i mean.its so.lame?haiya.boiis will b boiis.yawns.i also duno wad to say liao la.go slp.kekez.niteynitez. =))



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Monday, March 14, 2005


hmms.gt tanned today.craps.damn pain nw.shit.BUT!!!!i'm finallie darker.hahas.oh well.moi wish completed?lols.met sum guys dere toos.but nt say reali DAT suai lahs.all started with helpin dis didi take his ball...


charis,lao shi n me went to siloso today.we actuallie kinda pangsehh lao shi lahs.[opps.]feel so bloody bad nw.but she was doin voluntery work dere mahs.so we went off to the beach 1st.tide was damn low.den we tried to b a lil smart.put the tings higher up. =)) den duno y.moi stomach pain lahs!!kns.lols.so i took out my sissors and started wrting stuff. =))


anw.we left my hse at lyk 615?!reach habour front at 645!!omg?yea.dats hw early we were.played from 8-9am til 130pm lahs.imagined hw chaoda we r nw.the guys joined us at hmm.10 ba.long long story lah how we ended up playin together. =PpP juz noe dat they were 'saving; the ball tt went too far out to da sea.den bo bian i humji dun dare swim dere.lols.


anw.tired now.cont tmr or sth yahh.gt dance.=))



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Sunday, March 13, 2005


Heyas ppl.moi bloggie finallie ups.lol.took lyk duno how long.hahah.


okays.firstly.muz admit i lyk dis layout alots.black.as usual.moii favee colour worrs.its nt reali done yet but it wil b soon.i hope.anw.hols r here.at last.but hols lyk no hols lidat.4eva goin back sch.BUT!!!wed is iceskating dae.wibb charissa ahdear. =))


secondly.muz apologise to fendy.sori i ps u for 1 WHOLE WEEK.omg.he even fell ill lahs.i feel so bloody guilty.hais.sorii lehhss.but reali la.verii busy.i dun tink he'll be reading this though.if u reali read dis.sorii again lehhs.next tyme i c u den u complain okie?i let u complain.i let u nag okie? =


next.dance ppl.work hard worrs.i wil try my best toos.try to eat sum tingy to boost my impact?lol.ani recomandations?hahahs.jkjk.yeps.go for the gold wibb honour!!woo!!we will make it!!dun let mr soh,wand lao shi,mrs tan, ms wong n sharon down yahhs.JIA YOUS.


well.i guess i tok a lil too much today.tired.tmr goin SENTOSA!!!MONORAIL.kns they gonna close it down.lol.oh well.a girl needs her beauty slp.n i'm a lil piggy.so i guess i'll check in again next tyme.stay cool yahh!!



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