had english exam juz now.and i aint veri proud of it.craps.i guess that's the end of my studies?i bet i'm gonna fail and when i do,haiz.argh.mum dont even noe i had the exam today.acted lyk normal and stuffs.hahahas.proves tt i'm good at acting.lols.eew.bhb.hahahas.dakorkor came to sch today.muhahahahas.lol.dun care bout him. =PpP went to jp with ahdearr n fendy to buy my tingy. =)) we ate at the food court.ahdearr had sore throat. =( hope u're feeling better.she's now at A&E.omg???her mama called me juz now.scare me.asthma or sth.oh man.ahddearrr.............u maii pangsehh me lehh.tmr go visit u okie?take caree horrx..muacks.love you. =)) *LovesHugsKisses.*fendy's now at sch.some speech n prize giving ting goin on.heard his sch song.awwws.so cute.lyk some kiddy tune.*ops.* ahhboii.hahahas.duno wad to say.erms.arhh.errr.hahas.ok nvm.i tink u understand. =PpP.n paiiseh bout "cursing" tt u'll meet her.guess tt was too harse a curse.lols.i love taking busses more and more.looks lyk my love for busses is expanding.growing.due to certain tingys.*winkz* always remember children,take the bus whenever time permits. =))
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6:54 PM
i am seriously getting bored with blogging.tomorrow is the start of the exams.and it always starts with the english paper.i know it's too late to even try and improve on my english now.guess i'll just have to resign to fate.i didnt meet fendy.he had class so i came home 1st.but i met ben[goh] on the way.i was eating with joyce at sakura.she saw her fren from jintai.lols.then ben popped out.with his friend of course.and i guess they[joyce's friend,another jintai girl n ben] was flirting with each other?hahahas.so anw i was about to leave when i bumped into ben again.and he sort of asked me to "save" him from the girls.hahahas.didnt know he was the circle of attention among girls.yup.i kinda ignored him.wasnt long til i saw him again.there was this shock thing.when u hold it, it kinda gives you a shock.hahahas.so i asked ben to pull it.crapped with him awhile and the girls kinda disappeared.so he was "saved" in the end.but then i "tortured" him.i passed joyce's files to him.he carried it for us.muahahahahas.out of nowhere,the girls called for ben.we looked up and there they were.they asked him to go up.he said no and pointed to me.hahahas?so what was i supposed to be?his girlfriend controling him not to?it was then i realised he fakingly[is there such a word?] put his hand around my shoulder.lols?so i ended up playing along with him.then jie n ppl[ys,jy,ty,kl,kk] appeared.fooled around then came home.so here i am blogging.and i'm getting bored.i shall sleep early today.and i will hate tomorrow. =P
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7:43 PM
Wednesday, April 27, 2005
Iron.i hate iron.argh.wad is wrong with humans??we use iron, play with iron,study bout iron.even go to the extend of EATING iron.i'm going iron.err.i mean nuts.ahh wadeva.dis fri is english exam.omg?omg?omg???i'm gonna fail all my subs.i noe it.dun ask how.gut feeling.i mean i noe nothing bout aniting.i am so dead?mama...i wana quit sch.be a dropout.i'll go get pregnant now!! -_-~~ *stop dreaming gabrielle*yada yada yada.yak yak yak.i feel pissed.i tink ahhdearr feels it too.steven.if u're reading this.confront me.argh.u r..!!words cant describe u.lyk wth?it was u hu was so knn pissed with bb and now it's still u.u're frens with her again.kor n meii summore.*3 cheers for steven* yea right.i take tt back.and mind u.i'm not jealous.i mean come on.y would i get jealous over her?i'm just pissed.if it's other ppl,i'm fine with it.but her?please stop acting hypocritical.u're behaving just lyk her.i'm not saying this in ur face because i probably respect ur decision.but now u're on my ground.respect wad i blog.lyk if u tink i'm gonna waste 1 whole entry on u,drop that idea down the dustbin.this will be the last para bout u.now look here.[and if u dont read this.too bad,i pity myself.]i'm not gonna be so closely related to her.it's either her or me.i'm unreasonable?so.this is my territory.*please also note tt it was u hu caused the hate for her in me.i shall stop here.so anw.chem prac today.die.i got my tingys wrong.haiz.it's zinc carbonate.not aluminium.and it's sulphate,IRON(II)[i hate iron],and amonium.not sulphate,IRON(II)[i still hate iron],and copper.omg.i made such kuku mistakes.haiz.i'm gonna fail.
good luck to me.i failed physics.shit.fuck.crap.knn.argh.haiz.ok after i think abt my physics,i have totallie no mood to blog on.
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IDreamtOfYouAt.
7:12 PM
physics prac today.i tink i'm gonna flunk it lyk t-o-t-a-l-l-i-e.paiiseh ytd didnt blog.had a great tiff with my parents again.saii.y am i always the 1 hu hurts myself in the end?i hate hurting myself.but i cant seem to control my own hands.mayb tt's y i'm not allowed to have long nails.anw.i wont blog bout it.so prac.haiz.totallie gonna flunk it.so freaking hot today.argh.causes my mood to swing.argh.toking to tt gz nw.and steven.he's flooding me with pics.joan's buggin me bout her hamsters.cherryl's naggin bout panadols.fendy's smsing me.okok.cant stand it.too mani ppl toking to me.go 1st.bb.
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IDreamtOfYouAt.
7:11 PM
my hand hurts.dont ask me y.it just hurts.ouch.spent the whole morn rearranging my pics.wh0os.didnt noe i had so much.hahahas.now there are 9 catergories.wow?anw.i also called tt lady.hmms.i didnt blog bout it rite?i'm getting this tingy in the teenage magazine.but her shop is at hougang.omg?hahahas.nvm.i'll find my way. =)) i always do. *winkz.i called fendy as well.he so cute.cuz he didnt answer the call.den he msged me."just now at toilet.can call again?[or sth lidat]"i burst into laughter.omg.damn funny.guess i had morning blues tt's y i found it funny.i dont now.hahahas.den mama called me.i was lyk."no i dont wana eat.leave me alone." but she kept nagging.oh well.ahhdearr was late 4 tuition today.lols.we didnt even have tyme to tok.sianz.but she finallie got her burfday kiss from me.hahahas.[shut up.no.we're not lesbians.] anw.i'm bored.visited popo after she left.and omg.lyk i feel so fucking guilty.i was bathing ytd nite.then i realised tt there's no towel in the room.shouted for mummy.she did come in at the end.i got my towel as well.wat i didnt noe was when she was coming in,she tripped over the wire and the laptop fell.shit.dad spent the whole nite fixing it.ops.sori daddy.i'm lyk thank god i have my own com.if not i would have cried.til my eyes pops out.arhg.dinner tyme.chaaoo.
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7:23 PM
wh0os.i'm finallie home.wondering y i'm so late today?hahahas.the SYF ppl had a treat from ms chamb.suprised?yea.me toos.the day didnt turn out veri well at 1st.that horse.argh.stupid sehh.nvm.not worth my mentioning.his pony paid his "debt".it's no wonder they say whatever the father owes,the son will pay.true.veri true.hahahas.stayed back aft sch cuz charissa n joyce had to do their project tingy.i did stupid tings.the whiteboard was soooooooooooo clean.i happened to c all the markers.guess wad next.no.i didnt draw.my art sux remember?i wrote tons of craps.words n stuff.when i ran outa words i ended up writing down wad they[ahhdearr,sotong shiifuu,adabelle,sha] said.joan commented tt i was lame.i noe tt.hahahas.i'll post it in my pics later.i tink i need to reshuffle all the pics.lols.overflooding.okok.now to the fun part.every1 gathered at the music rm for warm up.every1[including me.but hey.i knew when to stop ok.] couldnt stop yaking.its lyk N-O-I-S-Y.ok wadeva.ahhdearr played the music and when they finallie noticed there was music,the mouths were dumb.lols.we went upstairs for the dry run.energy was lyk 0.004%?its almost lyk the %tage of carbon dioxide in the air.hahas.y did i drag in chem?oh well.anw mrs tan tot it starts at 730.when mr koh said it starts at 7,every1 chionged to the music rm.auto summore.it was lyk 640 then.we were so nervous.mummy didnt come.saddening.she was tired.but at least daddy came. =)) ok.kent ridge sound system sucks.i'm trying to say it out loud but its a pity i can onli bold and change its size.unfortunately,despite the noticeable conditions,some ppl r still pj.sad.i hope there r none here.*prays hard.we took alot of fotos.i took with danjuan.mr lee brought her here.aww.she's such a darling.drooling honey.lols.ok.veri bad.hahahas.her korkor so dao.lols.kept passing her tt toy figurine tingy and she kept asking "wad that?".lols.so cute.look at the way they play.u'll go drunk.shut up.onlie weirdos get drunk in alcohol.unfortunately,the night is short.we had to part.aww danjuan.i miss u now!!!!muackies babii.hehes.ahdearr went mad over all the babiis.the pony.such a pony?lols.he's another dao fellow.i tink he ganjiong.pressurized.lols.but at the end i carried him.n he gave me kissies.danjuan also. =)) no,not chocolate u greedy pig.muackies.omg.i'm gonna have babii soft skin.n they're gonna get the pimples!!!muhahahahahahahasssss!!!!! =PpPden the pony had to go also.make me happy for 1min nias.how curel can babiis get?so i ended up fooling ard with quekie,koky n jiejie.joyce came along later.=)) den duno how,wanjuan came into the picture.we took crazy pics.lols.even mr koh chap into the pics.no la.onlie 2.phew.i blogged ALMOST everyting.dats.tiring.yes and fendy.cant 4get abt him rites?lols.he verii cute.ran all the way from his hse to the busstop.original plan: he wait for me at busstop.but no.tt didnt happen.i waited for him.lols.fendy!!!feel guilty.hahahas.jkjk.guan zheng da kor didnt come today.that asshole.ytd summore tok big.ahhhh.also good.my $$ wont fly away.phew. =)) so i'll end here.i'm tired.full.sleepy.hehes.nItez.
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10:53 PM
i'm home.so early rite?lols.came hm early cuz mama's sick.lols.awws.aint i mummy's girl?hehehes.today's ahdearr's burfdaeeeeeeee.muhahahahahahahahas.she got smacked and tickled duno how mani tymes.but she got alot of presents toos.cool.alot of peeps gave her pillows n bolsters.i got her tt bolster from ginza.the cutest 1.hahahahas.u noe i gek veri long ler ma?shit sehh.cannot blog it out until today.but!!its finallie outa my chest.hehehes.ahdearr!!!!hapi burfday!!!!!!!!!muackies!!love u to bits.hughugs!!!!!lols.ytd fendy n i were lyk.trying veri veri veri hard to draw ur name.phew.we finallie did?i didnt meet him today.he was busy.i was busy.so..yahh.saddening huhs?we[desmond,isabel,chuan linn,lim,ros n i] fooled ard at desmond's place.his place is totallie.not safe.isabel got hit by the "moving invisible glass panel" and chuan linn hit her head on the glass too.actuallie.i tink its plastic but wat the heck?
i just found out tt he's totallie ticklish.just lyk fendy.i wonder if guan zheng is ticklish?hmms?shall try tmr.he said he's coming.i bet with him.if he comes then a mac treat from me is his to take.wakakakakas.let's c if he can wake up tmr.
oh shit!!i need to do homework!!craps.bbs.
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IDreamtOfYouAt.
6:03 PM
Wednesday, April 20, 2005
hahahahas.hehehehehes.hohohohohohos.kekekekekes.lalalalalalas.i'm mad.
doin sth.lols.no tyme.chiong.ahhh.ganjiong period!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!rush!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ignore me for now.almost couldnt wake up dis morn.tired!!!!!ahdearr msged me ytd nite.hahahas.we had quite a good day today.=)) erms.i duno wad else to blog abt.fendy's stressed.his aunty n uncle n their daughter r fighting.he's goin nuts.well.near to nuts.and now he cant stop saying why.argh.and he's complaining abt the way i blog abt him.yawns.and he says he give up.diaos?cant believe.so he's acting blur.and mad.he admit it!!!he said:"i'm goin nuts." so now he cant stop coughing[sarcastic coughs] and he's calling me ahger.i also duno wad he toking abt.omg.he's toking to his dog.how desperate can he get?fine.he told told me to rite everyting abt him.he's given up.diaos.wad m i?his translater cum blogger?no.shut upp gabrielle.stop blogging abt him.den he says finallie.mayb i shouldnt stop.lols.i seriously wonder who's the mad 1 now.me or him.i guess we're both mad.awws.how sweet.lols.okkayy.i'm not in the right mind to blog.well neither is fendy.so yahh.update tmr if i have the tyme.*bigsmiles.
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IDreamtOfYouAt.
9:02 PM
i'm extreamly tired.omg.i'm seriously starting to doubt my ability to hang on til Os.ytd nite was 1 of the maddest nite i had.i actuallie even bothered to wake up at 1 to call guan zheng korkor.diao.he went mad lah.was watching tt duno wad show.the 1 with zhang wu ji,zhou zi ruo,jin mao shi wang and duno wad,duno wad n duno wad.chatted til bout 3.lyk omg.he sounds so cute when he "sa jiao" aww.just lyk a lil babii.hehehes.toked alot.and i mean it.alot.from his family to mine den to gossips and yada yada yada.after all tt chatting,i dont find him bad anymore. =))instead i find him veri fun and open.there's this tinge of humour in him.even when he says "go n die" which i obviously am numb to by now.i guess i reali scared him with my nagging and all.i mean which guy[except fendy]can tolerate all tt yaking?so we finallie hung up.and he said bye bye to me.hmms.never reali heard him so nice.guess he was sleepy.and mind u.u jerk.i'm not gonna tok to u lidat everynite okkayy.i'll be squeezed dry of every last bit of energy i have.i'm not gonna do tt.no way u hear it?NO WAY.so back to the "real" today.1am aint reali a decent hour for events to happen but...hahahas.i kinda slept in class.didnt even noe wad i was copying during maths class.practicallie doddled to sleep.lols.did titration during chem today.and i buffered my nails.so loving it nw. =))i almost died of hunger.i didnt eat much during recess.damn mr lee released us later.ON PURPOSE.argh.i bet he enjoys doin tt.ass.lols.jkjk.yupp.went to mac with sotong shiifuu after chem.was totallie famished.wad we didnt take into consideration was our 2.4km run.we just ate lyk happy pigs.almost died while running.this is the worst run in my whole life.and i stress the word worst.i almost fainted dere n then.if i didnt stop i would probably be in the hospital by nw.but at least i got a timing of 15min++.must admit tt it's kinda good.especially for sum1 who's so unfit.heyys.i am unfit ok.i dont work out.stop tinking tt i can run just because i'm slimmer than the ordinary.get this fact into ur skulls.i am not fit.i cannot run.couldnt even walk up to the 3rd floor properly.after listening to the horse nagged and everyting else,decided to go to the market with sotong shiifuu.fendy said he was at the cc.i went dere.saw him playing bb.but he didnt c me.i was lyk wadeva.carry on.i'm too tired to even tok to u.mum insisted on coming.as usual.i just sat down when she came.she rushed me to leave la.lyk wat the fuck.it's not my fucking fault u came so early?and u're chasing me to go even b4 i had a decent drink.argh.it's either u dont come and let me chill,or u come and leave me alone.so wadeva.i cant b bothered nw.amazing i wrote such a long tingy.i'm impressed.so sth's wrong with charissa.or izit just me?it's probably me.it's always me.i need sleep.
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IDreamtOfYouAt.
9:12 PM
i'm still bored.although i have a lot of hw.dun reali seem to have the mood to do it.tired.fendy sent me home today.met wang laoshii n glenn on the bus.at 1st wang laoshii didnt noe i knew fendy.until i toked to him.he's probably thinking tt we're.erms.but i dun reali care.met fiona n her stead in ginza too.worse ting was wanjuan was hitting him.argh.y cant they stop hitting him?its not lyk he's fat n stuff.sianz.anw went to ginza with sotong shiifuu to find foto albums.duno how,but wanjuan eventually tagged along.yawns.life is even more boring at this moment.just hung up the fone.was tokin to fendy n steven jiee.conference.guan zheng goin offline soon.makes tings worse.dat moron asked me to call him at 1.00am tonite.mad or sth?he's definately not goin to sch tmr.wonder how his granny can tolerate his nonsense huhs?goin home late.skipping sch.smoking.if i were his granny he'd be meat sauce now.lols.he claims dat i nag lyk his granny nw.he should work wad.its onlie normal if he dont wana go to sch. =))anw.thanks to weiwen for taggin my bloggie.not steven ng weiwen jiejie.not tan weiwen,ex kent ridgean either.erms.weiwen tt phy noes.hahahas.welcomed to tag me anityme.*big smiles.so today is kinda lyk the stepping down day for sec4s.dance i mean.saddening.we had pizza n pepsi.kinda patheic but.better den nth?yep.duno wads wrong with charis today.abit lyk sot sot de.oh well.so i'll end here bahs.watch desperate hsewives ltr.lols.
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IDreamtOfYouAt.
7:08 PM
i'm bored.just hung up.was tokin to guan zheng.dat asshole.hahahas.he's a retard.moronic n every other ting.told me to go n die.its kinda expected huhs?oh well.cant blame him for being a heartless jerk rite?lols.so nw fendy's laggy.dun seem to be replying my messages in msn.he's always lidat la hors.cant expect too much.i wont.read my horoscope dis month in teenage.it said i should stop trying to change apperances and look deeper into tt person.guess i shall.so anw back to tt asshole dakor.he is actuallie fishing.even caught a fish[while we were toking.wow?] he wanted debra jie's num.cuz i sent him her pic.he's such an ambersal.hahahas.so he's chasing me for his present.which i dont tink i wil buy.hahahas.jkjk.i'm still bored.blogging dont seem to sastify my hungry for entertainment.oh btw,i updated my pics part.uploaded the pic[chen hui hui,wan juan n i].check it out.under frens.sianz.i'm having a headache.fuck.i feel giddy.i cant eat panadol.it reminds me of wad i used to do.haiz.bitter memories.i wana erase them.start afresh.but i cant.i feel tt i've already ruined my body system.screwed it all up.now i cant get rid of a splitting headache without the use of at least 3 panadol.oh well.better bring more money tmr.if tt asshole reali come to sch den i probably gotta treat him.as i promised.gosh.wad am i doin?flirting?i hope i'm not.but i guess i am.haiz.and in case u didnt notice,i changed my blog song.found out tt brenda had tt song in her blog.omg.so coincidently,some1 tagged me asking wad song my blog is playing some 2 weeks ago.weird.but she said she doesnt noe my blog add.i shall give her the benefit of the doubt.*reality slap: gabrielle!!!!!wake up u bitch!!!exams r coming!!!argh.stop being such an ambersal and concentrate!!!!blogging wont get u nowhere.*big hard pinch* WAKE UP!!tt was for me.shut up.i need an outlet to destress.
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IDreamtOfYouAt.
8:35 PM
CIP today.not reali veri honoured to blog abt it.but it took up 6 hrs of my tyme.i dont seem to have a choice huhs?anw.fendy woke miie up today.he veri cute lar.ytd nite msged me.asked if he could be special today.wake me up instead of me wake him up.i was lyk."ok...but if i dont seem to respond to my fone den cal my hse.desperate measure."lols.woke up after 1 ring.wows.but i just let it continue ringing.the song nice ma.hahahas.so i gave him a missed cal as i couldnt msg.washed up and yada yada.turned on my com.just love looking at my blog.i also called fendy.haiz.cant c him today.argh.he had church.left at bout 10:12.met up wif ahdearr n illy to have breako.at long john silver. =)) food came lyk damn slow la.every1 was lyk "we're desperate for food.look at us.we're acting retarded.wheEs." hahahas.food finallie came.we went to library.saw some of the 4e7ians.drew on the sitting tingy.muhahahahahas.so bad.yep.so anw went to collect our tins later on.the lady was lyk " dun come back unless ur tin is half filled." i couldnt b bothered with her.bitch.so we left in a group.ahdearr,rhoda,adabelle n i.the path was clear.every1 dodged at the sight of us.we concluded tt it was the POWER of the tin.i came up with a saying."Bow to my Tin.Pray to my Tin.Worship my Tin.Siam my Tin."hahahas.we were actuallie quite sucessful in collect $$.ahdearr's main target of ppl were guys.u noe,those ahbeng kind.hahahahas.ops.yea.so we gave up even b4 2.slacked n slacked.went to town.1st stop.flash n splash at city link.and guess wad.we saw sly sim dere.eew.there was this autograph signing tingy goin on at 3pm.it was abt 2:15pm.so we decide to wait dere and check out stuffs at flash n splash.sly was late.jerk.and he did tt disgusting pose.omg.we couldnt take it.left.on the way rhoda heard a guy say to his frens "walao eh.sly dis pattern also can b ming xing.walan eh."nice 1 bro.lols.went to heeren to eat.at sake.den sth happened between ahdearr n lun.haiz.wont mention it.anw,ahdearr i will always b with u!!dun mind me.i veri de weak de.lil bit nias cry.but i'm fine. =)) dun wori kaes.*bighugs.so we waited for them[ahdearr n lun].and waited.sianz we wanted watermelon juice desperately.lols.went down to get it after a long tyme.still continued waiting.n waiting.finallie they stopped staring at each other.and left.we chionged a cab back.so stoned outside the library for verii long.after we returned the tins.sianz.nw tokin to fendy.hehes.i shall pangsehh every1 4 him. =PpP
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IDreamtOfYouAt.
9:36 PM
we got our results.for dance syf.this is wad happened.lesson tyme.all of us were already veri ganjiong.i tried not to tink of it.but it just keeps poping out.hais.so anw.sotong shiifuu n i were lyk.omg omg omg.she said she go home.den cal me.ganjiong la.lols.after sch.i left my chem stuffs with her.poor joyce.ops.so anw.was looking forward to kallang.den noe our results.but mr koh said dun go.so we kinda slacked lohh.went to mac and stoned.den vanessa,mingyi,tiffiny went hm.we[charissa,eileen,yeeni,shuxian,yeeni's fren n i] proceeded to KFC to have lunch.stoned for veri long.den wanjuan n some other ppl came.we waited.and waited.couldnt take it.time: 2.30pm.shuxian screamed.yeeni shouted.charissa jumped.couldnt take it.went to clementi woods to shout it out.ppl tot we were mad.we didnt care.walked back to school.sat at the foyer.1st msg came.results out onlie at 4.we were lyk wtf?ok nvm.waited.mr koh called.still no results.continued waiting.shu hui called.said she would let us listen live.asked charis to turn on the fone to loudspeak.we sat in a circle.prayed.tried to distract ourselves.didnt seem to work.waited.still waiting.prayed.waited.then the call came.crowed round charis.poor ger.=PpP so we got a. a. a................ ...............GOLD.no honour.sad.write more tmr.still in shock.
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IDreamtOfYouAt.
7:22 PM
FOOD FIEASTA!!!!or however u spell dat.joyce and i crashed food stalls today.hmms.actuallie onlie 2.lols.but they were good.and i'm damn full now.muhahahahahahahas.my hand still smells of strawberry from chem.eew.i hate strawberrys.and its all sotong shiifuu's fault!!!lols.jkjk.hehehehes.sch was boring as usual.chem was such a pain in my arse.i'm serious.had to stand cuz titration ma.den back pain.back pain lead to pigu pain.pigu pain lead to kek sai.den.yahh.so my arse hurt lohh.i hate titration!!!!argh.aiya.hu cares bout sch rite?food!!!cheese prata!!!nice!!!!how to get dere: take bus 30,143,189,51.alight after 2 or 3 stops.or.walk.hahahasu can actuallie walk dere u noe.but i duno how to say la.hehehes.next stop was IMM.its a miracle i even sugested tt place.i hate that stupid place lyk nuts.but i onlie went dere on account of the bread tingy.hanged ard for awhile den took the free bus back.lols.i also bought teenage magazine.i simply love the "dear kelly" column.i'm tired.and i'm toking to dat "da kor"[yea as if. =PpP] guan zheng aka asshole.lols.for once he started the conversation with a "yoz".lols?i didnt meet fendy today.he said he was tired.sianz.nvm lor.let him rest ba. =))ganjiong!!!tmr syf results!!!omg.GOLD WITH HONOUR!!HERE WE COME!!!!lols.all the best to band.win tt gold back. =)) so i'll sign off here. =PpP
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IDreamtOfYouAt.
6:56 PM
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
TODAY'S OUR DANCE SYF!!!oh man.gold with honour!!!!!i mean i wish we get a gold with honour.dun ganjiong cann.lols.anw.I WOKE UP LATE AGAIN!!!shit sia.last nite i set my alarm to ring at 6am.so it rang at 6 and i msged fendy to wake him up.so i set it to ring again at 630.i guess i pressed the stop button instead of the snooze button.pigged all the way til 745!i jumped outa bed la.chionged at my bath and was so pissed with myself.i ended up forgetting to bring my wallet and alot of other stuffs.crappish rite?but i mangaged to scrape thru cuz ahdearr helped my with my food.make up was not too bad today.although wang laoshii was not dere.we still had glenn's mum and her sister[chen hui hui] lols.i duno her name.cant blame me for not being attracted to that box of flashing lights[tv la.] rite?lols.yup.i did some of the girl's eyelashes.i kinda got addicted and went round to every girl checking their eyelashes.lols.its fun okkayy.dun laugh at me. =PpPi have confidence!!girls[and guys].have faith in ourselves!!!!we will get that gold with honour!!yea!!mayb we have some small lil mistakes.but i'm 100% sure other schools also made mistakes!!so dont give up hope okkayy?anw.to some1.argh.shut up will u.fucking voice is so resounding.its the most promindent of all la.summore wana tok so loud.wad is ur problem?!its lyk every1 was dying after the dance but u're filled with so much energy.didnt u put in everyting?betrayer!!fuck off la.its probably because of u that band tinks we're proud.goin around being a stuck up slut.showing off that we are gonna get gold.get outa my life u fucker.so i've let out my anger.yea.happy for myself.lols.i met fendy today as well.hahahas.he so cute today.steven jiejie so.argh.keep taking pics of him.sianz la.lols.so i did take 1 with him in the end.just 1.and steven refused to let me delete it.lols.so i'll end here.damn tired.
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IDreamtOfYouAt.
9:12 PM
argh.some asshole.knn dulan.fucking ingrate.stop abusing underaged girls.u jerk.keep ur lanjiao to urself u fucker.argh.so wad if u're from some big gang in tampines.asshole.u r so not appriciated in this world.so wad if she's ur girlfren?girlfrens r for u to dote on and care for.but u.u're worse than a beast.u're an insult to the fairytale "beauty and the beast".go to hell u ambersal.u're a worse introvent them i am.may God NOT bless u.i fucking pray hard tt u get STDS and die.u shall suffer in hell.since we cant do ath here but curse.let the devil punish u.i so curse u.i hope u have a heart attack while having sex.argh.tt's for dat asshole.ahdearr i hope u feel better.dont worry bout ur cousin too much okkayys?tmr's a big day for all of us.please dont let it affect u too much.i noe u wana help her.but some tings r just beyond our control.we just have to be selfish at times.being selfish doesnt imply that we r humji or "not steady".its not against the law.sometimes we have to protect ourselves 1st.no point scarificing ourselves for the mistake to be repeated.i'd rather u save urself and help when u're more stable.this wont stop forever.it wil come back.u have to be there.u must not topple.i noe i sound lyk some counsellor.hahahas.but dont u tink i make perfect sense?i hope u feel better yahhs?big kissies!!!hahahas.cheer up gal!!so much for my beginning.now abt me!!!muhahahahas.lols.wh0os~mrs yeo and mr lee didnt come today!ha!we totallie slacked.i found a job for myself.i'm a full time slacker!!wh0os.lalalas.wadeva. =PpPdat retard roy msged me again dis morn.told fendy bout it.he was lyk "....no reaction...".damn anti-climax cann?when he met me later on at kfc den he said he wana chop him up. -_- diaos.slow reception.lols.and guess hu i saw at kfc juz nw?BB n her dear.eew.goosebumps.*kapuiz*.some of her "zhu peng gou you".and wads more.jessica and ahboii was eating tgr.diao diao diao.wad does he c in her?pajiao.ops.lalalas.so i'll just end off.dinner tyme. =))
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IDreamtOfYouAt.
6:54 PM
yoss.too tired ytd.hahas.went to buy make up with ahdearr ytd.sian 1/2 la.my mother suddenly say wan come along.lyk wtf.ahdearr n i agreed to ask the guys along de la.spoiler.wat the fuck.spotcheck say spotcheck la.go thru such sialan methods for wad.fuck la.anw.i still met fendy.even though it was onlie for lyk 45mins or so?hahahas.contented ler la.its ok.i still met him today.but argh.fucker.she INSISTED on coming to pick me up.wat the mother fucker hell?argh.we ended up sitting at seperated tables.sobz.so much tings to say.argh!!!!anw.duno wads wrong with the dancers today.they're either crying,angry,crazy,troubled.i mean.i even shed TEARS la.wth.from a happy happy girl to a crying 1.lols.guess i was too tired bahs.den the seniors so moody[except jessica.as usual.].anw.today got health checkup.at sch de.i have slight low blood pressure.lyk craps?yahh la.ahdearr n sotong shiifuu also.3 outa 4 dancers have low B.P.diaos.as usual,jessica is the odd 1 out.ah,doesnt reali matter rite?she's part of the juniors.duno how the fuck she has so much energy even after dancing.guess her role izint challenging enough.ahhdear,sotong shiifuu n i almost wana die after even 1 dance.cant believe it.either she didnt put in enough energy,or her role too simple.lyk wadeva.i dont care bout her anymore.roy msged me again.diaos.wadeva.cant reply anw.overshot because of dat idiot.argh.must ren.i almost msged him today.ask him got come sch anot.but i suddenly got smart.i asked steven during recess.hahahas.so clever rite?BIG TING.ahdearr hurt her hand during dance juz nw!!OMFG.pray tt her hand will b better b4 wed?but veri unlikely huhs?argh.come i kiss kiss den okie okie liaos.MUACKKSSS.better?hahas.lovee euu.take care okie.i dun wan a handicapped ahdearr.guess i'll end here ba.eating chocolate.muhahahas.u jealous?chocolate lehhhh. =PpP
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IDreamtOfYouAt.
8:28 PM
today's a day of mixed feelings and emotions.aiya.i'm crapping.everyday is.lols.i feel tired,happy,angry,sad,frustrated.lols.alot rite.hahahas.had dance at kallang today.full dress.wahh.RV,NJ was dere toos.c their dance i feel...small....lols.so tt explains y i'm tired huhs.hahahas. =PpPi'm happy because i bumped into fendy at the market.but i ended up angry because he ordered 1 BIG BIG BIG PLATE OF FRIED NOODLES!!!idiot.i dun wana tok to him liao.but we sorta made up after tt.hahahas.anw.he looked so bloody shocked to c me at the market.idiot.c me not good ar.asshole.hahahas.yep.i'm sad because he couldnt send me home.mum was waiting at the bus stop for me.but he did pei me til central la. =))i'm fucking frustrated because tt fucking ms chamb didnt even open her fucking mouth to say 1 fucking word of encouragement.she just diao us and say "not good i wan u all to do better next round."lyk if she danced my role.not even half a min she'd b sent to NUH for broken bones!!!!!and sotong shiifuu added tt she'll b sent to IMH[woodbridge] because of depression tt she has broken bones.hahahahahahas.joyce's exact words. "cos cannot keep up w e musicslow by a loton e wae broke her backbone
and cldnt take it
cos cannot walk anymore
and then
mental breakdown
she cldnt critizise any more
then less than a year
woodbridge hos broke
cos make of wood
not strong
like alloy
story finish"lols.so bad.but she reali too much lor.we dance til we're almost halfdead and all she could do is say NO GOOD.I WAN BETTER NEXT ROUND.fuck off la.and u noe wad.i dare to say it.i dare to admit it.if any fucked up asshole or dogged bitches wana paotou.wadeva.den we also tio suan by RV ppl.get a fucking life u bitches.to tt ger hu asked y should she clap?we're so lousy.shut up u ugly whore.we never paid u to clap.get a fucking life will u?ops.i forgot.u're so ugly.no one wants u.aww.at least we kent ridgeans noe how to act chio without ppl criticising us.unlike sum1 hu noes she's ugly but cant do ath bout it.thank god the stage is big and u cant reali c ppl's face.phew!!!!btw.mr koh.ur son damn cute!!!i wana abuct him!!!he kissed me!!!3 tymes!!!!!!wh0os~~~hahahas.shall stop being baby feverish.*slaps*wake up.kks.shall end here.i tink i toked a lil too much today!!hahahas.
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IDreamtOfYouAt.
9:18 PM
i so totallie must blog abt today.wh0os.lyk omfg.i actuallie got persuaded to pluck my brows.imagine.a person so scared of pain plucking brows for the 1st tyme in 2 whole years.how much pain can dat b huh.alot la obviously.oh well.its over.and i shall b guai next tyme.i wont wait for another 2 years liao.i noe the pain.lols.ahdearr plucked also.so now we look lyk some.i duno.we look nicer?hahas.i tink she's probably with her dearr nw.n my parents r not hm.so i shall take this chance to blog.just reached home.after turning n turning so mani rounds at my old place.wanted to c wad it looks lyk nw.it totallie sucks.the road is gone and there's an irritating new block dere.my playing squares r replaced with rough diamond tingys.eew.sucks big tyme.even my kindergarden is gone.fuck.argh.stupid.lyk irritates me totallie.ahhhhhhhhh.wadeva.my brows still hurts.ouch.sobsobs.hahahas.i tink i should stop whining.before ahdearr reads this and kb me again.[ops.ahdearr.listen to me.u didnt c this.u r slping.this is all a dream.]yep.and suddenly tt idiot is nice to me?he onlie told me to go n die when i asked him y he never ask me go and die.lols.lyk his hair got no diff la.diao diao diao.summore say veri ugly.lols.wadeva.so we ended up smsing each other.thank god he was there to pei me when ahdearr was slping at my place.if not i would b bored to death.but there was a price to pay.i ended up ignoring fendy's msges.ops.sorry pal.if not later over la.i tink i better tel gz to stop.set.gabrielle,control urself.do not msg him.shut up gabrielle.u must stop.think of ur bill.do u noe u have to pay the bill urself if u overshot??u need tt money for other stuffs.ok.so stop.dont msg him unless he disturbs u.set?ok steady.diaos.i lyk some siao ting tong toking to myself.wadeva.oh yahh.i updated my frenster profile.the 1st 1 with 55 pics de.stop asking me how come i got so mani.shh.no more.hahas.okok.i tok too much.shall go ororh liaos.tt red line coming out soon. =)) nItez.
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IDreamtOfYouAt.
9:40 PM
actuallie.i dont wana blog today.but sth gave me this urge.omfg.its gz's bro's son.so here i am nw.wh0os.but i'll make it a short 1 la.no tyme.yea.the baby is fucking cute.omg.i'm goin gaga nw.muahhahahahhahaaas.wadeva.so today.i went mad dis morn.was playin in class.wrote the ru hua's song on the board.lols.den lessons were boring.as usual.tchers were lyk yada yada yada.lols.anw.was shocked to c tt idiot in sch dis morn.he told me to go n die.tt's lyk a fixed opening sentence.oh well.he said he cut his hair.veri not nice?hmms.lols.bo bian.he dis pattern.hahahas.lyk i'm still toking to him nw.paraniod sia he.kept asking "how?i goin bugis dis sun.later no ppl wan me" diaos rite?we also toked bout some "personal" stuffs la.den suddenly i realised i dont noe him.at all.lols.but at least nw i noe abit rite?ok.shall stop toking bout him.shall try and stop gaga-ing over the baby.but he's irresistable!!!!!!!*winkz*ahdearr got scolded by tt yip today.asshole.shout simi shout.jerk.but ahdearr style.diao him.wh0os.pro.too pro.yea.den he shout shout abit.she diao here diao dere.i guess its settled nw?lols.met up with fendy after dance.had a "nice" tok lohh.nth much to elaborate anw.yep.alot of tchers came to c our dance just nw too.even tt idiot came.omg?so today's entry shall end here.yea i noe its short.i did say it will b short rite?lols.
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IDreamtOfYouAt.
9:27 PM
Wednesday, April 06, 2005
looks lyk i'm reali into this blog ting huh.hahas.lyk omg.i sinned.i killed,i killed,a bug tt invaded my room.but i did dat in self defence!!!!muhahahahahas.ok.so nw its still on my table.i just drowned it in antibacterial hand gel.tt gel kills 99% germs instantly.show tt the bug was.eew.infested with grusome germs.yucks.i'll use a tissue to take it away later.it cant stay drowned and upside down in antibacterial gel for long rite?but,just in case.yep.didnt have breakfast with ahdearr today.she had a headach.hope she's feeling better.ahdearr,saw wad u wrote in ur bloggie.awws.so swt.dont worry.those sluts cant get to me.i have a huge mountain behind moii[u lor].muhahahahasss.+ some other peeps la. =))anw.saw dat gz dis morn.and just as i expected.the 1st ting he said to me was "qu si la"[go n die].lyk wadeva la hor.i die den his burfday present dun need liao.muhahahahas.gz.i got sth to tel u.go eat shit!!and stop smoking.i'm gonna tel the whole world unless u stop u asshole.hahahas.those 2 sluts r finallie not disturbing me.at least for today la.get off my back u cheap ambersals.[sth i use for cheap,low-down,useless,good-for-nothing,acbc,shallow,airheads,uncouth,rude,filthy ning-cum-puts and wadeva degrading terms u can find.]anw.hu cares bout them.just a "friendly" warning to all hu oppose me.shut up,scram outa my sight and get a fucking life.i dont care how or wad u do.plus,if u reali have an urge to scold me or curse me.do it right on my face.no point hiding under mummy's skirt u perverts!!fendy's well again. =)) after dat "heart attack" i got from learning he developed a fever.i tink mayb he does mean sth to me.but i will never admit aniting.never.guess dats bout all?phew.feel so much better now dat i said it all out. =))) hehehes.i cleared the bug ler.c,even bugs aint spared.tink u ambersals.wad will happen to u?aww just put ur fucking pride down and tok.i'm not even demanding for an apology.peaheads will always be peaheads.wad u tink i am?some kinda grudge bearing demon?plah.wadeva.go ahead and be stupid.
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IDreamtOfYouAt.
8:19 PM
okkayy.today is definately nt a good day.at least nt for me.argh.morning.kinda overslept.stupid.plah.dont care.but the most dulan ting today was during recess.shall elaborate later on.so anw,my knee fucking hurts.lyk ouch?i tink i sprained it during dance ytd?holy fuck.anw.shall tok abt recess.fucking sluts.wad is ur problem?u noe y i told jessica "sibeii fuck"?u fucking sluts have absolutely no moral values and respect for ur seniors."but u're not worth my respect" u might say.well let me shut ur screwed up traps.i have every reason to b respected.at least i dont go round being rude to every slut i look down on.n u noe wad?i look down on u.i seriously,honestly,cross my heart do.shut up.u have absolutly no power.u're just a low down,stupid,cheap ning-cum-puts.my ass is on ur face u shorties.and i dont mean literally short u dumbasses.i mean by intellience,moral values,and every other ting.get a fucking life in geylang.yahh.n ahdearr fought with her dear again.omg.i hope i wasnt the cause?but i tink i am.haiz.sorry guys.mayb next tyme i will just stay away fr u 2. =))aiya.no mood to rite liao.dats all.
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IDreamtOfYouAt.
4:43 PM
lols.just realised i didnt blog ytd.ahz hu cares?its nt as if i have regular customers rite?hahahas.yep.so today's entry shall account for both days. ;PYtd: sunday bordom.woke up specially just to do chinese hw.so guai rite?anw,completed it b4 ahdearr arrived.=)) so we had fun doin up her blog.did her tag and mouse tingy.hahahas.then tuition was fast.its lyk blink and its over.wh0o.we then started to sew our dance pants.lyk omg.we kinda gave up after sewing abt 10 sequins?fooled ard and ahdearr blogged bout it.bimbotic her was poking herself with the needle.desperate measure?so now we noe wad she wil do when pushed to a corner huh?hahahas.so we did give up at the end.she got her dad to do it 4 her and i got my mum to help.muhahahahas.i kinda went kuku toos.duno y.idiotic fendy didnt msg me.ok.i admit,i missed him cann?plah.wadeva.got a lil......erms.ok.very pissed when he didnt msg me or even TRIED to make contact la.idiot.today: now i finallie realised y there was practicallie no sound from him.HE'S SICK!!!!GOT FEVER!!!OMG!!!!LYK WTFH??!!!!!!!!hmms.mayb i'm just freaking out a lil.but....lyk.....oh man.it's the end of the world.[just shut up and let me complain.]let's just say i cant brush this aside.i'm trying very very very hard to keep my cool.fighting with my inner voice.battling with my emotions.gosh.i seem to b tramatised just because of a lil fever.but tt stupid kok-eyed virus just had to pick him.wad is its problem??!!!shoo.i shall stop being paranoic.sth happened at dance today.zc[dont ask.its alreadi embarassing enuf.zip up unless u wan ur name to b here.]got kicked outa the dance.personally i feel tt its good.but on the other hand,i'm worried selfie wont have enuf practice.some girls r fighting to put him back in.even discussed abt petitions.i feel tt there's no point to it.1st and formost,he's nt the least interested in this dance.next,he's nt tt good when he's dancing.[sorry,but we must face the fact tt he's not cut out 4 dance.]i mean there's seriously no good reason to put him back.since wang laoshii has made the decision,and zc aint the least remorsful tt he's out,let's all have faith in selfie and help her as much as we can.i noe i sound lyk some tcher's pet,but after i weighed the pros and cons,i think i wil stick with laoshii's decision.so nw,let's respect laoshii and teach selfie as much as we can. =))lastly.to ahdearr.dont b too sad.arguements happen all the time.both of u r stubborn.tt u cant deny.please talk it out again?mayb he had a bad day.i noe u had 1 too.its nt as if u can stop ur mum rite?worst of all,she suspects ur r/s.naturally she'll do spotchecks.dont b too sad kkayy?love uu. =))ok.i tink i toked too much today.shall stop.hope tt all the unhappy stuffs will go away.sh0o u evil spirits.get lost!!!!finally,lets all pray for the pope.
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IDreamtOfYouAt.
8:39 PM
sianz?nth much to blog abt today.dis morn when i looked at wanjuan's tag,i realised tt "anonymous" guy was actuallie against me.aww.another asshole.do i care?its lyk he's so humji."and you don't need to know... because i don't want anyone to know that i know you..." crap excuse he gave?damn cliche can?lyk i'm reali laughing out veri loudly.i hope my parents dont tink i'm mad.lols.jkjk.anw.he's just a 17 yr old nuthead.pls dont use uncult language just beacuse u cant out talk me.i mean an arugement is supposed to b relative to a topic,not ganster lingo.yep.so i hope he get STDS,lyk wad i always say.he claims dat his ex girl friend is prettier than me.tel me ppl,do i care abt looks?if i did i'll probably b in a salon nw.he is practicallie brainless.he must have been a monkey in his previous life.brain got eaten by some heartless rich ass.anw.monkey brains r not so intelligent.so doesnt matter if it gets eaten rite?[ops.i just insulted monkeys]ok lets brush this aside.i figured i shouldnt dedicate 1 big portion to a person unfit to tok terms with me.dance was great.beat was up.yea yea.ms chamb came.nagged.as usual.hahas.we were released 1 hour later than the stated time.had to even postpone tuition. =PpP doesnt reali matter rite?hahahs.ahdearr went ga-ga over her blog again.lols.tuition was a bore.and yada yada yada.nth much left to say.just wana tel tt guy.pls return to ur well and dwell on the small area of the sky and think u noe everyting abt the world.continue staying there.no harm will come to u unless u brag about ur limited knowledge.please note tt i do not offend ppl hu dont offend me.pls also note tt it was brenda hu backstabbed the whole lot of us 1st.clarify b4 u bullshit.as 4 ppl hu stood by me,rawk on. =))
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IDreamtOfYouAt.
8:33 PM
yoyoyos.just came back from town.had a great day with ahdearr,eileen n qiuli.rawk on gals. =))) although there were some unpleasent tings dat happened,i still enjoyed myself tons.today is sports day.n i'm not too excited or proud of it.i tink its a waste of energy.duno.dats wad i tink.stupid sun was beating on us tiny humans.retarded.all we do is shout,scream n cheer.boring.furthermore.there's no point in cheering.cheer trophy goes to lyra.and champian goes to auriga.boring rite?yea.totallie.worse still.there r some fking bitches in pegasus.oh come on.tink i'm scared of u?so wad if u have got alot of ear piercing.oh man.go find a random guy to screw b4 u tok to me.shut up.get lost.thats just a teeny weeni ting.best part of sports day today: charis,steven,ckk,ty,kok,me[duh] and afew other peeps were fooling ard together.throwing green beans and rice grains at each other.hahas.although we got scolded by IMB and stuff we still had fun yahh. =))then we[charis,eileen n qiuli] chionged to eat.we den chionged to town.hahas.all we bought was a bangle ting.hahahs.and we took neoprint.i'll scan it wen i get it back yahh.hehehes.damn fun.walking and gossiping.lols.u noe wad day is today?1st of april.APRIL'S FOOL!!!hahas.we actuallie wanted to trick ahdearr and took away her wallet.but she kinda found out.and pretended to be veri "disappointed" in us.hahas.we were all quiet for 3 stops.den she msged us." april's f0ol! wakakaka! - grinz.no hard fEelings sistarz!(x "hahahas.oh well.and.dat weibin is starting to bother us again.troublesome ass.duno wad birthday tingy.sianz la.everytyme sentosa.he nt sian i also sian la.diao diao diao.oh hu cares bout him? =PpP and i also tricked fendy today.hahaha.ask him to call my hp.den when he finallie did,i said april's fool.hahahas.he veri blur.at 1st he duno.he think for awhile den reacted.lols.veri funny la he.say himself veri guai worx.dun trick ppl.i *kapuiz* ar.lols.and pls.if u wana bitch with me.check if i'm even paying attention to u.no point toking to the air yahhs.and dun u tink its funny?cibai scold ppl cibai.yea i admit i got cibai.but dun need to say out loud rite?its so fking obvious.wana tel ppl i got neh also?u stupid act lians have no brains.shut up and get lost.another ting.i noe i'm skinny.and i'm definately very proud of my figure.i mean compared to some1 full of oil?hu aint proud?i noe i can fit into that space.unlike some oil tank hu can onlie stand at the grass at the end of the day.seriously.shut ur trap b4 its gone.yep.so dats today. =))
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IDreamtOfYouAt.
5:24 PM
