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i want to dance beside a frozen lake :: where the snowflakes gently fall from the sky :: the hair swaying in the chilly wind :: as the still moments of the winter everning :: is enlightened by me ::

My Contradictions.

- SEVENTEEN yet EIGHTEEN.
 - SOPHISTICATED yet SIMPLE.
 - WILD yet TAME.
 - CRAZY yet NORMAL.
 - BITCHY yet KIND.
 - SLUTTISH yet DEMURE.
 - FRANK yet SHY.
 - CHILDISH yet MATURE.
 - DEVILISH yet ANGELIC.
 - NARCISSISTIC yet SELFLESS.
- CONFUSED yet SURE.
 - FICKLE yet CONSISTENT.
 - SELFISH yet GIVING.
 - FIERCE yet GENTLE.
 - ANNOYING yet LOVABLE.
 - HEARTLESS yet SENTIMENTAL.
 - SCHEMING yet NAIVE.
 - LAZY yet HARDWORKING.
 - RETARDED yet INTELLIGENT.
 - IGNORANT yet KNOWLEDGEABLE.
 - UNFEELING yet CARING.
 - SLOPPY yet TIDY.
 - IMAGINATIVE yet REALISTIC.
 - PESSIMISTIC yet OPTIMISTIC.
 - INTROVERTED yet EXTROVERTED.

My Loves.

- ME.MYSELF.I.
- MONEY.
- COMPUTER.
- HAND PHONE.
- CAMERA.
- CHILDREN.
- MIRRORS.
- MAKE UP.
- BITCHING.
 - GOSSIPING.
- CRITICIZING.
- SLACKING.


My Hates.

 - BEING BROKE.
- BEING SCOLDED.
- BEING BACKSTABBED.
- EMPTY VESSELS.
- HYPOCRITES.
- REPEAT OFFENDERS.
- COMPUTER BREAKDOWN.

My Tagboard.


My Archives.


My Links.

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-=| Amanda. |=-


-=| Blogger. |=-


-=| Brenda. |=-


-=| Chuan Ru. |=-


-=| Claudia. |=-


-=| Darren. |=-


-=| Desmond. |=-


-=| Eleanna. |=-


-=| Eugene. |=-


-=| Fatin. |=-


-=| Fiona. |=-


-=| Gabriel. |=-


-=| Hazwan. |=-


-=| Huang Zhi. |=-


-=| Jasmine. |=-


-=| Jessica. |=-


-=| Jiaxin. |=-


-=| Jieying. |=-


-=| Joni. |=-


-=| Joyee. |=-


-=| Kenneth. |=-


-=| Phyllis. |=-


-=| Rhoda. |=-


-=| Rosalind. |=-


-=| Saky. |=-


-=| Shahidatul. |=-


-=| Siti Adawiyah. |=-


-=| Steph. |=-


-=| Steven. |=-


-=| Wan Juan. |=-


-=| Weng Lum. |=-


-=| Xia Xue. |=-


-=| Yvonne. |=-


I Love You.

We never really noticed each other.
Or at least I never noticed you.
But now you are my fantasy.
My wonderful dream come true.


Your eyes met mine.
And mine met yours.
The story of Sleeping Beauty.
Riding on a horse.


Often I think of you.
And wonder if you think of me.
I just want to be there with you.
Through times of thick and thin.


Many a time I neglected you.
But you never seem to mind.
You're one in a million.
Once in a lifetime.


When you smile.
It's the greatest prize.
I'm in heaven.
I'm in paradise.


When I close my eyes.
I see your face.
The touch of your hands.
And the way you embrace.


If I'm in trouble.
All I need to do is call.
Cause I know you'll be there for me.
I know you'll catch me if I fall.


You shine like a lighthouse.
And you showed me the light.
And then I see that life.
Is not only black and white.


I believe in love.
The everlasting kind.
But true love and lust.
Are separated by a mere thin line.


I love you for who you are.
For everything you say.
And no matter what happens.
You will never be replaced.


So now you know my feelings for you.
Is not like eating jam and toast.
Our fairytale is full of love.
It's called Amor Infinitus.


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c0pyyrighttedd ; [-gabrielle-]



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Tuesday, January 31, 2006


HAPPY CNY!!!


i've been getting drunk for the past 3 days.or so i tink.but seriously,i feel drunk now even though i haven touched alcohol YET.damn.i tink i'm tired.


i've been so blur,i didnt take pics of anyting until steven n kahkeong came ytd.lols.opps.i'm able to blog now cuz there's no more beer at home and i dun tink my parents will open up the wine cuz they opened up 1 bottle ytd.ohh well.there goes drinking. =(


granny came home for the renuion dinner.and we had loads of sushi and raw seafood.yummy.although i'm not crazy over seafood,i still ate it RAW ok.but its quite nice la.no fishy smell.esp when u eat it with beer.my parents actuallie spent more den $300 at the jap store in ginza la.pro.


den my brother came to visit on the 1st day of cny.due to me being tipsy the day b4 and sleeping at lyk 2am+,i woke up at about 12pm.when i came out,sat down and stoned while the water was heated,my brother came. -_-"


so i chionged lor.bathed and everyting.and my 1st angpao came from him.haahahahaa.and i didnt take a pic either. =( was still in the morning blues although it was afternoon.nvm.i shall try to get a shot next yr.but here's a couple from last yr.





and yes,my sister-in-law is malay.so wad?stop being racist.


my granny looks blur.but here's a pic of her when she's alert.taken last yr as well.

dont mess with my family!!lols.


we ate jap agn for dinner.but not raw.cooked.the eel and the king prawn!!!YUMMY YUMMY YUMMY.if i was sober,i'd actuallie take pics.but oh well. =P so tt's all for the 1st day of cny.siannz.


den steven n xiaogou came ytd.took tons of retarded pics with steven's fone.i woke up specially at 11 to bathe and get ready even though i drank the night b4 and slept at 1am+.see,i'm such a nice fren.lols.


steven took pics w/o me knowing,thus making me look retarded.but i shall post them anw cuz i'm gona put their retarded pics as well.fair ma. =D







now,PAYBACK TIME!!!









and now,for some retarded pics of 3 of us tgr.there were a few retakes though.hahahahas. =X




this pic was very cute ok.cuz steven put the timer mode on.10secs.den we posed and waited.but he offed the camera sounds.so we were lyk "10sec over liao ma?y so long de?" after waiting for i guess nearly half a minute,steven suddenly said "my fone the camera no sound." -_- ~




when he turned on the sound,it made some "tee" sound den xiaogou was lyk "SOUND LYK BOMB LEH!" and we were trying so hard not to laugh.but i guess the picture shows it all huh?









then they asked abt jess and i showed them our latest neoprint.the pose was lyk the "hush" pose and they were lyk "ehh!!!we folo tt pose la!!!"




xiaogou wanted to do a "J" with his hand but den when the cam snapped,he tot tt his hand put wrg way and wanted to flip.so there,the blur hand.next,shot 2.




u see the finger there?its my mum's middle finger.therefore our "laughing but pretending not to laugh" expression.




the infamous "speak no evil, hear no evil, see no evil."




my mum saw steven's chain and decided to pretend tt she was the owner pulling the dog.LOLS!!!






finally,decent pictures. =D


i typed til there n my parents decided to go for dinner at some resturant in imm.and voilla,i'm tipsy agn.but i managed to tong til i got home as the car broke down.so i'm not tt tipsy compared to juz now.


anw,i was tokin to fendy ytd nite n tt nuthead made me feel guilty though i dont tink he meant it.but tt's not the point,the imp ting is not tt.is abt justin.tt fucker.i never wana have anyting to do with him ever.he's just another hypocrite pretending to help others.


i'm not even going to bother to ask him or anyting.because i believe fendy wont hurt me.and i believe tt fendy noes wads gd for me,even though he doesnt really show it.and with jessica n fendy's "statements",i trust their judgement and because they're closest to me.


well,too bad,the world is lyk tt.i'll always trust the ppl closer to me.connections?yea.face it.because wad justin did was and is an insult to me.i will not let myself be insulted this way.u say i'm a psyco?fine.i shall be a psyco.and beware,cuz crazy ppl have the right to kill.


so much abt "i dont wana ask other ppl.u tell me better." u noe wad i tink?FUCK YOU.urgh.just go to hell u hypocrite.dont tell me abt God or anyting.i haven even taken into account tt u tickled me the 1st tyme we met.u noe wad?i let it go cuz i was hoping u could treat fendy better.


i will not allow anyting lyk tt to happen agn.NEVER.no1 insults me lyk tt n gets away with it.i hope i'll never see u nor hear from u agn.dogs bite,i slap.


enough of it.nth is coming outa my mind cuz of the alcohol.shall blog more tmr.gng airport ltr to send dad off agn.i better find sth warm to wear.its almost 12am and we're leaving at 1230am.omg..



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5:12 PM


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Saturday, January 28, 2006


i'm now bloggin in a half drunken state.


please forgive me if there r spelling mistakes and/or random thoughts.i dont tink i can check on my entry today.hahas.


1st,dad came back ytd.i waited at the airport for bloody long!!mum told me dad will be arriving eta 1pm.so i reached at 1230pm,only to find out tt the eta was 1345.so i waited and waited.and at 1335,i looked at the tv tingy agn.


eta turned to 1458.i went to tampines mall n walked ard.returned to airport and picked dad up.


so tt was for ytd.i woke up ay 1215 today.went to lot1 for lunch and while eating,i remembered tt we 4got granny's clothes.so we went back to get it.picked granny up n came home.ate japanese for dinner.


i'm taking to saky n our conversation is getting mussy.i'm getting another husband.but this tyme,he's romeo.we started from him askin if i have a job.me saying tt i'm lazy.i said no,i'm lazy.


den it evolved to how much we have in common.and poof,i'm pregnant n married to him.shall blog it out tmr.


tired..nitess.



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11:17 PM


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Thursday, January 26, 2006


i'm going CRAZY!!!


i need HELP!!!


i need THEORAPY!!!!


i need someone to TALK ME OUTA IT!!!


i cannot be UNFAITHFUL!!!!


i MUST not!!!


but i CANT CONTROL myself!!!!


she's just too BEAUTIFUL!!!!


i WANT her!!!


i NEED her!!!


THE NOKIA 7370!!!!!!!!!!










she's simply perfect for me.but i guess we dun have fate.oh well.the nokia7370 is one of the few designs tt i like.no doubt its sth lyk a flip fone,but its just beautiful.


so far i've only lyked nokia7250 and nokia7370.haiz.but i already have my nokia6610i and its still kinda new.only used it for say 2yrs?HAIIZ!!!!


and i've already spent enough money this month.last nite i had a nitemare!!i dreamt tt i had less den $50 in my acc.to my horror,after i drew money to pay for my grandma's cny clothes juz now,MY NITEMARE CAME TRUE!!!


I'M GOING BROKE!!!!!!OH NO!!!!!I NEED WORK!!!but dad told me to wait til after cny.sianz.


let's see how much i've spent.my monthly allowance of $250,plus my edusave merit bursary of $250,plus my 2 weeks salary of about $400,not forgetting tt my mum stuffs $10 or more into my wallet randomly.


and tt amounts to $1000!!!!!!!!!!!!OMFG!!!!SOMEONE TELL ME THAT ITS NOT ALOT.PLEASE??SO THAT I CAN AT LEAST HAVE A NIGHT'S SLEEP?


tt's lyk my mum's salary la.i ate up my mum's salary.oh no,i feel guitly now.i need to stop this crazyness!!please slap/smack/kick/beat/whack/pinch me awake!!


argh!!!please drive this insanity out of me asap.but i guess all will be fine when dad's back.he's coming back tmr!!i'm goin to the airport to pick him up.hehehehehes.


and guess wad?i went to orchard with jess juz now.walao ehh.she very style.i juz woke up n was watching cartoon.waiting for the heater to warm up in the meantyme.she called and asked me to go clementi immediatly.


i told her gimme 1/2hr to bathe n change n everyting.she said ok.den i decided i didnt have tyme.so i sacrificed my hair and makeup to meet the tyme limit.OMFG.can u imagine?going to orchard without freshly washed hair n makeup plus casual wear?


i did tt ok.i feel so paiisehh now.we met siaoting at the toilet juz now also.cuz i juz bought a new pair of earings.4got to wear from hm.den she was so shocked to see us.hahahas.oh well.


jess dragged me to orchard to get a refund from HMV.dotsss.but anw,we took some neoprints.it was kinda nice.hehehehes.and can see the hair colour ok.SHIOK!! =P


den we went back to clementi cuz she needed to go to work.and then i went to see my granny.hahahas.nth happening la.


nth else.guess its tyme to sleep.tmr need to wake up early.sianzzz.oh well.GOODNIGHT!!!



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11:59 PM


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Wednesday, January 25, 2006


YAYS!!!I'M SAFE!!!!


its finallie the 25th.omg.it has been a very scary day for me ok.


for the past 2 months,24th seems to be CURSED!!!!omgomgomg.24th nov i had dengue fever.den 24th dec i got chicken pox.very scary ok.i was praying so hard i dun get measles this month.AND I DIDNT!!!


its worth celebrating for.


and my bloggie is abt half done!!i even added a permalink lor.so cool rite.yea.its mostly me,me,still me,some moving pics,stars,water droplets,butterlifes and more of me.yep.so be sure to look at ME when my new bloggie comes along.


i woke up 10mins earlier today. =/ UNCLE JUSTIN,YOU OWE ME 10MINS PLUS 5 MINS OF INTEREST FOR MY NEXT SLEEPING TIME.I DONT CARE.


i shall make u feel guilty.he made me slp at an unearthly,spooky,dark hour of 3.30am ytd la.walao eh.i was shaking when i washed up.den hor.i had to wake up 10mins earlier to bathe so tt i wont be late.but guess wad?he was late.hmpf.


he trashed me at K.O,car racing and pool.walao eh.i dun care.fri u pay!!!!lols.


blahhs.went to ntuc aft dinner n it was LOADED!!!!so many ppl sia.cannot take it.crapped abit with dickson.and ohh!!!24th was william's burfdae.he's the kbox guy.the 1 hu treated jess n me.hahahahahas.opps.


tralalalalalas.i'm a happy girl.


and since i'm happy,i shall show a blury part of my new bloggie.hehehehehes.i'm suddenly so kind rite?small size ok? =D






hehehehehes.but i might change sum stuffs.look a tad childish.but who cares?i lyk it!!!yup2.



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12:33 AM


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Monday, January 23, 2006






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shouldnt you be SLEEPING?



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2:50 AM


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Saturday, January 21, 2006


it hurts.
it just fucking hurts.
because i know your misery is partly caused by me.
because i screwed up in life and cant turn back time.
i'm sorry.
i'm truly sorry.
all these words probably dont mean anything anymore.
but all your words hurt me.
and will hurt anyone who loves you.
you are not dejected.
at least not by me.
i cant understand nor feel your pain.
but i have my own set of pain which you cant feel as well.
your post has no relation to me.
but it pierces me.
i dont know why.
my heart just shattered into tiny pieces.
holding back tears didnt seem to work.
they just overflowed.
knowing what you have gone through.
bruises,cuts,pain.
just tears me down further.
i cant do anything.
i'm useless.
all i can do is just read.
its hard to just read and do nothing.
what can i do?
i hope you're better.
i still love you.
i always have.
and always will.
take care.
my dearest sister.



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11:30 PM


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Friday, January 20, 2006


SP,SP,SP!!!


and a chunk load of picsssssssss!!!


today has been FUN,FUN,FUN!!!i wana repeat the day!!omgomgomg.


hmm.i seem to be repeating my words too often.oh wells.went to sp with joan n jess today.damn fun i tell u.we moved to lotsa places.from clementi to sp to west bowl to kbox.waaaa.my legs kinda hurt. =(


oh and case some ppl r wondering y sp today,its their open hse u dumbdumbs.we actuallie wanted to see the sch of life sciences but ended up looking at everyting.hahahahahahas.jess used her hp to take some pics.which unfortunatly cant be posted here.sianz.


but i still brought my cam!!clever rite?hahahahas.




do u see my red,brown,black hair?jess's is gold.no u dont??!!hmm.




now u do!!!hehehes.




joan says tt we left her out cuz she dyed her hair too!!!




do u see it??DO YOU??




yea!!!i'm sure u can see. =D




aww.doggie year.hehehehes.




jess was hungry.now tt i'm lookin at the food,i'm hungry too!!!




seeya sp.we're goin off.




i noe u're gona miss us.awws.we miss u toos.*kisskiss.but we gotta go.





then again,we'll just hang ard till the mrt comes.




smiles.




on the bus.do i look tired or wad.gosh.




at westbowl.NOW I LOOK ALERT!!




BOWLING BALLS!!!!




jess takes a turn.her 1st tyme bowling.




joan's up next.




and me!!!!!




joan looks fierce...




nth.just thought tt the fish was cute. =X


jess broke her nail while bowling.OUCH.got blood ok.after bowling,joan gtg.then jess brought me to meet this guy.his name's william i tink.tt's the guy tt witnessed jess kissing my forehead tt day!!lol.it was his dinner break and we decided to go kbox.


damn stupid ok.we duno how to use the ting there.and all 3 of us 1st tyme go kbox summore.more paiisehh.the guy took duno how long to teach us how to use the damn remote ctrl.so we sang afew songs.


he asked wad drinks we needed.jess was lookin at the menu n exclaimed tt they have alcohol.so the guy was lyk "oh u wan alcohol?" jess was playful and asked if we were allowed to.the guy replied "can.y not?u all over 18 ma." we stared at him n burst into laughter saying tt we haven even touched 17.LOLS.


den before we left,PICTURES again...




hmm?the room was damn dark.had to use flash.our eyes hurt after tt.LOLS.




i look DAMN EXTRA rite?on second tot,he's the odd 1.




the both of them.


the nice gentleman paid for the whole ting.which is lyk almost $50.omg.i feel so paiisehh la.but the story between the 3 of us verii cute.jessica is the husband,i'm the 1st wife n he's the 2nd wife.so i ended up calling him "xiao de.[small 1]" lols.i sound so bad rite?but u should have heard how he lectured me when jess broke her nail.hmms.


after they left,i waited 4 mum n ivy jie.we ate dinner at the hawker center.and oh did i mention,i met shin guang and fendy n some other guy at sp.totallie not related i noe.but i saw them agn at the market having dinner.LOLS.


then i told mum and she was lyk "u never say hi?so bad.." budden hor,he never tok to me ma.so i never say aniting lohh.i tot guys should be gentlemen?although ladies 1st,but for the lady to step outa the door,the guy has to open it.lols.crap theory.


when i got home,i loved myself so much,i decided to take more of me.this is afterall my blog.







if u still cant see my red,brown,black hair,u seriously need an eye check up.the type for colour blindness.


mum wans me to slp.its nearly 2am.hahahas.nitesss.



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11:59 AM


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