i am bored.i'm like using leon's laptop to blog now. hahas. stupid cats. make me stay back just to hand in some shitass project. wtf, i wana go home n continue my studies! ok, weird of me to say tt but i really need to start revision.jieying knows, i dont even pay attention in class. damn, the lecture slides dont include the free radical process tingy and i'm trying to find some way to learn it. i know i copied it down somewhere.. i just 4got where....anw, i am so hungry. stupid leon went off to eat without me. bahh, he's gona acc me to eat after this anw. doesnt matter. hahahas. dammit, i am complaining. i am hungry. i am tired. i am sleepy. i need to mug.in anycase, canoe polo was zzz today. just when i happily thought we didnt need to do no running/exercise shit, we were made to run 2 rounds ard the track today. fuck ma, i haven ran in like so long. i tink the last time i was was sec4 2.4km.bahh, we did leg lift n pushups as well. i slacked alot though. probably only did abt 5-7 pushups and 7-9 leg lifts. hahahs. the rest were near to chionging la. cant believe they're so enthu abt it. all i know is i dun like the sun, swimming pool water and sweat.u noe, sweat. the oily smelly substance tt seeps thru ur pores to ur skin. damn, i'd rather starve myself then to sweat it all out. i hate being smelly. hmpf.ok, they're done. time to go. hahaha.FOOD!!!珊瑚海男:海平面远方开始阴霾
悲伤要怎么平静纯白
我的脸上始终挟带
一抹浅浅的无奈
女:你用唇语说你要离开
男:心不在
男女:那难过无声慢了下来
男女:汹涌潮水你听明白
不是浪而是泪海
男:转身离开分手说不出来女:你有话说不出来
男女:海鸟跟鱼相爱只是一场意外
男女:我们的爱差异一直存在
女:回不来
男:风中尘埃竟累积成伤害女:等待竟累积成伤害
男女:转身离开分手说不出来
男女:蔚蓝的珊瑚海错过瞬间苍白
男:当初彼此不够成熟坦白女:你有我的不够成熟坦白
女:不应该
男女:热情不再笑容勉强不来
男女:爱深埋珊瑚海
男:毁坏的沙雕如何重来
有裂痕的爱怎么重盖
只是一切结束太快
你说你无法释怀
女:贝壳里隐藏什么期待
男:等花儿开
男女:我们也已经无心再猜
女男:脸上海风咸咸的爱
尝不出还有未来
男:转身离开分手说不出来女:你有话说不出来
男女:海鸟跟鱼相爱只是一场意外
男女:我们的爱差异一直存在
女:回不来
男:风中尘埃竟累积成伤害女:等待竟累积成伤害
男女:转身离开分手说不出来
男女:蔚蓝的珊瑚海错过瞬间苍白
男:当初彼此不够成熟坦白女:你有我的不够成熟坦白
女:不应该
男:热情不在笑容勉强不来女:你的笑容勉强不来
男女:爱深埋珊瑚海
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IDreamtOfYouAt.
1:32 PM
pardon me for the burst of anger in the deleted entry.
as in, for ppl who read it i mean. ppl like jieying who was peeping whislt i blogged. hahas. today is yet another boring day. the only good thing is that i didnt have ICBE practical. like finally, a week without ICBE prac. i am like so happy.
slept in til rather late. like 9.45am when sch starts at 11. can u imagine how i rushed to wash up, change, pack my stuffs and go to school? hehs. yup2, i totally rushed my way. even so, i managed to appear online for abit b4 gng to sch. hahas.
bumped into jas, steph and jieying(1a01 jieying, not 1a03 jieying) when i reached np and boy was i glad!! can u believe it, until now, i dont know how to make it to LT51 on my own. cuz every single week, there's practical and we walked there as a class.
bahh, i'm a hopeless poly student! but i do know LT76,77,79 though. =X
anw, blogged in ICBE cuz i dont see the need to listen to his rants. i mean, i know i can read it up on my own. hahas. blah blah blah. i dont like having nth to say. hmm, well.. he showed xmen2(?) before the lecture and during the break. yays!
i totally love nightcrawler!! he is so cute, funny,handsome and magical!! i meant the cartoon version. hahas. yesyes, i'm in love with a cartoon character. i used to love li syaoran in cardcaptor sakura like crazy. he is so, captivating.
actually, i was once oh so jealous of sakura. hmm, kiddy days... everything could come true. hahas. i always said tt if i ever had a bf, it would be li syaoran!! eh, but no... its not.... =(
this used to be my favourite pic cuz i would fantasize tt i'm sak and i'm beside syaoran......
*smack- its like over. my silly craze with cartoons. but.... i really like night crawler..... =( erm, still, i wont want him as my bf. cuz he's, well, u wont know where he's gona go. the teleport tingy.. kinda creeps me out. =X
while looking at the folder named "internetpics", i suddenly miss my all time favourite serial, CHARMED. i wish the next season would be aired soon!! no matter how late, i would fight my way to watch it. oh, whyet is totally cute. however u spell his name.
y am i talking abt tv?
maths was as usual, BORING. but i had to listen cuz my logarithems suck. i dont even know how to spell it properly. damn, i hate maths. speaking of which, I HAVEN DONE MY MOL!!! crap, i need to study, do reports, do MOL and study. oh crap, oh fucking crap.
anw, was browsing thru my folder, the one i haven touched since -godknowswhen- and found a very meaningful picture i wish to share. this picture, click on it to enlarge and save. it touched my heart then, and is still having a great impact on me.
if only i could...
okok, i shall stop turning my folders upsidedown lest i post every single picture tt appeals to me here. eh, but cannot.. got one more i really wana post. to remind myself!!
this one is saying that u dont need to be envious of other ppl's apparent luck, because luck does not mean happiness. instead of looking at how lucky they are, you not feel how happy YOU are?
i will always remember that. but the ting is, i'm not happy. how can i be with my current situation? bahh.
i dont know what this one means, but it looks meaningful enough. lols.ok, it stops here. i have clicked the [X] at the right hand corner of the folder. lols. damn, i gotta continue my OBC revision!! test's up to lecture 8 and i'm only at 5!!! i still got ICBE revision and EM1 revision, plus MOL and ICBE practical assessment.remember i was ranting last week i have nowhere to go on weds after sam n i broke up? well, i just found my cure. STUDY!! HOMEWORK!! STUDY!! i tink i'll rush home right after CATS and start MUGGING!!anw, to CBE 1.1 students!! LISTEN UP. senior says tt there'll be a question on FREE RADICAL PROCESS of a group. so far we've learnt the one on halogens, so its probably abt tt. guys, INITIATION, PROPAGATION, TERMINATION. remember!!oh yes, do fucking well for OBC tests cuz exams are gona be real killers. pls start revision now cuz there's seriously ALOT to learn. all the way to lecture 8 yahh. ALL THE BEST!!ok, that's all for now. gona continue MUGGING.can u believe? gabrielle is actually mugging.
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IDreamtOfYouAt.
9:15 PM
The class was very noisy just now because there wasn't any teacher, but now everyone suddenly turned quiet. That is because the fierest teacher in the school had entered the class. Wanna know more.... follow the lesson.
Students: Good morning, teacher.
Teacher : (shouting) Why is it only good morning? What about afternoon and night????
Students: Good morning, afternoon and night teacher.
Teacher : That is unacceptable! It is too long. Just wish me best regards for my whole day! That is much better as it is easier and full of meaning. And that greeting can also be used for all times.
Students: Best regards teacher!
Teacher : That's better, sit down! Listen. Today I'm going to test you all on words that have the opposite meaning. When I say a sentence or a word, all of you must answer quickly the opposite meaning to the words, understand??
Students: Understood teacher!
Teacher : I do not want any disturbance!
Students: *silence-
Teacher :Clever
Students: Stupid
Teacher : High
Students: Low
Teacher : Popular
Students: Calafare
Teacher :Wrong
Students: Correct
Teacher : Stupid
Students: Clever
Teacher : No
Students: Yes
Teacher : Oh God
Students: Oh Slave
Teacher : Listen to this
Students: Listen to that
Teacher : Quiet
Students: Noisy
Teacher : That's not a question, stupid
Students: This is an answer, clever.
Teacher : I'm dead
Students: We're alive
Teacher : I'm lazy to teach
Students: We are hardworking to learn.
Teacher : Enough! Enough!
Students: More! More
Teacher : Stop! Stop!
Students: Start! Start!
Teacher : Why are you people so stupid
Students: Because I am someone clever
Teacher : Lack manners!
Students: Taught enough!
Teacher : O.K.Lesson has ended!
Students: K.O. Lesson has not started!
Teacher : Enough,stupid!
Students: Not yet, clever!
Teacher : Stand up
Students: Sit down
Teacher : I said CALAFARE was wrong!
Students: We said POPULAR was correct!
Teacher : You people are dumb!
Students: We are gifted!
Teacher : All of you must stay back this afternoon!
Students: Released tonight
Teacher : *Kept quiet, gathered her books and went out-
very lengthy, but funny. i really like a good joke once in awhile. during the bbq, there was this joke i remember. i find it very funny lah.
me: y ghosts always seem to be stuck at one level/room n never move de?
laode: got, they got move. u see ar, its like osmosis. they move from higher concentration to lower concentration. last tyme block-- lvl 5,6,7 got. den the rest dun have. den thru time, lvl 3 have, but not lvl 4.
donald: so u mean lvl 4 is a semi permeable membrane??
LOL. i tink its super funny ok. =X
i tink i got alot of spelling mistakes, but what the heck. i'm not in a course tt needs perfect english. expect for ICBE, i tok singlish also tcher no care me. lols. bahh, i tink i need to go study loh. i'm slacking the whole way and common tests are due next week!!
简简单单
我们都是泡沫轻轻一碰就破
眼泪是爱的火花
昨天就像飞机穿过我的窗口
我什么都没有
我摊开了双手你予取予求
直到你想自由
痛苦的时候我不会闪躲
就像树叶甘心为春风吹落
只是简简单单的爱过
我还是我
简简单单的想过
就不算白活
简简单单的疯过
被梦带走
当故事结束之后
心也喜欢一个人寂寞
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IDreamtOfYouAt.
5:13 PM
i finally done the stupid icbe ting.
so here was my day, yesterday. damn fun i tell u. i was rather happy the whole time throughout the whole bbq. ok, ppl were late, but doesnt matter. WE HAD FUN!!! i got a feeling this is gona be a super duper long entry!!
on the way there, i saw a very interesting car plate number. i took a picture of it. very cute loh.
4444. but nth beats the one i saw once with this significant someone. the motorcycle with a plate number fk---u. wah. tt one damn cute. i like alot. took a picture of it, but apparently its not with me. i guess its gone? probably.
met up with the rest of them and went to find our pit. area2, pit 24. walked the wrong way initially, but we found our way there in the end. totally had fun snapping pics. i'm like so lazy to edit it, so behold.... my fugly pimples. -.-
DONALD!! the physics tcher cum my daddy!!
ALVIN!! my mama. dont get it wrong, there's nth between daddy n mama.
QIANYI!! aint she simply adorable?
finally reached the bbq pit where i saw the sand and scrambled there to draw on it. hahahas. i made daddy n mama follow me down. soon, almost everyone went down to draw on the sand. lalalalas.
this is me! i am GABRIELLE!
look, look, look!!! GABRIELLE!!
POH CHUAN!! he looks so dao sia...
STEPH!! my crazy bitch~
compare donald's drawing and mine. i tink mine nicer loh. got the rockz. hahas.
FRESHIES!!!!!! some came later. and steph wants to kiss me!!
DO no evil.
TOUCH no evil.
SPEAK no evil.
SMELL no evil.
HEAR no evil.
SEE no evil.
THINK no evil.
LAO DE!! gimme one eugene clap. *clap- SHIT.
we're just having fun.
AMANDA jiejie~~
yibin aka LAO BEN.
look at hongkai BLUSH!!!!!!!! omg~~
i duno who is he. but he looks like a childhood friend of mine, bryan.
its supposed to look cute cuz we're all eating the grape flavour. what were we looking at? no idea.
"dont molest me please." says hongkai.
"do i give a damn?" says other guy.
donald bought me another icecream, wadeva u call it. yays. xie xie daddy..
the icesicle's on fire!!
what are we doing? seriously, no idea.
the very cute karen. =D
dont ask me why i took that, i just took it.
daddy, nuer, mama.
dead soft shell crab.
some random kiddo by the beach. he was trying to play with us. so cute. =))
so nice, so romantic.
working hard for the FOOD!!
SAMUEL!!! who's hand it that?! ITS NOT MINE!!!!!!! anw, thanks bro for listening to me rant abt silly stuffs ytd. u give good advice, but i'm too gutless to heed them. =(
CK!!!! my God sent nightwalk partner!! oh man. hehehes.
SHARON!!! honey poh chuan is behind. lols. i was glazing the satay, asking for honey when he went "yes? u called for me?" hahas. cute honey pc.
we made this. so pretty rite?
i thought i was childish...
donald proved tt i'm not the only one. =X
who took that? hmm.
spot the odd couple. LOLS.
wow, that's alot of pictures!! i ended up taking over the bbq towards the end. eh, they say i grill the chicken wing nice ok. yays. tasted one and yum yum yum. its FUCKING DELICIOUS. hahahas.before i left, hongkai let me try some tequila(is that how u spell it?) damn erxin can. den he let me try it with lemon. better. but still damn erxin can. how can ppl drink stuffs like tt? so not nice to drink. pui. then there wad bacardi, coke plus black(i duno what the hell is that) and barcadi 151.
i sipped abit from each. ok, i'm not sure wad they put in the cup, cuz i cant taste the difference. ok la, got. but i duno which is which. bahh. i saw the eat slat with some drink, then suck lemon. omg. wont it like taste weird or sth???went home and slept at a crazy 3am. was watching some horror movie which turned out, not horrific. lols. wasted my time. hmpf. anw, took 2 pics of lamposts at pasir ris. rather nice i must say. =D
went for a movie with my parents just now. over the hedge. VERY CUTE!!! hahahahas.
i look like i'm wearing my dad's jacket. lols.oh my!! time for slp!!! i have obc prac tmr at 8!!!! good night ppl. =D
i miss u.i love u.i want u.i need u.just u.only u.u.
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IDreamtOfYouAt.
11:59 PM
GOOD MORNING SINGAPORE!!yawns. woke up at 9 to wake ryu up. like how long has it been since i went out of the way to wake someone?? VERY LONG CAN. hmpf. no more man. i'm like so fucking tired la. i wana slp sumore but i have BBQ!!!!!!
man, my 2nd(?) bbq in my entire life!!!!
the first one i went to, i believe, is the dance bbq. dun tok abt the production bbq when i was little la. tt one i've been to -godknowshowmanay-. cuz mum is afterall one of the important ppl in the crew. how can they not invite her? similarly, invite her dun invite me, HOW CAN?
yea. 2nd bbq i can remember. tralalalalas. mum says she'll let me go home at 11. yays! 1st time i'm staying out so late without them ok. hmm, 2nd time. 1st was when.... argh, i dun wana talk abt it. makes me sad.
somehow, i dug out some old letters someone gave to me. ouch man. pain. y is it everytime i read it, i either laugh hysterically or cry? rather silly of me right? BUT I CANT HELP IT.
woke up this morning and saw yet another letter stuck to my wall. =( the ink faded away. i cant read it anymore. =( fuck man. i wana read it all over again. ok, i'm mad.
2days back i dreamt tt someone threw me into a coffin n cremated me ALIVE!!! how fucking scary can it be la? to see flames all around you while u struggle to get out. imagine the heat as well. oh man, i will never turn off the aircon ever!!
then again, what if it does come true?!
bahh, better still 4 me. since SOMEONE doesnt even seem to care. yea so wad if it most probably wont come true? CAN BE SCARED ONE RITE. wadeva. i dont care anyway. not even some reassurance of 'it wont happen cuz i wont let it' no such shit.
nvm lor. since my one week is due today.
anw, went to town ytd cuz mum had to attend some talk. den dad n i was sian-ing the whole way thru cuz we werent invited. damn it loh. wanted to catch a movie, but decided against it. walked around shaw before settling down at mac to play laptop.
took pics b4 i left the house. N-A-R-C-I-S-S-I-S-T-I-C . hahas.
i noe i noe, i use the mirror alot. i also took a pic of my laptop!!!
NICE RITE NICE RITE?!!!!!! i love it so much man!!lalalas. time 4 me to go pack up for the bbq. i duno wad to brg sehs.. tatahhs world. =D
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IDreamtOfYouAt.
2:31 PM
