wow!!i actually have faithful ppl who reads my blog. not bad, not bad at all. =D i didnt even make that part red/larger/underlined.. oh u geddit. =s
anw, darr lent me the pokemon cd ytd. wahahahas, hearing abt how his class disturb the lecturers totally made my day!! hehehes. dota, cs, pokemon. LOLS.
so let me continue from wed. he was released early and we went to taman jurong to eat my horfun. no, tt doesnt mean tt he doesnt have to acc me there again cuz i simply love the horfun there! the guys were like disturbing me la. hmpf.
yes, i can speak cantonese and your point is?
seriously, i'm gona get f-a-t. i ate so much ytd and today and will probably eat and eat and eat. damn. but i know i wont be fatter den any of *them. dun be so paranoid la, i'm talking abt ppl from secondary sch taff club. =D
oh, not tt i'm a constant reader of ur blog, karmen. just that i know u'll probably blog abt it and guess what? u did! =D but the "never force u part" is from ur era. i'm just trying to talk ur language so tt u ppl can actually understand what i'm trying to say.
anw, between u and me, there's nth much. though letting go of the gou nan nu part aint easy, i did beacuse i understood ur frustration when u were with him. what i seriously cannot stand is the fact tt ur fren showered my tag with criticism of my appearance instead of the main topic, ie me, fendy and u.
and guess what? she didnt stop when u told her to. so its like, y should i stop? not tt anyone told me to stop in the 1st place. doesnt it bite to have someone scrutinize ur flaws over and over again? oh yes, i understand ur pain. =)
she gave it to me little by little constantly. i'm just returning the favour by insulting her in bulk, occasionally. really, its not about letting go. its abt tt look she gave me. knowing my limits is one thing. u said tt if i didnt blog tt on wed, i wouldnt have so many ppl attacking me.
how does "if she didnt insult me the other time" sound?
and i dun need to wait for that one day when someone calls me ugly to come, because ur dear yvonne has already done so. please, everything u said goes right back at u. and dont make it sound as if u're so wei da to let everything go. u know, u started it. its easy for u to let go, not the insulted party.
i'm not seeking ur trouble so wad are u fussing over? if u say tt i insult yvonne because of u, i can understand tt u wana protect her. but now, i'm just saying it as a matter of factly. if i wana settle tings with u, i'd do so. i wont let ur fren take the rap of being bitched by me.
the purpose of my entry ytd was not meant 4 u. and no, u didnt insult/hurt/offend me thank you very much for ur concern. and, just to point out; if yvonne didnt want trouble, she wouldnt have spammed me in the 1st place.
regretting ur actions? like wad one of the spammers said and i quote "be responsible for what you say about people.. every word you say will have an outcome.." can i insult u like there's no tmr and just leave like tt? w/o the basic apology? i wish i could u know.
oh wait!! i AM doing that. =D
whatever it is, i have no hard feelings for u, karmen. honestly, u dont see ur name appearing on my blog but as i read thru ur entries, i see fendy's name appearing here and there. so who's not letting go now?
the bottom line is i dont wana have anything to do with u, karmen, anymore. between yvonne and me is really none of ur concern. really, if i were to poke my nose into everyone of my fren's problems tt are not caused by me, i'd be so busy i tink i can quit sch.
prioritize wad u have to do cuz i seriously dun wana have anymore to do with u. i dont mind u blogging abt me, beacause of me. but now u're helping a fren to blog abt me?? common la, she's not a baby can? how many random ppl is she gona hide behind?
fyi, while reading thru ur blog i found out some dirty laundry we have in common. not tt i'm very proud to mention abt tt adulterous fucker.. but yea, take care. the young ones are innocent, but sadly tt sentence doesnt resolve my hatred for them.
call me evil and not having the ability to let go. its very diffcult, esp after what they did to me. they forced me into it. frustrating as it may seem, letting go mayb aint the best solution afterall.
sidetracking to my tag, WOW!!! it's so happening, i'm anticipating to read it every hour. thanks ppl for spurring up the atmosphere. this is getting so exciting! jieying and me actually spent a 2 hour lecture playing with tisa(wadeva her name is). but it's ok. OBC, sub sub water lah.
and then, jas n i were tagging thru OBC tutorial. wahahahas! i simply love u spammers. really shows how fools alike think these days. keep up the work yahhs. i wun say its entirely good cuz u still haven found sth to make me stunned and have nth to say. there's room for improvement. =))
anw, as i mentioned in my tag; make me remove my blog since u dun like it so much. i bet u cant. anw, if i were u i'd keep this blog. since it seems to be ur only source of entertainment cuz u're here so often.
really, insults dun work too well on me. =))
bahs!! i pon-ed ISAN today. but i went to pay the fee tingy though. condrey and the other guy(in green) didnt reconise me. LOLS. darr sent me home and was supposed to go for his EE bbq. he didnt in the end. hahas.
i feel so tired lahs. duno wad's up. i would actually stop blogging if the spammers didnt come. and yes, darr.. thankyou for ur massage just now. really needed it! loveu. =))
oh, oh, oh!!!! PARKWAY CHAR KUAY TEOW TMR!! hahas. i wana EAT EAT EAT! on a totally different note, I GOT 99MARKS FOR MY STUPID EDCA. wth, its damn disappointing can, esp when i noe tt the one mark went to a small part in a line i didnt draw. wth wth wth.
but no one got 100 so tt naturally makes me the highest in class. lols. bullshit lahs. i tink i'll probably fail the next sem's EDCA cuz its on EXCEL!! and i'm damn weak in excel. numbers literally make me wana faint. honest!!
and i was randomly surfing youtube when i found sth tt totally awed me. the octopus!! damn amazing loh!! i hate seafood but this u gotta watch. the ting is like magical lohs. omg omg omg!!!
okok, i tink i better go slp. though tmr is my pigging day, if i slp now, i can pig more!! hey, dun spam till i cant read kays? =)) loveu ppl who lovesme. =D
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11:59 PM
i am so bored!!damn cats class. practically a waste of time. wth. anw, gng for my gl interview later on. i do hope i get in though. teeheehees. meeting darr later on to eat my CHICKEN RICE!! its damn nice ok, the one at megabites. hahas.
ok, he has to follow me to many many places to eat different types of food. let's check out the list. i tink got alot loh. n i bet i'l 4get alot of them. lols.
SIM chicken rice
taman jurong horfun
CC pohbia
parkway char kuay tiao
IKEA icecream
river view hotel satay
upper thomsom roti prata
maxwell market hum jin bang
i'm pretty sure i missed out alot of good food but for now, these are wad darr owes me. wakakakas. anw, time has magically fast fowarded itself and i'm now waiting for the stupid interview. sians.
darr is still in class and i'm bored bored bored. oh anw, even b4 we got tgr, darr always has a way to make me listen to him. first it was the "i tickle u den u noe". then it was the "i bite u den u noe". now, he's saying "i marry u den u noe". =S
hahas, listening to alex du's jia gei wo makes it even funnier. =x
anw, i passed my maths!! whoos~~ i mean, i GAVE UP a 14 mark question lohs. tt's like 14% of the paper can. and i still can manage to pass it. wth, call me a smartass man, just like darrdarrhh!! hehs.
jess waited for me to finish my lessons ytd. awws so sweet. lols. then we went to the sports hall to wait for darr to finish his SW. he so cute la. advanced player in volleyball, still take vball as his SW. notti arhs.
and i feel so useless cuz i recently found out tt vball player equals sch team player. zzz. ok, darr will probably bite me for saying tt but its true wad. i knew he was from vball in jtss, but i didnt know he was in the schteam. oh yea, he's been playing since pri4. =S
so anw, watched as jess ate her dinner and sent her to vball training. darr didnt go though. hais, his hand. =( kan le hui xin tong de lohs. its like swollen and has this lump popping out. he never fails to make me worried abt him.
saw the person i've been wanting to see since she appeared on my blog. let's describe shall we? black(aka too tan like some red indian), ugly, ugly, specs, ugly, short, fat, short n fat, cuboid, thunderthighs, black, ugly, short, over fed, ugly, ugly, ugly, untidy dry hair with terrible highlights, spare tyres, and yes, u-g-l-y. tt's abt it.
ok, its ugly beyond words.
i came out of the toilet, with a smiling face and hugging darr from the back when her face popped outa no where abt 5metres away from me. omg, i know i shouldnt be too narcissistic. God, please dun punish me for admiring myself in the mirror by placing a person so thickskinned and ugly beyond words infront of my face when i'm happily hugging darr. Amen.
eh, i was being scarcastic. hehs.
darr says he's gona quit vball cuz he doesnt wana get injured anymore. sian, later he fat fat how? lols. like thank goodness he doesnt play soccer. i seriously dun like it. bball's fine. vball's suave. but since he wans to quit, =D at least he wun get injured so often. =))
okok, time has once again fast forwarded itself and i'm done with the interview. it's ok i guess. didnt eat my chicken rice cuz i was late for the project with my class. sent darr to his lecture and i'm here blogging. ok, i should be doing my research but wth.. LATER~~
i am tired right now this instant. mayb i should catch a nap. hahas. i hope darr finishes soon. he ends at 5 and omg, its only 2.15 now. damn, i have a long way to go. hahahahas. anw, since i'm like so free, mayb i'll post random pics i took.
i swear my face is not gona appear. was trying to be artistic lahs. but apparently most of the pics are like :S lohs. lols. wadeva it is, if u dun wana look just close this window okay? if u want it, click to enlarge. 
i am so damn bored now. bahs, i cant believe i'm actually waiting like a silly girl for him. nvm lohs. since he's been waiting for me since he knew me. hahas. the 1st time we went out, he waited for me and has been waiting since then. lalalas.he says he's gona get me a ring on the fifth. yay, our date. o5o5o5. walalalalas. he's brging me out to choose next sat. eh, after one yr and 2 months, he finally decides to get me a ring. ok i noe i said tt i dun like ppl to buy rings for me, but he's special. hahas.
i am bored. shall go play some random games. i'll go crazy if i blog for the next 2hrs. lols. i wana sleep. zzzz. bahhss. =/
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3:14 PM
tralalalas. i'm once again blogging due to boredom.
actually i'm rather frustrated cuz i cant send the stupid scary movies 4 to jieying. wadeva. i'm very tired as well cuz i came to sch at 8am when lesson starts at 11am. hehs, watched the scarymovies4 with darr just now. had a nice laugh. =))
after that we went to eat at megabites. yumyum. lalalalas. haven been blogging for the past few days cuz i was like damn tired. so anw, waited for darr to finish his class ytd and got really bored!! took random pics with my cam but cant post them cuz i forgot to brg my cam today.
but i did transfer a couple taken at galieo ytd. hahas. i'm kinda obsessed now, taking pictures of random places, things, reflections, yada yada yada. zzz. i'm just bored la huh.
*sidetrack- mr chong is now being an i**** saying tt 32-10 is 12. wth. it took him one whole minute to realise tt the answer is 22. damn, i'm beginning to hate icbe. speaking of which, wahahaha! i failed my common test for it. its little wonder y i dislike it so much.
eh, now he's jumping at the screen cuz he wants to point the pressure of one point. oh, he just realised tt he can shift the slide. -.- *endofsidetrack-
yes, back to my day. it's very blissful now. AGAIN! lalalas. was reading thru my archives and i realised tt my moods are rather predictable. happy, depressed, happy, depressed. hahas. happy and i become fatter. sians. i hate being fat.
anw, darr is getting fatter too so it doesnt really matter. =x
in any case, i'm rather happy with my OBC though i only got a patheic 72 but bahss!! hahahas. at least its a 70sth. lalalas. waiting for maths. i hope she returns it to us later. i tink i'll do rather badly cuz i skipped a 14mark question. wahahaha. worship me!
eh, i'm getting bored. blog more next time. tatahhs!
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12:41 PM
I AM SO FULL!!
i've been eating like a pig recently and i duno y i just cant stop chewing on random sweets, meat, rice, blah.. u geddit. y is it i eat and eat and eat when i'm with dar??? damn, i'm so gona get fat. wth.mummy made fun of me just now. we were at habour front waiting for daddy to check out. den she said "wah, if u marry the sor zai(silly boy aka fendy) hor, den u go back indo eat until fat fat. den come back s'pore. wah, i can imagine u in a sarong, waddling ur way outa tt gate!!"hmpf.
ytd's concert was alright except for the fact tt it bored me to sleep. yes, i literally slept for a moment. ok la, tt's very bad but cant really help it esp since i saw the rehersal the other day. woke up at 12.45pm which is like damn early considering sats are my pigging days.
so anw, jess came over for makeup and we spent a record breaking time of one hour for our makeup. wth. i could have been faster, but she kinda took over my mirror so i had to wait for her before i could use my mirror.
eh, she seriously looked damn retro ytd. and i looked like some xiao mei mei beside my mummy. hahahas. after makeup, we went to meet darr and hung ard clementi until jess with off with her classmate. so anw, we went to sp and waited for peeps to arrive.
blah blah blah, pictures!! lols. i'm actually very lazy to describe anything right now. i wana sleep la actually. hehes. fat jiu fat la. dun care anymore. erm, i'm lying. hahas.
darr and i at KFC. we wore like matching outfits ytd. white, long sleves. just tt his was accompanied by blue and mine by pink. hahas.
RETRO MAMA!!
jess and me. i look damn pink larhs!
darrdarrh with his coloured hair. so suai rite?? hehes.
pinkish me. i rubbed off my lipstick later on though. too pink. hahas.
hao ke ai!! muacks to darr.
steven jie and laopo plus me and darr. hehes.
amanda, randy, gabrielle, fendy.
september babies! hahas. amanda was like *pout-. opps.
okok, enough of pictures of 4. lets move on to couple pics!! hahas. joking la. met some of the girls there and just took pics with them hehes. =))
steven is girl. cuz he's jie jie. HAHAHAS.
4e7'o5 girls!! i mean, 3 of them. hahahas.
eleanna!!
AMANDA!! AMANDA!! AMANDA!! hahas. she's so cute. was so amazed by my lashes. its actually very short la, but mascara does all the work for me!! hehes. =D
silly us. hahahas.
randy and i!!
guan bin and me.
eh, i'm tired. gotta sleep early cuz there's lab tmr. tatahhs ppl!! sorry for the random mistakes. will clear them if my mood is gd tmr. SCH'S STARTING!! cant wait 4 OBC prac. hehes.i miss my darrdarrhh.
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10:51 PM
damn sians.
i'm now waiting for the stupid KFC to deliver our food. mum's in orchard so dad and me are stoning away at home. damn, i shouldnt have came home so early den i could have had dinner with darr. =(
blahs. whatever. at least i saw him today. hehes. went to west coast to help shin guang with his physics. eh, i tink both of us suck as tchers. ok la, he can teach and i can teach but we cannot teach tgr. i tink we were more of lovey dovey den teaching. -.-
bumped into guang on the way and he didnt know it was me!! walao eh. nvm. hahas. met up with darr and visited olaho aunty for abit. she said i look better with yellow hair, rather den red. damn. she said i slimed down too!! yays.
anw, aunty confessed tt i was FATTER when i was with darr. omg. how can it be?! i thought i was supposed to b the one who fed darr. who knew i was the one getting fat. zzz. come to think of it, its quite true.
after sch, go eat. before going over to my place, go eat. reach my place, eat dinner with my parents. before he go home, eat snacks. before slping, eat. EAT EAT EAT. no wonder i was fat. hmpf. nvm, at least i'm slim now. WAKAKAKAKAS. =p
ate(damn, eat agn) at sakura. guang said tt i look slim in this hairdo. walao. he also agree tt i was fatter b4. kns. ppl, please stop saying i am fat!! let's see, so far olaho aunty said i was fat, so did guang, and sam(~!@#$%^), plus my very own mama, my (ex)dance tcher. wth...
nvm, darr say i not fat can liao.
i am HUNGRY. when is the stupid KFC gona arrive??!! crap man. i wana E-A-T. wait, did i just say i wana eat!? shit. i'm gona get fat agn. nvm, i have iceskating, canoe polo and soon i'll have physical training cuz i'm gona join LSCT society.
now tt i'm reminded of ISAN, dammit man!! its on fri, 6-9(actually its own time own target la. but i intend to stay at tt time) and there's CHARMED!!! yea, its back and I-W-A-N-A-W-A-T-C-H!! =( i wana watch charmed. shit la. wth.
ok whatever. i have to choose between ISAN and charmed. damn, sorry to my fave witches. =( blahs. took pics with darr just now. with my new hair!! ok la, not tt i can change the fact tt it will stay till i do sth to it agn. lols.
while teaching, i totally lost my attention cuz there's this bunch of KIDS who came down to play. u noe u noe???? K-I-D-S!!!!!! they are like so CUTE. omg. i actually carried one. lols. and they played and played and i kinda ignored guang cuz he aint cute enough. =x
wakakakas. couldnt take pics cuz they are afterall from the childcare and the tchers aint their mamas. so yea. sians. hehehes. ok la, my food is arriving. i wana EAT!!! 
wad is darr looking at? hao da dan!! look at the cam!!
tt's my darrdarrhh. =D
darr is peacefully sleeping...
should i disturb him? hmm...
BITE HIM!!!
finally, he wakes up with that blur face. hehehes. =x
iheartdarrdarrhh.
i'm not hungry le. cuz i ate my food. stupid KFC finally arrived and i zoomed off to eat, leaving this entry half stranded in the middle of no where. opps. but what the heck. i'm back. yep. tralalas. =D
sian, jess actually intended to drag me outa bed at 8am. but thankfully she's only coming over at 1.30pm. PHEW. sats are my pigging days. i literally sleep till abt 3pm, depending on how late i slept the night before. thank goodness she's not gona rob me of my slp.
anw, darr sent me home just now. so sweet. -.- he always sends me home la huh. hmm. i remember there was once, he ran all the way from his hse to my hse. tt's like mega sweet la. he rushed to my place cuz i nearly fainted in the damn toilet and was having giddy spells.
anw, walked pass the bball court and saw sam there. haha. too bad he could reconise me. otherwise i'll probably be hearing "ehh, i saw fendy holding hands with another girl just now." wakakakas. how exciting. den i can pretend to be shocked and ask who. i can almost imagine the conversation.
me: who?
sam: duno la. red hair de.
me: huh. chio ma?
sam: eh, he hold hands with her leh.
me: ya la. chio ma?
sam: eh. ur bf leh.
me: ya la i noe la. her hair red rite. chio ma?
sam: duno.
me: ITS ME LA!!
sam: -.- ...
well of cuz he wun be so nice to me as to talk like tt, but blahs, its just my wild imagination. hahahas. i bet he'll go like "chio la. of cuz more chio den u. u where got chio one." kinda shit since he likes to desiao me so much and had the cheek to call me FAT. hmpf.
whatever. i tink i totally look different, but yet i cant describe how. my eyes seem bigger. duno y. just feel tt way. i am so damn full now!!! yawn. i tink i'll go sleep. ya, ya, ya i'm gona get fat. its ok, i noe darr wun ditch me cuz i'm fat. lalalas.anw, darr went home just now and found the dent on the wall. omg, his poor hand. my poor darrdarrhh. =( his stupid uncle. damn him larhs. sians. i tink i'm gona slp la. nites..
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9:09 PM
