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i want to dance beside a frozen lake :: where the snowflakes gently fall from the sky :: the hair swaying in the chilly wind :: as the still moments of the winter everning :: is enlightened by me ::

My Contradictions.

- SEVENTEEN yet EIGHTEEN.
- SOPHISTICATED yet SIMPLE.
- WILD yet TAME.
- CRAZY yet NORMAL.
- BITCHY yet KIND.
- SLUTTISH yet DEMURE.
- FRANK yet SHY.
- CHILDISH yet MATURE.
- DEVILISH yet ANGELIC.
- NARCISSISTIC yet SELFLESS.
- CONFUSED yet SURE.
- FICKLE yet CONSISTENT.
- SELFISH yet GIVING.
- FIERCE yet GENTLE.
- ANNOYING yet LOVABLE.
- HEARTLESS yet SENTIMENTAL.
- SCHEMING yet NAIVE.
- LAZY yet HARDWORKING.
- RETARDED yet INTELLIGENT.
- IGNORANT yet KNOWLEDGEABLE.
- UNFEELING yet CARING.
- SLOPPY yet TIDY.
- IMAGINATIVE yet REALISTIC.
- PESSIMISTIC yet OPTIMISTIC.
- INTROVERTED yet EXTROVERTED.


My Loves.

- ME.MYSELF.I.
- MONEY.
- COMPUTER.
- HAND PHONE.
- CAMERA.
- CHILDREN.
- MIRRORS.
- MAKE UP.
- BITCHING.
- GOSSIPING.
- CRITICIZING.
- SLACKING.


My Hates.

- BEING BROKE.
- BEING SCOLDED.
- BEING BACKSTABBED.
- EMPTY VESSELS.
- HYPOCRITES.
- REPEAT OFFENDERS.
- COMPUTER BREAKDOWN.

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Tuesday, May 03, 2005


i want to declare war.but i wont.


i am extreamly pissed and dispointed with u!!i have never felt more betrayed ever.i hope u get stabbed again.the saying goes "once bitten,twice shy.twice bitten,surely die."


i respect u as my kor.i noe u feel "depressed" or so to speak.i hope this will be the last tyme u influence me with ur pessimistic thoughts.i noe i described myself as "pessimistic" in the "about me" section.seriously,which fool means wad he/she writes?


the reason why i wrote tt i'm pessimistic and yada yada was due to pure innocent fun.if u refuse to accept this joke den please stop reading wat i write.just because i feel sad at tymes dont mean we're in the same boat.dont drag me into ur pile of dung.


i dont want to interfere in the decisions or friends u make.i dont wish to.i am in utter shock.u befriended someone hu has hurt u deeply.dont u remember ur anger?ur hate?i feel stupid.having sided you,standing up for u.


u heal ur wound just to make it worse than b4.u noe,when the day u regret ur decision comes,i will look at u in ur eyes and tel u on ur face. "you asked for it.u fucking asked for it." if u tink i'm gonna stay by u and listen to ur sorrow again,u can jolly well drop tt idea.


now i cant even express my views abt her.wad is this nonsense?she is ur mei.i'm not?do u seriously want our brother-sister relationship to be terminated?u dont want to c us fight?open ur eyes.we've been fighting ever since the day u disowned her.i'm not the onlie 1 as a matter of fact.


so now i have to change my profile just because her face went black due to wad i wrote.fine.i accepted it.i tolerated.i let down my pride and changed it.in case u didnt noe,wad i wrote has been dere for an extreamly long period of time.


if she's stupid enough to notice it now.sorry.it's not my fault.in fact she's actuallie stupid enough to read my profile.do i care bout the way she feels bout my profile?no.clear cut answer.NO.it is u.u're just selfish deep down huh?


u dont want ppl ard u to have quarrels because u'll b in a dilemma when tt happens rite?i feel insulted.i seriously do.i hope u read this.i hope she reads this too.dare me to write out ur names.i will.dont push me.



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