- ii justt needd somee timee. *

i want to dance beside a frozen lake :: where the snowflakes gently fall from the sky :: the hair swaying in the chilly wind :: as the still moments of the winter everning :: is enlightened by me ::

My Contradictions.

- SEVENTEEN yet EIGHTEEN.
- SOPHISTICATED yet SIMPLE.
- WILD yet TAME.
- CRAZY yet NORMAL.
- BITCHY yet KIND.
- SLUTTISH yet DEMURE.
- FRANK yet SHY.
- CHILDISH yet MATURE.
- DEVILISH yet ANGELIC.
- NARCISSISTIC yet SELFLESS.
- CONFUSED yet SURE.
- FICKLE yet CONSISTENT.
- SELFISH yet GIVING.
- FIERCE yet GENTLE.
- ANNOYING yet LOVABLE.
- HEARTLESS yet SENTIMENTAL.
- SCHEMING yet NAIVE.
- LAZY yet HARDWORKING.
- RETARDED yet INTELLIGENT.
- IGNORANT yet KNOWLEDGEABLE.
- UNFEELING yet CARING.
- SLOPPY yet TIDY.
- IMAGINATIVE yet REALISTIC.
- PESSIMISTIC yet OPTIMISTIC.
- INTROVERTED yet EXTROVERTED.

My Loves.

- ME.MYSELF.I.
- MONEY.
- COMPUTER.
- HAND PHONE.
- CAMERA.
- CHILDREN.
- MIRRORS.
- MAKE UP.
- BITCHING.
- GOSSIPING.
- CRITICIZING.
- SLACKING.

My Hates.

- BEING BROKE.
- BEING SCOLDED.
- BEING BACKSTABBED.
- EMPTY VESSELS.
- HYPOCRITES.
- REPEAT OFFENDERS.
- COMPUTER BREAKDOWN.

My Tagboard.

My Archives.

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January 2006

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My Links.

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-=| Steph. |=-

-=| Steven. |=-

-=| Wan Juan. |=-

-=| Weng Lum. |=-

-=| Xia Xue. |=-

-=| Yvonne. |=-

I Love You.

We never really noticed each other.
Or at least I never noticed you.
But now you are my fantasy.
My wonderful dream come true.

Your eyes met mine.
And mine met yours.
The story of Sleeping Beauty.
Riding on a horse.

Often I think of you.
And wonder if you think of me.
I just want to be there with you.
Through times of thick and thin.

Many a time I neglected you.
But you never seem to mind.
You're one in a million.
Once in a lifetime.

When you smile.
It's the greatest prize.
I'm in heaven.
I'm in paradise.

When I close my eyes.
I see your face.
The touch of your hands.
And the way you embrace.

If I'm in trouble.
All I need to do is call.
Cause I know you'll be there for me.
I know you'll catch me if I fall.

You shine like a lighthouse.
And you showed me the light.
And then I see that life.
Is not only black and white.

I believe in love.
The everlasting kind.
But true love and lust.
Are separated by a mere thin line.

I love you for who you are.
For everything you say.
And no matter what happens.
You will never be replaced.

So now you know my feelings for you.
Is not like eating jam and toast.
Our fairytale is full of love.
It's called Amor Infinitus.

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c0pyyrighttedd ; [-gabrielle-]

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Wednesday, May 18, 2005

not in a very good mood nw.

let me clear tings.1st.i noe u read my blog ytd.ok.i'm sorry.dont want to continue on.if u dont accept my apology den so be it.so anw.if u're probably tinkin i cant help her by comforting her,den do wad u wan.when she breaks down.DON'T comfort her.

and good lord.failing is part and parcel of life.making her feel bad NOW isnt gona work.so go on.make her go mad.aint gona care anymore.she's UR gf.i cannot be concerned when her BF makes her feel useless.i should let her cry alone.and i cannot stand up for her.fine.i wont.

i wont give u the honour of being "the topic" of my entries anymore.dont even understand y u read it in the 1st place.

so our class got back all our results except for chinese oral.our endings were twisted.we failed wad we werent supposed to.and passed those tt we expected to fail.wonderful.i actuallie failed my physics paper2.from A1 to D7.great.

but paper1 and paper3 kinda saved me.and ahhdearr.we passed at the end.phew?mrs soh was disappointed.there wasnt an A1/2 from our class.haiz.feel so bad.sorry mrs soh!!

ahhdearr is ignoring me.haiz.long story.duno wadeva happened.but dearr just walked off on us.he did explain y he did tt.but ahdearr told me tt she will go away when he comes.she's freaking me out.

so much happened to her.1st she fell ill during the exams.then she didnt do too well for her exams.which lead to her being depressed and all.and then dance is also "falling apart".and then sth happened between dearr[mine] n her.so i became sad and she became guilty.

now she's ignoring me and i'm guilty instead.and dearr tio from me because i wasnt in a gd mood.ahhdearr is also ignoring him.and he's feeling guilty.i'm freaked out.lyk totallie.nvm.i'll call her tonite.

ahdearr cried.she finallie picked up my call.ok i noe i'm siao to say she didnt just now and wow.after 3 secs of readin,she answered my call.but hey.typing takes a longer tyme.plus i was tokin to some other ppl and doin other stuffs.

yada yada yada.back to ahhdearr.fuck.she's crying.and she told me tt she will call back later.if its me,i'll slap myself.if its dearr,i'll slap myself.if its *him,i'll go confront him.if its ur results,i'll pinch u tmr.i promise!!maii lidat lehhh................ *cries and roll on the floor wanting ahhdearr to be ok.*

wadeva.blogs aint important.i shall settle ahhdearr 1st.this tyme,comforting does work.i wont let her sit in her room and go berserk.

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6:36 PM

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