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i want to dance beside a frozen lake :: where the snowflakes gently fall from the sky :: the hair swaying in the chilly wind :: as the still moments of the winter everning :: is enlightened by me ::

My Contradictions.

- SEVENTEEN yet EIGHTEEN.
- SOPHISTICATED yet SIMPLE.
- WILD yet TAME.
- CRAZY yet NORMAL.
- BITCHY yet KIND.
- SLUTTISH yet DEMURE.
- FRANK yet SHY.
- CHILDISH yet MATURE.
- DEVILISH yet ANGELIC.
- NARCISSISTIC yet SELFLESS.
- CONFUSED yet SURE.
- FICKLE yet CONSISTENT.
- SELFISH yet GIVING.
- FIERCE yet GENTLE.
- ANNOYING yet LOVABLE.
- HEARTLESS yet SENTIMENTAL.
- SCHEMING yet NAIVE.
- LAZY yet HARDWORKING.
- RETARDED yet INTELLIGENT.
- IGNORANT yet KNOWLEDGEABLE.
- UNFEELING yet CARING.
- SLOPPY yet TIDY.
- IMAGINATIVE yet REALISTIC.
- PESSIMISTIC yet OPTIMISTIC.
- INTROVERTED yet EXTROVERTED.


My Loves.

- ME.MYSELF.I.
- MONEY.
- COMPUTER.
- HAND PHONE.
- CAMERA.
- CHILDREN.
- MIRRORS.
- MAKE UP.
- BITCHING.
- GOSSIPING.
- CRITICIZING.
- SLACKING.


My Hates.

- BEING BROKE.
- BEING SCOLDED.
- BEING BACKSTABBED.
- EMPTY VESSELS.
- HYPOCRITES.
- REPEAT OFFENDERS.
- COMPUTER BREAKDOWN.

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Tuesday, May 17, 2005


today.17th may 2005.judgement day.well.for us.


we got back our results.not much to brag abt.and i wont even though i can.cuz i noe u'll[ahdearr] be reading my bloggie.dont want to make u sadder[is there such a word?].we were so happy then[morning].but.haiz.


stupid chemistry.dat fucko.bo da bo ji go invent wad chemistry la.he/she's just lucky tt he/she's dead!!count ur lucky stars punk!!if u were alive i'll make sure u die[again].peel out ur skin and pour hydrochloric acid!!muhahahahahas. 0_o


and u!!yes u!!stop making my ahdearr so depressed!!!u asshole u!!cant u say more comforting words?!!!what kind of a boyfriend are u?!!jerk.fuck u.now she's not even talking to me!!and it is totally all your fault.


"what the fuck has it gotta do with me?".get tt fucking question out of ur nut head!!i noe u read my blog.and guess wad?i dont give a fuck if u wana fall out with me or sth.we have never gotten along well anyway.and i'm much much much better off w/o a DEPRESSER as a friend!!!


i dont care if tt word doesnt exist.it does in my blog!!when u read this.think abt all the tings u've said to ahdear.u are practical.tt fact i dont deny.but cant u just take away ur stinking realistic brain and use ur isolated heart instead?!!!!


what is the matter with u??!!!dont u tink she has enough pressure coming down on her??!!!think.use ur ever so practical airhead and tink.u.as a bf.are u supposed to help her support the pressure or add on to it??!!


if u tink by doin this she will wake up.then let me tel u.SHE IS NOT U.she is not lyk ur frens or sth.tt method doesnt work on the world flawlessly.even if it does have some effect,dont u tink u should wait for her to calm down?


dont tok to me.i dont wish to be influenced by ur thoughts.stay away from my tag.if u wana blog and bitch abt me.i dont care.stop hurting my ahdearr.keep ur piercing words to urself.n if u wana confront her.get real.pressure causes tings to giveway if it's not stable.dont u study physics?


i am angry.pissed.sad.frustrated.ahdearr.i want to share ur burden.but u wont let me.i wont force u.i cant anyway.u dont even want to tok to me.it hurts.a good friend.ignoring me because some1 WANTS her to be practical.nvm.it's not as if i've not been hurt b4 rite?


i will leave u alone.i promise.tel me the words.i only need another "shut up."



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