ORAL TMR.OMG?!blog tmr.gtg watch tv.muhahahahahahas. ;P
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IDreamtOfYouAt.
9:43 PM
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IDreamtOfYouAt.
9:33 PM
PRESENT!!!!!!!!!
by fooo waiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.cute ma????hehehehehehe.
didnt blog ytd.lols.was damn tired.and i had hw.siannnsss.gotta do hw agn later.siannnssss.
i onlie went online for 10minutes ytd.1st tyme sia.and i tot i was an internet addict.phew.
mrs soh was so cute ytd.she was teaching us abt x-ray.and how it started out.sth abt this guy and bla bla bla.shall not use my blog for revision. =P
he used his wife's hand and took an x-ray of it.obviously she had a wedding ring la.she mrs soh was lyk...
mrs soh:"u c that extra ting on her hand?"
class:"yesssss.[tired mode]"
mrs soh:"wads tt leh?"
class:"ring........."
mrs soh:"wad ring leh?"
class:"wedding ring......"
mrs soh[holding up left hand]:"c.i also have.heee."
class:"hahahahahahahahhahhaaaa......[wakes up]"
she is bloody playful.lols.
dance was.....haiiiisssss...forget it.
TODAY.mrs suheedren made us wait for her lyk almost an hour.grrrr.damn frustrated.she made us answer 15 qns before she let us off. -_-" mcq also can become structured with her ard.siao bo.correct means correct ma.ask n ask n ask n ask.bu naii fann arrhhhs.
mrs yeo made me fall aslp.sian bo.simi JTC,KBE,NUS,IDA,A*,MOM,EDB all let her say finish liaos.sibeii sian.piangs.ss.BORING.
had a nice chat with joyce soguii shiifuu juz nw.hahaha.hadda ps dearr though.nvm.i'll make it up some other day. =))
tt's bout all.tv tyme. =))
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IDreamtOfYouAt.
5:51 PM
SLACKKKKKKKKK........
pigged till 1230 today.wh0os.shiok.
although i tink tt slpin is a waste of tyme,but as a human,i still need to sleep.alot.hahahahas.
anw,ate breakfast with mummy downstairs.piangz.we ate for more than an hour.all becuz she chats non stop.from 1 aunty to another.i was bored stiff.not as if their topic was interesting or sth.grrr.
came hm and played com.downloaded afew songs.nice. =)) 1 of my 'craze' nw is 'show me the light' tt techno song.damn nice.but i dun tink it's nice for those hardcore techno haters.hahahas.
some guy said he wants to meet me. -_-" damn.i was reali fucking stupid.all becuz of tt moment of anger.i added ppl i duno on msn.ggrrr.lyk we didnt tok for almost a yr nw.suddenly he says he wants to meet me.forget it dude.
watched tv after tt.until now.hahahas.waddahell is happening to me?tv?omg.slp?!omggggg!! but i'm enjoying life. =)) and mummy striked lottery.muhahahas.cuz of my dream.shiok.tv agn.tatahs.
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IDreamtOfYouAt.
8:20 PM
HEADACHE.haiis.wad more?i seem to be cursed these few days.but no fret!!panadol is dere to save my headache.muhahahahhaahhas.i'm not avoiding panadols no more!!yea.i was stupid.den i changed to be stupid.but i have risen from my far far far away stupidity fantasy land.and came to earth!!wad i did was stupid.wad i changed to was also stupid.now,i am clever![i hope i dont have to call myself stupid agn in another few months.]1st.i gorged myself with panadol[no la.4-5 onlie].kinda lyk a sucide attempt.i also drank greentea when i ate the panadols.immediately after tt,i stuffed myself with icecream.at an unearthly hour of 630 in the morning.onlie to find myself slping during lesson tyme.i almost followed my sister.but i didnt.and i'm happy i didnt.cuz got scar lahh.[btw my sister cuts herself.]jie's cuts are horrible!!she doesnt just scratch herself lightly with a penknife,but deeply cut herself with all the force she can gather.when she has no more 'space' to cut,she cuts the other hand. -_-" worst of all,she engraves words on her own hand.diaos.ok.she does alot of stupid tings.and i wont embarrass myself and her.no no no.den i changed.i AVOIDED panadol as if it was..err..hmm..let me tink..I NOE!!i avoided it as if it was mum in a bad mood.yea.i can have a splitting headache and still refuse to eat panadol.damn stupid also.headache ma.also not constipation.avoid for wad?!*piak* but now i woke up.yea.i decided tt i will eat panadol when there is a need.and not anyohow pia.i also stopped drinking greentea.lols.i told dearr abt me having a headache and his reaction was BIG.lyk hahahas.kinda cute toos.hmms.i tink i better go slp.i promised dearr tt i will slp early.and it's close to midnight liaos.ops.DEARR,U DIDNT READ THIS ENTRY!gd nite. =))
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IDreamtOfYouAt.
11:52 PM
MY ACHING BACK.i'm not tt old!!grrr.i'm onlie 15!!grrr.lyk i woke up in pain.damn pain.mum calls me ahmahh nw.hmpf.i'm not ahmahh.visited gramps this morn.damn.mum woke me up at 10 when i said i wanted to slp till 11.grr.went to seiyu after tt.bought *ahemm*.err.nvm.haiiis.sch in 2 days.damn.haven done aniting?ok la.got do abit.budden hor..mon the hand gonna break arrh.haiis.ming ku arhhh.blahs.mama[joan] told me to get over the zoo ting.haiis.wasted.15 years and i dont have an impression of the bloody zooo.damn.oh wellls.tv tyme. =))
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IDreamtOfYouAt.
3:51 PM
MY BUTT IS KILLING ME!lyk ouch?pain pain.*sobsob*
and my pigu is not the onlie part tt hurts.my whole body aches.damn.it didnt hurt so much when i woke up this morn.but i almost screamed when i did floorwork dis morn.tia arrhhhs.
so anw.dance. -_-" i was darn hungry this morning.didnt dance properly.hahahas.i slacked.muhahahahahasss.and we got back the dance dvd!wh0os.i saw me. -_-" i saw almost every1 as well. =))
anw.sth happened and i almost laughed my head off.carissa[izit lidat?] asked me sth hilarious.i wont say wad she asked.cuz it concerns sum1 else.later SHE say i bullie sia.
anw.i wont be angry with ppl juz because some ppl are leeches.i'm not unreasonable can?relax.i didnt diao u all la. -_-" i so nice.i wont diao sum1 unless i reali dun lyk tt person.so chill guys[or rather,gals].
anw.we[vicki,joyce,yeeni and i] went berserk juz nw.asked steven to take pics of us.hahaha.doin funni poses.the photos were rather....crazy.i noe i look stupid.but i'm gona post em anw. =))
this is erms.lame.lyk totallie.the feet in the air belongs to vicki. =))[fr left to right.by head. joyce,me,vicki.]
agn.tink wad?sentosa ar?
-_-" another sentosa pose?
squashed.[top:vicki,yeeni. bottom:joyce,me]
this is so cool?[front to back: yeeni,me,joyce,vicki]
i seriously dont noe wad to say bout this.
fish.by vicki and steven.
yeeni's brilliant idea. [me,vicki,yeeni]
another wonderful idea donated by yeeni.
pray to us?lol.
took this after the rehersal.i have fringe.at least i dont look so tootsie.
waddahell am i doing?!
i tink i was damn tired.lols.seriously.i shouldnt tie my hair lidat.i need fringe.lyk totallie.i look lyk a nerd without my fringe.yucks.i'm disgusted by myself.lol?and i hate the dance costume. -_-"actuallie intended to have dinner with joyce.but halfway to the market she realised tt her wallet was gone.chionged to KFC.we had lunch dere earlier.met steven,kk,quek,kok and weiiliang.tried to find it.called van.she said music rm dun have.panicked.reported to the police.dearr came along.didnt have dinner afterall.steven sent joyce hm[same bus la.],quek sent dearr hm[same route la.],weiiliang sent me home[he stay next blk nia la.] and ah gao[kk] sent kok hm[tt,i duno y.]up till nw i still haven had dinner.lol.ate 2 pieces of chocolate.royal ambre,saint james and mandarine napoleon.shiok.i'm finallie not so busy nw.=)) my hands were rather tied up when i got home.lols.well.i guess i'll stop here.my back is killing me.man i'm getting old.some1,get me a grandchild.i'm gonna brg him/her to the zoo.ZOO ZOO ZOO!!
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IDreamtOfYouAt.
10:32 PM
I WANT TO GO TO THE ZOO!!!had dance today.damn.cant go to the zoo tmr.*sobs*damn tired.mummy[joan] is reading jokes to me.lol?its abt animals. -_-" corrections.not jokes.comics. -_-"met jess b4 dance.bought hair net.kinda 'bumped' into dearr.walked ard.dance wasnt tt fun today.i was bored to death.practicallie stoned thru.i was hungry.ate dinner with dearr,steven n yeeni.i couldnt finish my food cuz got chilli.the horrible ting,chilli.dearr finished it for me.hahahas.came hm and watched tong xin yuan.siannss.nth much to tok abt today.damn tired.tmr still got dance.sadded.actuallie planned to go to the zoo with joan tmr.argh.oh wells. =((
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IDreamtOfYouAt.
9:33 PM
DEPRESSED.
mum treated me lyk fuckshit today.i duno wad i did wrg.
found out tt i woke up late this morn.wanted to watch x-men b4 i took my shower.so i laid on the sofa while she ironed her clothes.5mins after the show started,she suddenly said 'u haven wash ur shoe rite?!'
and she started scolding me.didnt wana hear anymore.went to soak my shoes.and took my shower.x-men ended when i came out. *sobs*
went downstairs for breakfast.she acted as if i offended her terribly.almost cried.but i didnt.
reached hm at bout 1.and she started scolding me agn.so i went to scrub my shoes.she took a nap and told me to wake her up at 3.
she woke up b4 3 on her own.and she behaved as if i was the culprit tt woke her up.
i changed and we set off.went to c my granny.i wore my old pair of slippers cuz my new 1 is not seasoned and it hurt my feet.she scolded me becuz i refused to wear my new slippers.i told her it hurts.plus we're walking long distances.she argued tt i needed to season it.
she ended the conversation by saying 'duno la.do wad u wan!'.and i wore my old pair of slippers.her expression was lyk 'grr.i wana eat u up!!'
we didnt tok much on the bus.actuallie,we didnt tok at all.acted lyk strangers.
at westmall,we looked at some shoes at noda.i complained abt the shoes dere.she kept asking me to try but none of them seemed to fit my feet.she told the lady 'thank u' and juz walked off lidat.
so i followed her and went to the foodcourt.she looked at all the foodstalls and stopped at the japanese cusine 1.she asked if i wana share with gramps and i said 'she cannot finish den i eat la.' and she said to me 'haiya dun wan eat say la'[sth lidat].she sounded irritated.i suppose it's my fault hurhs?
then she asked if i wanted to drink coffee.i said no and she said 'maii den shua.'[dun wan,done.] i mean i reali dun wana drink ma.and she got pissed.my fault agn.
she sat at the other corner and i took the food over to her table.she looked at the food and asked y got no soup.i was lyk 'i duno?' and she glared at me.so i said i go ask the lady and she said 'nvm la!!!' in an irritated tone.
so she finished her coffee and we went to the basement and looked at the food dere.she asked if i wanted dumplings and i nodded my head.she asked how mani i want and i said '2'.den she was lyk 'buy 2 den dun buy better.4 la!!!!' so i nodded my head agn.
after buying the dumplings,she looked at the cookie shop opposite.she asked if i wanted cookies and i said no.den she diao me,said 'dun wan,done' and walked off.i was lyk 'wat the fuck?' and some lady heard me.i didnt give a shit.
so she walked to the mrt station and wanted to top up her card.the topping up place was closed.so i told her the control station can.she diaoed me and walked dere.there was a 'q' and she glared at me as if it was my fault tt so mani ppl was lining up.
nth much happened on the mrt.just tt she asked me to sit and i said '2 stop onlie' and diao-ed me agn and looked away.i turned ard and almost cried.
my face turned from red to black.when we reached cck,i acted as if the whole world offended me.and so did she.
bumped into sister iris on the way.mum didnt c her i guess.and i tink sister noticed tt sth was wrg with us.or at least mum.she gave me the 'relax and give in' look.
our whole journey was intense.we didnt tok to each other.i looked lyk a spy trying to follow her. -_-"the food was a lil hard so i ate it for gramps.and it's lyk a habit for us to call the seniors before we eat.and the seniors are supposed to answer back den we can start eating.gramps told me to eat.mum didnt answer but i ate on anyway.she was verii hostile to me.but she was so gentle to the nurses.hmpf.her back was itchy and she asked me to scratch for her.my nails are damn long.so i didnt use much force.she told me to scratch harder and i told her my nails r long.she said 'tt's y i ask u to scratch right?!!!!!!!!'so i used more force and she pushed me away and told me 'bu gan xin den go away la!!'[not willing den go away la].damn i almost cried.fuck.damn happy i have long nails.i would have been happier if i had a penknife.fucking shit.i'm not a ting la.i'm a HUMAN.dug my nails into my flesh lyk wad i always do.if onlie it was sharp.i should have drank detergent!!!!!!went downstairs and waited for dad.dad came and he treated mum sooo nicely.she told him to help her scratch and he said 'later my nails hurt u la' in cantonese.she practicallie pushed him away and told him 'dun wan help me den done la.if my hand cannot reach i wont ask u help lerh lah!!' in cantonese.i was shocked when he scolded her 'gam sun fu hui tai yi shang la.fatt meii ye mang zhang la!!'[ if u're in such 'agony' den go c doctor la!!so frustrated for wad?!] den silence.stayed away from mum at home.sticked with daddy.i'm fucking depressed nw.i had tots of gng to the police station,slap an officer and beg him to send me to the girls' home.afterall,she did intend to send me there last yr.she's slpin nw and i'm fucking happy.i wish i could die now.
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IDreamtOfYouAt.
10:11 PM
since i'm so into the topic of 'humans', i just remembered another 'case'.which refers greatly to the females only.
if u're not interested,the X button is on the top to ur right. =))
this tyme,the child is normal.but u are not.as in,somehow u got ill or u're not strong enough to have a child.how would you react?
for me,it depends.if i'm certain that sth bad will happen to me during my pregnancy,i will abort my child.i'm the bad guy agn right?hear me out.
there was this particular case tt i remember vividly.this lady was a diabetic.her husband just passed away when she found out tt she was pregnant with her 1st child.her doctor told her that if she insist on the pregnancy,she will lose her sight and get kidney failure.
just as expected,she continued with her pregnancy.i can understand why.because the baby is innocent and tt babii is the only 'zhong liu'[heir] of her late husband.for any normal woman,tt is the basic instinct.
but that lady has a condition.a condition tt does not favour her pregnancy.she is a verii bad diabetic and her medical bills are already abit too much for her to handle.wad more if u add a delicate life in?
it's not the money.it's the life.any mother will pull thru for their kid.but guess wad?she lost her eyesight when she was 6mths[sumwhere dere.] into her pregnancy.she also got kidney failure at duno how manii mths.
medical bills are goin up,up,up.but no fret!!NKF is there to give subsidies.right?wrong.how much does NKF give to the paitients?they collect all the funds.but do u ppl noe how big their office is?how manii ppl work there?their boss's toilet bowl is made of GOLD.
forget NKF.i'll get there some other day.back to the lady.she gave birth to a healthy babii girl.tt's gd right?it's a happy ending for both mother and child.
actuallie no.for the babii at least.she was made to take up responsibilities of an adult at a tender age of 5.her mother had dialysis twice a week or so.the young 'adult' was forced to cook,clean and take care of her 'unfortunate' mother.
i dare to say tt she does not have a childhood.wad do WE do at the age of 5?probably our mothers had to clean our butts.but tt girl.helpless.alone.with heavy responsibilities.
is the mother great?she was featured on tv tgr with her daughter.her little girl didnt act like a little girl at all.she acted more mature than any one of us.some girls my age dont even know how to cook rice.the simplest of all chores.
it's gd tt she is independent.but wadeva happened to the 'spare a tot for the child' theory?i tot every1 was desperately trying to preach abt 'its a life.' and 'verii pitiful.'?!wadeva happened to tt?
every child wants to be pampered.even though they might not expressed it,but really.even teens lyk us.i get jealous when my mother treats my father with TCL[tender loving care] on the sofa.but i dont show it out.it wud be embarassing right?i noe.i seriously do.
i wonder if tt child has any opportunity to be pampered by her handicapped mother?she probably has to tuck her mother into bed at night.
if tt were to happen to me,i wud abort the child.firstly,it was the pregnancy tt caused her to go blind and have kidney failure.agreed?secondly,spared a tot for the 'innocent' life?does she appear happy to u?
she's cinderella in mordern tymes.i bet u'd curse ur mum if she forced u to clean the whole hse,make all the food and stay with her for the rest of her life.doing nth.just making sure she doesnt bang into the wall or hit the table cuz she's blind.
i dont need to hear ur tots.u listen to urself.i have no right.
there's another case,whereby the mother went into a coma even b4 the precious 1 was born.'so poor ting'. no motherly love.i guess u can reach out the the little 1 right?after all my yaking. =))
unless i can guarantee tt nth seriously will happen to me or my kid,i will abort the child.
i will not take my child as a gambling tingy.life is a gamble,i agree.but what if u are bound to lose?lose big tyme?naturally u'll take the option tt favours u.i'm looking ahead.i will not take risks tt involve my flesh and blood.even with my parents.
i can regain money,property,knowledge,but not lives.once it's gone,it's gone.it's too big a gamble.some ppl tell me 'den lidat u dun give birth la!'
well.i agree.but it's a natural process to reproduce.plus,we have mordern technology to aid us with decisions.if it's a lose-lose situation,y bother to try?
at least if both mother and child are healthy and 'normal',it's easier to nurture the delicate 1.correct?
i mean if mishaps fall on 1 after the critical stage,then it's probably predestined[lyk wad every1 says].but if u can prevent misfortune from preying on u and ur loved ones,y not use the chance to protect those u love?
i have said alot.it's up to u to decipher the information i have provided.
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IDreamtOfYouAt.
10:37 PM
IRRITATED.argh.shut up.damn u foo waii and gz.argh.I AM NOT AH LIAN.cant u lyk understand english?!stop calling me tt u stupid ah bengs!! =/blahhs.so much for an opening.had chem class juz nw.sleepy.but at least it's better den having maths or ss or eng.right?right?!hehehes.ate 'lunch' with joyce,umi and fatin.it was lunch.but we ate mac breakfast.hmms?then chuanru came along.she was bored.wanted to go my hse.but couldnt find a reason for her to come. -_-" actuallie wanted to borrow VCD to watch at my place.so called dearr to come.but we didnt in the end.lols.chilled at mac for awhile den went hm.watched tv.ate 1 piece of chocolate.cognac.bisquit classique.damn nice.i shall be a wine tester 1 day.den i can indulge in the manii types of wine the world can come up with.*pops* stop dreaming gabrielle.it's not gona happen. =(actuallie i realised tt my blog is not 100% crap.=)) yays.at least 1% has a teeny weeni bit of logic.please lie to me.dun make me heartbroken.can?can?!okkayy.i'm acting retarded agn.but at least i dun have speech disorder!!and tt's gd.cuz i can speak properly.rather then ss-ttam-ppe-rrr.-_-" i shall rest.and then psyco myself.to do hw.*hummmmmmm*
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IDreamtOfYouAt.
3:39 PM
when i'm faced with the question "will you abort your baby if you found out tt he/she will be abnormal?",my answer will be a very firm "yes,i will!"
then,very routinely,i will be preached by the future fathers and sisters tt surround me.i'm not allowed to answer or talk back.afterall,it's the whole world against me.
my point is,i dont want my child to suffer.
so what if i can provide my child with all the physical needs?!will my child be happy?i dont want my child to feel inferior to ANYONE.
i can feel for my child.in fact,for any human.it's not fair for anybody in this world to be impaired in any aspect.i'm not saying people should be born perfect.but i dun tink normal is too much to ask for.
yes.i am selfish.i admit.but i am the mother.which mother in this world does not fucking care for their kid?so wad if i brought my child into this world?i'm not great.i'm not weiida.but i'm ruining another life.
some children may grow up to be 'role models' to the world.but i believe tt deep within them,they are sad.if u have a huge birthmark on ur face u would feel embarrased right?who would u blame then?i dont tink tt u will be proud to show ur flaw.what abt those children?
yes u may seem happy,bubbly and cheerful.but when u're alone,are u?are u hu u portray urself to be?u might not care abt ur bad grades on the outside,but deep within,u are blaming urself."y am i so stupid?!"
if u're denying all these,den u r not true to urself.u just want to spite me.
money cannot buy everyting.i cannot buy my child's happiness.guilt is something tt cannot be resolved no matter what.inferiority is a 'sickness' that cannot be cured.
that is provided i have tons of money.'needs' is a bottomless pit.physical needs might be easy to fulfill,but emotional needs is impossible unless the world is with u.
i mean it's already diffcult enough trying to fulfill ur boiifren/gerrfren's emotional needs.and they are wad we deem as normal.think abt it.
'but it's a sin to kill a life' i somehow dont understand tt phrase.no i'm not stupid and unfeeling.if i'm selfish by killing my child,then those hu wana keep the kid are more selfish.
it's my sin tt i kill my child.yes,i noe tt.and i might not go to heaven but hell if i sin.i also noe tt.but still,i'd rather my child not suffer in this curel, inhumane world.
'killing my child sounds more inhumane' i'm not murdering my child for fun!!i noe it will pain my heart,even tear it apart.i'm not left with any choice if i want the best for my child.yes there might be a cure in future.but what if there isint?i dont want to take risks.
if my child does not have a limb,it might be replaced.but home is still the best right?using ur own flesh is better then using a machine.furthermore,my child will attract the piercing,heart-eating glares of passerbys.
comon.can u swear tt u will not look down on my kid or any 'abnormal' kid?are u sure tt u do not stare at deformed people disgustingly?will u offer a post for my kid in ur company?can u promise tt my child will not be abused or looked down upon?
i will die some day.and i want to die not feeling guilty tt i brought a life into this world to suffer.so what if i go to hell?i'm sacrificing myself for my flesh and blood.i'm not crazy?
i know tt i did not try.i dont want to take risks.i'm humjii.wadeva.lyk wad i said,if i have to brg a life to this world,i dont want my child to suffer.AT ALL.
i will rather go to hell,then bring out a life to suffer and go to heaven.
i'm sure my child WILL suffer.whether he/she's born with a sickness or deformed or retarded.i dont tink i need to elaborate hurhs?
to put it simply,sickness will cause my child physical pain.injections,medicine,treatment.if my child is deformed,he/she will be 'ugly'.i can embrace his/her flaws.can the world do tt?if no,dont let my child suffer their hurling abuse.and i dont want my child to feel stupid.dont u hate it when ur 'enemy' looks down on u because u failed a sub.when the express ppl look down on the normal techs?
dont lie.u're not deciving anyone.only urself.but anw.CHOY CHOY CHOY!!!!! my child will not be inpaired.puii puii puii.*desperately tries to find wood.........*ah ha!*touch!!
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IDreamtOfYouAt.
9:41 PM
I AM NOT AH LIAN!!!stupid foowaii and guan zheng!!!i am not ahlian.idiots.go back sch u watch out!!shuddup.i contradicted myself.wadeva.
gz say he wun fall sick to easily.well guess wad?he got a fever,flu n headache ytd.muhahahahahas.and he didnt smoke.gd for him. =))
anw,went to sch for ss dis morn.BORING.lyk ahhdearr was doddling away.so i resorted to toking to jessica.siansss.2 hrs seemed lyk 2 weeks.
went to olaho with ahhdearr n dearr.ahhdearr wanted to buy a pair of shorts and get her bag fixed.den chuanru and her fren[i forgot her name agn.] came in.
she bo liaos.wanted to take a photo of me using her fone. -_-" so i dragged dearr in.lols.and i dragged her in toos.hahahahas.i'll post when i get the pics. =))
dearr,ahhdearr n i went to jp.ate long john silver.walked ard.bought a pair of shoes.lyk finallie bought sth.hahahahas.
took the imm bus home.got fed up with dearr.hmpf.
his knee is injured.and he cant even walk DOWN the stairs properly.and he wants to send me home.problem is.you need to walk over the overheadbridge to get to my hse.and he cant walk up the stairs!!!
so i told him no.he cannot send me home.he needs to go home.he got fed up and walked away.argh.sent a sms saying "yah i go home.fine."
and nw i'm the pissed 1.he's desperatly trying to say sori.hahas.but i still have to forgive him rite?lols.
oh wells.dinner tyme.
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IDreamtOfYouAt.
6:32 PM
i'm finallie done with my new skin.lol.i noe it's not tt nice larhhs.but...den hor.today papa day lehh.budden i give my papa his present long long long long tyme ago liaos.got him a ashtray and lighter. =)) hahahahas.the ashtray is shaped lyk a pipe.damn cute.hehehehehes.i wana smoke!!!!lol.jkjkjkjkjkjkjk.buden hor.my popo is a smoker.since the age of 8.she's now 92 and she dun have cancer. =/ my ahgong also a smoker.budden he die liaos.coma. -_-"my mummy n daddy also smokes.my jiejie also smokes.wth?surrounded by em.siao bo.anw.i ate 2 more pieces of the chocolate.grand marnier and poire william.shiok.*licks*mummy is sick.lol.she got sick 1st.den she passed it to me.den i passed it to daddy.and den daddy pass it back to mummy.hahahahahas.merry-go-round.today is boring.nth to do.nth to blog.sianssssss.bla bla bla.tmr got class.better go slp liaos.i'm itching for alcohol.damn.i'm to young to go to any of the pubs.and mum wouldnt let me drink the 1 in the fridge.argh.wadeva.i'll find sth!!![wad am i toking abt?i also duno]i have speech disorder today.i hate having speech disorder.i stamper.grrrrr.i hope i'm better by tmr.tralalalas.shall end here.nites.
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IDreamtOfYouAt.
11:40 PM
i have lyk so much to say!!
went to changi airport for breakfast this morn.no.i'm not crazy.dad had some job to do dere.mum n i ate swensens for breakfast.delicious!!
some jerk was staring at me in swensens.ate lyk opposite me.wonder wad happened?did i have sth on my face?hmms....
i totallie lost it dere.went on the skytrain with mummie.not fun.so fast.*snap*and we're at T1.hmpf.
den we checked out the stores dere.there was this shop selling earings,bracklets and necklaces.all made with semi-precious stones.
this pair of earings caught my eyes.quartz.damn nice.i bought it.duno y.just bought it.furthermore,mummie encouraged me to buy it.$45 for 2 tiny stones.damn.
but it looks nice. =))den we walked summore.passed by a chocolate store.mummie said tt she'll treat me.cuz i bought the earings with my own money.bought 9 pieces of chocolate for $20[rounded up] lyk wth?but verii nice to eat!!!liquor chocolates.yummie.did i mention tt i'm a drunkard?i'll do aniting for alcohol.i ate 4 so far.1 tiramitsu[not liquor de],1 scotch whisky,1 smirnoff and 1 cointreau.damn niice.damn niice.suddenly i realised tt we already spent $80.in less den 2 hrs?!!!waddahell.we went back to the car and waited for daddy.went to queensway dere to eat shuii jing bao.ee.not nice liaos.last tyme de nicer.came hm and relaxed for awhile.den went over to popo's place.sth weird happened dere.all the nurses and residents were goin gaga over me??!!!!!!waddahell.i onlie drew eyeliner.i draw eyeliner everytyme i go out.diaos?!staff nurse lu was lyk "omg?!wad u do to ur eyes?!so big?!" diaos.she said my eyes looked smaller last tyme.reali?mayb ba?a nurse [newcomer] asked if my parents were brother and sister. -_-~~~~~mum said tt dad is her younger brother n i'm her younger sister.I'M NOT CHAOLAO!!i corrected her and said dad's her older bro and i'm her granddaughter.muhahahahahahahas.came hm for dinner.watched adams family values.damn farni sias.they had a new baby.called pewbert or sth.lol.adorable.wednesday smiled!!!!for the 1st tyme!!!wow!!and she had a boiifren.sweetheart ba.not boiifren.fester got married.lol.his wife tried to kill him.lyk he's used to those stuffs?hahahahaha.she went berserk.gd for her!!cousin it has a kid.called what.aint tt cute??!!!!!walao.i write alot liaos.i write more n i'll be xiaxue.jk.i'll never. =Plastly.I WANT TO GO TO THE ZOO.
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IDreamtOfYouAt.
9:58 PM
u wana noe wad ur problem is?
listen up bitch. u do not have good english.stop trying so hard.lyk reading ur fucking tagboard alone makes me pissed.
dont u find it weird?like everybody is writing sad stuffs on their blogs.but only u get bombarded with jeers and snide comments.cant u open ur fucking eyes and observe tt?
if u tink tt u r popular,dream on.u are infamous.remember tt.
u critize like the world owes it to u.u shouldnt be treated tt way.but tink.do u even remember how mani ppl u gossiped abt?how mani ppl u offended by ur "good english"?
y do u go ard making hurtful comments?!and u expect ppl to reach out to u when u're in pain?i noe tt u didnt say tt.ting is.ppl blog to get sympathy.look.if u dont want ppl to read ur blog,it wont be online.dont u tink you're being stupid on ur part?
u post ur tots online and insert a tagboard.wad are u trying to portray to the ppl hu reads ur blog?
"read my blog and make comments". tt is how i c it.
and obviously,with the amt of ppl tt hates u,ur tagboard wont be verii pleasant to read.have u spared a tot for ppl when u commented?i noe wad u said bout MY dearr.
I WILL NEVER FORGIVE YOU.
u get it?never.how i noe it?i have my ways.although u said it some tyme ago,i will never ever forget it.dont tink of explaining.i dun give a fuck abt wad u tink.
back to u.for crying out loud.cursing ur parents aint a veri proud ting to do.neither is complaining bout ur guy.u accepted tt guy.y cant u just accept him for him?simply him?u are stupid.stupid ppl goes with stupid ppl.understand?simple logic.indeed ppl in ur tagboard are stupid and childish.but comon.like hu put the tag dere for ppl to comment?and u stop ppl from tagging?y not just remove the fucking tag altogether?stupid.stop acting as if u're the bitchiest bitch in the world.and then secretly apologise to tt person on msn or sms.sibeii humji.ok.everyting is all ard.fucking entry is not organised but i dont give a shit.this is shit.argh.u're not even qualified as a bitch.yuck.u dont have to understand wad i wrote.all u need to noe is i noe wad u said.watch ur fucking dickhole mouth.u noe hu u are.
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IDreamtOfYouAt.
12:09 PM
this is from dearr's frenster.some jokes for u to savour. =)) aint i nice?
BOY: May I hold your hand?
GIRL: No thanks, it isn't heavy.
GIRL: Say you love me! Say you love me!
BOY: You love me...
GIRL: If we become engaged will you give me a ring??
BOY: Sure, what's your phone number??
GIRL: I think the poorest people are the happiest.
BOY: Then marry me and we'll be the happiest couple.
GIRL: Darling, I want to dance like this forever.
BOY: Don't you ever want to improve??
BOY: I love you and I could die for you!
GIRL: How soon??
BOY: I would go to the end of the world for you!
GIRL: Yes, but would you stay there??
SHARON: Have you ever had a hot passionate, burning kiss??
TRACY: I did once. He'd forgotten to take the cigarette out of his mouth.
MAN: You remind me of the sea.
WOMAN: Because I'm wild, romantic and exciting?
MAN: NO, because you make me sick.
WIFE: You tell a man something, it goes in one ear and comes out of the other.
HUSBAND: You tell a woman something: It goes in both ears and comes out of the mouth.
MARY: John says I'm pretty. Andy says I'm ugly. What do you think, Peter?
PETER: A bit of both. I think you're pretty ugly.
Girlfriend: "...And are you sure you love me and no one else?"
Boyfriend: "Dead Sure! I checked the whole list again yesterday."
Teacher: "Which is more important to us, the sun or the moon?"
Pupil: "The moon."
Teacher: "Why?"
Pupil: "The moon gives us light at night when we need it but the sun gives us light only in the day time when we don't need it."
Teacher: "What do you call a person who keeps on talking when people are no longer interested?"
Pupil: "A teacher."
Waiter: "Would you like your coffee black?"
Customer: "What other colors do you have?"
My father is so old that when he was in school, history was called current affairs.
Teacher: "Sam, you talk a lot!"
Sam: "It's a family tradition."
Teacher: "What do you mean?"
Sam: "Sir, my grandpa was a street hawker, my father is a teacher."
Teacher: "What about your mother?" Sam: "She's a woman."
Tom: "How should I convey the news to my father that I've failed?"
David: "You just send a telegram: Result declared, past year's performance repeated."
Teacher: "Now, children, if I saw a man beating a donkey and stopped him, what virtue would I be showing?"
Student: "Brotherly love."
Teacher: "Now, Sam, tell me frankly do you say prayers before eating?"
Sam: "No sir, I don't have to, my mom is a good cook."
Patient: "What are the chances of my recovering doctor?"
Doctor: "One hundred percent. Medical records show that nine out of ten people die of the disease you have. Yours is the tenth case I've treated. The others all died."
Teacher: "Can anybody give an example of COINCIDENCE?"
One Student: "Sir, my Mother and Father got married on the same day and at the same time."
Teacher: "George Washington not only chopped down his father's Cherry tree, but also admitted doing it. Now do you know why his father didn't punish him?"
One Student: "Because George still had the axe in his hand."
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IDreamtOfYouAt.
9:14 PM
i swear tt i wud have blogged earlier!!but mum forced me to take a shower. -_-
sch organized sum course for us.sianss.had to wake up at 7am can?walaos.
i found out tt i'm a visual learner.diaos.wad gd will tt do me?i lyk already noe tt?we also played a game.i blushed??!!for the 1st tyme.omg?they said i blushed. -_-there's 1 person to ur right.and another to ur left.and 1 in front.the side 2 ppl wil read qns to u.and u have to answer them.then the person infront of u will do some actions and u have to folo.omg?blur.every1 messed up.i didnt even noe wad was 6x plus 4x.wth?did i watch kung fu hustle?i duno.diaos.lames.hahahas.we played golf too!!!haha.joan got a hole in 1.wow!!clap clap.jess scored the highest.no?tt is not gd?ahhdearr scored the lowest.den me.den joan.lols.blahhs.i'm lyk rushing thru everyting?lols.not reali in the mood ba?duno y also.ate dinner with dearr n ahhdearr.kfc is already verii filling hor?the 2 pigs can still pia magiie?!!big tummies???wow.I STILL WAN TO GO TO THE ZOO!!! *sobsob*
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IDreamtOfYouAt.
9:02 PM
like omg?i just did catholic high's physics paper1 and i am like dumbfounded.it's just soo.......hard.....blah.if mum read this she'd probably say add water to make it soft.tt is lyk besides the point. -_-~~ its not lyk i'm stupid or sth.I'M NOT STUPID.ok.mayb i should b a lil more humble?but still,i'm not stupid.and i cant believe tt i cant do the paper.for fuck's sake.it's bloody tricky can?too chim.haiss.i shall try harder and strive for greater heights.but for now,completing tt paper wud be considered as an achievement liao.haiiss.anw.went for mrs siew's lesson this morn.combined with 4e6.ahhdearr was late for breako.so we were late for class. -_-~ chain reaction?met sha on my way to ginza. =)) and met dearr at ginza de busstop.went to mac and waited.saw sum1[xx] there.but didnt bother.when ahhdearr arrived,she made so much noise.lyk "yak yak yak yak yak times ten to the power of infinity squared."i tink he left bcuz we were toking so loudly.dearr said he went BD.anw.after mrs siew's lesson, we went to ginza.actuallie wanted to play lan.budden dearr said tt we wearing dance tee.den got krss dance.hmpf.so we went to olaho.lo and beho.he was dere.haha?wad a small world?anw this tyme i was the crazy 1 yaking non stop.and he left agn.hehes.went out to draw money.i was a lil hard on cash.walked all the way to maket juz to draw lyk $20? -_-~~bought pao pao cha.ahhdearr suddenly became ahhmahh.lols.chilled at mac and went back to olaho after walking ard aimlessly.auntie gave us bracelets and keychains.so nice. =))strolled back to sch.go c dance.went up to the hall.they were getting ready for dance.spoke to mdm koh for awhile n went back in.depressing.wang laoshii came and asked us to go to music rm.sec1s and afew of the seniors had some "fairy dance" and the rm was airconditioned. =)) we stayed for awhile.depressing.like i dun wana critisize?not interested in brging dwn dance's reputation like tt.i noe we got a gold.but we shouldnt be complacent rite?haiiss.left earlier.mum was nagging.told ahhdearr to leave with me.i was certain wangda wont help her.he seemed busy enuf.she didnt follow.and indeed he had no tme for her.i reali dont noe if i should end on a happy note or not.but 1 ting is for sure.I WAN TO GO TO THEZOO!!!!dearr(s)......i wan to go to the zoo....preety pleash??
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IDreamtOfYouAt.
6:19 PM
=))charmed at 830!!lyk totallie cool!!i love charmed!!piper!!wh0os.anw.feeling lyk so much much much much better.at last.i can jump and walk outa my hse door lyk nth happened to me!!muhahahahahahas. -_-~actuallie wanted to go town with mummie.budden i spotted dad's car so we went home.gosh.daddy's like sooo sick.he's becoming..........me?spent the whole day glued to the com n tv.boring.finallie i can go sch tmr!!!yay!!!tralalalas.go watch charmed liaos. =))
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IDreamtOfYouAt.
8:17 PM
i swallowed my pills!!!yay. -_-~~
duno y i spent lyk 15 yrs chewing tablets and opening capsules.
pleased with myself.but 1 ting's for sure.i'm still gonna chew up panadols.too big lah.and i'm not gonna avoid panadols no more.lyk if i'm not overdosing,no harm rite?
mummy brought me and daddy to the chinese sinseh just nw.drank liang cha. =)) verii nice!!lol.i lyk bitter stuff.but i hate bittergourd.yucks.daddy didnt lyk the liang cha.hahahas.he cute la.chiong everyting down.lols.when the sinseh say got summore he diao down dere.hahahas.
i still remember last tyme when mummy bought the bottled liang cha and told daddy to finish it,he will always leave it there.unless i gulp down half the bottle,he will never touch it.lols.
i hate ginger tea.but daddy loves it.eew.mummy tried to make me drink it just nw.but i was having such a hard tyme,daddy finished it instead.hahahahas.
blah.enough of tt.aunty freda[izit spelt liddat?] called just nw.our conversation was pretty amusing.
*ring ring...ring ring...*
*picks up*
me: harlow?
aunty freda: gaby??!!!what u doing at home??!!!
me: har?what i doing at home?
aunty freda: yah!!what u doing at home??!!!
me: i sick lah.
aunty freda: har?den wad u doing at home?!
me: sick.
aunty freda: now holidays rite?!!no school right?!!never go school?!!
me: yar?no school.but i sick.
aunty freda: sick den never go out?!!!
me: errr.yah?
aunty freda: never go out havoc??!!!!sick den never go out havoc??!!!
me: sick how to go out? -_-~~
aunty freda: sick can go out wad!!!aiya nvm.tel ur mummy ...!@#$%^&*()_ ok??!!!bye.
*kupp*
*toot..............*
O_o?
cute?verii cute?i pity whoever has to marry bryan?naggy mother-in-law.and it's so totallie not gonna be me! O_o jiedi lian.eew.hahas.
i've already got my dearr n ahhdearr.enuf liaos.i cant even handle 2?add another n i die for u to c arh.hahahahas.
mum tried to bake eggtarts.but failed.again. -_-~~ but her pineapple tarts turned out perfect. =)) popo loved it lyk totallie.hahahas.
guess i tok too much.lols.i'm supposed to be sick.but i'm feeling better.at last. =))
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IDreamtOfYouAt.
8:32 PM
BLACK AND WHITE?A black man walks into a cafe one early morning and noticed that he was the only black man there. As he sat down,he noticed a white man behind him. The white man said, "Colored people are not allowed here."The black man turned around and stood up. He then said:"When I was born I was black,""When I grew up I was black,""When I'm sick I'm black,""When I go in the sun I'm black,""When I'm cold I'm black,""When I die I'll be black.""But you sir...""When you're born you're pink,""When you grow up you're white,""When you're sick, you're green,""When you go in the sun you turn red,""When you're cold you turn blue,""And when you die you turn purple.""And you have the nerve to call me colored!!!"The black man then sat back down and the whiteman walked away...
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IDreamtOfYouAt.
9:34 PM
grrrrstill sick.dammit.waste of tyme.saw the doc again this morn.sians.more medicine.i hate falling sick.mum's out.she went out to buy tings.yay!!i get to eat pineapple tarts again!!mum's cooking is lyk gettting better n better.wh0os.but still,i have to stay home.have this dizzy spell going ard me.i tink its the medicine.ytd nite's "horror movie" sucks to the core lyk totallie."from hell" wa lyk sound verii scary horr?got devils and evil magic tingys horr?bullshit lahh.scooby doo more scary lah!!walao stupid show.no head no tail.-_-yawns.gng back to slp.nights.
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IDreamtOfYouAt.
2:33 PM
=)) i'm back.feeling lyk so much better. =))but i still tink i need to c my doc tmr.damn flu wont go off.y do i have to fall sick??!!falling sick is a waste of tyme.a total waste of tyme.when u fall sick u'd most probably slp.sleeping is a waste of tyme.the only reason y i'm slpin is bcoz i dont want eyebags.and humans r made to slp for a certain amt of hrs.other than tt?no way!!blah.i dont lyk sleeping.i mean when ur 6ft under u get to sleep for the rest of ur life rite?rite???yea wadeva.there r more tings to do.-_-~ mummy suddenly struck me with a qn."wad u gonna do when u dun need to slp?if u're complaing of bordom nw,wad wud happen if u get more hrs in life?" erm mummy,tt is totallie besides the point. -_-~yada yada yada.i still hate sleeping.they say du dao lao,xue dao lao[or sth?]. lyk totallie.too mani tings.too little tyme.all because we devote 1/3 of our tyme to sleeping.dorff.wadeva.medicine's kicking in.night.
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IDreamtOfYouAt.
9:37 PM
i'm still sick.......now i'm down with runny nose.dammit.when will all these end??!!my brain says it will end when my doctor returns.which is tmr??!!siansss...and guess wad!!i cant carry julian because i'm sick!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!argh!!!!!!!!walao!!i hate falling sick!!!argh!!but he was slpin juz nw lahh..so not so jialat.i finallie found out his full name. Julian Josiah Heng Jia Jun.damn long can?walao next tyme psle he gotta shade his name tt tyme die lah?poor boii.*ahhch0ooo*i'm still sneezing.i've been ahch0oing my way home.went downstairs with ahhdearr for lunch.and i kinda sneezed my way home.5 steps 1 sneeze.its worse than eating prawns!!!i hate prawns.called dearr juz nw.and i ahhch0ooed thru the whole conversation.until he couldnt stand it,he told me go rest.hahahas.oh well.i wana be ok now!!den i can go c julian!!dorff..wadeva.ahhdearr said my hair cut is nice. =)) cant tell when i let it down.but when i tie it up,there's a significant diff. =))she says i look younger.implying tt i look older with long hair.dorff.i do not look old?!now i realise y julian sounds so familar!its the name of my once upon fav anime character.u noe?cardcaptor sakura?her crush?julian?aka yue?hmm?lol.wadeva.i've gotten over tt craze.hahas.i seriously wana get better.i seriously wana carry julian.*crosses fingers.and toes.=))
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IDreamtOfYouAt.
2:17 PM
i'm bored.again.there's nth to do.well at least mum wont let me do ath.she keeps the hse lyk hazard free?i'm not a baby learning how to walk can?sianss.ok fine i noe she cares.but.....yawns.i noe i shouldnt be out of bed but if i dont get up and walk i'd end up with bed sores.i dont want tt?!so anyway,ahhdearr got frustrated.she blogged but due to some "technical error" her entry got deleted.hahahas.duii.her blog practicallie die,died,died-ed,died-ed-ed.amen?i dont feel drowsy anymore!!probably cuz i slept too much liaos.wonder how come babies can almost slp 24/7?hmms?piggs. =PpPargh.i'm totallie annoyed!!!!y muz it be me?me?me?me?i hate falling sick.argh.dammit.i'm hungry.
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IDreamtOfYouAt.
9:43 PM
i'm pretty useless today.slept like almost the whole day.and i'm gonna slp again once the medicine takes effect.i hate taking afternoon naps.but i dont seem to have a choice.out of the 5 tablets,3 are drowsy ones.i knock out in half an hour.i met mum at westmall ytd afternoon.i took my medicine just before i stepped out.i almost fell aslp on the bus.we ate lunch at the food court.i almost slept there.
mum said we needed to go home.and so we did.i let the sandman do his job.i did set my alarm to wake me up.i wanted to watch tv.hahahas.looks like i'm returning to the babiish days.sleep,wake up,eat,slp,wake up,eat,slp,wake up...........
i tink the medicine wont take effect so soon.i slept almost the whole day.even if i were to slp again,i wud be overcharged.i dont want to explode?
hahaha.dinner tyme.dont feel lyk eating lehh.haiz.i need to.otherwise i'll get gastric again.worse ting is my doc is outa town.had to c a diff doc.lyk he doesnt understand me cann.anyhow give me medicine.all the drowsy 1 summore.duiii.
walao my tt doc damn pro cann.he has lyk 6 children.the wife is a baby factory.start of the yr 1 baby,end of the yr another 1.she seems to enjoy it alot?siao.blah.i'm not gonna be so greedy.2 is more than enough.otherwise i'll go bonkers.yawns.i tink i'm goin back to slp.i hope i can be better by tmr.got tuition.haiz..........the tings i do for education................
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IDreamtOfYouAt.
6:49 PM
i dont feel good.honest.damn it.am i reali tt weak?i mearly just walked home wad.den tio.saii la.stupid sun.i hate doctors.argh!!!daddy pulled out his teeth ytd nite.hahahahahas.took a jab..den he lyk tramatised sia.worst ting is, cant reali feel the needle.cuz i also tio ma..still, i hate needles!!mummy went for a job interview jus now.damn far cann.hahas.craps!!i'm feelin drowsy...............*faints**sleeps on the table**1 sheep jumed over the fence.**2 sheeps jumped over the fence.**3 sheeps jumped over the fence.**4 sheeps jumped over the fence.**zzzZZZzzzZZZzzzZZZ*
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IDreamtOfYouAt.
9:22 PM
i'm back!!lols.went "shopping" with mummy.hahahas.got my hair cut,bought daddy day de present,plucked my brows,ate and paid daddy's insurance. =))mum got locked out this morn.den she had to knock on my window to wake me up.lol.pro liao la she.hahahas.ate breakfast at hm..and a job found her!!wonderful news!!i hope she dun sack the boss again.everytyme sum1 recommends a job to her,she ends up quitting her job.and its always a car repair clerk.lols.i love my hair cut.ok la..its not all tt wonderful.but hey.its shorter!!yay!!my mummy's fren's son's tcher cut it for me.hahas.i might consider learning how to cut ppl's hair 1 day.i might end up famous as a hairdresser.lol.dream on gabrielle.sumtymes i wonder wad wud bcum of me if mummy left me with patrick.will i end up like debra jie?melissa?esther jie?ivy?would i be hu i am?wud i be as intelligent?wud i even survive sch til p6?wud i be working?wud i have met dearr?or wud i be the wife of sum1 from the boyshome?wat if i end up working in geylang?or a drug dealer?wat if i went to IMH?all these questions will never be answered.i dont want to see him.not even susan.or my little brother.he has never acknowledged me.and susan wont let him acknowledge me anyway.i dont even know his name.my own brother.although we're half related,but we're worlds apart.questions,questions and more questions.answers that i want to know,but dont want to either.haiz.but i bet if i stayed with him,my whole life wud be different.totallie different.
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IDreamtOfYouAt.
5:14 PM
i'm bored.tings r lyk totallie not goin rite.i miss tons of ppl.and i need to say it out.or i'll explode!!1st and foremost.debra jie and estella.my parents n i toked bout u today.all the memories we shared.i reali miss u 2.but i cant contact u.can u feel the pain i feel?shen bu ru si.qiu shen bu de,qiu si be neng.i'm broken.i've been broken ever since u left.we need to move on.but all the tymes we spent tgr..the memories..still lingers in my mind.it will never be forgotten.i love you jie.i love you estella.i miss your baby smell.i miss your cries.i miss the way you try and pull out my earings[and it fucking hurts].i miss everyting abt u.no point whining.next,i miss my naiimahh!!duno y.just miss her all of a sudden.i adore the way she tries and call me gaby but ends up calling me maggie.den she will veri frustratedly cal me man man[cantonese petname].hahahas.cute. =))dearr.haven seen you for 2days?or more?its a pity u have classes.but its good too.we can both inprove tgr. =)) somehow i feel that we are meant to be.not every1 is fortunate enuf to find sum1 as understanding as u.or rather,zhen xi.muacks.you may not be the best friend,or the best student,best bball player,lan gamer,lover.but what matters is you treat me the best.u torlerate my every stupid act,and eat the sour cream i throw at u.not every1 can do tt.and i noe u wont eat wat ani tom,dick or harry throws at u.which is gd.i like the way u treat me specially.let other ppl tink wad they wan.i dun give a fuck.i mean they can get pregnant for all i care.special is gd.not every1 got tt fu qi u noe.envy me. -_- .i noe.lame.wadeva.ahhdearr.i miss u alot.although i just saw u lyk today?hmms.lol.had fun with u n Julian juz nw.damn cute.little tingy. =)) we have next yr to fight for playing with the more active Julian.he now lyk low batt la.muz charge 1st.lol.babii!!!!julian!!!!damn cute.miss u.i wana run over to the next block to c u now!!!!!!*grunts*esther jie!and the 4 little rascals!namely,jia min,jia hui,jia yong,osborn.i wan carry osborn!!!!!!budden ar..the other 3 ar..4get it.nvm.i dun wana get beaten,kicked and pinched.soguii shiifuu!!!sian la u today never come!!u bad shiifuu.pontang.i paotou ar.maii play with me ar. =PpPharis korr!!!anita dasao!!!harzirah!!!!sadded u all cant come mum mum with us!!!walao.i wan convert muslim also.. -_-~ jkjk.jkjk.jkjk.jkjk.neoprints.tiaos.tt 1 not person i noe.budden cannot crave for paiizaoo-ing ar?tink outa the box la.maii si si de bang the wall.siao.aiya.i miss so many ppl?oh yah.xiong di jie mei!!zhu peng gou you!!i miss u toos.budden ask me name out all?abit siao ba? =))imissyouimissyouimissyou.
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IDreamtOfYouAt.
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