- ii justt needd somee timee. *

i want to dance beside a frozen lake :: where the snowflakes gently fall from the sky :: the hair swaying in the chilly wind :: as the still moments of the winter everning :: is enlightened by me ::

My Contradictions.

- SEVENTEEN yet EIGHTEEN.
- SOPHISTICATED yet SIMPLE.
- WILD yet TAME.
- CRAZY yet NORMAL.
- BITCHY yet KIND.
- SLUTTISH yet DEMURE.
- FRANK yet SHY.
- CHILDISH yet MATURE.
- DEVILISH yet ANGELIC.
- NARCISSISTIC yet SELFLESS.
- CONFUSED yet SURE.
- FICKLE yet CONSISTENT.
- SELFISH yet GIVING.
- FIERCE yet GENTLE.
- ANNOYING yet LOVABLE.
- HEARTLESS yet SENTIMENTAL.
- SCHEMING yet NAIVE.
- LAZY yet HARDWORKING.
- RETARDED yet INTELLIGENT.
- IGNORANT yet KNOWLEDGEABLE.
- UNFEELING yet CARING.
- SLOPPY yet TIDY.
- IMAGINATIVE yet REALISTIC.
- PESSIMISTIC yet OPTIMISTIC.
- INTROVERTED yet EXTROVERTED.

My Loves.

- ME.MYSELF.I.
- MONEY.
- COMPUTER.
- HAND PHONE.
- CAMERA.
- CHILDREN.
- MIRRORS.
- MAKE UP.
- BITCHING.
- GOSSIPING.
- CRITICIZING.
- SLACKING.

My Hates.

- BEING BROKE.
- BEING SCOLDED.
- BEING BACKSTABBED.
- EMPTY VESSELS.
- HYPOCRITES.
- REPEAT OFFENDERS.
- COMPUTER BREAKDOWN.

My Tagboard.

My Archives.

March 2005

April 2005

May 2005

June 2005

July 2005

August 2005

September 2005

October 2005

November 2005

December 2005

January 2006

February 2006

March 2006

April 2006

May 2006

June 2006

July 2006

August 2006

September 2006

My Links.

-=| Alvin. |=-

-=| Amanda. |=-

-=| Blogger. |=-

-=| Brenda. |=-

-=| Chuan Ru. |=-

-=| Claudia. |=-

-=| Darren. |=-

-=| Desmond. |=-

-=| Eleanna. |=-

-=| Eugene. |=-

-=| Fatin. |=-

-=| Fiona. |=-

-=| Gabriel. |=-

-=| Hazwan. |=-

-=| Huang Zhi. |=-

-=| Jasmine. |=-

-=| Jessica. |=-

-=| Jiaxin. |=-

-=| Jieying. |=-

-=| Joni. |=-

-=| Joyee. |=-

-=| Kenneth. |=-

-=| Phyllis. |=-

-=| Rhoda. |=-

-=| Rosalind. |=-

-=| Saky. |=-

-=| Shahidatul. |=-

-=| Siti Adawiyah. |=-

-=| Steph. |=-

-=| Steven. |=-

-=| Wan Juan. |=-

-=| Weng Lum. |=-

-=| Xia Xue. |=-

-=| Yvonne. |=-

I Love You.

We never really noticed each other.
Or at least I never noticed you.
But now you are my fantasy.
My wonderful dream come true.

Your eyes met mine.
And mine met yours.
The story of Sleeping Beauty.
Riding on a horse.

Often I think of you.
And wonder if you think of me.
I just want to be there with you.
Through times of thick and thin.

Many a time I neglected you.
But you never seem to mind.
You're one in a million.
Once in a lifetime.

When you smile.
It's the greatest prize.
I'm in heaven.
I'm in paradise.

When I close my eyes.
I see your face.
The touch of your hands.
And the way you embrace.

If I'm in trouble.
All I need to do is call.
Cause I know you'll be there for me.
I know you'll catch me if I fall.

You shine like a lighthouse.
And you showed me the light.
And then I see that life.
Is not only black and white.

I believe in love.
The everlasting kind.
But true love and lust.
Are separated by a mere thin line.

I love you for who you are.
For everything you say.
And no matter what happens.
You will never be replaced.

So now you know my feelings for you.
Is not like eating jam and toast.
Our fairytale is full of love.
It's called Amor Infinitus.

|ll|ll|l||ll||ll|l|ll|
c0pyyrighttedd ; [-gabrielle-]

click here to go to my new blog skin!!

Sunday, July 17, 2005

AFTER 15 YEARS,10 MONTHS,13 DAYS.......

i finallie realised.....

that.....

that.....

that.......

supercalifragilisticexpialidocious has no particular meaning. =/

anw,ytd was boring.speech day. -_-"

but wow?peiijiao wans mua to teach her?!tuition?!lyk i'm not tt gd?lyk waddahell?but i guess it's a gd ting bahh.since my physics grade is gng down,down,down.can do some revision.

it all started when she asked if i already studied magnetism.so duhh,yahh.we finished the whole syllabus.she asked if i could explain to her the drawing part.and so i did lohh.ok la..it's abit confusing la.but she got it at the end!!yay.hahas.i feel a sense of accomplisment. -_-"

shuxian also came and kpo.and she understood it immediately.wows.power sia.we ate lunch tgr and peijiao was lyk 'eh gab u teach me tuition la.i pay u.' no way will i accept fees?lyk wad r frens 4? -_-"

den shuxian also kpo and wans me to teach her chem. -_-"

i asked mum and she said go lorhs.hahas.guess i can do some revision?hmms. =))

lols.so anw,the make up ytd wad f-thick cann?lyk spend 3hrs+++ to put on make up for a performance tt last 7mins,less than.man i feel retarded.den finale go there wave flower.siao bo?

and they waxed the floor.fkin slippery can?alot of us almost fell larhs.walaos....

while waiting,we took pics,using steven's cam...

this was the 1st pic i took ytd.liying dragged me into the picture.hahahas.i noe i look retarded.no fringe.lyk some kinda nun hor?walaos ehh.

shuxian, me, liying, yanting.

me, shuxian.hahas. notti sia. haven put on make up still wana take pics. lols.

again?!hahas.she complained tt the earlier pic was too yellow worrhhs.lols.

retardations.

me and liying.now with glitters on our faces.lyk dammit.i took the whole night trying to get rid of the bloody shinny tings.grrr.and now i have more pimples.grrrr.

she complained tt she didnt smile in the previous pic worrh.and so we took another pic. -_-"

carissa[junior],soguii shiifuu[joyce] and me.yah la!i'm short la.wadeva.

me,yong hwee[my son.hahas.],soguii shiifuu,steven.i look extreamly short,dont i?

then,yong hwee complained tt the previous pic was too dark.and we took another pic.this tyme,glenn and wanjuan was dragged in.joyce blocked her face.lols.

ok la.finallie.

i ate dinner with joyce,umi,shaida[izit spelt lidat?] and 1 of the junior[band].cant remember her name.but i call her ada.hahas.bullshitted lyk crazy.hahahas.they're reali funny.couldnt eat my dinner in peace sias.

umi had a flower with her.and she used it as a 'mike' and started 'interviewing' ppl.lame shit larhs.there was alot of laughter from our table.reached home at bout 9plus.dearr wanted to send me home de.but my mummy waited for me at the busstop[my hse de la].

i bought butter prawns for my mummy n daddy.i feel so guilty tt they cant reali enjoyed prawns because i hate 'em.and the last tyme they ate butter prawns was in m'sia.i tink it was last yr ba.gd ting was mummy gave me my card.so i can buy wadeva i want. =))

reached hm,took a long shower and watched tian long ba bu.damn nice i tell u.but damn confusing.i started watching the show abt a month or 2 ago.mum tried to explain the plot to me ytd nite and i was totallie blured.

apparently,mummy had to watch the show 3tymes before she fully understood the plot.i kinda understood it a little,but i tink i'm more interested in the fighting,xuzhu[monk,but later the leader of duno wad sect,and master of piaomiao peak.],duanyii[prince of dali],wang gu niang[some gurl duanyii's head over heels with],and a few other characters.hahahahas.

i watched a small scene during the 1st few episodes and there's this lady tt planted a deep impression in my head.i finallie found out tt she's xuzhu's mum.wow.the story is getting more interesting.xuzhu's dad is actuallie the abbot of shaolin.

aiya.i would be stupid[and confusing] trying to explain tings here.but the show's reali nice!!remember,tian long ba bu,every sat,9pm-11pm on channel u.

i sound as if i'm promoting the show. -_-"

i'm tired.i tink i'll go take (another)nap.yawnssssss.......

Permalink.

IDreamtOfYouAt.

6:36 PM

[-THE.love*--] flows from your heart