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i want to dance beside a frozen lake :: where the snowflakes gently fall from the sky :: the hair swaying in the chilly wind :: as the still moments of the winter everning :: is enlightened by me ::

My Contradictions.

- SEVENTEEN yet EIGHTEEN.
- SOPHISTICATED yet SIMPLE.
- WILD yet TAME.
- CRAZY yet NORMAL.
- BITCHY yet KIND.
- SLUTTISH yet DEMURE.
- FRANK yet SHY.
- CHILDISH yet MATURE.
- DEVILISH yet ANGELIC.
- NARCISSISTIC yet SELFLESS.
- CONFUSED yet SURE.
- FICKLE yet CONSISTENT.
- SELFISH yet GIVING.
- FIERCE yet GENTLE.
- ANNOYING yet LOVABLE.
- HEARTLESS yet SENTIMENTAL.
- SCHEMING yet NAIVE.
- LAZY yet HARDWORKING.
- RETARDED yet INTELLIGENT.
- IGNORANT yet KNOWLEDGEABLE.
- UNFEELING yet CARING.
- SLOPPY yet TIDY.
- IMAGINATIVE yet REALISTIC.
- PESSIMISTIC yet OPTIMISTIC.
- INTROVERTED yet EXTROVERTED.


My Loves.

- ME.MYSELF.I.
- MONEY.
- COMPUTER.
- HAND PHONE.
- CAMERA.
- CHILDREN.
- MIRRORS.
- MAKE UP.
- BITCHING.
- GOSSIPING.
- CRITICIZING.
- SLACKING.


My Hates.

- BEING BROKE.
- BEING SCOLDED.
- BEING BACKSTABBED.
- EMPTY VESSELS.
- HYPOCRITES.
- REPEAT OFFENDERS.
- COMPUTER BREAKDOWN.

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Thursday, July 14, 2005


hahas.haven reali blogged for afew days.i missed my lame shit.lols.


SUNDAY.


attended a band concert.bingheng la.walaos.i actuallie didnt want to go.but he said sth tt reali struck my heart.he said 'how would you like it if u performed to a 70% empty hall?' It just hit me.i'm an 'arts performer[or so to speak]' myself.i wouldnt like it if i performed to a 70% empty hall after so long of practising.


i shouldnt do to others wad i dont want others to do to me.therefore i bugged my parents and bought 3 tickets.i even forgo-ed foowaii's lion dance compeitition.although i tink tt will be much much much more interesting.


it wasnt tt nice,nor was it bad.i hardly go for band concerts.i dont apperciate tt kinda music.although i used to,but the key word is USED TO.after quek and gang intro-ed techno to me,love was definately in the air.


so anw.back to the concert i attended.the ppl dere were fkin childish.noisy,noisy,noisy.damn fucking noisy.doubt they went there to listen to the band.they probably went there to support their boiifrens or sth.damn.


the most childish,retarded ting they did was...


MC: the next song,played by..[sth?], phamton of the opera.
GIRLS bhind:omg...[in some high pitched act cute and ever so 'knowledgable voice]


gawd.the horror.my goosebumbs stood up.my parents couldnt stand it.so right after the concert ended,they left the hall.they didnt even wait for the encore piece.haiis.bing heng said tt it was the 'best' piece worrss.


and mum was acting retarded.she said tt girls(women) wore those formal dresses there. -_-" it's some kinda respect or sth.she even mentioned tt the band ppl r wearing tuxidos.and since they bother to dress up for us,we sld show our respects by wearing sth formal to 'suit' them.


lyk huhs?no?so if u're attending a dance performance and the costume is a half naked suit den u dun wear clothes dere la?siao?wadeva la.



MONDAY.


I WORE KRSS SOCKS FOR PE!!!!!omfg.i actuallie acted lyk some guaii kiia.wore LONG socks,and folded them to make them "shorter".dammit.i looked lyk some fucking bimbo.grrr.but i changed outa it aft pe la.hahahas.jess kept insisting i look kawaii wearing my socks lyk tt. -_-"


joshua went crazy today(monday).cuz we were doin trigo eqns.mr yip gave us some qns to slove.he copied the qn and stoned at the qn.after lyk 3mins,he looked up and said "oh!i noe how to slove it!muhahahahaahahahaaas!I'M A GENIUS!!!"


lols.den mr yip took bing heng's book and copied the qn on the whiteboard.joshua looked up and said "eh!how can he do faster den me?!no!!this is not true!!I'M THE GENIUS!!!" ok.retarded.but funny.he sounded lyk some mad prof.and his voice is deep summore.can u hear the retardness?ok la.i verii bad.sorry.


went for dance aft sch.haiis.the boiis.wad else can i say?nth.


but i do agree with wad zy has said. "we come here.wait for 2hrs.dance 1 tyme.come back down here.wait for another 3-4hrs.go up sing song and wave with the flower."


the boiis werent happy with us.we werent happi with them either.durin the 3-4hr wait,they changed outa the costume.


girls: y u all change??!!
boiis: y we all cannot change leh?!!!!!!!
girls: u still need to wear this for the finale!
boiis: hu ever said we were comin for the finale?!


stop here.does this actuallie imply tt they are not coming?it sounds lyk rite?i mean which stupid idiot wud ask "hu ever said we were goin for the finale?",suddenly appear, and when we ask y they were there,happily reply "hu ever said we werent coming?"?!!!


see the irony?to think the boiis actuallie feel tt they are correct.comon man.how would u lyk it if...


you: i noe u love me.
ur gf: huever said tt i loved u?!
you get sad and angry and everyting else,pick a big fucking fuss and..
ur gf: huever said i didnt love you?!


or or or....


u have danced continuously for 3 tymes and it's supposingly tyme for a break.u start to walk off and....


girls: huever said u can go for break?!!!
you come back with some lanlan face and see the other girls going for their break.
you: how come the girls can go for break?!!!
girls: huever said u cannot go for break?!


and how wud u react then?pick up a MIGHTY ENORMOUS FUSS,MAKING IT SOUND LIKE YOU ARE THE PERSON WHO IS CORRECT AND WE ILL-TREAT AND MAKE YOU A LAUGHING STOCK.but when u do tt to us and we pick a fuss,WE ALWAYS SCOLD YOU FOR NO APPARENT REASON AND YOU MAKE IT SOUND LYK WE ILL-TREAT YOU!!!


yes we shout and scold u.but HOW OFTEN DOES SHARON SCOLD U?!CANT U AT LEAST MAKE HER FEEL AT EASE OR STH?DID U F-SELFISH UNFUCKED DICKHEADS HAVE TO MAKE SHARON CRY??!!!!!!!


i pray tt ur greastest fear will haunt you even when u're rotting in hell.burn u heartless tings.burn.


it doesnt matter.sec4s are no longer in the picture.IT'S OFFICIAL!!!grrr.


i had dinner with joyce and my parents.dearr didnt wana reply me mahh.and my parents wanted to come.so i had a free dinner.muhahahahas.


and guess wad?i was happily eating,then dearr n his bro sat at the table infront!!!!!!wth?he n his bro kept staring at me.walaos.stressed sias.


TUESDAY.


mrs suheedren didnt allow me to ans qns today.she taught organic chem.alkanes,alkenes.she wanted the class to answer.so she came up with an ingenius plan. "if i dont get and answer in 5seconds,i will make the class write lines.except for those who have answered before."


the class fought to answer all her qns.hahas.cute.but at the end she let me answer 1 lahh.lim verii poor ting.mrs suheedren ignored him.despite the 'effort' he made to raise his hand up high.she refused to call him.hahahas.but she did in the end la..


i didnt go n see mr virabak.hahahas.ms sujeetha forgot to tell me the tyme so i pretend i duno lohh.muhahahahahas.had a small heated arguement with dearr.but we're ok now. =))


and guess wad?JULIAN CAME!!!!!TO MUA'S HSE!!!!!muhahahahahahahas.he is so fat nw i wana just pinch his face and never let go.fat arse.hahahas.




cute?i tink the doggy is bigger hor?




julian's granny[aka my tuition tcher cum godmother].julian moved,laoshii also moved.




ok i noe i reali shouldnt not look at the babii when he's drinkin his milk.but laoshii was watchin.so yahh..nvm lohh..and guess wad?there's some f-ugly pimple on my face.grrr.wonderful. =/




hehes.now i noe y so manii ppl say my mum n i look alike.




so cute.and yes..tt is my leg.




"help...i'm sooo scared....the BOOOOGYYY MANNN!!!!"




bleahhsss. =))




*frowns* "hmpf!!CARRY ME.NOW!!!!"




anggg guu guuu. =))


ILOVEYOU JULIAN!!!


WEDNESDAY.


played some NE game.building s'pore worrhs.i expert builder lehh.muhahahahas.i played a second tyme and became a senior builder in abt 20mins.whoos.if they had a super expert,i wud so be a super expert builder.


jessica went nuts lohh.compare who's pitch is higher.DUH IT'S YOU,JESSICA!!!!hahahas. =P cant deny tt i'm not as high pitched as u.wana compare?go find a tape recorder lahh..lol..jkjk.


i ate lunch with charissa.we just finished eating when jessica called me.she asked me to go town with her.fkin hell i was in SCHOOL UNIFROM!!!


ahhdear scarsticallie asked me to go and i stupidly said yes.grrr.dammit.yahh.so i went to town in sch-u when jessica CHANGED!!!!grrrr.the embarassment.i'm never goin out with her in sch-u anymore.


i wanted to go MANGO to look at the clothes.but dammit i remembered tt i was in sch-u so i went into happy hse instead.there's nth nice dere.i guess it has become too 'childish' for me.oh well.


jessica went there just to buy 'NEWS' cd.lyk wth?and guess wad?the VCD had no stock.oh man.it's almost lyk baii zhou yii tang can?grrr.


den i went hm.charmed was so nice ytd.awwws. =))


THURSDAY.


had some weird dream in the morning.i usuallie set my alarm at 5.25.den i would snooze for 10 mins.and another 10mins if i'm reali tired.happened tt i was reali tired today and snoozed til 5.45.the alarm rang and i pressed stop.


i laid in bed and fell aslp agn.in my dream,i woke up and walked to the bathrm.nth's different,except tt my brother is making me breakfast instead of my mum.the toilet door aint a door.it's a plastic sheet.the type u find in hotels when u have a bathtub.


my bro kept popping his head in and kept asking wad breakfast i want.and the last tyme he popped his head in,he said "wo yao zuo lerh.ni yao bu yao song wo xia qu?[i'm going already.do u wana send me downstairs?]" or sth lidat.


i agreed and went downstairs with him.it was still dark and we sat at the sideway.i asked where he wanted to go and he said "home." den a car arrived and my nanny and some other woman was inside.i waved to my nanny but she ignored me and even diao-ed me.


den i 'woke up'.suddenly i heard adabelle's voice in my head.she said she was still slpin.i said me too.den i asked wad tyme it was.she said "duno la.i waiting for my hp to light up.alarm mahh." so i bugged her to check the tyme and she said "walao.7 plus liaos."


i sprang outa bed and asked my mum y she didnt wake me up.she said "sleep 1 more hour verii shiok rite?i noe." so i said "the class is waiting for me to open the door!!!!"


this tyme,i woke up for real.i checked my hp and it was 5.51.6minutes.a dream in 6minutes.actuallie,it's a dream in a dream.weird.i kept waking up onlie to find myself in another dream when i woke up for real.hmmmsss.......


had to see ms sujeetha today.i almost had to go see mr virabak.thank god mum supports me and said "if ms sujeetha asks u to go see him,tell her to call me 1st.and then say tt your mummy says u're fine and dont need to see him at all.if she still insists,pontang lohh."


shuang daoo.wh0os.and i reali said tt.ms sujeetha was lyk 'blink.blink.' "err.ok.wads ur mother's number?" hahahahas.I DONT WANA SEE HIM.I'M PERFECTLY ALRIGHT!!


mrs siew showed us sth today.but i cant remember word for word lahh.it goes sth lyk...


*lim ah teck* was asked to form a sentence using 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10.not onlie did he do tt,he even went backwards agn.


1 day,i went 2 climb a 3 to look at a couple.the man saw me and i 4 down.he wana 5 with me and so i run.den i run til i 6 and throw up.so i went into 7 eleven and throw some 8 at him.den i took a 9 and threaten to stab him.10 God he ran away.i returned the 9 and paid for the 8.i left 7 eleven and went home.at home,i called my boss and said i was 6.he said "5.tmr u dun need to come 4 work.u can go climb a 3 and jump down." i dun understand.i so nice 2 him yet he so bad.i duno wad he 1 la.



hahahas.quite funny rite?lols.


assembly today was B-O-R-I-N-G.lyk totallie.i fell aslp.can u imagine how boring it is?omg.maii play play sia..



didnt go for dance.lyk wth lah?tmr is listening loh.wana drain our energy so tt we cant concentrate tmr izit?waddahell they tink we r?super students?just because ppl from RI can do tt doesnt mean we can.if we are super kids,we wont even be in this sch.


finished my physics hw with ahhdearr.i guess she's slpin nw.hahahas.rest well gal.all the best for tmr. =))


these few days had been quite a pleasure.but it's kinda a lil too much to blog.hahas. =))



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