- ii justt needd somee timee. *

i want to dance beside a frozen lake :: where the snowflakes gently fall from the sky :: the hair swaying in the chilly wind :: as the still moments of the winter everning :: is enlightened by me ::

My Contradictions.

- SEVENTEEN yet EIGHTEEN.
- SOPHISTICATED yet SIMPLE.
- WILD yet TAME.
- CRAZY yet NORMAL.
- BITCHY yet KIND.
- SLUTTISH yet DEMURE.
- FRANK yet SHY.
- CHILDISH yet MATURE.
- DEVILISH yet ANGELIC.
- NARCISSISTIC yet SELFLESS.
- CONFUSED yet SURE.
- FICKLE yet CONSISTENT.
- SELFISH yet GIVING.
- FIERCE yet GENTLE.
- ANNOYING yet LOVABLE.
- HEARTLESS yet SENTIMENTAL.
- SCHEMING yet NAIVE.
- LAZY yet HARDWORKING.
- RETARDED yet INTELLIGENT.
- IGNORANT yet KNOWLEDGEABLE.
- UNFEELING yet CARING.
- SLOPPY yet TIDY.
- IMAGINATIVE yet REALISTIC.
- PESSIMISTIC yet OPTIMISTIC.
- INTROVERTED yet EXTROVERTED.

My Loves.

- ME.MYSELF.I.
- MONEY.
- COMPUTER.
- HAND PHONE.
- CAMERA.
- CHILDREN.
- MIRRORS.
- MAKE UP.
- BITCHING.
- GOSSIPING.
- CRITICIZING.
- SLACKING.

My Hates.

- BEING BROKE.
- BEING SCOLDED.
- BEING BACKSTABBED.
- EMPTY VESSELS.
- HYPOCRITES.
- REPEAT OFFENDERS.
- COMPUTER BREAKDOWN.

My Tagboard.

My Archives.

March 2005

April 2005

May 2005

June 2005

July 2005

August 2005

September 2005

October 2005

November 2005

December 2005

January 2006

February 2006

March 2006

April 2006

May 2006

June 2006

July 2006

August 2006

September 2006

My Links.

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-=| Amanda. |=-

-=| Blogger. |=-

-=| Brenda. |=-

-=| Chuan Ru. |=-

-=| Claudia. |=-

-=| Darren. |=-

-=| Desmond. |=-

-=| Eleanna. |=-

-=| Eugene. |=-

-=| Fatin. |=-

-=| Fiona. |=-

-=| Gabriel. |=-

-=| Hazwan. |=-

-=| Huang Zhi. |=-

-=| Jasmine. |=-

-=| Jessica. |=-

-=| Jiaxin. |=-

-=| Jieying. |=-

-=| Joni. |=-

-=| Joyee. |=-

-=| Kenneth. |=-

-=| Phyllis. |=-

-=| Rhoda. |=-

-=| Rosalind. |=-

-=| Saky. |=-

-=| Shahidatul. |=-

-=| Siti Adawiyah. |=-

-=| Steph. |=-

-=| Steven. |=-

-=| Wan Juan. |=-

-=| Weng Lum. |=-

-=| Xia Xue. |=-

-=| Yvonne. |=-

I Love You.

We never really noticed each other.
Or at least I never noticed you.
But now you are my fantasy.
My wonderful dream come true.

Your eyes met mine.
And mine met yours.
The story of Sleeping Beauty.
Riding on a horse.

Often I think of you.
And wonder if you think of me.
I just want to be there with you.
Through times of thick and thin.

Many a time I neglected you.
But you never seem to mind.
You're one in a million.
Once in a lifetime.

When you smile.
It's the greatest prize.
I'm in heaven.
I'm in paradise.

When I close my eyes.
I see your face.
The touch of your hands.
And the way you embrace.

If I'm in trouble.
All I need to do is call.
Cause I know you'll be there for me.
I know you'll catch me if I fall.

You shine like a lighthouse.
And you showed me the light.
And then I see that life.
Is not only black and white.

I believe in love.
The everlasting kind.
But true love and lust.
Are separated by a mere thin line.

I love you for who you are.
For everything you say.
And no matter what happens.
You will never be replaced.

So now you know my feelings for you.
Is not like eating jam and toast.
Our fairytale is full of love.
It's called Amor Infinitus.

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c0pyyrighttedd ; [-gabrielle-]

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Wednesday, July 06, 2005

lots of singaporeans act cute. AGREE.

Inspired by Samuel/Jun Hao who wrote a very true article.
- Hope this article will be passed down to those who realise it's the truth.

You see, people in friendster are like NUTS, Guys and Girls, no offence but, girls especially. You guys use the word me as miee, you as euu. 'diao' so damn frequently like using your grandma's lawn. Do you guys know the meaning? Guys too, listen up.

Diao - meaning a male's genital or rather, manhood strong and powerful, robust and sturdy. You guys use it as if it's some -_- statement.

Acting cute while you are at it. Like what Samuel said, Friendster profiles are chewed up and spit out like bad bacon.

Next point. I know for you youngsters reading this at the age of 10-13. uP aNd DoWn is WaYyYY cOoL. ReAlLY uBeR aNd 1337. No, if you grow up, you'll find it real lame. Unless you have a nickname which was like this till now. Try completing a resume using aLtErNaTe cAps. I bet the person reading it will laugh his lungs out. It's wayyyy gh3y. YES, GH3Y, pronounce it and it becomes GAY.

Notes to add : GH3Y is in h4ck3r's language.

I'm done with the first half, take a break. Drink some coffee. Done? Read on.

75% of the girls always have this or something similiar in their profiles. ' dUnCh MeSsAgE miie iN fWeNsTeR tWoo aDd eUu. yOU aDd miEe oNlY. dUnCh aDd miIe JusT beCuZ eUu wAnT mOrE fRiEnS. '

OH COME ON. I've seen many girls advertise on irc like this.. example. no offence now. This one's from the channel #teens [02:57] ' add miee in fwenster . . @hotmail.com asap pls. .! thx! '

Her profile which i went to, had the message. **** if u msg muee to add muee in2 ur acct, sowie. im NOT interested. just dun eva try ta add muee jus bcus u wan more fwens or u wan feel popular in fwenster. i dunch entertain to this kinda lame shiet. ****

see the irony?

Anyways. Many people just add to raise some social status. Especially those with 400-500 friends and need another account. You have SOOOOO many so called 'friends'. How many actually talk to u? do you all talk to each other? All 500 of them? even msn messenger cannot hold 500 contacts.

There are sure to be people with 2 account or more, let's take 500 as 400 then. Still, MSN MESSENGER can only hold 150 contacts, unless ur a premium member. I hope i'm not inflicting any pain to you if your one of those like stated above, it's just the painful truth that shows how retarded and imbecile singaporeans can be.

So girls, stop euuu-ing and miieee-ing and pwease, ish bery irritating to shee tat. Such english, go rot in hell ^^. And it isn't cute at all. People would laugh at your stupidity instead.

We would love to minimize the spellings in a word, like reducing you to u. Which retarded would wanna type u as euu? Either you're childish or just stupid. The reason why Singapore isn't very much improving cause of US, we singaporeans have become the laughing stock of society actually. So if you actually read this, which I'm glad you did, please show some credit for this article.

tt was the article.now.my own personal views.

actuallie,i do agree with the fact tt it is irritating.although i myself use words lyk 'practicallie'[practically], 'actuallie'[actually], 'harlowws'[hello], 'worrhhss'[no particular meaning.]

contradicting?yes i noe.

my point is,even though i'm using such 'fonts' to express myself,i might not agree to it.somtymes,it is outa pure playfulness.

it is 'cute' to a certain extend.but not when u overuse it.sometymes i type my words in a certain manner because it's 'convenient'.lyk the words 'tyme'[time].the letter 'y' is closer to the letter 't' than 'i'.

sth liddat lar hor?i mean hu wud wana type can't compared to cant?

naturally,u wouldnt type lyk this in ur resume.siao ar?ur employer wouldnt laugh.he would cry if u were his employee.

i dont noe if it's diffcult to read wad i rite.in my case,i tend to 'standardise' the shortforms i use.some ppl i noe use 'wad' in 1 sentence and 'wat' in the next.but both have the same meaning as 'what'.lyk how do u expect ppl to understand wad exactly u're trying to say if u confuse ppl lyk tt?

it's just lyk how u pronunce 'project' as a verb and 'project' as a noun.mrs siew mentioned tt if u dont get it clear,it wud be a pain for ppl to figure out wad u're trying to say!!

and also,i read in kennysia's blog tt...

"If you write in perfect English, people will say you're a hao-lian elitist.
If you write in casual colloquial English, people will say you cannot write at all."

which is damn true.u cant please the whole world.

through my 15 yrs in life,i have learnt tt if i cant please the whole world flawlessly,i will onlie please myself.but on the condition tt i dont hurt another too deeply.

selfish?hahahas.tt's a different subject. *winks.

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6:40 PM

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