- ii justt needd somee timee. *

i want to dance beside a frozen lake :: where the snowflakes gently fall from the sky :: the hair swaying in the chilly wind :: as the still moments of the winter everning :: is enlightened by me ::

My Contradictions.

- SEVENTEEN yet EIGHTEEN.
- SOPHISTICATED yet SIMPLE.
- WILD yet TAME.
- CRAZY yet NORMAL.
- BITCHY yet KIND.
- SLUTTISH yet DEMURE.
- FRANK yet SHY.
- CHILDISH yet MATURE.
- DEVILISH yet ANGELIC.
- NARCISSISTIC yet SELFLESS.
- CONFUSED yet SURE.
- FICKLE yet CONSISTENT.
- SELFISH yet GIVING.
- FIERCE yet GENTLE.
- ANNOYING yet LOVABLE.
- HEARTLESS yet SENTIMENTAL.
- SCHEMING yet NAIVE.
- LAZY yet HARDWORKING.
- RETARDED yet INTELLIGENT.
- IGNORANT yet KNOWLEDGEABLE.
- UNFEELING yet CARING.
- SLOPPY yet TIDY.
- IMAGINATIVE yet REALISTIC.
- PESSIMISTIC yet OPTIMISTIC.
- INTROVERTED yet EXTROVERTED.

My Loves.

- ME.MYSELF.I.
- MONEY.
- COMPUTER.
- HAND PHONE.
- CAMERA.
- CHILDREN.
- MIRRORS.
- MAKE UP.
- BITCHING.
- GOSSIPING.
- CRITICIZING.
- SLACKING.

My Hates.

- BEING BROKE.
- BEING SCOLDED.
- BEING BACKSTABBED.
- EMPTY VESSELS.
- HYPOCRITES.
- REPEAT OFFENDERS.
- COMPUTER BREAKDOWN.

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January 2006

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July 2006

August 2006

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I Love You.

We never really noticed each other.
Or at least I never noticed you.
But now you are my fantasy.
My wonderful dream come true.

Your eyes met mine.
And mine met yours.
The story of Sleeping Beauty.
Riding on a horse.

Often I think of you.
And wonder if you think of me.
I just want to be there with you.
Through times of thick and thin.

Many a time I neglected you.
But you never seem to mind.
You're one in a million.
Once in a lifetime.

When you smile.
It's the greatest prize.
I'm in heaven.
I'm in paradise.

When I close my eyes.
I see your face.
The touch of your hands.
And the way you embrace.

If I'm in trouble.
All I need to do is call.
Cause I know you'll be there for me.
I know you'll catch me if I fall.

You shine like a lighthouse.
And you showed me the light.
And then I see that life.
Is not only black and white.

I believe in love.
The everlasting kind.
But true love and lust.
Are separated by a mere thin line.

I love you for who you are.
For everything you say.
And no matter what happens.
You will never be replaced.

So now you know my feelings for you.
Is not like eating jam and toast.
Our fairytale is full of love.
It's called Amor Infinitus.

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c0pyyrighttedd ; [-gabrielle-]

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Friday, July 15, 2005

tmr is speech day.and my makeup set is EMPTY.wonderful.

i hope i can fall into a deep sleep and just shut myself from the world.at least for tmr.it's pointless,dancing for a childish speech day.

i dont understand,how primary schools can be so mature but a secondary sch.adopting themes like "rambutan boii","faries".even goin to the extend of putting up SUNFLOWERS all ard the sch.painting walls so childishly,u wouldnt noe tt it is a secondary sch if u remove the students.using CHALK to colour the stairwase wall.BRIGHT colours and all.

if we were all shorter,the school would undeniably become a primary sch.

the Official Opening,supposingly to be a grand,mature affair.but no..the sch put it in such a babylish manner.the school used to be near some rambutan tree area.and students[pionners] used to pluck the rambutans and celebrate or sth.

the main item was the "rambutan boii" show or sth.if i dont remember wrongly,its called "Can Reach." the story line is similar to tt of pinocio.the story of a wooden puppet becoming a real boii.

the lead was a rambutan boii[obviously].and he wants to be a real boii.so the fairy god mother told him,if he showed [duno wad] values,he would be a real boii.

so he studied in this school.and displayed all the values required for him to become a real boii.the fairy was touched by his sincerity and granted his wish.at the end,we all gathered tgr and sang some song from the cartoon "hercules".

everyting was based on cartoons and immature stuffs.if a primary sch does tt,it's perfectly fine!!but..but..omg.i have nth else to say.when i told my mother's fren abt it,she immeaditely exclaimed "OMG?!so childish arh!!" and her son is still in pri sch.

i didnt know wad(how) to reply.

utterly ashamed,i changed the topic.if i knew i was gonna get tt kinda answer,i wouldnt even have told her.

i was one of the helpers,helping to decorate the school for OO.i thought it wasnt too bad.cuz it was sliver and yellow(?).i thought pretty mature.alot,alot,alot of effort was put into the deco.

the day before OO,every1 stayed til late at night.i left at 7pm.but there were still ppl helping to decorate the place.i heard they left at 9pm.on the day,i arrived in sch at 7am.and we decorated,patched up stuffs,all the way til 5-6pm.and the OO started.

but at the end of the day,it is still deemed as childish.all because of the rambutan ting.gong kuii yii kuii.

i seriously have nth to say abt this speech day either.the sec1 dancers were asked to perform the opening dance.and it's called the "fairy dance".i saw the setup for the foyer[they're performing at the foyer].it's...smelly?

they placed fake leaves at the "back" as if it's some kinda curtain.den they added sunflowers.how da hell are the dancers supposed to make full use of the area if it's so SMELLY?!omg.i pity them.i seriously do.

worse of all.they dont look lyk fairies.they look lyk wood nyphms.u noe?the kind u find in forests?wood creatures?with green everyting?yes.the dancers look lyk dat.they use the metamorphisis[how da hell u spell tt?!i forgot agn.] cosume.and added fake leaves on their heads.lyk the "celebrating the arrival of spring[dance piece]" liddat.

machiam going for wood contest.i tell u they confirm win de.

the staircase railings are filled with sunflowers.fake ones summore.damn cheepo la.wan also muz use better quality ma.wan keep for wad?use agn next speech day arh?den when we singing the school song,muz wave some kinda flower. -_-"

bo liaos la reali.

thank god this is my last yr here.PHEW.

i am so NOT looking forward to tmr.

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