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Monday, July 04, 2005


ytd nite was a horror.


daddy went to slp before me and the whole hse was darn dark.lyk the onlie light comes from my rm.damn scary.


daddy has never went to slp before me b4.i tink he was exausted by the zoo outing.damn scary cann?there were noises outside my door.someone was sniffing really loudly.and it wasnt me.tings were moving.i was pertrified.



i had to slp rite?so i turned off my com.the sniffing stopped.i opened the door and the hse was totallie dark.my pillow was outside and i need the toilet.i ran to the switches and turned on all the lights in the kitchen.


the hse lighted up and i ran for my pillow on the sofa.went to the toilet[i didnt brg my pillow la.] den took my pillow,crossed my fingers,turned off the lights and rushed for my rm.thank god i didnt turn off the lights in my rm.


got my bed ready for me to slp and i turned off the lights.tried to put myself to slp but the noises outside started again.i heard my parent's room door open and close agn.i swore i heard my mother coughing.but it was midnight.


she will never wake up at midnight.probably at 2 or 3 or 4 but never midnight.i msged dearr and he wasnt aslp.but he couldnt call me and tt made tings worse.everytyme he sent a msg and the fone vibrated,a chill ran down my spine.


i dont know y.i closed my eyes.the door opened and closed.i tot it was my rm door.i took a peek but no1 was dere.i looked ard my whole rm but the onlie light came from the aircon.


to tink tt i,some1 hu loves horror movies, would be afraid of a little noise.


ytd nite wasnt the 1st tyme i heard noises.in the past,some1 upstairs would roll marbles.or shift tables.every single night they would shift sth.every night marbles would be heard rolling on the floor.kids would jump from the living room to the kitchen and back agn.


we tried to ask them to keep it down.but they claimed tt they never made noises.and there were no kids in the hse.we were freaked out and requested for some exorcist to come.my mother's fren was 1.he said to ignore it and it will go away.and it has.


i dont tink tt it will happen agn.mayb it WAS my mother.or my own imagination.i had earplugs on but i heard it.i heard every single sniff.i heard the door knob turn.i heard it all.


probably i was too tired.afterall,i walked endlessly for 6 hrs.mayb i watched too mani horror movies.mayb i was just paranoid because my dad went to slp earlier den i.


i dont want to admit it but i saw mist in my room before i slept.it smelt lyk perfume.the kind mum likes to spray in my room.i closed my eyes and the sniffing got louder.i told myself i needed to slp.


i bit my fingers until i could feel the mark.i wanted the noise to stop and tears rolled down my cheeks to my pillow.i prayed reallie hard.can you feel my horror?


finallie the noises stopped and i fell aslp.it was 10+am when i awoke.i felt a sense of relieve tt i overcomed the night.


i dont know how to explain all these.except tt it is all a LIE.and YOU WERE TRICKED!!!


muhahahahahahas. =P



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