<body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar/11026729?origin\x3dhttp://gab-gabb-gabby.blogspot.com', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script> <!-- --> <div id="b-navbar"> <a href="http://www.blogger.com/" id="b-logo" title="Go to Blogger.com"> <img src="http://www.blogger.com/img/navbar/3/logobar.gif" alt="Blogger" width="80" height="24" /> </a> <form id="b-search" action="http://www.google.com/search"> <div id="b-more"> <a href="http://www.blogger.com/" id="b-getorpost"> <img src="http://www.blogger.com/img/navbar/3/btn_getblog.gif" alt="Get your own blog" width="112" height="15" /> </a> <a href="http://www.blogger.com/redirect/next_blog.pyra?navBar=true" id="b-next"> <img src="http://www.blogger.com/img/navbar/3/btn_nextblog.gif" alt="Next blog" width="72" height="15" /> </a> </div> <div id="b-this"> <input type="text" id="b-query" name="q" /> <input type="hidden" name="ie" value="UTF-8" /> <input type="hidden" name="sitesearch" value="w0ainii.blogspot.com" /> <input type="image" src="http://www.blogger.com/img/navbar/3/btn_search.gif" alt="Search" value="Search" id="b-searchbtn" title="Search this blog with Google" /> <a href="javascript:BlogThis();" id="b-blogthis"> BlogThis!</a> </div></form></div> <script type="text/javascript"> <!--function BlogThis() {Q='';x=document;y=window;if(x.selection) {Q=x.selection.createRange().text;} else if (y.getSelection) { Q=y.getSelection();} else if (x.getSelection) { Q=x.getSelection();}popw = y.open('http://www.blogger.com/blog_this.pyra?t=' + escape(Q) + '&u=' + escape(location.href) + '&n=' + escape(document.title),'bloggerForm', 'scrollbars=no,width=475,height=300,top=175,left=75,status=yes,resizable=yes');void(0);}--> </script> <div id="space-for-ie"> </div>
i want to dance beside a frozen lake :: where the snowflakes gently fall from the sky :: the hair swaying in the chilly wind :: as the still moments of the winter everning :: is enlightened by me ::

My Contradictions.

- SEVENTEEN yet EIGHTEEN.
- SOPHISTICATED yet SIMPLE.
- WILD yet TAME.
- CRAZY yet NORMAL.
- BITCHY yet KIND.
- SLUTTISH yet DEMURE.
- FRANK yet SHY.
- CHILDISH yet MATURE.
- DEVILISH yet ANGELIC.
- NARCISSISTIC yet SELFLESS.
- CONFUSED yet SURE.
- FICKLE yet CONSISTENT.
- SELFISH yet GIVING.
- FIERCE yet GENTLE.
- ANNOYING yet LOVABLE.
- HEARTLESS yet SENTIMENTAL.
- SCHEMING yet NAIVE.
- LAZY yet HARDWORKING.
- RETARDED yet INTELLIGENT.
- IGNORANT yet KNOWLEDGEABLE.
- UNFEELING yet CARING.
- SLOPPY yet TIDY.
- IMAGINATIVE yet REALISTIC.
- PESSIMISTIC yet OPTIMISTIC.
- INTROVERTED yet EXTROVERTED.


My Loves.

- ME.MYSELF.I.
- MONEY.
- COMPUTER.
- HAND PHONE.
- CAMERA.
- CHILDREN.
- MIRRORS.
- MAKE UP.
- BITCHING.
- GOSSIPING.
- CRITICIZING.
- SLACKING.


My Hates.

- BEING BROKE.
- BEING SCOLDED.
- BEING BACKSTABBED.
- EMPTY VESSELS.
- HYPOCRITES.
- REPEAT OFFENDERS.
- COMPUTER BREAKDOWN.

My Tagboard.


My Archives.

click here to go to my new blog skin!!

Friday, August 19, 2005


发生了什么事?


我们的感情变得呢么冷。


我们很努力的保持这段友情,


可是却力不从心。


为什么?


I WANT A TAMAGUCHI!!!!*tuggs.*darrdarrhh.....i wan tamaguchi....i wan momo.....i wan i wan i wan. =(


ok tt sounds familiar.ohh!!the advertisment.hahahahahas. =P


my burfday coming soon.yay i'm so elated!!presents,age,n....prelims.....


i never took any interest in studies,much less exams.therfore i NEVER prepare.so stop telling me what to do.i noe i'll do much better if i revise.but tt's not me.i WANT to be me.


life is almost meaningless.


what is meaning?


is it obeying your parents?studies?pacifying your boiifren/gerrfren?NS?work?husband/wife?watching your children?telling your grandchildren stories?fighting off old age?


what is it?this word.this empty but impactful mass of letters?


life is unexpected.i dont believe in fate.because whatever tt happens is a result of our own actions.can u even noe tt u changed your own fate?


u reach a fork and there r 2 paths.if u walk path A,how do u noe tt u were not fated to walk path B?yet when u walk path B,how do u not noe tt u were actuallie supposed to walk path A but u changed your fate?


if there is fate,i trust tt it cannot be modified.


i once watched a show, "minority report".one man[man A] rolled a ball on the table and wanted it to fall off but another man[man B] caught it.


A: why did u catch the ball?
B: because it was going to fall off the table.
A: but it didnt,because u caught it.


there are mani tings in life tt neither science nor humans can explain.u can explain why there is light and heat.you can relate to someone when u're troubled.but how do u explain or relate fate?


mani ppl choose to believe in God.and i'm NOT anti them.because i noe tt humans are born to be survivors,not emotional pillars.


living things will do anything,and everyting to survive.and ther has to be something or someone to constantly remind them not to go overboard.and us humans believe in God.


i dont mind going to church.i dont mind saying prayers before i eat my food.but i dont wana look for "lost ships".if i ever believe in christ,i shall go abt my own way w/o forcing others.i'm not saying tt ppl should not try.but dont force.


i can be open.but i dont lyk being forced.i remember vividly,a lady tried to bring God into my life.she came to my hse every now and then to say prayers and paise the Lord tgr with me n my family.she tried to force me.constantly bugging me to be a christian.she even went to convince my grandmother.


we're not in contact anymore.and i'm thankful.


my bottomline,having faith is not wrong.but by forcing your faith unto others is not right.


there's another show tt i watched, "signs"[verii recent hurhs?] the father told this guy, "there r 2 types of ppl.some see signs as a blessing,others see it as fear.when someone has faith,they believe tt there is someone or something out there to guide them if aniting goes wrong.therefore they see signs as a blessing.the other type choose to believe in themselves.they have no one to lean back on when they fall.thus,they fear signs.so which type r u?"



i'm the second type.i fear every single threat.i fear every single action.i dont trust.yes i'm superficial.but hu isint?i dont even trust myself.


this can go on n on n on.there is no solution,no answer,only imagination.


ever watch cliffhangers?they make u tink.they make you imagine.and tt is life.


-人是美的。
-可是为什么社会又是那么丑呢?



Permalink.
IDreamtOfYouAt.

9:44 PM



[-THE.love*--] flows from your heart