- ii justt needd somee timee. *

i want to dance beside a frozen lake :: where the snowflakes gently fall from the sky :: the hair swaying in the chilly wind :: as the still moments of the winter everning :: is enlightened by me ::

My Contradictions.

- SEVENTEEN yet EIGHTEEN.
- SOPHISTICATED yet SIMPLE.
- WILD yet TAME.
- CRAZY yet NORMAL.
- BITCHY yet KIND.
- SLUTTISH yet DEMURE.
- FRANK yet SHY.
- CHILDISH yet MATURE.
- DEVILISH yet ANGELIC.
- NARCISSISTIC yet SELFLESS.
- CONFUSED yet SURE.
- FICKLE yet CONSISTENT.
- SELFISH yet GIVING.
- FIERCE yet GENTLE.
- ANNOYING yet LOVABLE.
- HEARTLESS yet SENTIMENTAL.
- SCHEMING yet NAIVE.
- LAZY yet HARDWORKING.
- RETARDED yet INTELLIGENT.
- IGNORANT yet KNOWLEDGEABLE.
- UNFEELING yet CARING.
- SLOPPY yet TIDY.
- IMAGINATIVE yet REALISTIC.
- PESSIMISTIC yet OPTIMISTIC.
- INTROVERTED yet EXTROVERTED.

My Loves.

- ME.MYSELF.I.
- MONEY.
- COMPUTER.
- HAND PHONE.
- CAMERA.
- CHILDREN.
- MIRRORS.
- MAKE UP.
- BITCHING.
- GOSSIPING.
- CRITICIZING.
- SLACKING.

My Hates.

- BEING BROKE.
- BEING SCOLDED.
- BEING BACKSTABBED.
- EMPTY VESSELS.
- HYPOCRITES.
- REPEAT OFFENDERS.
- COMPUTER BREAKDOWN.

My Tagboard.

My Archives.

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January 2006

February 2006

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April 2006

May 2006

June 2006

July 2006

August 2006

September 2006

My Links.

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-=| Steven. |=-

-=| Wan Juan. |=-

-=| Weng Lum. |=-

-=| Xia Xue. |=-

-=| Yvonne. |=-

I Love You.

We never really noticed each other.
Or at least I never noticed you.
But now you are my fantasy.
My wonderful dream come true.

Your eyes met mine.
And mine met yours.
The story of Sleeping Beauty.
Riding on a horse.

Often I think of you.
And wonder if you think of me.
I just want to be there with you.
Through times of thick and thin.

Many a time I neglected you.
But you never seem to mind.
You're one in a million.
Once in a lifetime.

When you smile.
It's the greatest prize.
I'm in heaven.
I'm in paradise.

When I close my eyes.
I see your face.
The touch of your hands.
And the way you embrace.

If I'm in trouble.
All I need to do is call.
Cause I know you'll be there for me.
I know you'll catch me if I fall.

You shine like a lighthouse.
And you showed me the light.
And then I see that life.
Is not only black and white.

I believe in love.
The everlasting kind.
But true love and lust.
Are separated by a mere thin line.

I love you for who you are.
For everything you say.
And no matter what happens.
You will never be replaced.

So now you know my feelings for you.
Is not like eating jam and toast.
Our fairytale is full of love.
It's called Amor Infinitus.

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c0pyyrighttedd ; [-gabrielle-]

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Thursday, August 25, 2005

speech relay was boring.

the speakers were.....let's not tok abt it.

i was so bored tt i turned ard and chatted with maomao,lim,bh n charissa.imagine how boring it can be la.cuz i'm not the type tt will just turn my back on a speech.i always finish listening to wad some1 has to say but today?omg.

失败，失败。goodness.i tink i speak better.seriously.the best speaker was this gurl from auriga.she needed NO NOTES!!wow?ok la i admit tt i needed notes last yr.haha.i fumbled and ate some of my words.but nvm.it's all over. =))

oh yes!!ghost stories.spooky!!!we actuallie started durin chinese lesson.it was a free period[it's always a free period] for those hu r not retaking.so ros,adabelle,rhoda toked abt some ghost show they saw on tv.i came into the picture later on.

1st we toked abt shows,den to movies,then to wad we read on the net and finallie to real live experiences.

i'm sure EVERYONE has bumped into something during their lifetyme.and to be honest,I AM BLARDY SCARED NOW CUZ I'M TYPIN THIS AND IT'S THE 7TH MONTH!!!

so ok wadeva.if i'm gona tok abt it,den i better make it snappy.

1st stop: the mirror.some spooky show tt ros watched on tv.it's abt this mirror[machiam those dressing table with drawers] and how it can tell the truth,predict,and take lives.there r 3 versions.i of them from shanghai.the other is from s'pore and lastly hongkong.

i didnt reali get the shanghai version but i tink some 1 died infront of the mirror n possessed it.then some lady bought the mirror.she had a neice and her neice loves to lie.if u wana noe sth,u "tok" to the mirror and open it's drawer and a slip will have words on it.tellin u wad to do.

1 day the aunt's boiifren came and asked for her.the gurl said she out.so the boiifren went out and it so happened tt there was some kinda riot.and he got killed.den the drawer opened by itself and had the words "a lie leads to a fatal consequence."

the s'pore 1 is lame,so i shall nt tok abt it.

the hong kong 1 is abt this couple.the man fell in love with another and the gurl was angry.she told her "story" to the mirror and the slip appeared agn.it had the word "杀[kill]" in blood.so the gurl did and in the end,she died and so did every1 else except for the man.

okok,i'm not so enthu abt tt.here's my catch.i got kinda spooked out by a real incident found on the net.it's a game but DONT EVER TRY IT!!

there were 4 students.they went into a pitch black classroom and each took a corner.the 1st person started walking in 1 direction to the corner infront.when he reached,he tapped the 2nd person on the shoulder and stayed there.

the 2nd person will continue to walk and tap the 3rd person n so on.when the 4th person walks to the 1st corner,there should be no1 so he claps.the cycle will continue and a clap should be heard constantly.but after some tyme,no clap was heard.

soon after,the students went missing.

lyk CHOCOLATE FUDGE!!!i'm gona cry.no la.haha.zhong wen made this loud "BOO!!" and rhoda reali got scared and cried.haiyo!!but nvm.laoshu, i'm always here. =))

there were mani more stories but i tink it's late.and it's verii 邪门[inauspicious] to say such tings now.scarly i get cursed arhh!!lol.nahs.

i believe in good ghosts.not bad.i tink the real culprits are us humans.lyk they never come disturb us but we try to search for their realm tyme n tyme agn.i dont tink it's fair.seriously,curiosity kills the cat.or perhaps,the human.

my mother once told me abt this spirit tt lived in my old hse.but she's good.cuz she saved my grandfather.she also protected my grandmother to a ripe old age.and i respect her for tt.

there was this tyme,my mummie was slpin and she heard her name being called agn n agn.but it was no familar voice.so she awoke and heard water running.she went to the toilet and my grandfather was there.he fell while trying to do sth with the shower.water was running down his face and he almost drowned.

when we moved,my grandmother dreamt of a lady carring 1 luggage in each hand.she said "i'm leaving.u take good care of urself ok." in cantonese.and from then on,sickness struck my granny all at 1 shot.

so i believe tt there are good spirits. =)) and tt they will always protect us if we dont cross the border.

so i guess i'm gona end here.i shall tok abt lim's ghostly encounter tmr.it's damn funny.at least for us. =))

good nites.

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