- ii justt needd somee timee. *

i want to dance beside a frozen lake :: where the snowflakes gently fall from the sky :: the hair swaying in the chilly wind :: as the still moments of the winter everning :: is enlightened by me ::

My Contradictions.

- SEVENTEEN yet EIGHTEEN.
- SOPHISTICATED yet SIMPLE.
- WILD yet TAME.
- CRAZY yet NORMAL.
- BITCHY yet KIND.
- SLUTTISH yet DEMURE.
- FRANK yet SHY.
- CHILDISH yet MATURE.
- DEVILISH yet ANGELIC.
- NARCISSISTIC yet SELFLESS.
- CONFUSED yet SURE.
- FICKLE yet CONSISTENT.
- SELFISH yet GIVING.
- FIERCE yet GENTLE.
- ANNOYING yet LOVABLE.
- HEARTLESS yet SENTIMENTAL.
- SCHEMING yet NAIVE.
- LAZY yet HARDWORKING.
- RETARDED yet INTELLIGENT.
- IGNORANT yet KNOWLEDGEABLE.
- UNFEELING yet CARING.
- SLOPPY yet TIDY.
- IMAGINATIVE yet REALISTIC.
- PESSIMISTIC yet OPTIMISTIC.
- INTROVERTED yet EXTROVERTED.

My Loves.

- ME.MYSELF.I.
- MONEY.
- COMPUTER.
- HAND PHONE.
- CAMERA.
- CHILDREN.
- MIRRORS.
- MAKE UP.
- BITCHING.
- GOSSIPING.
- CRITICIZING.
- SLACKING.

My Hates.

- BEING BROKE.
- BEING SCOLDED.
- BEING BACKSTABBED.
- EMPTY VESSELS.
- HYPOCRITES.
- REPEAT OFFENDERS.
- COMPUTER BREAKDOWN.

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My Archives.

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I Love You.

We never really noticed each other.
Or at least I never noticed you.
But now you are my fantasy.
My wonderful dream come true.

Your eyes met mine.
And mine met yours.
The story of Sleeping Beauty.
Riding on a horse.

Often I think of you.
And wonder if you think of me.
I just want to be there with you.
Through times of thick and thin.

Many a time I neglected you.
But you never seem to mind.
You're one in a million.
Once in a lifetime.

When you smile.
It's the greatest prize.
I'm in heaven.
I'm in paradise.

When I close my eyes.
I see your face.
The touch of your hands.
And the way you embrace.

If I'm in trouble.
All I need to do is call.
Cause I know you'll be there for me.
I know you'll catch me if I fall.

You shine like a lighthouse.
And you showed me the light.
And then I see that life.
Is not only black and white.

I believe in love.
The everlasting kind.
But true love and lust.
Are separated by a mere thin line.

I love you for who you are.
For everything you say.
And no matter what happens.
You will never be replaced.

So now you know my feelings for you.
Is not like eating jam and toast.
Our fairytale is full of love.
It's called Amor Infinitus.

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c0pyyrighttedd ; [-gabrielle-]

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Tuesday, October 18, 2005

oh man.duno if i'm LUCKY or FUCKING UNLUCKY.

i killed another cockroach.which was also LAYING EGGS.dammit.actuallie,i caught it after it has laid the eggs but waddahell,it still had eggs bside it.

blahh.packed my rm for the renovation.FUCKERS HAD TO COME WHEN THE OLEVEL PRACTICAL STARTS.grrr.but anw,practical study wad? O_o?

anw,i walked to central with darrarrhh juz nw.my card no money.siannss.we played ard and duno y,he gt EMO.grrrr.I HATE IT WHEN PPL KICK STONES OR BANG ON THINGS WHEN THEY ARE ANGRY.FUCKING PISSES ME OFF.

oh well.i bo bians but to 4give him also rite?hahas.see i soooo nice. =))

then he saw his church pastor and got emo once agn. =/ apparently,there's this dispute between him n his pastor which caused him emotional stress[?].he told me the story and DAMN.NOW I'M THE ~~PISSED~~ ~~ANGRY~~ ~~AGITATED~~ ~~WORKED UP~~ ~~VIOLENT~~ [ok...uncancel everyting i've cancelled.i've run out of words] person.

grrrr.long story.fucking bitch.damn u.u noe wad she told him?she told him to stay away from me BECAUSE I'M NOT A ~~FUCKING~~ CHRISTIAN.damn,hu does she tink she is?he loves ME,not her.

AND, although i'm not a christian,I DONT FUCKING DISCRIMINATE MY FRIENDS OR LOVED ONES BECAUSE OF THEIR RELIGION.with tt,i am anytyme more respected and a better person than the 'loyal follower of the Lord.'

i thought religions r supposed to teach sum1 to be a better person.to let some1 have faith in what seems lyk an endless series of unfortunate events[ohh.i love tt show. <3].FORCE?aint tt going ~~a little~~ way too far?

even if i'm not a christian,SHE DIDNT EVEN TRY TO PERSUADE HIM TO ENCOURAGE ME TO GO TO CHURCH.fucker.i have nth against churches.its not as if i will start melting once i step in.i dont have such birth defects.nor will i go in and burn hellnotes to Jesus.*slaps my mouth for saying rude stuffs*

probably i'm over reacting.but tt's not the end of her unreasonable actions.

because he's my darrdarrhh,we most probably share common habits.and one ting we have in common is the 'HECK CARE ABT PAPERS' attitude.so therefore,his entry proof is TORN,verii badly.at 1st he was thankful[i suppose so.bec i wud be],as he gave a copy of the entry proof to his pastor[actuallie,his pastor wanted it from him.saying it's important].now tt its nearing the exams,he asked a for a copy from her.

*disclaimer* he hasnt gone to church for 3 weeks due to the fact tt he's pissed with her for her request to stay away from me.opps?

little did he noe tt his pastor REFUSED to give him the copy unless he went to church.so now the importance of the entry proof comes to light aye?SHE IS SO UNREASONABLE.I HAVE NEVER SEEN/HEARD OF SUCH A PASTOR.grrr.i wish tt she will be the onlie pastor tt does tt.

she called him up to try to 'persuade' him to go to church[using the entry proof].he explained tt olevels are coming and he would lyk to study.afterall,he's not even baptised[is tt how u spell it?] yet.

making a BIG hoohaa,she asked him 'studies more important or God more important?' he got sooo PISSED,and replied 'studies la!!' without hesitation.

she rattled on and on,still refusing to give him HIS entry proof.he got so angry,he kupped the call.

grrrrrr.i feel angry for him.i wana slap her.

he said next tyme she calls,he'll divert the call to me or my mum.WHO0S.SEE HOW SHE DIE IF MY MUMMIE PICKS UP THE CALL.imagine......

pastor: helos,is fendy ard?
mummie: fendy?no.this is his girlfriend's mother.WHAT DO YOU WANT?

WAKAKAKAKAKAKAS.SHIOK.

oh boii..i feel so much better letting it out.well,tyme to cook rice. =)) good day. <3

FYI: i was baptised when i was born.so i lived 16+ years as a christian although i dont go to church.what makes tt pastor tink she's so 'pure'?going to church doesnt mean she's a faithful follower can?and i thought there's onlie 1 Jesus?so many homes?if tt's the case,i tink i'll prefer him living in my heart instead of a COLD COLD[except sundays] chapel.at least my heart is warm,beating and has a soul.

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