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i want to dance beside a frozen lake :: where the snowflakes gently fall from the sky :: the hair swaying in the chilly wind :: as the still moments of the winter everning :: is enlightened by me ::

My Contradictions.

- SEVENTEEN yet EIGHTEEN.
- SOPHISTICATED yet SIMPLE.
- WILD yet TAME.
- CRAZY yet NORMAL.
- BITCHY yet KIND.
- SLUTTISH yet DEMURE.
- FRANK yet SHY.
- CHILDISH yet MATURE.
- DEVILISH yet ANGELIC.
- NARCISSISTIC yet SELFLESS.
- CONFUSED yet SURE.
- FICKLE yet CONSISTENT.
- SELFISH yet GIVING.
- FIERCE yet GENTLE.
- ANNOYING yet LOVABLE.
- HEARTLESS yet SENTIMENTAL.
- SCHEMING yet NAIVE.
- LAZY yet HARDWORKING.
- RETARDED yet INTELLIGENT.
- IGNORANT yet KNOWLEDGEABLE.
- UNFEELING yet CARING.
- SLOPPY yet TIDY.
- IMAGINATIVE yet REALISTIC.
- PESSIMISTIC yet OPTIMISTIC.
- INTROVERTED yet EXTROVERTED.


My Loves.

- ME.MYSELF.I.
- MONEY.
- COMPUTER.
- HAND PHONE.
- CAMERA.
- CHILDREN.
- MIRRORS.
- MAKE UP.
- BITCHING.
- GOSSIPING.
- CRITICIZING.
- SLACKING.


My Hates.

- BEING BROKE.
- BEING SCOLDED.
- BEING BACKSTABBED.
- EMPTY VESSELS.
- HYPOCRITES.
- REPEAT OFFENDERS.
- COMPUTER BREAKDOWN.

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Sunday, January 01, 2006


happy new yr ppl!!!!!!!!


i hope this yr will be better.i guess it will be.cuz i'll be breaking away from the boring everyday-the-same-thing sec sch life!!!!YAY!!!!


come to think of it,reading my blog seems boring.and i've evolved from the kiddish "todae moii went tuhh moii popohh's hsee." and came to typing more proper,but still with shortcut slangs.


i guess it's been a fruitful year.i got along with my parents, had more freedom, learnt tt there's such a game called POOL(i wana play!!!!), had more frens, bitched ard lyk i've never done before, wore clothes tt i've never wore before, tasted the power of being a SENIOR, fell sick pretty often, went to the ZOO, met the guy i truly loveD, really studied for my exams, felt stressed, had the joy of being top for subjects, PASSED CHINESE, painted my nails, got CHICKEN POX and DENGUE, went through heartbreak, had my first job, but best of all, i passed through yet another year.


i hope this year will be better.though i might not experience many more new things,i hope i can adapt when i'm faced with obstacles.its amazing how people can move on as if nth happened,while others are trapped in the misery of what seems to be nth but memories.


i hope i'm the one moving on.


mayb some things tt i do are rash and hurting,but i do so for a reason.to the people who hate me, i cant stop u from doing so.all i can say is,i've stopped hating,maybe its time u moved on and meet new people.its a tough job to hate.y not go meet new ppl and forget me since i make ur job tough?i've not forgotten,but i dont bite unless u bite me.


to the ppl who dont noe me well, dont be too quick in making comments.u never noe when it'll hurt someone.i'm not toking abt me.my heart cant possibly break,cuz it wasnt even whole to start with.always noe sum1 better before labelling them.its good for u,them and everyone.


to the ppl hu loved/love me, i love u toos.*big hugs and wet kisses.


lastly, to my family, thanks for being there.thanks for not being there as well.just thanks.*cheers.


i've come up with a small list of wad i wana do this year.i hope i get them done.here goes:


1) study hard for poly
2)quit bitching ard so much
3)socialise more
4)4get those painful pasts
5)go jogging every sat
6)never regret my decisions
7)work harder for $$
8)finish wad i start


i guess tt's about it.


i realised tt i never said hahaha in this entry.here goes..........HAHAHAHAS.ok.i'm lame.i guess tt's abt all i wana say.daddy's flying for kuait tonight.at an unearthly hour of 3am.gosh.so we'll be leaving at abt 1am.my daddy hero,he still haven pack his luggage. -_-"


okok.i've said enough crap.i wana slp.mum woke me up at lyk 9am.i slept at 3 last nite.good nights ppl.



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