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Saturday, January 07, 2006

i'm currently dominating my dad's comp.muahahaas.not onlie has it been moved into my room,it now has folders,pictures,songs,softwares,passwords,almost lyk my old comp.

i'm working on my new skin.which i actuallie promised myself tt i wud complete b4 2006.but tt was b4 my comp broke down.hahahas.ohh well.

spent the day installing frontpage,photoshop,msger plus and some other softwares.muahahahahas.this comp is mine.i actuallie didnt wana step outa my hse.but mum had to call and ask me to go imm to meet her.

and so i did.when i got down the bus,i got the fright of my life.alvin was there.i onlie saw him at a glance.cuz he was with a tall guy n another shortie.which i later found out was fendy.lols. =X i was tinking of going over to say hi.cuz i didnt noe he was there.but then i decided not to.

i had my ipod at near full blast and i was wearing this childish top which is lyk 2-3 yrs old.LOLS.to tink i could still fit huhz?hahahas.so i brushed tt tot aside n carried on walking.while turning at a corner,i duno y,but i had the urge to turn back n look.and poof.there he was with alvin n another tall guy.

i guess its a natural reaction cuz i paced up n went to giant,almost tripping myself along the way.when i got to mum,i was almost panting n breaking[but thankfully i didnt] into cold sweat.i told mum n she was lyk "U CRY ARH?" -_-" no i didnt.

so mum told me not to worry cuz she's there.i mean,i'm not worried.i juz feel AWKWARD.lyk u noe?weird.ok i admit i'm the bitch in the whole gaga ting and i'm the bad,unreasonable,hardhearted creature.so i feel awkward.its normal.i'm bitch,but not bitchiest bitch.so i noe how to feel PAIISEHH.

blahhs.steven was right.DONT LOOK BACK.ohh man.i looked back n caused myself to almost trip.sianns.i shall listen to him from now on.

okok.back to my story.after we came out giant,mum bought me this pretty wallet.yays.i have a new wallet for new year.and in case u ppl duno,my new found,favourite sentence is "i verii stingy one,u duno meh?"

hahahas.opps.i keep sidetracking.*smack. after we got the wallet,we went to the kopitiam to eat the bread ting.i juz love tt bread.YUMMY.on the way there,i saw them again.but this tyme,i was at the back.they went into the video shop n the coast was clear.phew.if he were to tok to me,i'd seriously bury my head in the cement.u noe?i cant see u.therefore u cant see me.

stupid theory.but hey, it kinda works.i guess.

blahhs.tt was the last of them i saw.after we ate,we went to converse.oh man.i'm so loving PINK.the baby type of pink.ohh no.dad's gona make fun of me agn.sianns.after converse,we walked ard n ard.daiso,dmk,op,almost all the shops there.hahahas.after tt,we went home.

and i learnt sth new today.IMM actuallie stands for 'international marketing mall'.it was used as a conference mall eons ago cuz greatworld n suntec didnt exist back then.cool.

and its weird y every1 is asking if i wana go jc.no,NO,NO.stop askin for crying out loud.roshni asked me juz now.and guess wad i said?"i'm intellectually disabled.i wont go jc". tt's a good sentence.i shall use tt from now on.

for the last tyme.jc is not for me.i lyk to be FREE.and FYI,if i go jc n fail,i'm dwn to olvl cert.if i pass,alvl cert is useless.i still have to go uni.if i fail uni,i'm dwn to olvl.waste my tyme.n seriously,if i fail poly,i'm a dumbass n i deserve to die a horrible death.i'm juz playing safe.i'm a singaporean.i kiasu.cannot ar?

further more,if i pass poly,i get diploma.if i pass with gd results,i go uni 2nd year[for the course i intend to go to la].which means i'll be on par with those jc ppl from my batch.n if i fail uni,i still have diploma.see.

but maybe my imagination is a lil too flowery.perhaps i'll go overseas?i'll never noe.lyk when i was in p6,i never imagined myself having a bf cuz i was such a tomboy.fighting,scolding ppl.but poof,i did.life is unexpected.mayb i shouldnt plan so much.hahahahas.

and i juz remembered sth funny happened juz nw.this lady came knocking at the door,saying she was from a duno wad org.she spoke in chinese n my chinese is rotten,with maggets crawling ard now.so she said her company name n i was lyk "no?i tink u got the wrong address."

omg.big boo boo.she started tokin to me lyk i was some kiddo hu didnt understand BASIC chinese.she said she wanted to check for yiwen[adis mosquito] and i said "ya?u looking for me?"

omg.another big mistake.she den explained in english[which is worse den my chinese] and said sth abt dengue.BRAVO.correct word.i immediately replied "ohhh.i tot u looking for me.my name yiwen ma."

the lady burst into laughter.she even shouted to her collegue abt wad i said.-_-" den she asked afew qns abt the water ting and told me to overturn the plates n blahh blahh blahh.i couldnt take it n i said "i just got dengue last month.now my family scared liao.we noe wad to do."

she was taken aback.so i joked with her saying "me yiwen geii yiwen yao[adis moquito got bitten by adis mosquito]" she burst into another roar of laughter.lols.so she asked y was i alone at home n i said "chicken pox". she got stunned n said "ok.thank you.bye"

man.i tink she tinks tt i'm a disease infested gurl.ohh boy.poor lady.

i'm hungry.shall go find food.tatahhs.

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