- ii justt needd somee timee. *

i want to dance beside a frozen lake :: where the snowflakes gently fall from the sky :: the hair swaying in the chilly wind :: as the still moments of the winter everning :: is enlightened by me ::

My Contradictions.

- SEVENTEEN yet EIGHTEEN.
- SOPHISTICATED yet SIMPLE.
- WILD yet TAME.
- CRAZY yet NORMAL.
- BITCHY yet KIND.
- SLUTTISH yet DEMURE.
- FRANK yet SHY.
- CHILDISH yet MATURE.
- DEVILISH yet ANGELIC.
- NARCISSISTIC yet SELFLESS.
- CONFUSED yet SURE.
- FICKLE yet CONSISTENT.
- SELFISH yet GIVING.
- FIERCE yet GENTLE.
- ANNOYING yet LOVABLE.
- HEARTLESS yet SENTIMENTAL.
- SCHEMING yet NAIVE.
- LAZY yet HARDWORKING.
- RETARDED yet INTELLIGENT.
- IGNORANT yet KNOWLEDGEABLE.
- UNFEELING yet CARING.
- SLOPPY yet TIDY.
- IMAGINATIVE yet REALISTIC.
- PESSIMISTIC yet OPTIMISTIC.
- INTROVERTED yet EXTROVERTED.

My Loves.

- ME.MYSELF.I.
- MONEY.
- COMPUTER.
- HAND PHONE.
- CAMERA.
- CHILDREN.
- MIRRORS.
- MAKE UP.
- BITCHING.
- GOSSIPING.
- CRITICIZING.
- SLACKING.

My Hates.

- BEING BROKE.
- BEING SCOLDED.
- BEING BACKSTABBED.
- EMPTY VESSELS.
- HYPOCRITES.
- REPEAT OFFENDERS.
- COMPUTER BREAKDOWN.

My Tagboard.

My Archives.

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September 2005

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November 2005

December 2005

January 2006

February 2006

March 2006

April 2006

May 2006

June 2006

July 2006

August 2006

September 2006

My Links.

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-=| Steven. |=-

-=| Wan Juan. |=-

-=| Weng Lum. |=-

-=| Xia Xue. |=-

-=| Yvonne. |=-

I Love You.

We never really noticed each other.
Or at least I never noticed you.
But now you are my fantasy.
My wonderful dream come true.

Your eyes met mine.
And mine met yours.
The story of Sleeping Beauty.
Riding on a horse.

Often I think of you.
And wonder if you think of me.
I just want to be there with you.
Through times of thick and thin.

Many a time I neglected you.
But you never seem to mind.
You're one in a million.
Once in a lifetime.

When you smile.
It's the greatest prize.
I'm in heaven.
I'm in paradise.

When I close my eyes.
I see your face.
The touch of your hands.
And the way you embrace.

If I'm in trouble.
All I need to do is call.
Cause I know you'll be there for me.
I know you'll catch me if I fall.

You shine like a lighthouse.
And you showed me the light.
And then I see that life.
Is not only black and white.

I believe in love.
The everlasting kind.
But true love and lust.
Are separated by a mere thin line.

I love you for who you are.
For everything you say.
And no matter what happens.
You will never be replaced.

So now you know my feelings for you.
Is not like eating jam and toast.
Our fairytale is full of love.
It's called Amor Infinitus.

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c0pyyrighttedd ; [-gabrielle-]

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Friday, January 06, 2006

ohh i'm reali a happy girl.tralalalalas.

its no wonder when i have a good sister lyk STEVEN!!~ yays.and no,he's not gay.he's MY sister.too bad.go find ur own male sister if u can.

anw,here's a brief review on wad happened.i was kinda sad ytd nite.and he happened to be unlucky 1 hu spoke to me.muahahahas.i'm totallie evil.ok..our conversation was strictly confidential so i wont elaborate too much.

somehow or rather,fendy[i prefer not to use 'ex'.cuz 1st,it sounds horrible.2nd,he has a name.3rd,too mani ppl sayin tt all the tyme.no kick.] was pulled into the picture.lols.from pool to him.wad a conversation.and he finallie dug out my heartfelt feelings.

well,its due to the fact tt he noes me n my nonsense well.so he dug n dug n persisted n persisted and tired ways n means to get it outa me.honestly speaking,i NEVER ever tot i would even tell anyone,much less steven.but i actuallie did.and now,i'm actuallie blogging it out. -_-"

so back to the point.i told him about us n those sweet+not so sweet memories,crying in the meantyme.although we were on msn,but i guess he could sense it.so he told me abt his other meiis and blahh blahh blahh.

i went NUTS.saying nonsense lyk i missED him,thus crying again.LOLS.i noe i'm a cry baby.SHUT UP.so he ended up telling me 1 sentence:

dont look back at the old tings tt defeated u.

i told my mum n she corrected it.she said tt it didnt defeat me. I ABANDONED IT.

i guess so.so now,whenever i feel sad,i'll tink of those 2 sentences. "dont look back at the old tings tt defeated u." and "dont look back at the old tings tt i abandoned."

i'm a happy girl.

nth can stop me now.muahahahahahas.i'm evil agn.lols.

so anw,went to ginza for lunch with JOAN!!!haven spoken to her in eons.yea.bumped into weiliang,kok,quek,ckk,yh while walking ard aimlessly.hahahas.and i bought joan a necklace.a verii nice 1 as a matter of fact.for her burfday.which is lyk sooooooo belated.lols.and she got me the do-it-urself rose ting.aww.sweet.

then we had 1 hr before she had to go home.we couldnt go anywhere so we called quek n ppl to come to ginza n teach us DOTA.too bo liao.so spend money.LOLS.

when they finallie arrived and actuallie decided to go into the lan shop,it was tyme 4 joan to go.lols.actuallie they were delayed because of me.cuz i was lyk "was if he inside?den paiiseh lehh.duno wad to say." so they got so frustrated,quek ended up calling him n found out tt he wasnt even in ginza,much less the lan shop.hahahahas. =X

den kok left cuz he no money n weiliang left cuz he in sch uniform.sianns.from 6 ppl playing become 3 onlie.HAHAHAS.

and dota is a WEIRD game.oh man,i was killed by the bloody monsters duno how mani tymes.and quek actuallie put it to EASY.hahahahahahahas.no skill.opps.when i actuallie got a hold of it,we had to leave.cuz i onlie had $2 on hand.i wana play agn.i dun wan lose to the bloody comp.HMPF.

den we walked ard cuz my mum was comin to pick me up.ckk bought a whole big pack of the mee tidbit tingy.duno wad its called.its just dried mee,put seasoning,crush it,eat it.lols.interesting snack.wad?i got no childhood cannot ar?

den we took PICTURESSS using quek's phone.hahahas.retarded ones.totallie.but i'll just show it.no harm.at most onlie got morons tagging my tagboard saying tings lyk "ugly" and those usual,childish,brainless tots.

these were ytd's pics.

today.

mmmm.good....

hahahas.too tired for captions.and boy,do i look tired or wad?omg.i reali need some SLEEP!!!

so anw,i was tokin to yelin ytd nite.n he sent me a pic of wads its lyk in china now....

ohh man..its snowing.so pretty.I WANA GO TO CHINA!!!lols.dream on gabrielle.dream on.

so anw,mum n i went SHOPPING.well,it wasnt reali shopping,shopping.we bought dad some polo tees for new yr.n mum got a pair of pants n i got a new jacket n 3 quarters.i onlie have 1 pair of 3quarters.hahahas.i hate shopping.waste my money.hmpf.

omg.look at the tyme.1.04am.i better get slp.pictures dont lie n i have eye bags.OMFG.

tyme out.good nite ppl.

btw.i started typing on the 5th.hmm.familar date...

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