I AM SO HAPPY!!
dad combined my old comp(P4) and the spare comp(P3) and transformed it into the comp i'm using now.yays.P4 with 2 hard discs.1 main 1 slave and now i'm happily installing so many tings back agn.wahahahahahahas.
i'm so filled with emotions now.
I WANA MAKE PEACE WITH PPL WHOM I'VE "DECLARED WAR" WITH!!
actuallie i'm just puzzled y i fought with those ppl in the 1st place.i duno how many la.cuz life is so perfect now,i wan it even more perfect!!i cant even remember who i've stopped talking to.be it from cnps,cps,krss,dance...man.life's been a bitch in sch.
except for the recent 2 which i wont ever never befriend because of certain reasons.yea.the most bitched abt ppl this yr in my blog are simply justin and charissa.though i didnt say much cuz i doubt there's any value to them anw.
oh,did i hurt your feelings?
ah,i dont care anyway.1's a jerk and the other is well,dumb enough not to treasure tings and scoots off when a better prospect comes along.how did i ever start to trust them?
seriously.i've been looking thru the tings i've saved in my old comp last yr n realised tt i was actuallie very dumb.not acadamically though.there were so many ppl warning me abt danger.but i mearly brushed them aside.thank goodness the demon tails came out sooner den expected.
in any case,i'm just glad i'm going to LSCT.sth i've always wanted since sec3.though i only decided on CBE last yr,but at least i got my 1st choice and can enter NP thru its "front door" and not take some "backdoor" route.it'll kill me to take a backdoor or pull strings.which is y i rejected liu lao shi's offer to cresent girls 4 yrs ago.
to take up sth which i noe i cannot carry out is not my style.its more lyk a disgrace.i mean if i wana go to a JC/poly/ITE,i go in thru RESULTS.using CCA as a backdoor is totallie uncalled for.unless u lack of standard tt is.but ITE's standard is very low.if u also cant go ITE den i duno wad to say anymore.
take for eg cresent girls and dance(cuz i was from dance facing this offer).if i really wanted to go to cresents,which i noe i cant cuz of my results,i wont take up the offer.comon la,if i'm really a fantastic dancer i'll just join dance sch and dance my life away.
but in the case of neither good at this nor tt,i tink backdoors are so suited for these ppl. =D
i'm glad i'm so,so,so,so,so different from these backdoor(or rather,appeal) ppl.cuz they are so unglam and unstylish.so,LOW CLASS.actuallie i dont understand how backdoor ppl can be so proud of their "belonging".u noe,gleaming and boasting abt it when they're just from appeal/backdoor.
so yes,i'm proud of how i got in.thru the proper,main door entrance.and guess wad,i just realised tt LSCT is on the TOP of the sch.near the alumni clubhouse.got alcohol leh.hahahahas.top for a reason i suppose.EXERCISE.(crapps) but anw,hanging out there would probably be good.
i heard SIM's food are nice.in anycase,i guess i'll seldom go downhill unless its important.oh man,i am so nasty.and oh!!FOC!!lalalalas.FOC.sounds lyk free-of-charge.but waddahell,gotta pay $15.sianz.
wad FOC really stands for is freshman-orentation-camp.i am so going for tt la.joan mama's going too!!i hope jess comes in.den the 3 of us can hang out for the 1st few days.u noe,makan and all.but mingyew still has to be my makan guru.i dun care. =/
eh,eh,eh,imagine this.2 ex who were rather bitter against each other end up in the same sch,same faculty,same course.oh man,no wonder they were so compeitable in the 1st place.in anycase,just imagining.if its true den i duno wad to say.
and tan nu's birthday is on the 25th!!omg.tt's very fast la.i was so shocked when i heard it.wahs.i tink mum's gona buy her a pair of earrings.lalalas.earrings agn.hahahas.
tt stupid fendy got into yet another accident.i give up.i so totallie give up.i dont know what to do anymore.its lyk everytyme i dont let him do things his way,he thinks of some funny way to make it come true.asshole.after he recovers,i will never have him back.
afew nights ago when he left,i was contemplating if i sld accept him back.but after the last quarrel,NEVER.how can i trust my life to him when he cant even take care of himself and resort to childish methods to intimidate ppl?i guess i sound heartless because he did get into the ccident because of me.
but what good will it do every1?i just dont understand.the last tyme also lidat.just because i choose to ignore him,he go bang his head on some fucking wall n almost went blind.and now,he got into another accident and landed up in hospital.
i am so not going to have him back.
after drinkin and thinking abt it,i decided tt i cannot have such a man into my life.he's nice,but too stubborn for his own good.i really liked him alot.but i guess every single dream is shattered by such foolishness.
blahs.and i'm gona finally go bugis village with jess.she has been bugging me to go there since last month.honestly,i find nth amusing abt bugis.its lyk so sian.everywhere u turn,they sell the same tings but diff names.clothes,shoes,makup,etc.
she's only going there cuz she wana buy clothes.DOTS.but true la.clothes there r relatively nice.reasonable prices too.but i still cant imagine anyone going gaga over tt place cuz its really not tt nice.singapore is so small,i could comb the whole bugis villiage in a day.and then i'm sian of it.ok la.i noe who will go gaga over tt place.SUA KU LOR.(mountain tortise)
recently i've been going marina square,places ard cityhall and bishan.for a change,the enviorment there is rather nice.esp bishan.HERMIT CRABS.i wan. =( marina square is nice cuz not very crowded and can walk abt freely.the tings there r rather cheap too.the shop "rastafari" is super nice.but not my style cuz its very beach wear.
ok la.i lyk it alot cuz i found my earring rack there.HAHAHAS.
i still haven post pics.erms.i dun have.OH,OH,OH,i show u how cute i was in my younger days.i used to scan afew pics of my babypics cuz tt tyme i was with fendy mah.den i got his baby pic,so must scan mine also.lols.i used to do this pic of our baby pics.super cute.but i tink i deleted it.cant find it anywhere. =/
paiiseh abt the top.mum crumpled it.=/i tink i look sad leh.lols.blah blah blah.going out with jess to hand in form E.tatahs. =D
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