- ii justt needd somee timee. *

i want to dance beside a frozen lake :: where the snowflakes gently fall from the sky :: the hair swaying in the chilly wind :: as the still moments of the winter everning :: is enlightened by me ::

My Contradictions.

- SEVENTEEN yet EIGHTEEN.
- SOPHISTICATED yet SIMPLE.
- WILD yet TAME.
- CRAZY yet NORMAL.
- BITCHY yet KIND.
- SLUTTISH yet DEMURE.
- FRANK yet SHY.
- CHILDISH yet MATURE.
- DEVILISH yet ANGELIC.
- NARCISSISTIC yet SELFLESS.
- CONFUSED yet SURE.
- FICKLE yet CONSISTENT.
- SELFISH yet GIVING.
- FIERCE yet GENTLE.
- ANNOYING yet LOVABLE.
- HEARTLESS yet SENTIMENTAL.
- SCHEMING yet NAIVE.
- LAZY yet HARDWORKING.
- RETARDED yet INTELLIGENT.
- IGNORANT yet KNOWLEDGEABLE.
- UNFEELING yet CARING.
- SLOPPY yet TIDY.
- IMAGINATIVE yet REALISTIC.
- PESSIMISTIC yet OPTIMISTIC.
- INTROVERTED yet EXTROVERTED.

My Loves.

- ME.MYSELF.I.
- MONEY.
- COMPUTER.
- HAND PHONE.
- CAMERA.
- CHILDREN.
- MIRRORS.
- MAKE UP.
- BITCHING.
- GOSSIPING.
- CRITICIZING.
- SLACKING.

My Hates.

- BEING BROKE.
- BEING SCOLDED.
- BEING BACKSTABBED.
- EMPTY VESSELS.
- HYPOCRITES.
- REPEAT OFFENDERS.
- COMPUTER BREAKDOWN.

My Tagboard.

My Archives.

March 2005

April 2005

May 2005

June 2005

July 2005

August 2005

September 2005

October 2005

November 2005

December 2005

January 2006

February 2006

March 2006

April 2006

May 2006

June 2006

July 2006

August 2006

September 2006

My Links.

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-=| Amanda. |=-

-=| Blogger. |=-

-=| Brenda. |=-

-=| Chuan Ru. |=-

-=| Claudia. |=-

-=| Darren. |=-

-=| Desmond. |=-

-=| Eleanna. |=-

-=| Eugene. |=-

-=| Fatin. |=-

-=| Fiona. |=-

-=| Gabriel. |=-

-=| Hazwan. |=-

-=| Huang Zhi. |=-

-=| Jasmine. |=-

-=| Jessica. |=-

-=| Jiaxin. |=-

-=| Jieying. |=-

-=| Joni. |=-

-=| Joyee. |=-

-=| Kenneth. |=-

-=| Phyllis. |=-

-=| Rhoda. |=-

-=| Rosalind. |=-

-=| Saky. |=-

-=| Shahidatul. |=-

-=| Siti Adawiyah. |=-

-=| Steph. |=-

-=| Steven. |=-

-=| Wan Juan. |=-

-=| Weng Lum. |=-

-=| Xia Xue. |=-

-=| Yvonne. |=-

I Love You.

We never really noticed each other.
Or at least I never noticed you.
But now you are my fantasy.
My wonderful dream come true.

Your eyes met mine.
And mine met yours.
The story of Sleeping Beauty.
Riding on a horse.

Often I think of you.
And wonder if you think of me.
I just want to be there with you.
Through times of thick and thin.

Many a time I neglected you.
But you never seem to mind.
You're one in a million.
Once in a lifetime.

When you smile.
It's the greatest prize.
I'm in heaven.
I'm in paradise.

When I close my eyes.
I see your face.
The touch of your hands.
And the way you embrace.

If I'm in trouble.
All I need to do is call.
Cause I know you'll be there for me.
I know you'll catch me if I fall.

You shine like a lighthouse.
And you showed me the light.
And then I see that life.
Is not only black and white.

I believe in love.
The everlasting kind.
But true love and lust.
Are separated by a mere thin line.

I love you for who you are.
For everything you say.
And no matter what happens.
You will never be replaced.

So now you know my feelings for you.
Is not like eating jam and toast.
Our fairytale is full of love.
It's called Amor Infinitus.

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c0pyyrighttedd ; [-gabrielle-]

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Tuesday, March 14, 2006

i noe i haven been updating.was very lazy.hahahas.

but i guess the "sad" ting is pretty much over.mostly thanks to my dearest sister, Debra. =D i sososososo love u jie!!hehehs.

anw,I GOT MY NEW EARRING RACK!! i'm so happy with it.i also rearranged my earrings.it took me a damn hour ok.cuz i was so frustrated with the tiny studs.didnt noe i had so many la.i also saw my umbrella earrings.

to think tt i use to think tt it was the largest dangling pair of earrings i would ever wear.dots,i now have earrings up to my shoulders and they keep getting in my way when i try to brush my hair back.pain ok.lols.

anw,sth's wrg with my picture taking today. =/ hmpf.i hate bad photo taking days.they look very blur.i also rearranged my bracelets,necklets,nail polish and stuffs.it looks RATHER neat now,compared to ytd.

but anw,here r the blur pics.just bear with it.lols.

nice?hahahahas.dun care.must say nice.

anw,i went out with fendy again,with jess of course. -_-" after argueing with him lyk day b4 ytd,i've got a feeling tt he's not gona leave me alone. =/ we went to NP,then to get my earring rack.hehehes.i'm so happy with it.let me rant ok.lalalalas.

ohh!!b4 i 4get.its pretty lame but blahhs.i'm gona say anw.as i was putting on my clothes just now,i saw 1 strand of my hair in a rather cute position.and i didnt touch it.i was so boliao,i decided to take a picture of it.

dun it look lyk a rather symetrical ribbon?lols.

okok.enough of being so bo liao.as i was watching grey's anatomy ytd,i suddenly recieved an sms from MoBlog.wondering wad it was i opened the msg n to my surprise,shawn lee(yes,the actor shawn lee) accepted me to his moblog network.i dont even remember when i added him.

i noe i did la.but it was super long ago.suposing tt he came online,i checked out his blog after my show.and (doesnt want to be named) jie told me tt he indeed came online.i was lyk O_o. hahahas.my infatuation for him is so over la.n he's younger den me.bahhs.

i dont deny tt i started using moblog cuz i wanted to chat.but now moblog is a route for most of my unhappy stuffs n tings i wont say here.so if u can find it,i dont care.but if u cant,den i dont care either.lols.i am so nasty.

but here's sth i'll mention here.omfg.jie ying is in the exact same school,same faculty,same course as me!!!!!wtfh.i wana appeal out. =(

but nvm,i wont let some insignificant person, who ppl stare at not because they noe abt her fucking breakup but she look fucking ugly n weird, ruin my ever so favourite course and my attitude towards excelling.

she can bloody go report to the asshole justin for all i care.

so for happier stuffs.recently i've been "learning" malay from fendy.simple words la..but its mostly related to eat,hungry,never give food and full.hahahas.i can make a whole sms with it ok.look...

"saya tak makan sarapan..sangat lapar,mau makan..dan kamu tak kasi saya makan.."

and....

"saya makan perlalu banyak..dan saya kekenyangan.."

*note- its TERlalu,not PERlalu. as corrected by the expert, MS FATIN.lalalas. =D [[15/3/o6]]

budden hor,i tink tmr i will forget liaos.i tink i stick to my hokkien n cantonese ting better.hahahas.

and i was watching the ms singapore ting juz now.the girls r so....eew.n to think i was drinking and watchin n still i tink they look horrible.i tot when u drink,u're happy n everyting's nice.well,shows how un-nice they r.

but afew of the girls r rather BOOBALICIOUS.whoohoo mamamiya.i mean i being a girl also attracted.not tt i'm lesbian,but when i look at them.wow?

its weird leh.i noe i have alot of tings i wana say but i just cant figure out what.damn.mayb next tyme bahh.lols.

anw, i have 2 videos to share.its not mine la.i kope from ppl de.1st is the song -what hurts the most- by rascal flatts. and the next is a chinese song duan dian by i forgot who.they're pretty nice songs.

but u have to wait for them to load.wad i suggest is to press the play,den the pause at the bottom n wait til the ting is fully loaded so u dun get stopped halfway.how to tell if its fully loaded,look at the bar.if its all grey den its fully loaded.enjoy!!

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