i'm on an emotional roller coaster.
i can be crying this minute and laughing hysterically the next. mayb i'm just going crazy. mayb i'm in shock. mayb i just dont know what to do anymore.
emotions aside, i went out with swts again. rather last min but well, we still went out. so anw, swts got her earring rack at last. hahas. i got myself a sch bag and a new baby.
introducing GG, my little green turtle tingy.
i look naked in the last pic. -.-
anw, i noe its a common turtle but i've been wanting it since -idontknowwhen-. and i had money today plus not very good mood and it was the bean type. so yea, i bought it. lols.
anw, after buying swt's earring rack and lunch at secret recipe, we headed over to town to get my sports shorts. bought my bag at cine and took neoprint. den went over to heeren and bought my GG. yays! after we headed to cine agn, we went home.
actuallie, i went over to lot1 and visited popo agn. =(
funny, i'm supposed to break down but i'm ok. i'm even blogging. i tink being narcissistic really helps alot. i was snapping pics of me all the way, i 4got everyting. ok so i cried. big deal.
anw, swts always knows how to be silly n make me happy! =D and there was this poem we saw just now.
My nookie days are over,
my pilot lights out.
What used to be my sex appeal,
is now my water sprout.
Time was when of its own accords,
from my trousers it would spring.
But now i have a full time job,
just to find the blasted thing.
It used to be embarrassing,
the way it would behave.
For every single morning,
it would stand and watch me shave.
But now as old she approaches,
it sure give me the blues.
To see it hang it withered head,
and watch me tie my shoes.
oh, i took pics of the flowers in the garden when popo stays. was super bored and stuffs. flower lovers, LOOK BELOW.
dont they just bring a smile to ur face?
anw, dear also has a few tatics to make me smile and/or laugh hysterically.
1] u tink funfair arhz?
2] if sorry got use, police 4 wad?
3] walao u dun big eye stare at small eye leh..
4] sick ar? wan come see doctor ong?
5] *repeats sounds from dota in interesting tone-
blahblahblah. he just makes me laugh even when i dont want to. his best is still to tickle me though. oh, oh, oh. he sounds the cutest when he's slping. =X
i still dont lyk it when he goes like "cb lah, lj lah, knn, fuck you, ni na bei, etc." but bahh, i duno how to stop him. anw, dear, i'm glad u stopped smoking so much. try to quit? pretty please? pretty pretty pretty please please? lols.
okok, enough of craps. the time is late. *lights out-
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IDreamtOfYouAt.
11:59 PM
*cough cough cough-i tink i'm getting TB man. cough and cough non-stop. damn, i shall not over indulge in solving maths problems again! ok, i'm kidding.
anw, life is still a bliss for me. 1Ao1 is just simply the class anyone would wish for. still as united as ever! i just got sabo-ed as class rep. well, nvm. good training since i'm gona join LSCT society!! cool. i simply love LSCT to bits!!
my class is super hyper and everyting. in every lecture, we're the bunch making the most noise. we totally had fun disturbing the EDCA tcher with our childish questions. like "cher, how to turn on the comp?" lols. and the tcher really thought we were stupid or sth.
bahh, my class is mad. we are like crazy over maths now. we keep solving problems after problems like some bullet train. while the lecturer is still teaching chap1, we're already at chap2/3. hurhurhurs.
i came home ytd and seriously did maths.
ppl who were in the same class as me in sec sch, tell me, when have i done maths homework? NEVER. but i did ok. someone please check my temperature. =X
anw, this week is like some studying spree. after maths i actually opened up my OBC lecture and read the whole ting over. like its so damn confusing la. so much for 'pure chemistry will help u in further studies.' more like tear me down and make me more confused la.
i didnt even understand a ting loh. its totally different from wad we learnt in sec sch. eh, i only learnt about 8 groups and transition. not everyting add up and form 18. zzzz. and the electron ting.... omg, save me.
oh anw, joan sent me a very cute periodic table!
dearr woke me up with his sms today. i was lyk half aslp when my handphone vibrated under my pillow. he's such a naughty boy. he didnt eat his medicine and went back to sleep! i was super pissed at him ytd.
he walked me from np to beauty world and accompanied me until my parents came cuz he wanted to play dota(?). i sent him to the entrance and there was slight rain. i told him to come back and he said tt there's shelter to the busstop.
~!@#$%^&*()_+ he lied to me can. ass.
well but at least he admitted? so we're ok now and i figured tt he walked in the rain so he's the one getting sick. nth to do with me except 4 the fact of me being worried and all. but hell, he's the one who's sick and walked in the rain.
bahh. guys.
wadeva. i need sleep.
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IDreamtOfYouAt.
11:03 PM
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
my dearr is sick. =(
anw, i'm sick too. and i tink i passed it to him. opps. i realised tt i didnt blog abt my 1st day in poly!! oh dear, tt's terrible. so here i go!
1st day was rather relaxing. our 1st lesson was orgbio practical by mr stoll. he's this german lecturer and has a funny acent. lols. he briefed us on some lab rules and we were realeased at 845am. tt's only 45mins of a 3hr lesson. -.-
did i mention? 1Ao1 totally perks me up! we're a united grp of 20!! its lyk everywhere we go, we go tgr. not like spilt up or sth. totally cool.
we went to KAP's mac and occupied the whole row there. hahahas. whenever we ate tgr, we needed alot of seats. whoos. i love 1Ao1. u guys r so cute!! we have 7 girls and 13 boys. and i finally remember ur names. haha. u got a sotong here.
the next lesson, ICBE. zzzz. machiam go back to sec3 physics. super boring, super easy. zzzzz. learnt abt units and such. as if we dont know no shit. bahhh. but we were released abt 15mins earlier cuz LT51 was rather far from LT77.
anw, we ended off with a 45min lecture on orgbio. not really a lecture but oh wells. we went to get some food and our maths book b4 heading home. but those who were taking EM2 had to stay 4 class. =X
today our class was sorta split up. =( i dun lyk. i lyk my whole class better. hais.
i took canoe polo for my SW. sians. i actually wanted NRA but somehow they didnt offer it. damn. ZZZ. i hope i dun sink. CATS was lyk super boring. i literally fell aslp. but woke up in the end cuz it was time to go home. hahahahas. =X
met dear and went to his place to look at him play dota. zzz. i still dun understand the stupid game lohh. bahh. all i noe is he was running ard and i heard alot of sounds lyk "1st blood" and "owning". then the screen was filled with funny words.
ok la, i learnt tt "farm" means to make money, "rape" means many ppl attacking only one, yada yada yada. and oh yes, his dog is scary. zzz. it jumped at the gate when he opened the door. so he locked it up in the toilet. hahahahahas. poor dog.
it was desperately trying to get out. =X
anw, i left early cuz i needed to come home for medicine. sians. so he's resting now and i tink i'm gona rest toos. damn, i feel lyk i got dengue all over again. ~!@#$%^&*
ciaos.
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IDreamtOfYouAt.
5:19 PM
LSCT FOC!!!!!!!!!!!!!
洗刷刷，洗刷刷。洗刷刷 WOOT WOOT!! 洗刷刷，洗刷刷。洗刷刷 WOOT WOOT!! OOHHHHH..... 5, 6, 7, 8 KRAKEN!!!! whoooooooooooosss..........*make noise-
lols, i am like super HYPER!! the camp was a total ENERGY TURN ON! i love kraken, we are the CALAMARIANS!! we rock so much. the activities for the 3 days are simply INCREDIBLE! okok, i shall start from the top.
as i've been ranting, i went for camp on the 17th apr. woke up at 7am and got ready for LSCT FOC. met dear for breakfast at mac and was 5mins late for my briefing. =X
briefing was a turn off as it was lyk so boring. guess wad, the 1st girl i made frens with, her name is stephanie. !!!. hahahas. i was lyk "omg, tt's the "name"of the person who's spamming my blog". we had a good laugh. then it was a short tour around the sch and getting our classes.
my class is 1A01. must remember.
yay!!i'm taking EM1. which means engineering maths 1. the easier maths. whoos~ i dun lyk maths cuz its boring, complicated and i need to think alot. anw, after the walk and getting our classes, the camp "begins".
we walked to the sports hall and sat outside while the GLs split us into our groups. i went to KRAKEN where i ONCE AGAIN was in the same group as hongkai. -.- he was my GL during explorers and now he's my GL again. hahahahas.
anw, our group was a united group of 23!!but then, just b4 i left, there were 18.minus me 17.sians. well, we played the name game ting and got familar with the calamarians. i love you guys man.
for the chiobus, there's...
steph. we clicked the moment we met.
huiting. same course as me!
rina. cutsie.
qian yi. yet another cutsie.
karen. swtpie.
angie. rather hyper.
aisha. left earliest.
melissa. left after 1st telematch.
gabrielle. duh.
for the yandaos, we have...
eric. the 1st one i met.
poh chuan. eric's bbm partner.
alvin. my mama!
donald. beloved physics tcher. (F=MA)
rachie. my hamsom dance parter.
ck. my nightwalk partner. thank god for him.
jiajun. selective craziness.
yong soon. the camp "commando".
joe. eh. err. nvm.
zul. my perfect gay sister!
hong hao. rather quiet.
jason. calamarian mascot!
kelvin. 1st boy to leave.
our wonderful GLs/SGLs/AGLs.
eugene. LAODE aka LAOPIG.
hongkai. ~how far?~ hahahahas!!!
joel. THE FAKE FRESHIE!!!!
sharon. kraken's supposed mother! lols.
amanda. amanda u chiobu u look lyk whoo.
ervia. makan makan makan!
more games and learning cheers. then it was lunch. whoos. there's this tick tock song that goes lyk "tick tock, tick tock. we must eat. three meals a day, cannot miss. eat already very fit. everybody eat." then everyone starts to eat. so cute~
after lunch, we changed into our unwanted clothes, gave our valuables to the GLs and it was time for GAMES. hehs, it was rainning so we had to stay indoors and learnt more cheers. damn. i dont like it when it rains and we cannot play. hmpf.
after the rain stopped, we proceeded to the field for DIRTY GAMES. omg. i cannot believe i played those dirty games ok. its totallie disgusting, but at the end of the day, we had a good laugh. =D
we had to eat celery(yucks), open a watermelon with nth but bare hands. so eric had to punch it open. den go under the milky way which is actuallie commando crawl with planta, flour, mud, water, watermelon and some other disgusting stuffs. eew.
our team won that round. WE ARE PROUD OF YOU, SAY WE ARE PROUD OF U *clapclap (X3). lols. very lazy to type everything. so anw, after the telematch, *hehs. i 4got wad happened exactly-.
but i remember that we had to eat before we could bathe cuz there was games after that. yes, we ate in our stinky smelly muddy plantaly situation. kns. then the next memoriable ting was WATERWAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
we had to go to different stations and perform different stuns and we can get the bags to make our water bombs. so the more stations u go and the more u please ur game masters, u can get more!! on the way, there were also the "devils" throwing bombs at us.
we were almost soaked even b4 the final showdown. ok, not exactly soaked but well, wet. went to the devil's headquarters and filled all our bombs. then, it was time 4 the FINAL SHOWDOWN. the GLs prepared over thousands of bombs lah. no fair.
we had fun la. ALOT of fun. by the time we returned to the sports hall(where we slept), it was lyk 230am in the morning. steph and i didnt bathe til about 3 cuz first, its packed. 2nd, we were thinkin about kraken's item for campfire night.
we choose to do a dance. using FIR's love love love and BEP's my humps. the whole dance is abt guys trying to get the girls, but the missys play hard to get. then the gays come along and steal their perfect boyfriends. LOLS. rubbish la, but well.. funny.
we slept at a disgusting hour of 4am. damn. woke up abt about 7 and washed up. gathered around for some warm up cheers and such. the guys are like total pigs ok. i took a sneek shot at them sleeping. =X
that was abt 730am loh. PIGS.
the girls wanted to draw on them but we're afraid they take revenge on the second night. so we didnt do anyting rash. hahahas. =X had breakfast and then more games! had to go under the hot sun where monsters played against monsters and gods against gods.
the games are very ...... esp the pokie stick one. we're supposed to pass it by mouth, alternating between boy and girl. then each person has to bite off abit. so u imagine towards the end the stick becomes super short and ..... omg, i dont wana remember. =/
anw, after lunch it was time 4 dirty games again. kns, i hate mud!
we played earthworm jim which is actuallie just humans rolling in MUD. they attacked ppl wearing white and i happened to be one of them. ~!@#$%^&*()_+ while lying on the mud pool, yes, lying flat there, the very very curel GLs started taking mud and "shampooed" our hair.
we got it EVERYWHERE. hair, face, body. sians. then b4 we went on to part 2 of the field games, it started raining all everyting was done indoors. so technically, we're the ONLY group who played earthworm jim. *mumbles to self-
we played part 2 indoors and it sucked big time. kns. after that, we went on to other stations. it was raining so heavily and we almost froze to death. played planta paradise and got injuried. kns. we're supposed to roll on the mat with planta.
due to the previous game, our body was stuck with rocks, sand and mud. resulting in the whole of kraken having scratches and cuts. i counted mine. i have 50 plus minus cuts & scratches. on my elbows and knees. kns.
then we played the waterbomb ting again. lastly, char kuay teow. oh man, that game is TOTALLIE disgusting. anw, at the end of the day, most of us had; mud, flour, eggs, black soy sauce, watermelon, eggs, planta, tou gei, noodle and to top it off, WATER.
bahh. i totallie hate it. after the shower, we had some time to practise our item. but it turned out looking transexual. -.- nvm, at least we grooved to music and boogied our way. ended off with ur signature 'xi sua sua' action.
by the end of it, the whole event turned out to be very similar to clubbing except tt there's no aircon. everyone danced to funky music and just let every movement be seen. totally cool. the ting ended at abt 1+, 2am and it was time 4 our NIGHTWALK!!!
we were split into 2 grps, half to block 80, half to block 50. on the way, we saw the GLs burning joss sticks and such. we were told not to step on the 'yellow paper'. kinda spooky la. the GL there briefed us on 'what not to do' and 'what to do'.
tings lyk 'follow the arrows' were the basic. they said sth abt 'do not attempt to attack anyone.' the explaination; if u punch sth, and u punch sth solid, nvm. but if u punch and it goes thru, *waves hand- take care hor.
being very curious and naughty, i went round the little groups listening to creepy stories. which eventually got me freaked out and whining abt the nitewalk. opps. i heard stories like ppl who went 4 the nightwalk in previous yrs heard oldies being played.
someone even saw a man hacking a baby's head off. and they said the clock stops at a certain time because someone died at that time. omg, just remembering them gives jitters down my spine.
okok, earlier i mentioned thank god for ck, my nightwalk partner. well, i'd like to say tt again. oh wait, i just did. =)) aiya, w/o him i wun even go in the lift in the 1st place can. he told me tt he wasnt scared, but my screams made him scared. hahahas. sorry ck.
i screamed at every single GL who tried to scare us.
anw, we reached the final point and it was abt 4am. we started late, tt's y. then, donald gave us one of his physics lesson. totallie funny man!! after that we talked abt ghosts and the other realm. like when u hear glass following u late at night, its a pontianak. blah.
we chatted and chatted and finally walked back to the sports hall at 530am. can u imagine? block 80 to sports hall. its like the end of np to the other end of np. wth. by the time all of us reached there, it was 6am and time 4 slp!!
woke up at 730am though we were only supposed to gather 9am(?). we found this....
sorry dude, gotta sacrifice u.
the leaders had fun drawing on the guys. the girls put toothpaste on them. hahas. in the end they also drew on me and put toothpaste on my nose and hands and legs. then we cheered and warmed up a lil and ate breakfast.
the fever from the fake clubbing aint over and we danced ard abit more. then it was kinda lyk picture taking and autograph signing time. we got names all over our hands, legs and anyspot u can find. omg. i was filled with signatures from our beloved GLs.we then moved to LT22 to have the finale ting. did more cheers and games.unfortunately i had to leave early cuz sth happened to my granny. no, she's not dead yet. she's still alive and going rather strong. that day when i went over to see her, we all thought she would go. but then, the next day she could talk in short sentences.oh man, my granny is bloody strong.but from what i heard, the calamarians has hell of a time. hehs, too bad for me then. but whatever it is, kraken is united and will always be united!! yea. so tt's it to the end of my camp entry. super duper long.sorry for the delay. i mean, how can u blog with mass conversations, a peeping mum and maple everyday? diffcult leh. lols. so yea. happy reading.^^
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IDreamtOfYouAt.
9:04 AM
can i not say i'm pissed?
no.
anw, pissed aside, sch starts tmr and i'm totally excited!! both happy and nervous feelings are flooding me right now. tmr will be the day i break away from all these boring maple, blog, shopping and doing girly stuffs. tmr i will study.
i will know my classmates better tmr and i'm nervous. what if we dont click? but judging from fri, i guess we will. tmr my practical starts at 8am but i still dont have my goggles yet. how? oh man. i have so many questions abt poly life. i am a failure as a poly student.
ok, worries will never end. i recieved an sms from magnum force saying tt there's orientation training tmr at 6pm. is my fate sealed with magnum n GL? i hope i dont fall. my body is aching from the activities of the past week.
blahh, i wont get all emotional.
i've been wanting to say sth for very long, but it always slips my mind. i know many ppl are questioning the sudden closeness between fiona and me. plus my r/s with sam. well, for starters i know tt amanda is concerned.
so here, fiona and i are close. and she's not a bad influence to friends. u dont see me smoking do u? u dont see me holding the stupid razor do u? i dont even eat panadols excessively anymore. fine, i bitch alot but have i bitched you? i bitch ppl who bitches me 1st.
and sam, well. i like him. fullstop.
someone said sth hurting a week ago and i'm gona let it go. besides, mum is super happy i 'got rid' of 2 ppl. u know who you are. mum's glad i got rid of 2, well i say its 3. 3 ppl who were once upon a time very dear to me. no more. never will.
dont even bother to talk to me anymore. my heart has NO SPACE for neither of u.
to you, who spoke to me over msn a week ago. if fiona's a bad influence, what are you? do u even look at urself in the mirror anymore? define bad influence. someone who's image is no better than a typical ahlian or someone who knows many ahlians and ahbengs but NEVER once introduced one to me.
dont wadevax me. i hate it.
its over. u go get married to ur bf of less than 3 months and i go study in my LSCT. i dont even wana quarrel with u anymore. its always twisted facts. until u learn how to speak with common sense, go smooch him or sth.
yes i'm bitchy. i'm unlikeable. IT DOESNT CONCERN U ANYMORE. and personality change doesnt give u the fucking right to critisise me in ANYWAY. 4get it. gd fren no more. finished.
phew, i'm done. i kept it for a week and i'm happy again!!
today is boring. dearr woke up at 3pm, took me to see the sotongs in maple and went off 4 bball. returning after dinner and falling aslp on the phone after i sang him a sing. wth. blah. i guess he's tired aft a day of bball and duno wad nonsense he was telling me.
bahh. my silly little dafeizhu. ^^
sch tmr!!! meeting my dafeizhu and he's sending me to sch. yays!!! =D
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IDreamtOfYouAt.
10:21 PM
i know the camp post is not up.
patience is a virtue.
anw, ytd was a blast! met up with the calamarians for breakfast at MAC. hehs. alvin was late and had to do a forfeit. he was made to do our signature action, xi sua sua infront of the mac auntie while buying our breakfast. lols.
walked over to LT22 and was split into our classes. got to know some of them there and then. yays! edmund from 2e5'o3 is in my class!! when we were finished with our breifing, we went to the cca convention. by then, i knew everyone in my class. hehs.
oh, oh, oh. i wana join the GLs for my cca!!! and then take up either magnum or NRA for my SW. either that, or i join both GLs and NRA/magnum and take swimming for my SW!! ok, i tink i'm crazy. 1st i wana go navy, now i wan swimming. someone pls slap me awake.
anw, after all the crapping at the 3 locations, it was time 4 the telematch!! kraken and varda was choosen to represent LSCT!! totallie exciting. anw, ppl in the 1st telematch were all from kraken. we had fun disturbing the groups doing their cheers b4 the match.
donald even gave them his physics lesson! hahahas. anw, the game was lyk -.- and i dont understand the whole event. i didnt even know BA won until kenneth was boasting to me last night. lols. i am such a calamarian.
anw, we had loads of fun doing cheers and dancing ard abit. i'm totallie inspired to be a GL and be in the NRA dance! all krakens and vardas should join the GLs lyk totallie. kraken all the way! stayed behind for photos and then off to get our ezlink card.
calamarians, click and save the pic if u wan okie? more will be posted soon.super tired today.
dearr came and sent me home. hehehes. and tt's the end of friday.
went out with dearr today and watched ICEAGE2. totallie funny. i lyk the little ting who's after the nut. LOLS. lalalas. we are both very piggy pigs. both woke up at 11am and met up at 1230pm. ate lunch, watched the movie and went home. hahahas.
he went funland and played though.
anw, i'm gona continue my camp entry. got tons to write but yet not in the mood to do so. super lazy. hehs. anw, amanda, thanks 4 ur concern. i understand ur worries. dont fret, i wont be rash. =)) heys, mon ok? =D
anw, anw, anw. kraken's blog is gona be up!! stay tuned!!
and i learnt from previous experiences to place my bf's picture on my blog. not show off or wad la. so tt next tyme i look at my archives, i can say "hey, at least i remembered to put his picture there." i look rather fugly but lols.
O_o. lols.
i realised tt my boyfriends are similar. not tt i had many bfs, but i tink 2 is good for a comparision. lols.
1] plays bball
2] ends up being my rubbish bin.
3] full-tyme gamers.
4] taller than me.
5] older than me.
6] diff sch from me.
7] no curfew.
8] uses M1.
9] gets me to call them everynight.
10] knows how to make me un-depressed.
cant think of anymore now. omg, look at the time!! good nite ppl. =D
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IDreamtOfYouAt.
10:59 PM
heyheyhey.
i am lyk SUPER LAZY to blog abt my camp. there's just TOO MUCH!!!
anw, fellow calamarians, I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH! hehs. i wana go back to camp days where i had my voice back and we would party to funky music at an unearthly hour of 2am and just scream at the top of ur voices. WHOOS.
okok. i am super tired and totallie lack of sleep. funny, i switched habits with dear. hahahas. he used to be the one lazing on bed and i'm the one being hyper in the morning and now its the total opposite. he slept later den me and woke up earlier. -.-
bahh. he has sch for this week and the whole of next week. hmpf. which means he cant meet me for lunch. no fun. but anw, dear, sat ok? hehs. and attend lessons la. dun be debarred for another exam. hmpf.
oh man, check out my timetable. no fair. its so packed and i have lessons at 8am everyday except thurs. hmpf.
click to enlarge it.
anw, my throat is much much better and my voice will be totally back by tmr morn!! yays. more cheers for KRAKEN! from wad i heard, kraken is representing LSCT in games!! YAYS!!okok. gona chat with my fellow calamarians. its diffcult to blog while chatting in a conversation of 12 peeps. ciao~- SEEU CALAMARIANS TMR! -
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IDreamtOfYouAt.
11:03 PM
CAMP!today is camp day and i'm rushing. but i wont 4get my precious blog and spammed tagboard. i removed it, very obviously. for ppl who dont understand why;there's a "stephanie", not her real name anyway, spamming it. it all started because of my crush(then) and the more she tags, the worse the tags becomes. look u desperate sex whore, u insult me, i take it. u insult my friends, i will not tolerate.understand this; if dear only wants to fuck me, why the hell do YOU want him so desperatly for? ur cheebye itchy izit? wana fuck izit? geylang got sooooo many men, so many RICH men. why come for MY dear?anyway, i hope u have fun cursing me abt removing my tagboard.till 19th apr, CIAOS!!-breakfast with dear ^^-
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IDreamtOfYouAt.
7:49 AM
i'm going to camp!!
can you believe it? ME? MUA? CAMP?! hehs, ok lah. i hate camps. so i'm actually just stunned that i'm packing up now. =X
in anycase, stephanie(i know that's not ur name, bimbo). my name is GABRIELLE. please get it right b4 u even try to start a verbal war with me. regarding your tag on "hhe's mahh samuel.. euuu gett lostt..." well, sorry girl. u've totally got it wrong. he's mine, u get lost.
honestly, thanks to you, we ended up chatting late at night as i was reading wad u tagged to him. oh, have i mentioned? he asked me to be his gf. pity he didnt ask u huh? anw, i said ok just now, so yea. u're like a tat too LATE!
oh, i shallnt make u jealous.
i can choose to ignore you, delete my tagboard, change my blog add, but aww.. i love spammers. because it just shows how jealous and envious you are of me. anw, i'm going for camp. happy tagging. =D
bahh, boyy is still slpin. wth.
oh, oh, oh. i was so hungry just now. so i asked mum to fry 2 eggs for me. how rare is it to get double yolk? rather rare huh? well, i got double, double yolks. look.
click to enlarge it.well, i shall return to pack my stuffs. hehs. i'm happy. are you?- gona miss mum, dad, swts and boyy. =( -
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IDreamtOfYouAt.
3:13 PM
girl(i'm presuming u're not gay), what is the matter with you?
pls loh, if he doesnt like me, and vice versa, i would gladly hand him over. but HAHAHAHA! *points to you- WE LIKE EACH OTHER CAN?!
ok, he wants to ask if u've got the correct samuel otherwise i can bitch the hell out of you. apparently, i dont tink u've got the correct guy cuz he claims tt there're no girls going after him and its been ages since he had a gf.
in case u do have the correct samuel, then i should be gleaming to myself because he wants me and not u. hor boyy?
eh, eh, eh. if u're gay then i know why he doesnt want u.
but if u're a girl, then you obviously haven made your point clear because he DONT KNOW WHO THE HELL YOU ARE! oh, according to our conversation, he said sth abt "still childish ar use ..... "
i swear i quoted tt correctly.
why not we do this, u add me in msn(if u havent done so already) and we can have a girl to girl talk. i promise i wont have a third party in the conversation. the email is liyueeli@hotmail.com in case u're wondering.
and btw, i'm not a cheebye, i HAVE a cheebye.
ok la, i'm not in a bitching mood cuz i'm very happy with him and the only thing tt drives me bitchy is depression. so yah, u're very lucky tt i'm happy. if u've been reading my blog, i'm usually not so nice with my bitching.
well, try to take him lah. not a bet, just trying to be scarastic. ^^
dinner time. hehs.
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IDreamtOfYouAt.
7:38 PM
sians.
the dafeizhu is sleeping and i'm here blogging. hmpf. i shall go play maple later and boost my level. ok la, i'm super slow cuz i have no interest in the stupid game. just play cuz he said "eh, i brg u go see blahblah."
lols. i seriously tink i'm becoming a damuzhu. damn. my daily rountie is eat, sleep, play game. no exercise or whatsoever. kns, i even had curry chicken for lunch and ate all the chicken skin. nvm la, dafeizhu like hor? lols.
how embarrassing.
oh, in case anyone is wondering why i'm so open, well i'm a different person now. korzi was so cute just now. i told him i'm considering and he was like "u 2 very cute leh, like each other but never stead." hehs. i stupid mah.
oh, his maple got hacked and he dun wana play. ~!@#$%^&*()_+ no one brg me ard and i'm stuck at kerning city. kns. now is dota, dota, dota. hmpf, i dont care. after my camp must teach me. and bring me makaning. and watch iceage2 with me. hmpf.
lols, i realised tt my stupid crush is getting the better of me. ok, i must get a grip of myself or i'll just go gaga all over again and get into some sort of trouble. which i obviously dont want to lah. lols. its amazing tt when i tell ppl i only have one ex, they go "sure anot?"
what is with them? kns.
anw, a song for my dafeizhu. and no, we're not tgr. u dont see me calling him darling do u? so dont assume. u noe wad it means? ass-u-me. making an ASS out of U and ME. hehs.
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IDreamtOfYouAt.
9:41 PM
flirtatious boys and bitchy girls.
perfect match made in heaven. hehs. swts and i are having fun these few days aint we? and tt cutie at the iceskating rink is sucha sugar coated, honey glazed guy. he calls me sleeping beauty and calls swts angel.
when we protest and say tt the name is too good for us, well, he just makes it work out lah. i guess some ppl are just blessed with the skill. anw, anw, anw. the "oh he's so cute, i want him" ting is over. erms, i have shortlived crushes can?
on the other hand, crush for -someone- is getting stronger.
I DONT KNOW WHY! dont ask me. just dont. bahh, ever since that pig caused me to sleep at a record breaking hour of 430am, and wake him at at 1030am, i guess being a girl, the old feelings came back but its on him now.
ok lah, he's sweet, tries to wake me up, very direct, and apparently very good at gaming. i'm only worried about the crush part. i seriously DONT believe in love at first sight, and i doubt i will. pls la, everyone noes i have the slutty sex appeal ting when i dressup.
who noes which one wants sex and which is a real catch?
bahh, i will observe for a few more days. mayb i can go for a fling and just 4get abt it soon after. tt is if we break up within a month. opps. i tink i'm going crazy lah. feeling are raging, becoming so flirty, so on so forth.
its rather fun and i was beginning to get worried abt the depression ting. but it all worked out and i hope it stays this way. mayb getting a partner can help like how it helped in the past. just that i'm still very afraid of the ending part.
all good tings have an end and i dont want the end to come. anw, he was(probably still is) a playboy and i'm sucha flirt now. i like him, but.... oh well. guys, dicks, they ALWAYS ruin our lives after bringing us to 7th heaven.
ok, enough of emo shit. met up with swts and went to have our brows plucked. yays. like FINALLY lah. after tt, we went to her place and just hung out while chatting with ppl on her msn. made honey glazed chicken wings and we ate 3.5 chicken wings each. hehs.
after tt we walked to westmall and i went home soon after. ok lah, my day is boring. but i must so complain abt tt dafeizhu samuel!
omg, i thought waking LAF was diffcult, he's tougher. much much much tougher. i mean, i called him at 1030am sharp. call and call till 1040am and he picked up, with his sleepy voice. apparently he was still in lalaland and i let him slp till 11am.
called again at 11am and the conversation is super cute ok.
"wake up ler ma?"
"uh"
"u noe who i am?"
"uh"
"who am i?"
"orh"
"oie! u noe who u are?"
"uh"
"who?"
"orh"
ok, this will continue for ever. he FINALLY woke up at 1140am and i called at 1150am to double check. while talking to him just now, he was obvilious to wad happened in the morning. omg. so therefore, his name is set as dafeizhu.
ok, reason y i so ganjiong to wake him is cuz he need to hand in his homework.
anw, i am hungry.
u tink i have a serious crush? because i dont know myself. i hardly knew him for a week and this happens. i tink i seriously need some shrink or sth. i am going crazy. and i hope i never get to see dex. my goodness, he will ruin my life with his face.
not being nasty or sth. but seriously, looking at him screws my life up. i dont want tt to happen either but wth, it just does.
kns, hungry. bye.
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IDreamtOfYouAt.
11:59 PM
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
i have gotten very lazy!i'm refusing to blog cuz i wana play maple. i tink i'm addicted, but only because boyy(samuel) is bringing me ard. the past couple of days has been a bliss for me! ie. no late nite depressions! yays. i tink maple is good. hehs.
i saw many higher lvl monsters and i tink i'm the only lvl 12/13/14 who has been so deep into those places. i mean, when have u seen a lvl 12 enter into mushmom's place when u have to go thru countless number of IRON PIGS?
and i also saw golem, mix golem, cargo, blahh... i saw so many cute stuffs, i dont wana quit the game anymore! and the way to cargo sucks bigtime ok. i died many times. hehs. he wanted to bring me to some other ting but i died at the 2nd last map. kns.
okok, i can rant a whole entry abt it which i tink will bore most ppl.
went for makan with boyy ytd. we are both very lazy pigs! ok, he's a bigger pig den me lah. for a moment we were calling each other dazhu and muzhu. lols!! oh yes, ever since i knew him, i tink i'm very pampered and lazy.
since -idontknowwhen-, i have been ppl's alarm clock. and for the past couple of days, FINALLY, someone bothers to wake me up instead. eh, i dont know why, but i'm very happy with this arrangement. hahas.
i also got a wake up call this morning and almost cried when boyy said "yawn, i wake up juz to wake u up. u wake up ler ma? i go ZzZ lerhs...yawns.." hehs, i know its nth, but somehow i understand how mafan it is to wake up juz to wake someone up.
ok, i'm very tempted to be his rgf. HAHAS! its just temptation lah, nth more.
and my pplg divorced me. =( when i told him i had a xiaolaogong, he was lyk "what? i wan a dirvorce." dots. anw, i dont like guys with earholes, so i said "ok lor, u have 6 earholes, i also dun wan u." and he went "who say 6? 8 liao lor."
-.- kns.
was supposed to go swimming, but was cancelled. dots. we went iceskating instead, and man, I AM SO GLAD WE DID! ok, we met this super duper cute guy there. anw, swts was wearing a skirt and she fell.
so have we learnt a lesson not to wear skirts to iceskating? we have now, havent we swts? *strict teacher look-
so we changed clothes as i would hardly or never fall. den during the resurfacing, he came over and sat beside me. "hi! i'm eugene, wads ur name?" i was lyk "huh? her or me?" and he said both. so we chatted for awhile and he went off.
while skating, he would come every once in a while to try and talk to us. den we noticed tt he wasnt skating anymore and saw him sitting sumwhere. so we went over n found tt he 'sprained' his ankle. ouch, could tell tt it hurts.
oh, i must complain! how come his friends so buay zaii de? i mean, the boy hurt his ankle and wants to go to hospital and they just left him there can?! ~!@#$%^&*()_+
so we, being very kind ppl, sent him there. hehs, ok la, only because he looks cute. =X
our original plan was to go play pool with swts friend, -i forgot his name-. but anw, he fractured it. ouch? and he needs to be hospitalised. so i guess we'll probably visit him tmr? cuz his gloves r still with me. hehs.
anw, boyy is jealous. -.-
at the hospital, swts and i started disturbing laogong. we sent him the same msg at the same time. when he only replied to one, we said tt he was biased. wahahahas. tt's the ting with 2 wives! buck up laogong! buck up!! hehs.
i also disturbed boyy. and he didnt seem ganjiong at all lah! so i went "ni bu yao wo ler. =( " and he was like "yao. wo yao." -.- boys and their sugar coated honeyed words. hahahahas. kns, he went for movie w/o me lah! i also wana watch iceage2! kns.
silly boyy!
i'm going to play maple! ciao! 
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IDreamtOfYouAt.
9:58 PM
hehs, i have MIA-ed.
well, picking up from where i left off, sat was spent with joyceee. =D
she wanted a bag for poly. so we went to paragon to look at the nike bags. but nth caught our eyes. so we walked all over orchard and she settled for a bag from cine. had swensens for lunch and was SUPER full after tt.
walked ard summore and while she bought her bag, i made another senior friend. =D while lookin at the manicure designs, swts msged me. she said tt the "lanjiao bin" wanted to know me. -.-
he ended up msgin me when i reached home, which i duely ignored because my parents will nag if i'm seen with the hp too often at home. went on msn and chatted till abt 2+, 3am.
ok lah, he's quite a nice guy i guess.
sunday was the usual. visit granny, go home. but our heater broke down, so we bought another one that day. hehs. came home and chatted with the "cheebye kia". ok la, the ljb is samuel and the cbk is yonghan. i shall call them by their names.
blah blah blah, watched tv and after mum slept, samuel wanted to call me. so we chatted on the phone, while playing maple, and i slept at 4am ytd. wth. but he is super pro can? couldnt catch up and he was jumping EVERYWHERE.
gave me some scroll and i became a THEIF! hehs. he bought items 4 me(tt is very nice lah), although we only met like 2 days ago. reminds me of dex and how he bought the avatar for me in GB. bahh, i've gotten over the stupid GB anw.
took me ard maple and showed me the higher lvl monsters. there was a mushmum and he said tt if it touched me, i would just die instantly. my life only had 300++, and 1 hit by it damages 500+. wth.
i died in the end cuz i 4got to drink the potion and was killed by the stupid metal pigs. =/
but seeing him kill the mushmum was super funny! cuz u needed to go thru alot of those metal pigs to get there. and i was only a patheic lvl11. so i hung on the rope while he killed the mushmum. i tink ppl who saw a lvl11 hang there must have been shocked.
their damage is at least 3digits while i'm still stuck at damage of 30+. hehs, super funny.
after we saw the mushmum and golem, he took me to the snail area to pump my lvl. he is so pro, ppl kept askin him to haste them. lols. so we played ard and i took a screenshot of him bowing to me sitting on a chair. hehs.
he had this genie along with him! i also took a screenshot of tt. hahahas.
the pink ting is his genie. its only lvl1 and has a damage of 800+++. wth.and recently i just enabled the stuffplug ting on msn, the one which shows a pop-up when ppl open a conversation with u. i realised tt many ppl open a conversation with me, including LAF(only swts understand. =D).funny, no one talks.ok, anw, those days are totallie over. i lost laf, but got swts. i lost dex, but got pplg, xlg and fbf.let me specify. swts means sweets, fiona. pplg means pigpig laogong, adrain. xlg means xiao laogong, yonghan and fbf means fake boyfriend, samuel. though my fbf hopes to be rbf someday. hahahahas. silly boy.even with them, i still have other friends out there. yes, i'm not alone. =)))i am super hungry. haven eatten breakfast and i'm gona die of hunger soon. fbf told me to cook. i am super lazy can. grr, but i'm hungry. i'm still lazy. den i should buy back but i dont wana go downstairs. but i'm hungry.....OK FINE, BYE!p/s. its farce, not farcade or however i spelt it previously.
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IDreamtOfYouAt.
3:03 PM
i'm blogging on this shitass laptop cuz my comp is like running some live update. bahhs.
so anw, i concluded tt having a laptop aint tt good except for the fact tt its portable. hahahas. i was trying to figure out the interent ting ytd. and oh, i have wireless at my home lah. wth. didnt know until i turned on my comp n laptop this morning
-.-
okok, anw, went to sport carnival with fiona swts juz now. wore this denim and spag. met her at ginza and we ate mac for breakfast. there were these children playing some hand games, like vampire, caterpiller and the yi er san wo men shang wo men xia ting.
haha, the good old childish days. but oh well, its over and we're all grown n blahblahblah. hehs.
walked to krss busstop to wait for yonghan and his friends. i dont know any them. =X but anw, we walked there tgr n had some fun disturbing the boys. "you are cheebai kia and u are lanjiao kia. NONO, you are cheebye kia and you are lanjiao bin!"
well, since they were cb-ing our way there, i decided to give them names. lalalalas. i am such a naughty girl. fiona wanted to smoke and i'm like "NO!" then i went on to say "if u smoke, i smoke too." thus, resulting in neither of us taking a puff or 2.
i should have said "if u smoke, i cut my wrist." since she smoked b4, and i cut recently, hey, WHY NOT? so swts, now i'm telling u, -ONE PUFF, MEANS ONE CUT- understand? =D
okok, reached WCP and saw the old gang! so happy la. but i was lyk -.- when i saw someone else there, namely 'deex'. ok lah, dex is easier to type. =X tangyong(quek), kok leong(koky), benjamin(bk) and haojie(tao) were sitting there. =)) i love them. hehehes.
walked ard and greeted many tchers! i kinda miss them la. though i definately dun wana go back anymore! hehs.
and is it just me? or are the current sec ones sibei guailan huh? cuz this auriga shortie wasnt with his hse. instead he sat on a chair under an unused tent. so we were lyk "gei jiejie zuo leh", meaning let jiejie sit, they gave some fuck ans.
den quek came over and called me bygon. the insect spray. the sec1 called me tt and laughed. so i was lyk "ni ji lao? jiao wo bygon?", meaning how old are u?call me bygon?, and he left his seat to run away.
so i was very happy at the empty seat and sat down. he told me to return his chair. i was so pissed can? "ni gen wo jiang, na ni you ni de ming zi zai yi zi shang?", meaning you tell me, where got ur name on this chair, and he was lyk trying to be guailan la.
KIDS.
after tt, we climbed the pyramid with joan. yes, in my mini denim. craps. by the time we reached the top, the kids were released. and many were fasinated at how we could go up in minis. heng heng we managed to climb down b4 june siew n sujeetha arrived. PHEW!
but anw, we left and met up with annabelle and sarah. walked to ginza under the freaking hot sun can? but hell, we reached there anw. i was already holding everyting inside so fiona n i got some alcohol. yonghan bought for us.but we paid ourselves.
swts got peach bacardi and i got vodka with rasberry. eew, i hate berries. juz wanted to try the taste and try to drown some stuffs otherwise i'll either start smoking or cut myself all over agn. =/ men, they always screw our lives.
played ard at ginza and annabelle told us tt this guy stood really close to us while going down the escalater, and was lookin, u noe? down. go pay for sex or sth. no one's depriving u can? as long as u have money, money, transport, money, condom(optional) and money, u can have great sex. at geylang. =D
----- switched to comp cuz laptop has no mouse, or rather, owner is lazy. -----
went to olaho and took PICS! hehs. with swts's phone. abit blur, but hell, we had a great time tgr. didnt we swts? =D
before tt, i must so say this b4 i 4get! i'm a proud 31,24,31! weighing 45kg, standing at 158cam. hahahas. everyting is nice except the stupid height. =/
then with annabelle, sarah, olaho auntie and yi xin.
oh, a tribute to -us-
THIS IS NOT THE END!
once again, my long entries are back in play! hehs.
went to jp with swts. took the stupid bus 30. damn, i'm like super suay today. while happily chatting, this guy came and sat at the middle seat of the back row. swts was sitting inside and i was outside.
he pretended to slp and lean towards me and landed on my shoulders can?! i swear he was feeling up my skirt though i didnt tell swts for fear tt she kill him or sth. he tried again n i moved so close to swts and placed a finger there. if he ever touched my finger, i would just push him to the other side.
but he didnt. HAHAS. and swts was laughing so hysterically lah. until everyone turned back and saw wad he did. =X den he took out his phone and dropped it TWICE. stupid ass. when we changed place, he left the bus. ass.
reached jp and bought drinks and ice cream! while eating, this guy just jumped and said "HI!" it was sth abt donating to some home ting. and swts was like "we're not interested" and he backed off. hehs. =D
and then, while taking the lift down, this guy came outa the lift, walked real close to me in opp directions and touched my ass la!! i was lyk "what the fuck?! ASSHOLE!!" swts was lyk "wad happened?" and i told her. she wanted to confront him but the lift door closed. fuck.
blah. met louis, jack, gladys and some other girl at the arcade and took more pics. hahahahas.
whoos. decided to take the mrt home and this retard, looked at both of us n did tt "smooch" sound ting. urgh, totally unglam. i tink he was wearing overalls and looked lyk someone who painted ur hse. damn jerks.
5 incidences today further deepened my hatred for these sparstic MEN.
1] dex.
2] escalator guy.
3] bus guy.
4] ass groping guy.
5] smooch sound guy.
these ppl, totally spoilt my day. i told yongda and he asked if i'm okay. tell me ppl, should i be ok? i asked him 3 qns.
can i drink? can i smoke? can i cut?
he said no to the smoke and cut. so now i'm only left with drink. tell me, will i be happy? can i be? esp when dex appears outa no where again and again? please teach me how, not to go hysterical and crazy in your presence.
i told poh hwee tt as well. he told me not to waste my life because of those losers. fine, but tt doesnt solve the internal stress does it? u're in army. i dont wana add on to ur troubles. i'm serious abt the shrink. are you?
ok, enough of emo shit. i'm tired.
anw, ros tagged me. u're supposed to write out 7 qualities of ur wad ur partner should have and tag 7 ppl after tt. so here goes.
for my guy, he should be; HONEST, LOVING, FILIAL, TALL, RELATIVELY STRONG, RELATIVELY SMART, RELATIVELY WELL-TO-DO.
7 ppl i'm gona tag; FIONA SWTS, amanda, jess(if u read this), fatin, and anyone else, if u're bored. hahahas.
orchard with joyce tmr!
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