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- BEING BROKE.
- BEING SCOLDED.
- BEING BACKSTABBED.
- EMPTY VESSELS.
- HYPOCRITES.
- REPEAT OFFENDERS.
- COMPUTER BREAKDOWN.

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Thursday, April 13, 2006


flirtatious boys and bitchy girls.


perfect match made in heaven. hehs. swts and i are having fun these few days aint we? and tt cutie at the iceskating rink is sucha sugar coated, honey glazed guy. he calls me sleeping beauty and calls swts angel.


when we protest and say tt the name is too good for us, well, he just makes it work out lah. i guess some ppl are just blessed with the skill. anw, anw, anw. the "oh he's so cute, i want him" ting is over. erms, i have shortlived crushes can?


on the other hand, crush for -someone- is getting stronger.


I DONT KNOW WHY! dont ask me. just dont. bahh, ever since that pig caused me to sleep at a record breaking hour of 430am, and wake him at at 1030am, i guess being a girl, the old feelings came back but its on him now.


ok lah, he's sweet, tries to wake me up, very direct, and apparently very good at gaming. i'm only worried about the crush part. i seriously DONT believe in love at first sight, and i doubt i will. pls la, everyone noes i have the slutty sex appeal ting when i dressup.


who noes which one wants sex and which is a real catch?


bahh, i will observe for a few more days. mayb i can go for a fling and just 4get abt it soon after. tt is if we break up within a month. opps. i tink i'm going crazy lah. feeling are raging, becoming so flirty, so on so forth.


its rather fun and i was beginning to get worried abt the depression ting. but it all worked out and i hope it stays this way. mayb getting a partner can help like how it helped in the past. just that i'm still very afraid of the ending part.


all good tings have an end and i dont want the end to come. anw, he was(probably still is) a playboy and i'm sucha flirt now. i like him, but.... oh well. guys, dicks, they ALWAYS ruin our lives after bringing us to 7th heaven.


ok, enough of emo shit. met up with swts and went to have our brows plucked. yays. like FINALLY lah. after tt, we went to her place and just hung out while chatting with ppl on her msn. made honey glazed chicken wings and we ate 3.5 chicken wings each. hehs.


after tt we walked to westmall and i went home soon after. ok lah, my day is boring. but i must so complain abt tt dafeizhu samuel!


omg, i thought waking LAF was diffcult, he's tougher. much much much tougher. i mean, i called him at 1030am sharp. call and call till 1040am and he picked up, with his sleepy voice. apparently he was still in lalaland and i let him slp till 11am.


called again at 11am and the conversation is super cute ok.


"wake up ler ma?"
"uh"
"u noe who i am?"
"uh"
"who am i?"
"orh"
"oie! u noe who u are?"
"uh"
"who?"
"orh"



ok, this will continue for ever. he FINALLY woke up at 1140am and i called at 1150am to double check. while talking to him just now, he was obvilious to wad happened in the morning. omg. so therefore, his name is set as dafeizhu.


ok, reason y i so ganjiong to wake him is cuz he need to hand in his homework.


anw, i am hungry.


u tink i have a serious crush? because i dont know myself. i hardly knew him for a week and this happens. i tink i seriously need some shrink or sth. i am going crazy. and i hope i never get to see dex. my goodness, he will ruin my life with his face.


not being nasty or sth. but seriously, looking at him screws my life up. i dont want tt to happen either but wth, it just does.


kns, hungry. bye.







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