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i want to dance beside a frozen lake :: where the snowflakes gently fall from the sky :: the hair swaying in the chilly wind :: as the still moments of the winter everning :: is enlightened by me ::

My Contradictions.

- SEVENTEEN yet EIGHTEEN.
- SOPHISTICATED yet SIMPLE.
- WILD yet TAME.
- CRAZY yet NORMAL.
- BITCHY yet KIND.
- SLUTTISH yet DEMURE.
- FRANK yet SHY.
- CHILDISH yet MATURE.
- DEVILISH yet ANGELIC.
- NARCISSISTIC yet SELFLESS.
- CONFUSED yet SURE.
- FICKLE yet CONSISTENT.
- SELFISH yet GIVING.
- FIERCE yet GENTLE.
- ANNOYING yet LOVABLE.
- HEARTLESS yet SENTIMENTAL.
- SCHEMING yet NAIVE.
- LAZY yet HARDWORKING.
- RETARDED yet INTELLIGENT.
- IGNORANT yet KNOWLEDGEABLE.
- UNFEELING yet CARING.
- SLOPPY yet TIDY.
- IMAGINATIVE yet REALISTIC.
- PESSIMISTIC yet OPTIMISTIC.
- INTROVERTED yet EXTROVERTED.


My Loves.

- ME.MYSELF.I.
- MONEY.
- COMPUTER.
- HAND PHONE.
- CAMERA.
- CHILDREN.
- MIRRORS.
- MAKE UP.
- BITCHING.
- GOSSIPING.
- CRITICIZING.
- SLACKING.


My Hates.

- BEING BROKE.
- BEING SCOLDED.
- BEING BACKSTABBED.
- EMPTY VESSELS.
- HYPOCRITES.
- REPEAT OFFENDERS.
- COMPUTER BREAKDOWN.

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Friday, May 12, 2006




-枫-
乌云在我们心里搁下一块阴影
我聆听沉寂已久的心情
清晰透明 就像美丽的风景
总在回忆里才看得清



被伤透的心能不能够继续爱我
我用力牵起没温度的双手
过往温柔已经被时间上锁 只剩挥散不去的难过


缓缓飘落的枫叶像思念
我点燃烛火温暖岁末的秋天
极光掠夺天边 北风掠过想你的容颜
我把爱烧成了落叶 却换不回熟悉的那张脸


缓缓飘落的枫叶像思念
为何挽回要赶在冬天来之前
爱你穿越时间 两行来自秋末的眼泪
让爱渗透了地面 我要的只是你在我身边



被伤透的心能不能够继续爱我
我用力牵起没温度的双手
过往温柔已经被时间上锁 只剩挥散不去的难过



在山腰间飘逸的红雨
随着北风凋零
我轻轻摇曳风铃
想 唤醒被遗忘的爱情
雪花已铺满了地
深怕窗外枫叶已结成冰



缓缓飘落的枫叶像思念
我点燃烛火温暖岁末的秋天
极光掠夺天边 北风掠过想你的容颜
我把爱烧成了落叶 却换不回熟悉的那张脸



缓缓飘落的枫叶像思念
为何挽回要赶在冬天来之前
爱你穿越时间 两行来自秋末的眼泪
让爱渗透了地面 我要的只是你在我身边



i feel very frustrated with my parents.


everytime i try to talk and tell them sth, one of them will pop a random question and change the topic all in all. seriously, i feel as if they dont even really care about what i'm talking about. the thing is, when i dont talk, they think something is wrong with me.


i have gotten sick from trying.


when they talk, i have to listen. its just, i dont want to anymore. why do i even lock myself in the room at night? alot of reasons, and one of them is, i just dont wana talk to them anymore. they wont understand my problems anyway. forget it.


i seriously feel very tempted to just walk out of the house at night and just return home when they sleep. better still, dont even return home. like what dear says; when u dont have money, u're tired, its home sweet home. but when u have everyting, u just wana run away.


okok, stop being so emo. went to geylang just now and boy, IT'S HOT TONIGHT! when i stood there, it felt like shit cuz everyone is staring. men and women alike. men stared cuz i'm like the youngest one there, and women stared cuz their men stare. meaning they buay song.


but i dont care anw. =X


sian, i wana noe wads the fastest way to die. like every way is so painful. omg, how am i gona pass away. i'm so afraid of death and such. holy mother fucking crap. zzz.


dear is going out soon. =( i miss my dear. i might go out with him tmr though. parents r going to orchard. so yea, i can go out! yays. sians, when will i be able to go to a pub? dear said he'll bring me to clark quay if i can go. yays! drinks drinks drinks.


fuck, my fingers are so cold. i tink i'm gona die or sth. just hope i dun end up smoking or wadeva crap. no, i'm not gona cut myself. or at least i hope so. i shall try not to drink, but i noe i will. hahas.


blah blah blah. i tink i'm crazy. too many random thoughts. i'm gona die soon. anyone care to attend my funeral? anyone wana choose my coffin? i wan white color, big big nice nice de. comfortable also. den hor den hor, i wan alot of flowers.


and den remember to burn me 10 packets of sweets so tt i wont get bored on my way to -whoknowswhere- and i wan alot alot alot alot of money. so tt i can buy branded goods. eh, eh, eh, i wan alot of frens at my funeral also. the more the merrier.


den i can give u all toto numbers if u sleep over! =D see. i'm sucha nice girl. oh, brg ur frens along also. i 4got sth!!! i wana wear the most sexy outfit u can ever have in the world. since i'm dead rite, u can do a lipo on me den i'll be slimmer and have better figure!


i wan my hair nice nice and make up nice nice also. eh, ppl who wana take pic with me last min also welcome. since i'll look so pretty in the coffin. tralalalalas.


ok, so now i go think of a way to die. seeya next life fellow peeps!! =D


fuck, i'm just depressed.


p/s. i wan bigger boobs and smaller waist.



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