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i want to dance beside a frozen lake :: where the snowflakes gently fall from the sky :: the hair swaying in the chilly wind :: as the still moments of the winter everning :: is enlightened by me ::

My Contradictions.

- SEVENTEEN yet EIGHTEEN.
- SOPHISTICATED yet SIMPLE.
- WILD yet TAME.
- CRAZY yet NORMAL.
- BITCHY yet KIND.
- SLUTTISH yet DEMURE.
- FRANK yet SHY.
- CHILDISH yet MATURE.
- DEVILISH yet ANGELIC.
- NARCISSISTIC yet SELFLESS.
- CONFUSED yet SURE.
- FICKLE yet CONSISTENT.
- SELFISH yet GIVING.
- FIERCE yet GENTLE.
- ANNOYING yet LOVABLE.
- HEARTLESS yet SENTIMENTAL.
- SCHEMING yet NAIVE.
- LAZY yet HARDWORKING.
- RETARDED yet INTELLIGENT.
- IGNORANT yet KNOWLEDGEABLE.
- UNFEELING yet CARING.
- SLOPPY yet TIDY.
- IMAGINATIVE yet REALISTIC.
- PESSIMISTIC yet OPTIMISTIC.
- INTROVERTED yet EXTROVERTED.


My Loves.

- ME.MYSELF.I.
- MONEY.
- COMPUTER.
- HAND PHONE.
- CAMERA.
- CHILDREN.
- MIRRORS.
- MAKE UP.
- BITCHING.
- GOSSIPING.
- CRITICIZING.
- SLACKING.


My Hates.

- BEING BROKE.
- BEING SCOLDED.
- BEING BACKSTABBED.
- EMPTY VESSELS.
- HYPOCRITES.
- REPEAT OFFENDERS.
- COMPUTER BREAKDOWN.

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Monday, May 15, 2006


i hate pills.


mum is starting to make me eat some rubbish vitamin pills. damn, i choked on one ytd, and one today. what the hell la. anw, my heart pains are back. it hasnt been hurting for awhile until today. i was sitting there chatting with dear when it just twisted. ouch.


i hope i didnt scare u dear. its normal. =))


the synthesis of aspirin sucks big time. it STINKS. very very very smelly. and i thought esters were sweet smelling. so wrong. so wrong. the damn smell gave me a freaking headache. and i thought aspirins were supposed to relieve headaches. kua kua kua.


anw, ytd's m'sia trip was great. i actually bought a top with "i love beer" on it. which is rather true. mum was so cute during lunch ytd. we ate at this resturant. after ordering food, it was time for drinks. i gave her the big round 'pretty please' eyes and she went...


"hana, hana... miss, give us one jug of beer."


which is actually, honestly, not enough. cuz dad and i were happily drinking and drinking. hahas. dear 4got to buy beer 4 me just now. hmpf. duno is 4got, or dun wan. but whatever it is, I LOVE CARTOONS. although i still dont understand FF7. lols.


after he sent me home, i changed and headed for orchard. mum is working there now. damn, which means i have to be more careful while towning. anw, town is so yesterday. i need to find another place to shop. hahas.


cant wait 4 wed!! dear, swts, yh n i are going out tgr. will be lunching at ginza though, cuz fiona's fren wants to see yh. hahas. damn, y do i have to attend CATS? y do i even go to school? and tmr's practical is only from 8-9.30, instead of the usual 8-11.


damn, i just cant stop complaning huh? anw, i'm addicted to the song dear sent me ytd. the hardest thing by 98 degrees. i totally love it now. but i cant find a nice mtv to post here. sians. so here is rihanna's SOS. very nice song. =D






SOS-rihanna


Lalala lalala la la lala la Ohhh
You know I never felt like this before
Lalala lalala la la lala la Ohhh
Feels like something real


[Verse 1]
I'm obessive when just one thought of you comes up
I'm agressive just one thought of closing up
You got me stressing, incessantly pressing the issue
Da very moment gone you know I miss you
I'm the question an you of course the answer
Just hold me close boy cause I'm your tiny dancer
You make me shaken up, heads are mistaken
But I can't control myself got me calling out for help



[Chorus (2x)]
S.O.S. please someone help me. Its not healthy for me to feel this
Y.O.U. are making this hard, I can't take it see it don't feel right


[Bridge]
This time please someone come and rescue me
Cause you or my mind got me losing it
I'm lost you got me lookin for the rest of me (just testing me) but still I'm losing it
This time please someone come and rescue me cause you or my mind got me losing it
I'm lost you got me looking for the rest of me, got the best of me, so now I'm losing it


[Verse 2]
Just your presence and I second guess my insanity
Yes its a lesson and its based on my vanity
My tummy's up in knots sone as I see you I get so hot
Common sense if out the door can't seem to find a lot
Take me (uh huh) you know inside you feel it right
Take me I'ma put desire in your arms tonight
I'm out with you, ya got me head over heels
Boy you got me hanging on by the way you make me feel



[Chorus (1x)]


[Bridge]


Boy you know you got me feeling open
And boy your loves enough with words unspoken
I said boy I'm feeling you, you got me open
I don't know what to do its true
I'm going crazy over you I'm begging


[Chorus (1x)]


[Bridge (2x)]


[Outro]
Lala lala lala lala Ohhh
Ohh ohh lala lala lala lala oh oh



omg~ desperate hsewives. its almost time for the show. i like the way gabrielle bitches. makes me feel proud to even have tt name. =X and den dear is calling me ahbi. omg~ how it came about... long story.



sth abt gabrielle, gaby, baby, bibi, then ahbi. zzz. i'd rather he call me ah wen or sth. mummy calls me bibi. omg. worse ting, i cant call him jiejie cuz i sound like i'm calling my sister. zzz. i'll think of sth. i seriously will. DONT MAKE ME CALL U... eh, i haven think.


ok, enough of crapping. TV TIME! =D



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