- ii justt needd somee timee. *

i want to dance beside a frozen lake :: where the snowflakes gently fall from the sky :: the hair swaying in the chilly wind :: as the still moments of the winter everning :: is enlightened by me ::

My Contradictions.

- SEVENTEEN yet EIGHTEEN.
- SOPHISTICATED yet SIMPLE.
- WILD yet TAME.
- CRAZY yet NORMAL.
- BITCHY yet KIND.
- SLUTTISH yet DEMURE.
- FRANK yet SHY.
- CHILDISH yet MATURE.
- DEVILISH yet ANGELIC.
- NARCISSISTIC yet SELFLESS.
- CONFUSED yet SURE.
- FICKLE yet CONSISTENT.
- SELFISH yet GIVING.
- FIERCE yet GENTLE.
- ANNOYING yet LOVABLE.
- HEARTLESS yet SENTIMENTAL.
- SCHEMING yet NAIVE.
- LAZY yet HARDWORKING.
- RETARDED yet INTELLIGENT.
- IGNORANT yet KNOWLEDGEABLE.
- UNFEELING yet CARING.
- SLOPPY yet TIDY.
- IMAGINATIVE yet REALISTIC.
- PESSIMISTIC yet OPTIMISTIC.
- INTROVERTED yet EXTROVERTED.

My Loves.

- ME.MYSELF.I.
- MONEY.
- COMPUTER.
- HAND PHONE.
- CAMERA.
- CHILDREN.
- MIRRORS.
- MAKE UP.
- BITCHING.
- GOSSIPING.
- CRITICIZING.
- SLACKING.

My Hates.

- BEING BROKE.
- BEING SCOLDED.
- BEING BACKSTABBED.
- EMPTY VESSELS.
- HYPOCRITES.
- REPEAT OFFENDERS.
- COMPUTER BREAKDOWN.

My Tagboard.

My Archives.

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November 2005

December 2005

January 2006

February 2006

March 2006

April 2006

May 2006

June 2006

July 2006

August 2006

September 2006

My Links.

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-=| Blogger. |=-

-=| Brenda. |=-

-=| Chuan Ru. |=-

-=| Claudia. |=-

-=| Darren. |=-

-=| Desmond. |=-

-=| Eleanna. |=-

-=| Eugene. |=-

-=| Fatin. |=-

-=| Fiona. |=-

-=| Gabriel. |=-

-=| Hazwan. |=-

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-=| Jasmine. |=-

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-=| Jiaxin. |=-

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-=| Rhoda. |=-

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-=| Shahidatul. |=-

-=| Siti Adawiyah. |=-

-=| Steph. |=-

-=| Steven. |=-

-=| Wan Juan. |=-

-=| Weng Lum. |=-

-=| Xia Xue. |=-

-=| Yvonne. |=-

I Love You.

We never really noticed each other.
Or at least I never noticed you.
But now you are my fantasy.
My wonderful dream come true.

Your eyes met mine.
And mine met yours.
The story of Sleeping Beauty.
Riding on a horse.

Often I think of you.
And wonder if you think of me.
I just want to be there with you.
Through times of thick and thin.

Many a time I neglected you.
But you never seem to mind.
You're one in a million.
Once in a lifetime.

When you smile.
It's the greatest prize.
I'm in heaven.
I'm in paradise.

When I close my eyes.
I see your face.
The touch of your hands.
And the way you embrace.

If I'm in trouble.
All I need to do is call.
Cause I know you'll be there for me.
I know you'll catch me if I fall.

You shine like a lighthouse.
And you showed me the light.
And then I see that life.
Is not only black and white.

I believe in love.
The everlasting kind.
But true love and lust.
Are separated by a mere thin line.

I love you for who you are.
For everything you say.
And no matter what happens.
You will never be replaced.

So now you know my feelings for you.
Is not like eating jam and toast.
Our fairytale is full of love.
It's called Amor Infinitus.

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c0pyyrighttedd ; [-gabrielle-]

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Tuesday, June 13, 2006

gabrielle wong yiwen,

what the fuck is wrong with you and your fucking attitude today? one minute you're talking, the next minute you shut up and respond as if the whole world offended you and your fucked up mood. if you fucking need to clarify things, then DO IT.

dont sit there and pretend to be ok when you're obviously losing your fucked up mind once again. no really, THRASH IT ALL OUT. stop hiding things within yourself and pretend to be some fucking happy go lucky bitch.

why? because you're driving yourself into a corner and spinning in circles and getting yourself all dizzy and such, so much so you cant think properly enough to treat people with some decent respect like to respond when spoken to.

fuck you, wake up and get your ass outa that circle of denial. thats the stupidest thing anyone can do. to keep everything and not let it out cause you know what? PRESSURE BULIDS UP YOU FUCKING STUPID BITCH.

and guess what? you're just touching that danger line. you know, the one that says 'maximum pressure'. stupid bitch, they dont place a danger line there for no fucking reason. its meant to say that you should keep it below that line because if you dont, it will explode.

no one is anticipating to see your bloody intestines, heart, lungs, stomach and whatever's in there, so keep it to your fucking self. fuck it, find some way to slow down that time bomb of yours because you're fucking destructive.

no, the people around you dont need to, and dont want to die a horrible death. stop trying to self destruct because there are people out there who actually cares. not that you're one of them who cares, but there actually are people who gives a damn about you and your patheic fucked up life.

you are not helping yourself by trying to shorten your useless lifespan because i fucking bet that you will regret it when you actually die. so stop those sucide thoughts of yours because you're simply too spineless to actually carry them out.

adding on, you're not depressed so stop trying to make yourself fall into the blackhole of depression. tell me, what is wrong with your fucking life? you got your boyfriend back, you got your best friend back, you made new friends, what more do you want?

and why the fuck do you even care about how other people feel? you are you, so stop being such a bitch and pretend to be concerned about your so called enemy's affairs. one thing you seriously have to drill into that coconut shell head of your fucking self;

you can never feel another person's pain because you are you. the only thing that comes the closest is your own set of pain which only you can feel. then, that is called RELATING to someone's pain, not feeling it. you can never feel it so stop trying so hard, bitch.

why am i even bothering to screw you? because i'm actually concerned about your well-being. why? your well-being is my well-being and i dont want you to screw it all up because of a one time affair of MOODINESS. its not worth it you idiot.

why do i even care?

because i am you.

wth was tt for? i duno. just needed someone to slap me awake but apparently no one actually bothers to understand tt i'm not ok. fine, ppl do understand but no one knows what to do. i'm probably the only one who can get close enough to screw myself.

what? cant a girl have internal contradictions and spilt personalities? screw u if u tink i'm crazy. i bet u cant even come close to writing sth like i did. hey, u tink its easy? try writing one essay, screwing urself, w/o repeating ur points lah, useless wimps. if u cant, den shut up n go away.

if u still insist on staying and telling me i have mental problems den it takes one to know one so look at ur bloody self before even trying to help me with my head. like i dont care, heck care, fuck care abt what u tink. u wana get to me, FIND ANOTHER WAY LA YOU MONKEY ASS.

this bitch here is on fire. so yes, she's very hot-tempered, vulgar and unreasonable. fuck off. but then again, if anyone feels tt u can get thru to her(me), u can actually try. BUT, shut up if she starts to ignore u cuz it shows tt wad u're dng, AINT WORKING.

u can believe in miracles. no worries.

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