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i want to dance beside a frozen lake :: where the snowflakes gently fall from the sky :: the hair swaying in the chilly wind :: as the still moments of the winter everning :: is enlightened by me ::

My Contradictions.

- SEVENTEEN yet EIGHTEEN.
- SOPHISTICATED yet SIMPLE.
- WILD yet TAME.
- CRAZY yet NORMAL.
- BITCHY yet KIND.
- SLUTTISH yet DEMURE.
- FRANK yet SHY.
- CHILDISH yet MATURE.
- DEVILISH yet ANGELIC.
- NARCISSISTIC yet SELFLESS.
- CONFUSED yet SURE.
- FICKLE yet CONSISTENT.
- SELFISH yet GIVING.
- FIERCE yet GENTLE.
- ANNOYING yet LOVABLE.
- HEARTLESS yet SENTIMENTAL.
- SCHEMING yet NAIVE.
- LAZY yet HARDWORKING.
- RETARDED yet INTELLIGENT.
- IGNORANT yet KNOWLEDGEABLE.
- UNFEELING yet CARING.
- SLOPPY yet TIDY.
- IMAGINATIVE yet REALISTIC.
- PESSIMISTIC yet OPTIMISTIC.
- INTROVERTED yet EXTROVERTED.


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- ME.MYSELF.I.
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- COMPUTER.
- HAND PHONE.
- CAMERA.
- CHILDREN.
- MIRRORS.
- MAKE UP.
- BITCHING.
- GOSSIPING.
- CRITICIZING.
- SLACKING.


My Hates.

- BEING BROKE.
- BEING SCOLDED.
- BEING BACKSTABBED.
- EMPTY VESSELS.
- HYPOCRITES.
- REPEAT OFFENDERS.
- COMPUTER BREAKDOWN.

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Sunday, June 04, 2006


PART II.


ok, i slacked while posting pictures ytd. so here's another chunkload of them. i'm partly trying to upload them so if anything happens to my ancient comp, i still have most of my precious memories. =))


i forgot to mention. i miss your baby smell darrdarrhh!!! oh man, seriously, he used to have this baby smell on him. ok, i noe i sound bian tai smelling him. but its tt very sweet, adorable scent. truly captivating!


dont give me that look!!


ok, i did get abit of his smell after lunch ytd. hehes. been so so so so so long since i grinned at my monitor and literally type without looking at the keyboard. tt's how happy i am ok. hehehehes. =X


anw darrdarrhh, dun get too upset over that loco slut. fyi, loco means siao, crazy, 神经病. well, its over. fuck the past. i'm your future. i know its my fault tt all ended up this way. because if i listened to my own instincts then, all these would not have happened.


i doubt u'll even join vball in the 1st place. much less know some little girl with a limited vocab of "so", "never force u", "haha" and "u care". bah, after ytd night, i wont bother bitching about that 丫头. utter waste of my time.


at least if she actually talked with some sense, i'll still be obliged to reply and bitch around. but her? omg, thank you for making him realise tt his ultimate choice is me. not because i'm his 1st gf, but because there're schizophrenics like u out there.


okok, promised darrdarrhh tt i wont let her pollute my blog. i'm not angry anymore. at least darrdarrhh can stand up for himself. not like how he used to go "nvm la, dun care" and just walk off as if nothing happened.


hehes. everyone is telling me not to bother abt her. darr, swts, hongkai, steven, sam, amanda, joyce... practically everyone who heard about it. hongkai was like such a joker. "gou nan nu good wad. loyal to each other."



HUR! HUR!! HUR!!!


okok, stop ranting about it. let her indulge in self pity since she likes it so much. i dont understand. faint so often still in vball. knowing tt one's ill still go get emotionally attached. rather idiotic i would say. swts was like "she cannot bitch properly."


eh, eh, eh. dun digress liao. PICTURES!!!!




taken in ginza while waiting for my mummy, daddy n nanny to finish off their shopping. hmm, i hope i remember correctly. cuz i dont really remember what happened. i only know tt some fuckers were dripping water from the top. hmpf.


i tink nanny misses him. cuz she kept asking if he finished the tea she bought for him. hahahas. nanny's so cute. upon knowing he likes teh-beng, she rushed to buy the instant tea tingy. so sweet right my nanny. =))












UNO STACKO!!!!! daddy was overseas then. so we ate dinner at home and played uno stacko!! that silly boy has never eaten pumkin!!! oh my. so mummy cooked pumpkin for us. we bought the uno stacko so that we could play with daddy! hehes.











DARRDARRHH'S BIRTHDAY!!


hehehes. i didnt post this one. how fucking stupid rite. hehs. ok, i noe the cake is u-g-l-y. its made by my MUMMY!!! hehs, i was supposed to be the one baking the cake. but i kinda lost touch and was super tired. so mummy helped me bake it. =))


grapes, his fave. hehehes. he came over to my place slightly earlier. we played a lil of comp b4 he went zzz-ing on my bed. he looks so adorable sleeping. yesyes, your POP sound. lalalalas. ur mummy's right, u do curl like a cooked prawn when u sleep. =X


i promise this year will be better. =)) iheartyou.






bugis with joan! hmm, i know joan's not in the picture. we went to bugis for a movie with her. i cant remember the tittle, but its similar to jumanji. erm, an outer space version of it. damn, y cant i remember that stupid name of the movie?! ~!@#$%^&*()_+


next up. pictures after we broke up. zzz. that period of time was such a torture! we only chatted on msn for the next 2 months. until he finally smsed me afew days after chinese new year. so we smsed, then talked on the phone and went out all over again.





HAHS!! he even sent me to work. on the third day, i ranaway cuz it was fucking boring!! ok, i blogged about that, but i wana post the pics again. anw, darr wants me to do tt cuz he wants so look at how his hair changes. -.-


look at how disgustingly long it is!!! hmpf. but he finally cut it!! hehehes.






there are more on the other post. i'm too lazy to find the permalink. go if u're really interested, which i doubt so, go look in feb2006 archives. =)) we went to do sth. i cant really remember. but i know wanjuan was there. i tink it was to take sth from krss.




went to changi airport to pick my daddy up!! only one pic. hehehes. =X




ps, i totally need to digress. AINT THEY SIMPLY ADORABLE?!!!!! tt's the boy in my earlier post. lalalalas. happened to chance upon it while browsing thru my other folder just now. awws. heartthrobs!!






taken ytd after lunching at ginza!! hehs. now his hair is like super duper truper long!! but nvm, he's gona cut it soon i tink. =D muacks.


haha, tt's the number of pics we took. like alot can. it's not all summore. lalalalas. i'm truly happy now. the 1st time i felt so happy was when we started out. and i'm once again experiencing this!! in a larger dosage. =D


oh yes one more thing. i totally need to say it out before i look like some silly bitch. here's was happened. yh was thinking tt i'll be sad if i saw sam at the june concert. so swts said tt i'm back with my ex and i'm fucking happy now(which is true, fyi).


he asked if darr is the sub of sam and swts said "sam's the sub of him". i was talking abt this with amanda. so here's wad's gng on. darr is not the sub of sam, neither is sam the darr. both of them are totally different. =))



i duno wad i'm talking abt. i tink i ate too much chocolates. lols....


anw, anw, anw. i saw sth just now and its like so freaking cute!!!!!




yvonne and leo!! our little poohs. hehehes. so damn cute la.


we were thinking of what to name them. he asked his bro and a list of chim chim names came out.


camellia
rhoeo
angelonia
roselia
adrenium
benjamina
katherinea
aureus



guess wad? all plant names. -.-


he also told me tt the next generation of chinese names. there's this fixed tingy going on la. surname wont change though. so its yu (generation name) (own name). chim? ok. his name is 余雄达, so the yu is his surname, the xiong is the generation name and da is his own name.


bah, wad am i talking abt? anw, the next generation is 余明_ for the guys. strangely, there's no fixed tingy for the girls. hmm. the next next generation is 余强_. den next next next... erms, i duno. he duno and his bro duno. =X


eh, this is not wedding plans. just a conversation. =X


okok, i should probably end here. whoos. everything flies so quickly. i still remember after breaking up with sam, i was thinking of talking to darr but he was attached. so i asked jess if she got bully him. she said no.


right, she didnt bully him. hmpf.


actually i was kinda envious of jas cuz she got back with her gonggong after one whole year. and i was wondering if tt would ever happen to me. hahas. it just did and it's only half a year. =))


love you darrdarrhh. =D



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