stop torturing it like its fun. i think i'd rather you use a penknife then your long thick nails. imagine how much strength you use to mark a scar on your skinny bone wrist with your nails. no, penknives are quick and you can see blood.
anyway, its more or less comfirmed i'm joining iceskating. went for the trial yesterday and it was really fun. i'm getting the T-brake thing. once again i didnt fall. and i learnt something new. which is good i guess. oh, and i made new friends. =)
fiona, annabelle and yonghan came over after my trial. oh, how come my boyfriend didnt come? i dont know, maybe it's because i have attitude problems and its over? i think i got the reason correct didnt i? oh anyway, thanks for enlightening me. uncle's place equals to basketball court.
took pictures with the girls in the toilet and neoprints. man, yesterday was the first time we got so sick of taking pictures. that machine is crazy. you can keep taking and retaking. we kept pressing the retake button unknowingly. -.-
quarrelled with my parents till 1.30am. slept at 4am cuz my damn eyes were swollen. crap, i think next time i should just STFU. like for no rhyme or reason, they go remind me of grandmama. like fuck shit. i dont need that.
not that i forgotten about her, but i'm strong and i will not show it. i know i can never bring back that day to tell her goodbye for the last time. but i will not regret, or show anymore tears unless some fucker reminds me of it. so shut up, go away.
woke up at 2pm today and had yet another round of quarrels with them. i didnt even do anything i swear. after quarrelling, we went to jp to eat. so anyway, it's over between us. since you asked for it, you shall have it.
to make things easier, its my fault ok? dont need to argue about this. mine. just leave if you want to. i'm not going to be so shameless as to keep someone who doesnt want to stay. it probably doesnt matter to you cuz i'm just another girl.
why am i so emotional?