yawns. woke up at 9 to wake ryu up. like how long has it been since i went out of the way to wake someone?? VERY LONG CAN. hmpf. no more man. i'm like so fucking tired la. i wana slp sumore but i have BBQ!!!!!!
man, my 2nd(?) bbq in my entire life!!!!
the first one i went to, i believe, is the dance bbq. dun tok abt the production bbq when i was little la. tt one i've been to -godknowshowmanay-. cuz mum is afterall one of the important ppl in the crew. how can they not invite her? similarly, invite her dun invite me, HOW CAN?
yea. 2nd bbq i can remember. tralalalalas. mum says she'll let me go home at 11. yays! 1st time i'm staying out so late without them ok. hmm, 2nd time. 1st was when.... argh, i dun wana talk abt it. makes me sad.
somehow, i dug out some old letters someone gave to me. ouch man. pain. y is it everytime i read it, i either laugh hysterically or cry? rather silly of me right? BUT I CANT HELP IT.
woke up this morning and saw yet another letter stuck to my wall. =( the ink faded away. i cant read it anymore. =( fuck man. i wana read it all over again. ok, i'm mad.
2days back i dreamt tt someone threw me into a coffin n cremated me ALIVE!!! how fucking scary can it be la? to see flames all around you while u struggle to get out. imagine the heat as well. oh man, i will never turn off the aircon ever!!
then again, what if it does come true?!
bahh, better still 4 me. since SOMEONE doesnt even seem to care. yea so wad if it most probably wont come true? CAN BE SCARED ONE RITE. wadeva. i dont care anyway. not even some reassurance of 'it wont happen cuz i wont let it' no such shit.
nvm lor. since my one week is due today.
anw, went to town ytd cuz mum had to attend some talk. den dad n i was sian-ing the whole way thru cuz we werent invited. damn it loh. wanted to catch a movie, but decided against it. walked around shaw before settling down at mac to play laptop.
took pics b4 i left the house. N-A-R-C-I-S-S-I-S-T-I-C . hahas.
i noe i noe, i use the mirror alot. i also took a pic of my laptop!!!
NICE RITE NICE RITE?!!!!!! i love it so much man!!
lalalas. time 4 me to go pack up for the bbq. i duno wad to brg sehs.. tatahhs world. =D