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i want to dance beside a frozen lake :: where the snowflakes gently fall from the sky :: the hair swaying in the chilly wind :: as the still moments of the winter everning :: is enlightened by me ::

My Contradictions.

- SEVENTEEN yet EIGHTEEN.
- SOPHISTICATED yet SIMPLE.
- WILD yet TAME.
- CRAZY yet NORMAL.
- BITCHY yet KIND.
- SLUTTISH yet DEMURE.
- FRANK yet SHY.
- CHILDISH yet MATURE.
- DEVILISH yet ANGELIC.
- NARCISSISTIC yet SELFLESS.
- CONFUSED yet SURE.
- FICKLE yet CONSISTENT.
- SELFISH yet GIVING.
- FIERCE yet GENTLE.
- ANNOYING yet LOVABLE.
- HEARTLESS yet SENTIMENTAL.
- SCHEMING yet NAIVE.
- LAZY yet HARDWORKING.
- RETARDED yet INTELLIGENT.
- IGNORANT yet KNOWLEDGEABLE.
- UNFEELING yet CARING.
- SLOPPY yet TIDY.
- IMAGINATIVE yet REALISTIC.
- PESSIMISTIC yet OPTIMISTIC.
- INTROVERTED yet EXTROVERTED.


My Loves.

- ME.MYSELF.I.
- MONEY.
- COMPUTER.
- HAND PHONE.
- CAMERA.
- CHILDREN.
- MIRRORS.
- MAKE UP.
- BITCHING.
- GOSSIPING.
- CRITICIZING.
- SLACKING.


My Hates.

- BEING BROKE.
- BEING SCOLDED.
- BEING BACKSTABBED.
- EMPTY VESSELS.
- HYPOCRITES.
- REPEAT OFFENDERS.
- COMPUTER BREAKDOWN.

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Saturday, May 27, 2006


GOOD MORNING SINGAPORE!!


yawns. woke up at 9 to wake ryu up. like how long has it been since i went out of the way to wake someone?? VERY LONG CAN. hmpf. no more man. i'm like so fucking tired la. i wana slp sumore but i have BBQ!!!!!!


man, my 2nd(?) bbq in my entire life!!!!


the first one i went to, i believe, is the dance bbq. dun tok abt the production bbq when i was little la. tt one i've been to -godknowshowmanay-. cuz mum is afterall one of the important ppl in the crew. how can they not invite her? similarly, invite her dun invite me, HOW CAN?


yea. 2nd bbq i can remember. tralalalalas. mum says she'll let me go home at 11. yays! 1st time i'm staying out so late without them ok. hmm, 2nd time. 1st was when.... argh, i dun wana talk abt it. makes me sad.


somehow, i dug out some old letters someone gave to me. ouch man. pain. y is it everytime i read it, i either laugh hysterically or cry? rather silly of me right? BUT I CANT HELP IT.


woke up this morning and saw yet another letter stuck to my wall. =( the ink faded away. i cant read it anymore. =( fuck man. i wana read it all over again. ok, i'm mad.


2days back i dreamt tt someone threw me into a coffin n cremated me ALIVE!!! how fucking scary can it be la? to see flames all around you while u struggle to get out. imagine the heat as well. oh man, i will never turn off the aircon ever!!


then again, what if it does come true?!


bahh, better still 4 me. since SOMEONE doesnt even seem to care. yea so wad if it most probably wont come true? CAN BE SCARED ONE RITE. wadeva. i dont care anyway. not even some reassurance of 'it wont happen cuz i wont let it' no such shit.


nvm lor. since my one week is due today.


anw, went to town ytd cuz mum had to attend some talk. den dad n i was sian-ing the whole way thru cuz we werent invited. damn it loh. wanted to catch a movie, but decided against it. walked around shaw before settling down at mac to play laptop.


took pics b4 i left the house. N-A-R-C-I-S-S-I-S-T-I-C . hahas.













i noe i noe, i use the mirror alot. i also took a pic of my laptop!!!






NICE RITE NICE RITE?!!!!!! i love it so much man!!


lalalas. time 4 me to go pack up for the bbq. i duno wad to brg sehs.. tatahhs world. =D



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