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i want to dance beside a frozen lake :: where the snowflakes gently fall from the sky :: the hair swaying in the chilly wind :: as the still moments of the winter everning :: is enlightened by me ::

My Contradictions.

- SEVENTEEN yet EIGHTEEN.
 - SOPHISTICATED yet SIMPLE.
 - WILD yet TAME.
 - CRAZY yet NORMAL.
 - BITCHY yet KIND.
 - SLUTTISH yet DEMURE.
 - FRANK yet SHY.
 - CHILDISH yet MATURE.
 - DEVILISH yet ANGELIC.
 - NARCISSISTIC yet SELFLESS.
- CONFUSED yet SURE.
 - FICKLE yet CONSISTENT.
 - SELFISH yet GIVING.
 - FIERCE yet GENTLE.
 - ANNOYING yet LOVABLE.
 - HEARTLESS yet SENTIMENTAL.
 - SCHEMING yet NAIVE.
 - LAZY yet HARDWORKING.
 - RETARDED yet INTELLIGENT.
 - IGNORANT yet KNOWLEDGEABLE.
 - UNFEELING yet CARING.
 - SLOPPY yet TIDY.
 - IMAGINATIVE yet REALISTIC.
 - PESSIMISTIC yet OPTIMISTIC.
 - INTROVERTED yet EXTROVERTED.

My Loves.

- ME.MYSELF.I.
- MONEY.
- COMPUTER.
- HAND PHONE.
- CAMERA.
- CHILDREN.
- MIRRORS.
- MAKE UP.
- BITCHING.
 - GOSSIPING.
- CRITICIZING.
- SLACKING.


My Hates.

 - BEING BROKE.
- BEING SCOLDED.
- BEING BACKSTABBED.
- EMPTY VESSELS.
- HYPOCRITES.
- REPEAT OFFENDERS.
- COMPUTER BREAKDOWN.

My Tagboard.


My Archives.


My Links.

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-=| Amanda. |=-


-=| Blogger. |=-


-=| Brenda. |=-


-=| Chuan Ru. |=-


-=| Claudia. |=-


-=| Darren. |=-


-=| Desmond. |=-


-=| Eleanna. |=-


-=| Eugene. |=-


-=| Fatin. |=-


-=| Fiona. |=-


-=| Gabriel. |=-


-=| Hazwan. |=-


-=| Huang Zhi. |=-


-=| Jasmine. |=-


-=| Jessica. |=-


-=| Jiaxin. |=-


-=| Jieying. |=-


-=| Joni. |=-


-=| Joyee. |=-


-=| Kenneth. |=-


-=| Phyllis. |=-


-=| Rhoda. |=-


-=| Rosalind. |=-


-=| Saky. |=-


-=| Shahidatul. |=-


-=| Siti Adawiyah. |=-


-=| Steph. |=-


-=| Steven. |=-


-=| Wan Juan. |=-


-=| Weng Lum. |=-


-=| Xia Xue. |=-


-=| Yvonne. |=-


I Love You.

We never really noticed each other.
Or at least I never noticed you.
But now you are my fantasy.
My wonderful dream come true.


Your eyes met mine.
And mine met yours.
The story of Sleeping Beauty.
Riding on a horse.


Often I think of you.
And wonder if you think of me.
I just want to be there with you.
Through times of thick and thin.


Many a time I neglected you.
But you never seem to mind.
You're one in a million.
Once in a lifetime.


When you smile.
It's the greatest prize.
I'm in heaven.
I'm in paradise.


When I close my eyes.
I see your face.
The touch of your hands.
And the way you embrace.


If I'm in trouble.
All I need to do is call.
Cause I know you'll be there for me.
I know you'll catch me if I fall.


You shine like a lighthouse.
And you showed me the light.
And then I see that life.
Is not only black and white.


I believe in love.
The everlasting kind.
But true love and lust.
Are separated by a mere thin line.


I love you for who you are.
For everything you say.
And no matter what happens.
You will never be replaced.


So now you know my feelings for you.
Is not like eating jam and toast.
Our fairytale is full of love.
It's called Amor Infinitus.


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c0pyyrighttedd ; [-gabrielle-]



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Thursday, September 29, 2005


i so love myself. =))


although my results werent fantastic,i onlie need to come back for 2 subs.namely,eng n amaths.teeheehees. =D


i'm so proud of myself.but 1 ting,L1R5 19 pts.siannnssss.......no jc to go to.not tt i want to,but just to see where i stand.


we had to sign the report tingy today.and i'm proud to say tt my total result %tage is 62.1%.wakakakakakakakas.yays.


ohh let me brag abit lehh.5th in class,24 in level.*gleams.


since i cannot write aniting bad abt anione,esp TEACHERS[note tt i didnt write anyting to deframe u in this entry.], den i shall tok abt myself.mayb i should put some password ting hor?


anw,i just dont understand.we write sth nice,u try to be humble.we write sth bad,u buaysong.how leh?


ok nvm.THANK YOU FOR TEACHING ME OK?THANK YOU SO MUCH.


and i'm depressed.i lost my ever so faithful SAFTY PIN. =((( haiis.no mood to explain wad happened la. =((


happy + depressed = FOOD!!!!![bullshit] darrdarrhh n i went on some food spree.although its onlie a few kinds of food,it made us damn full!!!!!he also taught me how to say 'full' in malay.its sth lyk 'ge ge nyang an'. duno how to spell la.and 'never give me food' is 'tak suda makan' tt i learnt from this old lady at the nursing hm.


we ate pudding,pancakeS,teh beng,rojak[silly boii haven eaten s'pore rojak despite being here for 5 years. O_O!!!] and walked ALOT.


we took a bus to tanglin sec opp de bank.den we walked to clementi central,supposeingly[wa?such a word?duno how to spell?] to eat tangyuans.but decided to eat pancake in the end.den we walked to eat rojak.den walked home.damn tired nw.


yawns.i go SLEEP!!!!


-ilovemyself-
-ihate bloggernw.-



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7:00 PM


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Monday, September 26, 2005


yoz!!!back after a short break.


afew tings to tok abt today.wakakakakas.


FLOORBALL.
damn exciting.we played against the 4E and 5N.eventuallie,4e7 emerged 2ND!!!!!!!shiok.ok.i admit i had nth to do with the victory cuz i onlie played 1 game.but hey,i'm not ur typical sports/active person okay.


afew of the 4e7ians gt injured.haiis.i didnt injure myself physically,but vocally.sianns.i tink i'm gona lose my voice tmr.if i dont,and u hear me speaking normally,please come over and congrate me.thank you verii much.


4e10 was 1st.followed by us.and then....err...i 4got lehh..paiisehh2.


nonetheless,today will be an unforgetable day.i'd never had so much fun with floorball.WH0OS.u go 4e7!!! [i hope i still have my voice tmr.but if it's gona be in bad condition lyk tt mr ***,den i'd rather nt have it.seriously,i dun wana be as disgusting as him.]


RESULTS.
well,they werent as bad as i tot they wud b.i reali died-ed for my eng paper1 sect1.a patheic 7/30.lyk wtf.


but i shall console myself and say tt it's onlie normal.cuz i haven written an expository qn ever since sec3.anw,the qn for prelim is ridiculous.i wont bother myself with it.i noe my eng is nt gd,but neither is it bad.if i managed to get an A2 for midyr and constant B3s for previous exams,i dont see y this LITTLE setback can/should affect my confidence.


and despite failing so badly,i still managed to pass overall.although its still a C6,but i'm confident tt i will do better during the Os.afterall,its the Olevels tt matter,not this prelim.and it so happened tt i dun intend to go to a JC during the 1st 3 mths.so yahh,i WILL NOT bother me.


my humanities improved by 2 grades.from a C5 to a B3.yay.i'm so proud of myself.hahahahas.ok,its nt as fab as an A1 lyk wad charissa gt,but it's still an improvement.and my SS pulled me down. =(


i got an A2 for my geog and B4 for SS.haiis.so the combined result is B3.hahahas.oh well.HAPPYHAPPYHAPPY!!!!


tmr we'll be getting our science paper3.GANJIONG!!!!! i've calculated some tings.to get a B3 for physics,i need 24.5/30 for my practical. and to get an A1 for chem,i'll need 34/40.WOW!!! i hope i can make it.


DADDIE.
today is his burfday!!!!hahahas.nth much reali.its BORING.sianns.didnt do much.yawns.


so i guess tt's abt all.and btw,i found the necklaces tt chengjun and jingshu have in the serial 天国的阶梯.its kinda cute u noe.shall say more another day.i gotta rush!!!show's starting!!!!



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9:53 PM


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Friday, September 23, 2005


I WONDER.....


if ur child's spouse is ur daughter/son-in-law,wont tt make him/her ur daughter/son?if he/she is ur daughter/son,den ur child's spouse would be his/her brother/sister.how can sibblings marry each other?hmm.


weird hurhs?i was tinking abt while doin sth.oh well.


as expected,mrs yeo didnt return the ss papers.SIANNSS.and i met up with darrdarrhh at ginza juz nw.and guess wad?the gurl tt was following him last tyme came back.OMFG. =((


she's fr commonwealth sec.omgomgomg.freaky.the 1st ting she said was "hi fendy." and she stared at me and turned away.den she went on to tok to the auntie.darrdarrhh n i were sitting below the hats.and after she said byebye to the auntie,she came over and looked angry and walked off.


waddahell,ok mayb i'm over sensitive but its freaky ok.darrdarrhh said tt he duno her.but how can he not noe her if she even noes his name?worse still,he duno how she noes his name.some1 save me.


my mummie doesnt believe tt he duno her.omgomgomg.i'm confused.i duno wad to do.if i go ask her,i will look lyk some possessive idiot.but if i dont,den i wud seem as if i dun care.help.some1?


4get it.i guess it's juz me.*kapiak* go watch tv la gabrielle.tink so much.



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11:00 PM


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Thursday, September 22, 2005


got back afew results. =((


the onlie 2 full results i got back was emaths and amaths.i guess emaths is alright.ok la.i'm happy and delighted i got a distinction. A1. but i juz touched it.i was hoping for more. =(


i failed amaths,as usual.didnt expect much.i tot i wud get a F9,but i got E8.so i guess tt's gd?


chem paper 1 was quite a disappointment.i wanted at least 35/40.but i onlie got 32.although its 80%,i'm still kinda sad.i hope i do well for paper3.


paper 2 was also a =(((.i got 55/8o.siansssss.


physics paper1 same as chem.32/40.i guess tt's gd?


physics paper2.i'm gona breakdown.actuallie i was alrite with the results.cuz i noe i wasnt gona do well.but after mrs soh told me sth.i almost cried out.i failed my paper2 during mid yr.but i passed my paper 2 this tyme.aiya,duno la.


cme is lyk A la.but i verii honest ok.i got 28/40.lol.


i hope mrs yeo returns the ss paper.but i dun tink she will.CONFIRM haven mark finish de.siannss.


and eng...haiis...mrs siew said tt ppl who wrote the expository all died-ed.siannnsss.


i wonder y the tchers wana set the standard so high.not as if olevels will be tt diffcult ma.siao eh.nth better to do. -_-"


so anw,i wana go ngeeann poly!!school of life sciences and chemical technology.


and the min requirements are
-eng 1-7.which i tink i can lahh.DURHS!!
-maths 1-6.i guess i'll use my emaths.A1!!!my big,big,big aim.
-science 1-6.chemisty!!!A1!!MUST,MUST!!.


ok.i tink i'll verii full of myself.but waddahell?i'm good. -_-"


ok i'm jking.seriously.didnt mean aniting.


i'm tired.GOOD NIGHT!!



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9:22 PM


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Tuesday, September 20, 2005


i pon-ed sch today.i'm a bad gurl. =(


hahahas.kidding la.i juz came hm frm chem test.its easy can?ok la.joan managed to convince me tt i got 1 qn wrg.anw,tt was a stupid mistake.hahahas.since i'm free,n in a gd mood,I SHALL TYPE OUT MY ANSWERS.lols.


1]B
2]D
3]A (copper powder DISSOLVES,but doesnt react.)
4]C
5]D
6]A (magnesium ION lacks of 8 electrons.)
7]A
8]C
9]D
10]A
11]D
12]A (21.6g gives 1.2mol water. 1.2/0.6 = 2mols.)
13]C (sulphur exists as S8.)
14]C
15]B (i'm not too sure abt this ans.lol.joan told me lemon juice does decompose.)
16]B
17]C
18]D
19]A
20]B
21]B
22]B
23]C (i'm not too sure of this.)
24]B (1-18 is hydrogen to argon.3 periods.go count.)
25]A
26]B (lithium is the 1st element in grp 1.)
27]C
28]B
29]C
30]A
31]A
32]C (joan said its D.cuz magnesium is higher in the reactivity series.stupid mistake.)
33]C
34]D
35]A
36]A
37]A
38]D
39]B (A is the linkage,not the REPEAT unit.)
40]C



see i so nice today.. =))



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10:19 AM


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Monday, September 19, 2005


i'm home.


physics and amaths paper today.siannsss..


physics was quite alrite.juz tt i made afew careless mistakes. =( there goes my full marks. =(( oh wells.shall comfort myself n say it's near to impossible to get full marks.hahahas.


amaths,i've given up.so dun even need to tok abt it.i couldnt even do my trigo identities qn,tok abt the rest?i'm onlie proud of my relative velocity qn.muahahahahasss.


joan,jess n i were tokin during recess juz nw.joan said tt IF jess n i combine,we'll make pretty gd lawyers.cuz i'm the logical 1 and she's the serious 1.hmmm...i wonder.....


and joan said tt if we go acting,jess wud play the role of an innocent n me a "prostitude" or bartender..aiya,ath nt innocent.she says i have the baddy look. =((


BUT!!!nvm.ppl who act as prostitudes are generally BEAUTIFUL.so i'll take tt as a compliment.teeheeheeess. =D


i guess i reali am logical.i turned a bad comment to a gd 1.WHOA. -_-"


aft sch,joan n i ate lunch and i got myself a dreamcatcher.=)))


den darrdarrhh came along and i ate agn.went to olaho and sat dwn.den we went to eat agn.wh0o.olaho de auntie say i fat liao. =( but she also say i fat till got shape.yay!!she also say my b0obs gt bigger. -_-"


tiaos wadeva.today is quite a BORING day.shall go n slp.nites. =))



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5:52 PM


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Sunday, September 18, 2005


my stupid com is acting crazy agn.dammit.


so here's my burfdae post.teeheehees.btw,did u noe?today is also my burfdae cuz its the 15 of aug[in the chinese calender].tralalalas. =))



we celebrated at my granny's place.

yah.breadtalk.quite ok la.but i still love shangrila's. =))




my granny.aint she adorable?



let the pictures do the talking.








after tt,we went to jurong hill for dinner.

sake.lols.


i actuallie wanted to eat chicken chop.but daddie told me tt everywhere also gt.n asked me to eat sth else.so i reluctantly ordered some jap food.guess wad he ordered?

-_-"




mum ate ramen.if u're tinkin tt it's a big lump of noodles,u're wrg.its a big cube of ice below.CHEAPSKATE!!!





i had agateshi tofu and tori sth.


we chionged hm cuz i wanted to watch charmed.i can practicallie die if i dun watch ok. =P


PREZZIESSSS.



mummie n daddie gt me this.


nice hor?!dun care.muz say nice.


darrdarrhh's prezzie.

i look lyk some lil kiddy.







=))


charissa gave me a top.and it goes verii well with jeans skirt.


i hate taking pics usin the mirror.BLURY.hmpf. =/



paiisehh abit blur..


jess gave me cds.TECHNO HITS.




joan mama gave me alot sia.


gt perfume,frog cup,piggy stuff toy,bone bone tag,dragonfly keychain,nice poem,and a handmade card. =))



laoshii.





steven.





i realised tt joan gave me stuffed toys twice.lols.1st is dotty and nw the pig.hahahahas.



we went out on fri.and spent $$$$.



eat,bowl,pool,shop.SHIOK!!


i went out with ahhdearr ytd.shopped and POOLED.and of cuz,MAKAN.so here's the "scary" pic.

i hate ronald macdonald.





i love my ahhdearr.


gerr: dun be too upset ok?they r ur family afterall.u can change aniting,but them.life is abt giving and taking.its always better to give. =))


yup2.tt's abt it for my bdae.cant blame me rite?it falls on the prelims. =(( ohh well.bo bians.teeheehees.


I WANA PLAY POOL AGN.wakakakakakas.


tt's all for today.buaiiss. =))



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8:56 PM


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Saturday, September 17, 2005


i realised tt i haven blogged for ages.but cannot blame me mahh.prelims have started.


i noe..i didnt even blogged bout my birthday.cant blame me rite?I GANJIONG FOR EXAMS OK?!!since when u see me ganjiong for exams huh?HUH?!HUH?!!!lyk never?!


duno wads gotten over me also. -_-"


somhow i was worried.worried tt i wont do well.i even studied 3days before the exams.and tt is so totallie NOT me.i memorised geog n ss facts.i remember science definations and formulas.i even bothered to look thru my amaths.WADDAHELL IS WRONG WITH ME?!!!


i duno.i reali duno.mayb its darrdarrhh.mayb its my mum.PRESSURE.speaking of tt,i am so pissed with 1 qn from my physics paper.dammit i forgot the pressure formula for pressure of water.grrrrr.which is simply [height X density X gravity] omfg.


i guess everyting else went on fine.EXCEPT FOR AMATHS.dammit the paper aint meant for humans to do.its for ppl lyk the setter[who OBVIOUSLY has the answer before she set the fkin qns] and probably some crazy maths prof who tinks lyk her.wadeva.seriously.I WILL FLUNK IT.CALL MY MUM FOR ALL I CARE!!!


now i'm left with 3 papers.AND I'M NOT STUDYING FOR IT.cuz those are easy papers and if i dont get an A1 i'm not gabrielle.ok la.2 papers r easy.the last 1 is amaths paper2.which i've totallie given up on.


after amaths,all tt's left is physics n chem paper1.MCQ OK?!!siao bo if i fail.there's no way can.NEVER IN MY LIFE WILL I FAIL MCQs.over my dead body.


ok.shall stop blabbering abt exams.


i'm happy this year.cuz ppl still remember my burfday despite the stressful exams.THANK YOU EVERYONE.


i shall name some.since i'm so so so so so free nw.


mummie n daddie: thankies for the BEAUTIFUL necklace. =))
darrdarhh: MOMO!!!!!
ahhdearr: blouse.TOTALLIE LURVE IT!!!!!!
joan mama: whoa.loads of tingies.
jess: TECHNO TECHNO TECHNO HITS.
laoshi: CHOCOLATES!!
steven: more CHOCOLATES!!!!!!!!!


i reckoned tt i'll get alot of belated prezzies.cuz i noe prelims are stressful.but nonetheless,thanks to every1 hu wished me[and ended up hitting me 16 tymes] happy burfday. =))


and my poor neighbour got pranked by me.awwws.poor ting.but i still wan my present!!U HEAR IT?!!!!!!lols.


so basicallie ppl who said happy burfday[or sth to tt effect]were..
MY POPO.love u loads.
nurses at grace ward.
roshni.
wanjuan.
wan[neighbour la].
saky.
fatin.
ros.
isabel.
adabelle.
phy.
babii zheng2.
shin guang.
esther jie.
uncle at the pool place.
yong hwee.
liying.
kaiiliang korrzii
dr. lee[my family doc. =))].
banasa.
soguii shiifu[joyce].
chuanru
imelda.
meiyi.


i noe there r more.juz cant seem to remember.its been 3 days can?all i remember r FACTS FACTS AND MORE FACTS.so yah.paiisehh.i haven forgotten u. =))


darrdarrhh accompanied me out on tt day.although we didnt do much,but i enjoyed it. =)) i have the sweetest darrdarrhh.and dun worii.I WILL HELP U SAVE MONEY!!!!lol.


i went to my popo's place aft tt.cut the cake with her.i guess i'll post pics some other day.den we ate dinner at jurong hill.came hm and watched charmed.


i'll be reali celebrating tmr.WINE,BEER,LIQUOR!!!HERE I COME!!!! 我来也！！！！teeheehees.


so now i'm 16!!muhahahahas.NC16,are u ready?!!
to those younger: ARE U JEALOUS?!ARE U?!ARE YOU???!!!!MUAHAHAHAHAHAAASS.


aint i a meanie?nvm.u'll grow.i promise. =))


so now i can watch nc16 movies.my next target will be M18!!!followed by R21.wakakakakas.i shall wait.cuz i noe tt the gd will prevail.and i shall watch those movies. =P


i have evolved.from G to pg to nc 16.then m18 and r21.wh0os.i love me.


ohh well.i went pooling and bowling and eating and shopping with joan ytd.and i went pooling and shopping with charissa today.POOL!!!!!


i spent the most on pool today.$30.60 ok?tt's the longest i've played.but it was fruitful.and there were tons of MIRACLES[yes,i deem them as miracles] on the pool table.we hit in ball after ball after ball.there were rebounding balls which eventuallie went into the pocket.there were even 2 balls going in at once.


WONDERFUL GAME.


we also took pics.and there's 1 scary 1.cuz we used flash.and then ronald macdonald was behind.FKING SCARY CAN?!!!!i shall post tmr.or mayb later?see loh.


I SHALL GO REST!!hand pain. =(



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11:00 PM


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Friday, September 09, 2005


WHAT IF....


just what if.....


i did.....


did....


this...






haha.but i wont.doesnt match. -_-"


i ate so much today.i'm proud of myself.usuallie,during hols,i wud slim down cuz i'm always too lazy to find sth to eat.its also bcuz no1 accompany me.u dont expect me to change,go out,take bus,meet frens,talk abit den go eat rite?siao?


eat liao den go home?no way dude.


i was lookin thru mummie's closet juz nw.and the clothes she wore during her strong,accomplished,working days are...wh0os...DARING!!


there are low[and i mean LOW] cuts,tight fitting ones and even semi transparent ones.whoa...and her low cuts aint the type tt onlie show the "valley" its practicallie juz 2 pieces overlapping each other.aiya.cant describe.cant take a pic either..grrrr.


and i haven started revision.sianss.dun have the mood also...WADS HAPPENING TO ME?! *kapiak*


but nvm.i shall study tmr.because.. "tomorrow never comes"


yep..i'm gona eat agn.tatahhs.



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4:30 PM


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Thursday, September 08, 2005


I NEVER KNEW...


i had so mani.....






and i went on to buy...





and....





but hor..the bottom 3 r ahhdearr's.i helped her buy ma.. =))


anw,I'M IN A SUPER BAD MOOD!!


dont ask me y.i also duno.PMS?


blahh.my favourite shoe kinda dieded juz nw.and i had to buy a new pair. =((


ohh well.


just DONT step on me.


tatahhs.



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8:46 PM


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Wednesday, September 07, 2005


无论如何也无法阻止我对你的等待
(ar mu ri ki dar ryo tu larn mu gar）
象个傻瓜似的在你身旁哭泣着
(par bu chor rorn wu gu I nun nor wi kyo ten)
即使遍体鳞伤也要继续不问原由地执着等待着你
(sar cho marn chu lun lar ru wen mu ru gu ki dar ri li)
我根本离不开你呀……
(dor lar kar rarn mar ryar)


想念你…想念你……
(pu gu sip dar…pu gu sip dar…)
我是这么憎恨命运的坎坷
(I ron lan gar mi wor chi marn kun)
真想大声哭泣…乞求上天的怜悯
(wu gu sip da…lan gan mu rup gun gor)
即使几乎未曾共同拥有过什么也要不顾一切地抓住仅有的……
(mu tu orp ton li ri toin su I tar myo…)


疯狂地追忆着往昔的挚爱
(mi chi tu sar rar han ton ki ork ki chu ork tun ri)
不停地追寻你的芳踪和倩影
(lar ru charch gu I chi marn)
越是如此追求理想就越确定对你爱情
(tor I sar sar rar I rorn pyon myo rae)
如果没有对你的眷念，我根本无法生存
(lor ru kar tun su orp sor I ror myon arn toi chi marn)
到死的那刻仍然是如此地想念你
(chu kun marn kun pu gu sip dar…)


想念你…想念你…
(pu gu sip dar…pu gu sip dar)
即使我是这么憎恨我们的坎坷命运，但是我还是那么确信……
(I rorn lae gar mi wor chi marn kun mit gu sip dar)
我们的抉择是正确的
(or rorn ki I rar gu)
除非你非要我离开，我才会离开……
(lar ru wi hae dor lar yar marn harn tar gu)


疯狂地追忆着往昔的挚爱
(mi chi tun sar rar hae torn ki orp gi chu orp tu ri)
不停地追寻你的芳踪和倩影
(lar ru charch gu I chi marn)
越是如此追求理想就越确定对你爱情
（tor I sar sar rar I rorn pyon myo ae)
没有对你的眷念
(lar ru kar tu shu orp sor)
我根本无法生存
(I ror myon arn toi chi marn)
到死的那刻仍然是如此地想念你
(chu gun marn gun pu gu sip dar…)
到死的那刻仍然是如此的难以忘怀
(chu gun marn gun mi gu sip dar)


and if u're wondering if i spent alot of tyme colouring the damn ting,YES I DID.anw,the song is in korean.so the english letterings are NOT the 'spelling' of the chinese.yup2.watch the show!! 天国的阶梯 every mon and tue,10pm on channel u.got english subtittles!!and,and,and, listen to the korean version.it's damn cute[they way they tok].lastly,I HATE YOULI[AND HER MOTHER!!!],chengjun is such a freakin playboy,TAIHUA IS FKIN UGLY and jingshu...haiis.mordern cindiiireeella?



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11:06 PM


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i have learnt tt my misery today is caused by my own selfishness.


my own unwillingness to let go.


i have been holding on to what i know is impossible to continue.


tearing up my own heart,as well as others.


i can put a stop to this.its nothing but a simple act of moving on.but i dont have tt capability.


i noe i look strong.but i'm not.i fell into the trap of fear.fear of losing her.


i cannot.i'm breaking down.


we used to laugh,eat,play and even sleep tgr.


but now,u seldom laugh.ur smile is getting weaker everytyme i see u.


u dont even joke with me anymore.all u say is "wa tou hin"[i feel giddy]


soon,u're gona be fed thru a tube.


i cant.i wont accept this.


it may sound trivial to others.but it's heart stopping for me.


i look at the others.


they just look.they dont focus on aniting.


and she's becoming lyk dat.


just staring at nth.


i cant take it.


LET GO.



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4:38 PM


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Tuesday, September 06, 2005






tcher's day pics.



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8:45 PM


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Monday, September 05, 2005


fuck it.i'm finallie here.after goodness noes how long of waiting.


thank goodness saky was there to accompany me.thanks dude.


so anw,i went out with darrdarrhh once again.muhahahahahahas.we ate breakfast at ikea.imagine,ICECREAM for breakfast.wh0os.been a long tyme since i did tt.


and huever says tt u'll get tummypains if u eat icecream in the morn r bullshitting.either tt or u're WEAK.cuz i can stuff in 2 cones at 6.30am and stay alert in class.


i finallie learnt how to BOWL.aft breako,we went to safra to bowl.played 2 games.who0s.but my best score left me standing with 2 pins.grrr.nvm.i'm still an amature at it.teeheehees.


aft tt,we play pool cuz our hands hurt.the bowling ball was heavy ok.even though i took 7,it's still heavy.duno how darrdarrhh can take 10.who0s.macho man?nahs.skinny rubbishbin. =P


pool was fun.suddenly i felt tt the ball was much smaller.darrdarrhh said tt it was bcuz i took a bowling ball.hahahahas.guess so?i wana play pool again. =( but i also wana bowl. =( i wana go iceskating. =( i wana do sooo much....


so anw,alicia n melvin r coming over to stay.yay.cutie pies.*muacks*


oh yahh.back to darrdarrhh.we went to town aft tt.called mummie n told her tt we gng town.u noe wad she said? "ya la.bowling also play already,pool also play already still got money rite?tt's y dun wan go hm wan go town spend agn rite?go la go la."


hahahas.mummie is so cute.


we went to cine and ate at subway.WHOA.the portions made me look small.even darrdarrhh was shaken by the bread.lol.guess we're just not used to tt?they even had cookies.aft eating,we stoned for quite some tyme b4 moving on.


we walk n walked n walked.den decided to go hm.hahahas.


well,today's gd.i lyk it. =))


tmr there's amaths mock exam.i dun wana go.i hate AMATHS.grrrrrr. =(((


i hope i can go to foowaii's lion dance competion.realii.but i wana watch tv.how?how?how?haiis.


speaking of tv,天国的阶梯 is starting soon.better end here. =)) and i hate YOULI.she sucks!!!!grrr.


okok.b4 i get as naggy as darrdarrhh,tatahss. =)))



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9:50 PM


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whatever.


seriously.whatever.


i don't care anymore.


i don't want to anyway.


go ahead and ignore me.


avoid me lyk u used to.


onlie to come back when sth happens.


i'm tired.


of the fake smiles and white lies.


just LEAVE ME ALONE.


to be heartbroken.


and u don't have a clue.


how it feels to be left out.


you will never know.


because you're blinded by popularity.


i'm glad i'm different.



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6:58 PM


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Sunday, September 04, 2005


played pool with darrdarrhh n charis at safra ytd.teeheehees.


ILOVEPOOL!!!


mummie came along toos.we studied,ate and played.who0s.SHIOK.


den mummie,darrdarrh n i went to eat dinner.so mummie was babbling abt me n darrdarrhh.aft she sent him hm,she told me tt she verii sayang him worhs.hmpf.soon he's gona take over me. =(


hahahas.nvm la.we share la hor? =P


mummie also said tt if it was other guys,lyl *** n ***,she wud tell me to break.whao?looks lyk my darrdarrhh is GOOOOOOOD.lols.


so anw,I AM FUCKING PISSED TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!GRRRRR~!!!!!


ok,this is wad happened.


mummie n i went to pick daddie hm.he went to batam ma.aft tt,we went to beauty world[near courts dere] to eat dinner.aft tt,we walked ard the shopping center[or so they say].


i was happily walkin,den this guy almost bumped into me.but he managed to siam in tyme n whispered sth to me.i didnt tink much but i was stunned.so i turned ard and he stared at me with the 'i wana noe u' look.


so i tried to recall wad he said and it struck me tt he said "give me your hand".dammit i turned and he was still staring at me.3[him and his 2 frens] of them were looking at me, refusing to turn away.


so i told my mummie and her reaction was B-I-G.lols.she said tt if i told her on the spot she wud beat the hell outa him. -_-" and she said tt if i see him agn,tell her.


but i didnt.i dun wan a fight?later i cannot go dere more jialat rite?i tot he wud leave me alone but he didnt.i went down a level and went into a shoe shop.THE BASTARD ACTUALLIE FOLLOWED ME IN.


summore pretended to ask where is the indian grocery store.fkin asshole.i went over and played with my daddie.since my daddie practicallie looks lyk a big ganster chief,i decided to fool ard with him.


they finallie went away.but dammit they were still staring at me after tt.


i told darrdarrhh and he said tt he wud chop him into pieces.lols.so drama.but at the end he 'scolded' me cuz i wore a verii short shorts.and blah blah blah.


darrdarrhh,i noe u care.I WILL THROW AWAY MY SHORT SKIRTS.i promise.although u dun wan me to,i will,bcuz i dun wan u to wori. =)) and it's over.dont brood abt it ok.as for the radio,i will scold her the next tyme ok?sorisori.


well,tt's it for today.i'm gona watch 'my date with a vampire III' tatahs. =P



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10:49 PM


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There was a Chinese lady who married to an English gentleman and they lived in London. The poor lady was not very proficient in English, but managed somehow to communicate with her husband. The real problem arose whenever she had to shop for groceries.


One day, she went to the butcher and wanted to buy pork legs. She didn't know how to put forward her request,and in desperation, lifted up her skirt to show her thighs. The butcher got themessage and the lady went home with pork legs.


The next day, she needed to get chicken breasts. Again, she didn't know how to say, and so she unbuttoned her blouse to show the butcher her breast. The lady got what she wanted.


The third day, the lady needed to buy sausages. She brought her husband to the store..........


so what did she do???????


What are you thinking?


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HellOOOooooooOOOooo, her husband speaks English laa!!


Dun think other things. *winks*



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2:14 PM


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Friday, September 02, 2005


i'm back.


i HAVE been blogging.just tt i'm too lazy to check my tings and too lazy to publish.lols.


so here's lim story.there was this nite he n zhong wen were walking at west coast park.it was way after midnite.they walked ard n ard,reluctant to go home.then they saw a man from afar.his eyes were RED and it had a glow.worst of all,the man had long hair.


so they turned and walked away in another direction.they were almost sure they lost him when the man appeared once agn and walked towards them.he came forward and asked "do you have eyemo?"


totallie retarded.


we tot it was some horror ting but.dorff.


26aug.
i played badminton with darrdarrhh.it was fun,except tt i was drenched after 15mins of playin.there were also other ppl ard.and i suck at badminton.i stink at sports.one of my mani flaws.


but there were some good shots!!lucky i mean. =PpP


27aug.
ate breako[or rather lunch] with mummie.drk,darrdarrhh's "ahmahh" n some his frens were there.so my mum asked where's darrdarrhh n i msged him.den he came lohh.spent the rest of the tyme shopping[i noe.too bored.bo bians] in ginza.


it was borin.mum kept saying darrdarrhh is nice.but too bad she's too old for him.muhahahahahas. =P


daddie came home lyk 10+. he went to batam.spent my day watchin tv and slackin ard.


28aug.
damn boring.i studied.imagine how bored i was.watched tv.show after show after show.to make up for the tyme i studied,i'm gona watch more tv agn.muhahahahas.


darrdarrhh so cute.1st he asked if my mummie wanted to join us on the 5th,den i said ask his "ahmahh" come n he said "nvm.2 ppl better." hahahas.


29aug.
i actuallie studied for geog.omg.to tink i was preparing to fail.hahahas.mrs yeo was damn boring today.yawns.today will be the 1st n last day i'm lookin forward to mr yip's arrival.cuz after mrs yeo's lesson is mr yip's.and mrs yeo onlie stopped tokin when mr yip came.


anw,i'm now the QUEEN OF RUBBISH!!and darrdarrhh is the KING OF DUSTBIN!!!hahahas.


rubbish la.


30aug.
i cried so much.i'm heartbroken.i cant believe this is happening.i dont wana tok abt it.my heart is tearing apart.i will not believe it. I WILL NOT.i want to see her eat again.i dont want her to have a tube.NEVER.I HATE OLD AGE.I HATE I HATE I HATE.


31aug.
eng n geog paper.sianns.ever since i reach sec3,i have never touched expository.but i wrote expository for my paper.i duno how i'm gona die this tyme.juz bcuz i wasnt sure abt the meaning of 'unfounded' too bad i've given my paper to my rubbishbinking,otherwise i'll type out the qn and my starting.


geog was ok.i wrote my longest essay.hahahas.i hope i pass. =))


1sep.
played pool with darrdarrhh today.it was rather enjoyable. =))


we wanted to go ikea aft tt.budden hor..we ask the lady how to go.so she said "take bus 131 from this side den u will see the ikea." we did tt and landed up ard cecil street. -_-"


so we walked to tanjong pagar mrt and i saw maxwell.i wanted to go to the maxwell market but i was afraid i'll get lost.so we went to town to eat long john silver.den we walked abt and saw bus 143.


decided to go to wcp and play.so we did.played n played til my mumie came.


went hm aft tt.


2sep.
celebrated tcher's day.okok lahh.not tt interesting afterall.but wad do u expect?after 10 whole years of celebrations.


went out with darrdarrh aft tt.i actuallie wanted to play the swing.but some kiddies were dere.hmpf.


so i went to westmall with him.and yes,in sch uni.grr.so we came back to clementi n hung out at big book shop.saw shin guang n some1else[kapuis]


stayed there til my mummie came n we ate lunch tgr.den my mummie drove darrdarrhh hm.


wow.so i've actuallie MIAed from my own blog for some tyme.lols.i wana upload pics.later.tmr mayb.or rather during the hols.hahahas.and my mummie said tt i can go pick darrdarrhh's parents when they come.hahahas.i hope there's tyme.and i'm not stuck at some remedial.=))


and it seems lyk quite a number of tchers noe abt darrdarrhh.


mrs tan: "eh tt day tt 1 ur bf arh?"
mrs soh: "eh keep ur cam properly.i saw ur bf's pic.not bad arh."
mr yip to ms lim: "some ppl gt bf ma.hor[while lookin at me]?jintai de."


so tt's 4.i tink mr lee saw us b4.omg.lols.oh wells.i'm tired.nites.



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