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i want to dance beside a frozen lake :: where the snowflakes gently fall from the sky :: the hair swaying in the chilly wind :: as the still moments of the winter everning :: is enlightened by me ::

My Contradictions.

- SEVENTEEN yet EIGHTEEN.
 - SOPHISTICATED yet SIMPLE.
 - WILD yet TAME.
 - CRAZY yet NORMAL.
 - BITCHY yet KIND.
 - SLUTTISH yet DEMURE.
 - FRANK yet SHY.
 - CHILDISH yet MATURE.
 - DEVILISH yet ANGELIC.
 - NARCISSISTIC yet SELFLESS.
- CONFUSED yet SURE.
 - FICKLE yet CONSISTENT.
 - SELFISH yet GIVING.
 - FIERCE yet GENTLE.
 - ANNOYING yet LOVABLE.
 - HEARTLESS yet SENTIMENTAL.
 - SCHEMING yet NAIVE.
 - LAZY yet HARDWORKING.
 - RETARDED yet INTELLIGENT.
 - IGNORANT yet KNOWLEDGEABLE.
 - UNFEELING yet CARING.
 - SLOPPY yet TIDY.
 - IMAGINATIVE yet REALISTIC.
 - PESSIMISTIC yet OPTIMISTIC.
 - INTROVERTED yet EXTROVERTED.

My Loves.

- ME.MYSELF.I.
- MONEY.
- COMPUTER.
- HAND PHONE.
- CAMERA.
- CHILDREN.
- MIRRORS.
- MAKE UP.
- BITCHING.
 - GOSSIPING.
- CRITICIZING.
- SLACKING.


My Hates.

 - BEING BROKE.
- BEING SCOLDED.
- BEING BACKSTABBED.
- EMPTY VESSELS.
- HYPOCRITES.
- REPEAT OFFENDERS.
- COMPUTER BREAKDOWN.

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My Archives.


My Links.

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I Love You.

We never really noticed each other.
Or at least I never noticed you.
But now you are my fantasy.
My wonderful dream come true.


Your eyes met mine.
And mine met yours.
The story of Sleeping Beauty.
Riding on a horse.


Often I think of you.
And wonder if you think of me.
I just want to be there with you.
Through times of thick and thin.


Many a time I neglected you.
But you never seem to mind.
You're one in a million.
Once in a lifetime.


When you smile.
It's the greatest prize.
I'm in heaven.
I'm in paradise.


When I close my eyes.
I see your face.
The touch of your hands.
And the way you embrace.


If I'm in trouble.
All I need to do is call.
Cause I know you'll be there for me.
I know you'll catch me if I fall.


You shine like a lighthouse.
And you showed me the light.
And then I see that life.
Is not only black and white.


I believe in love.
The everlasting kind.
But true love and lust.
Are separated by a mere thin line.


I love you for who you are.
For everything you say.
And no matter what happens.
You will never be replaced.


So now you know my feelings for you.
Is not like eating jam and toast.
Our fairytale is full of love.
It's called Amor Infinitus.


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c0pyyrighttedd ; [-gabrielle-]



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Wednesday, November 30, 2005


seriously.i've witnessed the most childish person blog today.


its so childish n brainless.no point reading actuallie.but i did.cuz i was concerned abt my ahhdearr's REPUTATION.


i mean so what if she has no tyme for u?it onlie proves 1 ting.u're attracting powers onlie lasted for that few months.dont blame us for having better skills den u cann?pls.if u reali wana,go down on ur knees n mayb i'll impart afew "how to keep ur gf/bf by ur side" skills to u. ;)


a breakup is a breakup.wanting to commit sucide cuz of a breakup is totallie RETARDED.u see this?SPARSTIC.get a life will u?the fact tt she doesnt wana meet u proves tt ur r/s is over.onlie dumb dumbs dont realise it cann?


oh i 4got.U ARE A DUMB DUMB.not to mention an uncool dumb dumb.


all u noe is to complain,COMPLAIN,COMPLAIN and COMPLAIN.it doesnt help u noe?it onlie makes u a weakling.a weakling every1 will despise in tyme to come.u disgust me u noe?


trying to make ur blog gothic.eeew.please.its not cool cann?ANTI-SOCIAL.seems lyk u've onlie got those FEW friends by u.let me count....a handful?i admit i've got fewer,but at least i have a TRUE friend.


lyk wad my mummie say,wearing tt cap,trying to cover ur face,it onlie proves 1 ting. BO LAM PA. HUM JI KIA. blahhhs.dammit.u tink its reali so cool?gawd.acting gay with it.


i dont deny tt u treated her nicely once n a while,but with all those quarrels,arguements,refusal to give in,waddahell r u trying to do?


ya she's nt a goodie goodie gf,but as a bf,dun u tink u sld give in?its ur job.i've always been saying this. gf 是哪来疼的，不是哪来出气的。y cant u get tt into ur bloodly thick nutshell?coconut.really.


lyk wad she said in her blog,ITS OFFICIALLY OVER.y do such mundane tings n make ur 18 yr old self appear lyk a 3 yr old toddler?u noe?the type tt goes,"i dun fren u." and cry when mummie doesnt give them sweets?yea.


n i dun understand y u have to mimick her words on msn?tok abt childish.


blahhs.u're just a piece of junk.WORTHLESS.



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12:10 AM


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Tuesday, November 29, 2005


this whole week has been a pain. =(


sick for the whole damn week cann.1 sickness after another.came home from the hospital on sat.sad sia.got 3 jabs.1 duno wad jab,drew blood,and tested for the sugar ting.got an ECG and x-ray.doc told my mum i'm suspected of having dengue. -_-"


ohh wadeva.i'm feeling better anw.and despite being sick,i got 3 suprises.


1st: i got a new fan.hehehehehes.ever since the older fan failed me,my rm has been lyk so stuffy,i have to on aircon every now n then.which is lyk such a waste of $$.yup2.so the new fan is a GOOD ting. =)) and its a tower fan.muahahahahahaaaaass.


2nd: i got a new modem.15kMB de lehhhh.whoos.i'm so loving the speed.yea.no more laggy-ness.i hope....


3rd: the happiest of all.i got a IPOD NANO.yea yea yea.envy me please.its so small,i'm afraid i'll lose it.nono..i'm serious.its slim.scary...


so anw,been slping lyk a pig the past few days.even at the hospital.but the doc hu attended to me is such a hottie.whoos.u noe,the charming eyes,gentle touch....wow.


mum says he looks lyk alvin.lol.then i was lyk "the nurse look lyk mel la?' hahahahaas.and all of them had a common qn to ask me "are u pregnant?"


lyk -_-" no...the doc 1st asked "are u sexually active?",i was lyk 'huh?' and he asked agn.i still didnt get it cuz he was wearing tt stupid mask.so he resorted to "have u ever had sex?" diaos.i was lyk stare,giggle,"no." hahahahahahahass.


darrdarrhh chionged over on fri after i ALMOST fainted in the toilet.but i didnt..tt's y he knew.lols.he ran here cann.DANGEROUS!!!!!!!!!


tt's abt all i guess.was supposed to go for an interview on sat.but didnt cuz got admitted to hospital. =((( oh wells.


i wanted to say lots of tings.but they floated away. -_-" opps.paiisehh.


i wana sleep.


zzzZzzZZzzzZzzZZzzZZZZZzzz



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5:53 PM


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Sunday, November 20, 2005


i am soooo tired.


walked so much today.gona do the hse up for the new yr.


hehehes.i though over my room.gona paint it in STRIKING PINK and LIME with BLACK borders,leaving 1 wall in soft pastel colourS.yep.daring.but i'm sure it will turn out nice.more details later.


haven do my hair yet.mummie says to wait 4 daddie to go overseas and she's gona let me HIGHLIGHT.omg.WHEES.


and hor..i verii sian of my blogskin liaos.since i have soo much tyme,i shall fuss over a new skin.i hate changing skins.cuz i no skill.ok la.i admit cann?


bought mascara today.OMG.my lashes look LONG.lols.i noe..i the frog from the well.wadeva.i shall learn from today.also bought a new skirt.darrdarrhh n daddie were complainin how short it was.but when i went to try it on,there's a pair of shorts inside.sianns.i'm so used to wearing a skirt with no shorts n suddenly a pair pops out.i feel weird........


well.gona tink over my room again.tyme for tv..soon..


i'm feeling drowsy.i hope i dun fall aslp during the ads lyk last tyme.hehehehehes.


i realised how lucky i am while tokin to saky ytd nite.hehehes.at least i have my mum with me.we were tokin abt my background ytd.he said he felt sorry for me but i tink otherwise.with wad i went thru,i'm the strong but caring gurl i am today.i'm actuallie thankful i got such a heartless biological father.


i dun hide my family background.i guess i'm too open.but at least ppl understand tt there's nth to b ashamed abt a broken familie.its kinda common now in fact.


oh well.shall tok another tyme.gng out with joan tmr.tatahhs.



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11:00 PM


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Saturday, November 19, 2005


EXAMS ARE FINALLIE O-V-E-R!!!!!


i'm gona do soooo many tings.heheheheheheheeesss.


actuallie i'm supposed to do my hair today.but i'm down with a flu n sore throat.damn.i arranged to meet darrdarrhh budden cancelled.siannss.but i'm thankful my boii is understanding. =))


and hor and hor..i wana find a job lehh.but my daddie say no fast food,no night shift. -_-"


blahhss.i tink i'm feeling better.go meet my boii boii bahhs.or mayb go slp.teeheehees.



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12:09 PM


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Wednesday, November 16, 2005


2 MORE DAYS.AND I'M FREE.


hahs.ENVY me young ones.ENVY ME.lick my toes n mayb i'll grant u freedom in future.lols.


well,i haven blogged abt darrdarrhh's burfday.lols.too busy.shall do so on sunday.cuz gng out on sat mahhs.I'M GONA CHOP OFF MY HAIR.wakakakakakas.


looking forward to ICESKATING on sat.yea.haven been there in ages.wonder if they still remember me?lols.after exams,i'm gona save money n learn figure skating.yepyepyep.


and then i'm gng out with ahhdearr on monday.hehehehehehes.i guess most probably we'll be playing POOL.oh no...i tink i lost my SKILL. =X


i'm so high now.fkin exams r gona be OVER.dammit.i've waited for 10 yrs man.10 WHOLE YEARS. lalalalaas.


opps.tyme 4 TV.


ALL THE BEST FOR AMATHS STUDENTS TMR!!!JIAYOUS!!!



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8:51 PM


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Thursday, November 10, 2005


i am bored,therefore u see a new entry here.


while darrdarrhh is slping,i am here stoning.grrrr.he's supposed to accompany me to jp.oh well.guess i'll hafta wait.


breakfast was so nice.teeheehees.WE MADE WANTON OK.i bloody cooked my own breakfast[and his as a matter of fact].been a long tyme since i did tt.lols.


then we spent the rest of the day stoning till now.he decided to slp AFTER i called my mum to tell her. -_-"


ok.now i shall tok abt the papers i sat 4 so far.


Emaths: quite ok.i'm kinda confident lehh.hope i didnt make careless mistakes. =D
SS: hmm.i guess i can pass.wrote abt venice.i studied hard 4 tt ok. =))
English: doubt i have a problem passing.i guess its either a B or A.


tt's abt all.i am so happy exams have started.cuz it means tt its gona end soon. =X


daddie is overseas.sianns.mummie cant drive well.she doesnt even noe how to drive to jp. -_-" guess i'll have to take a bus home later.and she's cooking PUMPKIN.guess wad?darrdarrhh hasnt eaten pumpkin larhs.lols.


we ate dinner while watching tong xin yuan.sucks sia the show.waddahell.darrdarrhh was lyk -_-" hahahahahahahas.


ok.gng wake him up.


- i have a pig for a darrdarrhh. -



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2:15 PM


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Tuesday, November 08, 2005


ok.i'm FUCKING PISSED.


damn u.seriously.u tink i got so much tyme to spread about ur stupid breakup?PLEASE.u aint tt important.who the fuck do u tink u r huh?PRINCESS?my ass.yea.my ass is the princess.


lyk i haven even started critising about ur relationship n i wana spread about ur BREAKUP?wow.i dont advance so quickly.mayb i'm stupid but i move STEP BY STEP.u tink i fly?


wad do u tink i am huh?dont mess with me.u want to push all the blame on me now?WHAT CAN YOU GET OUT OF IT.SERIOUSLY.u tink my darrdarrhh will leave me just because u CLAIMED i spread a TRUE 'rumour'?


what u wana do next?blame me for ur unstable relationship?lyk please.correct me if i'm wrong but ur whole sch tink u're the most disgusting couple can?


i dont understand y u wana pull in my sch ppl when ur sch ppl DONT EVEN CARE ABT U.siao eh.what makes u SOOO FUCKING SURE TT KRSS EVEN NOES U?!!!!wtf wtf wtf.


ppl dont stare at u because they noe abt ur breakup.ppl stare because U LOOK WEIRD.dammit.u tink every1 has so much tyme to spread abt ur happenings?u're not famous.neither r u INFAMOUS.so be happy tt no1 is INTERESTED IN YOU.


if u wana b so boliao,FIND SOMEONE ELSE TO BE UR SCAPEGOAT.i'm not to be trifled with.because i noe how to stand up for myself.i will not tolerate being accused lyk tt.i'm not the kind tt will start tearing when u question me.i will fight back when i'm wrongly blamed.


i haven even gotten to the point where u harrass MY boyfriend late at night.i noe he's ur good fren.but good frens dont msg each other at midnight,EVERYNIGHT.whoa.just because he replies u doesnt mean u make it later and msg him at 2.30am.furthermore,he has a girlfriend.


how would u lyk it if i msg ur (ex)boyfriend late at night?and its everynight can.are u trying to snatch my boii away?because i will get jealous.i should be jealous.I AM JEALOUS.sorry,but i am very protective over ppl i love.i dont mind if u ask him for advice once in a while.but not HARRASS him during the olevel period.


maybe u're studies r 'good' but u do not go ard disturbing ppl.by telling him ur problems,u make him frustrated.by making him frustrated,u make ME frustrated.i dont lyk being frustrated.


if u're so curel as to deal a blow to ur (ex)boyfriend during this critical moment,keep it within ur area.i am so not interested in being heartbroken now.u breakup with ur boyfriend and u wana make ur good fren quarrel with his girlfriend.WHAT A FRIEND.I TINK MY DARRDARRHH IS SO MUCH BETTER OFF WITHOUT YOU AS A 'GOOD' FRIEND.


u wana noe wat i tink,i tink ur r/s was a big mistake from the start.from what i heard,u dont even trust each other.lyk huhs?dont trust and u wana b a couple?i wonder what u do.stick to him 24/7 to make sure he doesnt fool ard?


i trust my boii.he runs ard s'pore,noes some 'bad' ppl.sometymes i dont even noe what he's doing.but i noe he wont let me down.tt is trust.its when u can let go and noe tt he will return with a greater affection.its when u lose ur senses and noe tt u wont fall.because he's there.can u even reach tt level?


well,obviously u cant.tt's y ur r/s FAILED.dont blame me for being a meanie.u asked for it.but hey,i'm not totallie a bad gurl.at least i didnt reveal hu u are rite?and i guess even if i say ur name,onlie a minority wud noe u.so it doesnt reali matter afterall.


keep ur hands to urself.becareful what u say.i'm crazy and i will do anything.this tyme u picked the wrg gurl to mess with.scram b4 i get more pissed.i can be silly and fun.but dont make me lose my cool.i despise ppl lyk u.ppl hu will do anyting,esp using underhand methods,to make themselves 'happier' at the expense of others.


FUCK OFF.
STAY AWAY FROM MY BOII.
SHOO.



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11:40 AM


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Saturday, November 05, 2005


happy 6mths darrdarrhh. =))


even though my face is gona have TONS of pimples because of YOU,i still love u. =x


went to town and caught a movie today.i noe i should be mugging but what the hell,its ONLY exams rite?no big fuss over it.y mug when i'll 4get everyting the next day?i dont have some super wonderful memory tt can remember stuffs i learnt the day b4 ok.


blahh.the movie was great.watched filght plan and i realised tt a mother's love is ever so lasting.after watching 2 similar types of movies[filght plan n forgotten],i want to be a mother just lyk them when i grow up.


spent the rest of the tyme walkin ard town.my legs hurt.


actuallie,to be honest,I HATE ORCHARD!!!!


damn u cant reali find sth there.i mean there r too mani similar types of clothes n everyting,u duno what is what.i mean,i'm not a outdoor person.gimme a break with JAMPACKED places.


after walking an walking and taking pictures,we took a bus back and dropped by at my nanny's place.mummie n daddie came to pick us up later on.


had dinner at central and darrdarrhh came by my hse to watch tv.somehow,he TALKS to my daddie.OMFG.i mean daddie DOESNT TALK to 'strangers'.dad even called him 'joker' and tt is so shocking cuz he never calls anyone tt unless he is soooooooo comfortable with tt person.lyk OMFG.damn my darrdarrhh is good.


n i was wondering if anyone can help me scan pictures?cuz i lost the software for mine.siannnsss.


oh well.i should be sleeping now.NITESS.


-i dont want 6mths.-
-i want 6 yrs.-
-i want 60 yrs.-
-i want you.-



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11:20 PM


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Thursday, November 03, 2005


i'm finallie HOME!!


yays.but its damn dusty here nw.AHHCHOOOO!!!!!!


darrdarrhh came over to help.poor ting.come my hse onlie have to do work. =((


and one ting.HE'S TALLER DN MY DADDY!!!MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAS.daddy was saying how impossible darrdarrhh could taller but volla.HE IS.whoos.teeeheehees.


and it seems lyk daddy lyks him.when daddy was cleaning the hse,he was lyk "fendy,help me...." "fendy,help me take...." "fendy,go mark....." and blahhs.hahahas.lyk calling his son lidat.


juz nw,we knocked down a cup with coffee while playing with a rubber ball.my parents never scold us larh.lols. 1ST TYME OK. =D


hahahs.i am dead tired now.after eating 4 panadols,i still have a slight headache.DAMMIT.lols.shows how dusty my hse is.


the past 2 weeks were HORRIBLE.no bed.i slept on the floor ok.siannsss.den now my back painpain. =( well,at least i'm back home.


1st paper starts on MONDAY.all the best to peeps taking O's yahh!!!LET'S STRIVE FOR THE BEST!!!


esp my darrdarrhh!!!SAF!! =)) but no matter what,u're my darrdarrhh.was,is,will. =))) u will hear your 6 years.and more. =)) always remember, ONE ROSE. =D


and hor and hor,I WANA PLAY WARCRAFT.the pokemon de....hehehs.


paiiseh entries these days r so mono-coloured.no tyme...


its late.I SHOULD BE SLEEPING.


nitess.



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11:52 PM


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Wednesday, November 02, 2005


I'M HOME.


I LOVE MY BED.


MY WATERBED.


MUAHAHAHAHAHAS.


more to read tmr.


NITEESS.



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11:34 PM


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