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i want to dance beside a frozen lake :: where the snowflakes gently fall from the sky :: the hair swaying in the chilly wind :: as the still moments of the winter everning :: is enlightened by me ::

My Contradictions.

- SEVENTEEN yet EIGHTEEN.
- SOPHISTICATED yet SIMPLE.
- WILD yet TAME.
- CRAZY yet NORMAL.
- BITCHY yet KIND.
- SLUTTISH yet DEMURE.
- FRANK yet SHY.
- CHILDISH yet MATURE.
- DEVILISH yet ANGELIC.
- NARCISSISTIC yet SELFLESS.
- CONFUSED yet SURE.
- FICKLE yet CONSISTENT.
- SELFISH yet GIVING.
- FIERCE yet GENTLE.
- ANNOYING yet LOVABLE.
- HEARTLESS yet SENTIMENTAL.
- SCHEMING yet NAIVE.
- LAZY yet HARDWORKING.
- RETARDED yet INTELLIGENT.
- IGNORANT yet KNOWLEDGEABLE.
- UNFEELING yet CARING.
- SLOPPY yet TIDY.
- IMAGINATIVE yet REALISTIC.
- PESSIMISTIC yet OPTIMISTIC.
- INTROVERTED yet EXTROVERTED.


My Loves.

- ME.MYSELF.I.
- MONEY.
- COMPUTER.
- HAND PHONE.
- CAMERA.
- CHILDREN.
- MIRRORS.
- MAKE UP.
- BITCHING.
- GOSSIPING.
- CRITICIZING.
- SLACKING.


My Hates.

- BEING BROKE.
- BEING SCOLDED.
- BEING BACKSTABBED.
- EMPTY VESSELS.
- HYPOCRITES.
- REPEAT OFFENDERS.
- COMPUTER BREAKDOWN.

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My Archives.


My Links.

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-=| Darren. |=-


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-=| Eleanna. |=-


-=| Eugene. |=-


-=| Fatin. |=-


-=| Fiona. |=-


-=| Gabriel. |=-


-=| Hazwan. |=-


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I Love You.

We never really noticed each other.
Or at least I never noticed you.
But now you are my fantasy.
My wonderful dream come true.


Your eyes met mine.
And mine met yours.
The story of Sleeping Beauty.
Riding on a horse.


Often I think of you.
And wonder if you think of me.
I just want to be there with you.
Through times of thick and thin.


Many a time I neglected you.
But you never seem to mind.
You're one in a million.
Once in a lifetime.


When you smile.
It's the greatest prize.
I'm in heaven.
I'm in paradise.


When I close my eyes.
I see your face.
The touch of your hands.
And the way you embrace.


If I'm in trouble.
All I need to do is call.
Cause I know you'll be there for me.
I know you'll catch me if I fall.


You shine like a lighthouse.
And you showed me the light.
And then I see that life.
Is not only black and white.


I believe in love.
The everlasting kind.
But true love and lust.
Are separated by a mere thin line.


I love you for who you are.
For everything you say.
And no matter what happens.
You will never be replaced.


So now you know my feelings for you.
Is not like eating jam and toast.
Our fairytale is full of love.
It's called Amor Infinitus.


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c0pyyrighttedd ; [-gabrielle-]



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Monday, May 30, 2005


back.after the long weekend.


ytd was a pleasure for me.spent the whole day glued to the tv.it's the 1st tyme i've done tt this yr.i havent enjoyed being glued to the tv in ages.it's been com com computer the past year or so.totallie enjoyed my tyme. =))


i enjoyed today as well[except for the chinese o level part].went iceskating with joan mama.my leg was killing me.didnt wear my skates properly.i couldnt skate at 1st.almost fell.couldnt do aniting but move.couldnt even lift my leg.


but all went well again when i tightened my laces.hahas.rasul didnt come today.and tt johnathon[izit spelt lidat?] didnt go on the ice.guess he was afraid of me.lols.tt other coach tried to teach me figure skating stunts.


he showed me the spinning ard til u're giddy tingy.while doin tt,he lifted up his leg.so its spinning til u're giddy on one leg tingy.lols.i could only spin.not spin lahh.turn.hahas.i can lift my leg up.but cant turn with my leg up.well.guess i need more practice. =))


it's a total waste joyce couldnt come with us.and dearr had a cold.if not we'll have 4 ppl.unlimited tyme!!oh well.my leg was killing me after 1 hour.i'm gonna bring longer socks next tyme.yada yada yada.mum's not home yet.


apparently,mum and dad had some "communication breakdown".mum went to popo's place.she tot dad was gonna pick her up.dad's at a meeting nw.he even called home and told me to tel my mum he'll be late.LOL!!so i guess i'm alone for abit. =))


i'm bored.james korrhh hasnt been online for a verii verii verii long tyme.he didnt even reply to my textmsges.wonder wads happening? O_o.


and paiiseh to ahhdearr.kinda pangsehhed u today.when i came hm,i realised i still had tyme to chiong dere.but decided not to in the end.paiisehhh.


dearr.u must take care ok.stop mutating urself.getting sick is no fun ok.


i'm changing my blogskin soon.this tyme i'm not gonna torture myself with too much animations.well,gotta go do my hw.tons of them piling up waiting to be noticed.by dear old me.tahtah.



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6:51 PM



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Thursday, May 26, 2005


i'm going crazy.


seriously,i am.someone slap me.


i noe i didnt blog for the past few days.didnt have tyme.now i finallie have a lil tyme to blog before i go for dinner.better make this quick.


MT o levels in 4 days.jiayouss worrxx peeps.esp ahhdearr n dearr. =)) and guess wad?dearr is taking malay.cool rite?!yeas.he cute lahh.his sch today got 5 hours of malay.walao.hard core sia.dearr.u notti arr.slp in class. =P


hahas.i'm goin mad with chinese.getting isomia[however u spell tt?].i cant seem to fall aslp.I GOT EYEBAGS!! wonderful.my new found fren.oh man.i'm becoming "old"!!NO!!!!!!


i need to do sth.bigtyme.heng hols r coming.but!hols lyk no hols lehh.almost everyday go back sch.siannnsss.but its a good excuse to meet dearr.btw.hapii 3 mth ani to ahhdearr n her guyy. =))


so tt's ABOUT all lahh.i still got alot to say.but unfortunatly we only have 24hrs a day.i have no tyme.for those hu lyk have the whole day to sit at home,i dont noe how u do it.but dont u have to study for ur chinese?or u prepared to fail?happy failing then. =))


eat chinese.sleep chinese.shit chinese.



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7:33 PM



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Monday, May 23, 2005


omg?chinese o levels in a week.next monday is the day.


look at me.i'm still blogging.hahas.in case u are wondering y i haven changed my skin til nw,well.i have my resons.


firstly.o levels.this blog is supposed to be for ME to blog and destress.not for me to show off my artistic blog design skills.and in case u didnt notice,i dont have artistic blog design skills.how to show off lehh?


i admit tt i copied my background pic from blogskins.but i did edit it.ask me for the original.i tink it's completely different from the original.although the "feel" is still dere,there's no reason y u should think it's totally the same.


veri few designs catch my eye.this is 1 of the unique 1s.it's not perfect,tt i admit.but i lyk it.and for me to find another 1 tt suits my taste,i have to go on a tour ard blogskins again.which i honestly dont wana do.


there's simply no tyme for me to design my own skin.i would love to.but i dont have tt kinda tyme.do u realise how mad i'm goin?i'm hystericallie trying to be stupid.dorf.future Queen of hell.i find it stupid[i'm tokin bout myself.].dont u?


so pls.stop askin me when i'll change my skinn.thank you.


gtg chiong my chinese.lyk wad mr lee said "Eat chinese.Sleep chinese.Shit chinese."



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5:43 PM



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Sunday, May 22, 2005


i read this on frenster.thought it was rather interesting.


An elderly woman walked into the Bank of Canada one morning with a purse full of money.She wanted to open a savings account and insisted on talking to the president of the Bank because, she said, she had a lot of money.


After many lengthy discussions[after all, the client is always right] an employee took the elderly woman to the president's office. The president of the Bank asked her how much she wanted to deposit. She placed her purse on his desk and replied, "$165,000".


The president was curious and asked her how she had been able to save so much money. The elderly woman replied that she made bets. The president was surprised and asked, "What kind of bets?"


The elderly woman replied, "Well, I bet you $25,000 that your testicles are square." The president started to laugh and told the woman that it was impossible to win a bet like that. The woman never batted an eye. She just looked at the president and said, "Would you like to take my bet?"


"Certainly", replied the president. "I bet you $25,000 that my testicles are not square.". "Done", the elderly woman answered. "But given the amount of money involved, if you don't mind I would like to come back at 10 o'clock tomorrow morning with my lawyer as a witness."


"No problem", said the president of the Bank confidently. That night, the president became very nervous about the bet and spent a long time in front of the mirror examining his testicles, turning them this way and that,checking them over again and again until he was positive that no one could consider his testicles as square and reassuring himself that there was no way he could lose the bet.


The next morning at exactly 10 o'clock the elderly woman arrived at the president's office with her lawyer and acknowledged the $25,000 bet made the day before that the president's testicles were square.


The president confirmed that the bet was the same as the one made the day before. Then the elderly woman asked him to drop his pants etc. so that she and her lawyer could see clearly. The president was happy to oblige.


The elderly woman came closer so she could see better and asked the president if she could touch them. "Of course",said the president. "Given the amount of money involved, you should be 100% sure."


The elderly woman did so with a little smile.Suddenly the president noticed that the lawyer was banging his head against the wall. He asked the elderly woman why he was doing that and she replied....


"Oh, it's probably because I bet him $100,000 that around 10 o'clock in the morning I would be holding the balls of the President of the Bank of Canada!"


hahas.intelligent huhs?my parents laughed so hard just nw.the coffeeshop ppl tot they were mad i suppose.lols.tyme for bed.i'm tired.nites.



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11:09 PM



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i am seriously outgrowing the computer.


there's nth interesting anymore.its more lyk a chore everytyme i turn on my computer.so much for being computer dependent huhs?i'm seriously getting addicted to the tv and eating.worst of all,i'm beginning to take afternoon naps!!


like omg?!afternoon naps n me dont match!!honest!!but surprisingly,i dont go into my usual mood swings when i wake up from afternoon naps these days.i usuallie get real angry and edgy.i shock myself even.


i watched the show "zheng ban qiao" just nw.if u convert it to english,it kinda sounds like "official woodbridge".hahas.tt guy is officially from woodbridge.how sweet.lols.the show is abt an artist.how he tries to achieve his goals.


but unfortunately,heaven does make a sport of man at tymes.especiallie him.he was almost got into the palace.but the KangXi died.then the love of his life was swaped during their wedding.he even lost his house.


but i just dont understand.wads wrg with the maid[his wife.].i mean she's also beautiful[just tt her mouth is larger than default.].he's probably just materialistic.he wants the xiaojie.his wife is so nice to him.n he.argh.he's a shame to man ard the world.


i seriously hope i dont marry a guy lidat.let me be a career woman.although i hate working.but if i were to have a guy lidat.hey.i'm on my own dude.every woman/girl for herself.hu says girls r weak.go to hell.i'll get my lord[king of hell] to deal with u.


lalalas.smoking again.not cig smoking moron.i mean bullshitting.crapping.yada-ing.get it?i'll probably not smoke.i hate tt smell.day in day out i smell smoke.my granny smokes.she started at the age of 8.my parents both smoke.even my sister smokes.


i'm practicallie surrounded by ppl hu smokes.so if u ever catch me smoking 1 day,dont be surprised.it runs in the family.my great grandparents owned an opium[how do u spell tt?] farm.or so it seems.


i have a complicating background.i might blog bout it some day.as if.i only regretted saying those tings to mum.ahhdear should noe wad.but if i didnt say tt,i'd probably b a different person by nw.hu noes?


i'm just thankful tt i met these ppl in my life.namely,dearr[fendy],ahhdearr[charissa],sotong shiifuu[joyce],mama[joan] and many others.xie xie lao tian.and how did i get so emotional?!omg.it's totallie not me. =PpP


its late.i'm gonna watch tv[omg?!!].*walks away in a hypnotised[i hate my spelling] manner.*



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10:46 PM



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Saturday, May 21, 2005


i'm hungry.n mum REFUSES to brg me out to eat.fuck.


wth she just called me n asked if i wana go out to eat.i said no at 1st.den she say packet hm.i was lyk "packet wad?" so i decided to go out to eat.den she say duno wad.I WANT LONG JOHN SILVER!!!!!


she tinks i'm troublesome.FINE.i am.so?its my fault again.ytd gang up with tt fucko shoot me still not enough worrhhs.asshole.i hate him.READ THIS.I HATE YOU.dont preech to me.i'm NOT refering to my parents.shut up.dont jump to conclusions.


argh.wad is his fucking problem?fucking fucko.bo dai bo ji make my parents tell me off during PTI ytd.lyk so wad if i failed amaths.he's only concerned because its HIS subject.dont blame me if u're not a good tcher.


so anw i burst into tears when ms sujeetha congratulated me.to her,mrs yeo n mrs sudhereen,my results were among the top few.but tt fucko talked to my parents as if he taught the worst student in normal technical.


i mean come on.i only failed amaths.does he have a problem?and he used my COMBINED results to count my L1R5 n L1R4.come on.dont give me tt shit.lyk all my results were pulled down after counting in the CAs.


ok i admit i'm not consistent.but wad is a teenager if he/she doesnt SLACK??!!my english was pulled down by 3 grades after combining the results.from a A2 to a C5.just because i didnt hand in my journal.dorf[wads tt?its a new word i invented in place of argh.]


nvm.he's just another ambersal.i wont waste my energy on him.little pest.i will flatten u wil i move on to the working society.u just wait n c.even if i cant find u when i'm working,i will find u in hell.i will ask my husband[king of hell] to punish u severly.


yada yada yada.tt was all crap.i will make it BIG.w/o amaths.muhahahahahahahahahahahahahas.blahhs.


my parents r home.thanks for hurting me anw.reali appericiated it.ur acting was too gd to be true.thanks for helpin outsiders.please kick me outa the family so tt u will help me next tyme.since u only seem to help outsiders.


crapos.i'm still hungry.*teleports off*



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8:50 PM



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Friday, May 20, 2005


argh.PTI later.saiiii.


actuallie my mummy dun need to go de.she also dun wana go sia.tt yippy.knn sabo me.ytd still tel me tt i today come for briefing den take report bk can liao.saii.today i go den he kaobeii say wana see my mum. -_-~~


stupid.wadeva.i wana watch ahwang!!!wh0os.last episode liaossss.muhahahahahahas.


fooled ard with joyce after sch.bumped into queky n weiliang halfway.we went to mac.quekie didnt want to follow us de.but he had to.his drink was with me.hehehehes.saw fendy,shin guang n ahhboii.and we ended up playin a fool at mac.


quekie got laopo!!!lol.my dasao!!! =PpP but i still have met her.. ~_~ yea yea yea.wadeva.went back to sch after tt.at bout 430.so i'm back here.gosh.i recorded my marks for the papers we took back.the number of papers we sat for was shocking.


English paper 1
English paper 2
Chinese paper 1
Chinese paper 2
Chinese paper 3
Chinese paper 4
Emaths paper 1
Emaths paper 2
Amaths paper 1
Amaths paper 2
Physics paper 1
Physics paper 2
Physics paper 3
Chemistry paper 1
Chemistry paper 2
Chemistry paper 3
Combined Humanities Geography
Combined Humanities Social Studies
Cme


wow?ops.gtg for PTI liaos.buais.



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8:04 PM



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Thursday, May 19, 2005


i am bored.


this entry is written outa bordom.well.actuallie all entries are written outa bordom[hu cares?].blahs.wasnt a fantastic day at sch.wasnt a horrible 1 either.although the word of the day was "wonderful",i aint betting on it.


i duno y i'm stupid enough to reach sch so early.why do i even wake up at 530?ok dun answer me.not interested to noe.i just hope i dont have a tumor in my brain.i hate brain scans.they make u stay still in tt tingy.


totallie freaky.and u get injected with some kinda tingy.go into this round tingy and u cant slp.damn ppl keep tokin to u thru some "sound system" in the "human sized cylinder".they make me feel lyk a retard.actuallie they r the retard.i aint have no brain tumor.


lyk mum actuallie spent $1000+++++ just to have the stupid brain test.to find out tt nth is in my brain n it's perfectly alright.n i missed my kunning trip because of that stupid ting.i mean its kunning[i noe its not a fantastic place.shut up]!!the dancers n choir n band n skippers[skipping team] and duno hu else went dere!!!


damn it.diaos.how the hell did i linked to kunning.wadeva.back to sch.tt damnit horsie made me n ahhdearr cut our nails.when i go to hell i will marry the saturn[however u spell tt] and make sure he suffers.


how do i noe he'll go to hell n nt heaven?m i hearing the right qn?HOW IDIOTIC CAN U BE??!!!he made me,the[1 and only] future Queen of hell cut my nails.i die 5tymes also will drag him down la.use ur brain.use ur brain.use ur brain.sars over liao!!!!


saw my marks tt r gonna b reflected on my report card.aint very proud of it.no A(s).haiz.failed amaths.sadded.i still wana quit sch.i wish ppl will stop preeching me. the world has enough pastors liao.u dont wana b unemployed do u?


ate lunch with ahhdearr aft sch.den we went back to sch.we wanted to peek at the dance.but damn assembly.yak n yak n yak.tokin quota is 1mole izit?ze yang duo fei hua.summore tok in tt kinda act cute voice.yucks.kns.


den we went off.ahhdear met her guy.i walked back to the sch busstop.market de too many ppl sia.met yuanzhi papa on the way.so we went to cc tgr.dearr was dere.playing bball.so papa went to play as well.i stoned at the cc.


dearr finished his game.i wanted to go hm.so i walked to the sch busstop.and i took a bus hm.i didnt wan dearr to come along.he was WET.extreamly wet.no way is he gonna come close to me in tt state.unless its water la.but its sweat.


hey.tt doesnt mean i'm a bad gf or sth.tink wad u lyk.even if i am a bad gf,i dont need u to tell me off.he's not stupid.he can speak english.dont insult my dearr.u dont even have the right to insult me.just gett ur eyes off this page.


omg.i smell vanilla.nice..heavenly...*drifts away.



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5:20 PM



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Wednesday, May 18, 2005


not in a very good mood nw.


let me clear tings.1st.i noe u read my blog ytd.ok.i'm sorry.dont want to continue on.if u dont accept my apology den so be it.so anw.if u're probably tinkin i cant help her by comforting her,den do wad u wan.when she breaks down.DON'T comfort her.


and good lord.failing is part and parcel of life.making her feel bad NOW isnt gona work.so go on.make her go mad.aint gona care anymore.she's UR gf.i cannot be concerned when her BF makes her feel useless.i should let her cry alone.and i cannot stand up for her.fine.i wont.


i wont give u the honour of being "the topic" of my entries anymore.dont even understand y u read it in the 1st place.


so our class got back all our results except for chinese oral.our endings were twisted.we failed wad we werent supposed to.and passed those tt we expected to fail.wonderful.i actuallie failed my physics paper2.from A1 to D7.great.


but paper1 and paper3 kinda saved me.and ahhdearr.we passed at the end.phew?mrs soh was disappointed.there wasnt an A1/2 from our class.haiz.feel so bad.sorry mrs soh!!


ahhdearr is ignoring me.haiz.long story.duno wadeva happened.but dearr just walked off on us.he did explain y he did tt.but ahdearr told me tt she will go away when he comes.she's freaking me out.


so much happened to her.1st she fell ill during the exams.then she didnt do too well for her exams.which lead to her being depressed and all.and then dance is also "falling apart".and then sth happened between dearr[mine] n her.so i became sad and she became guilty.


now she's ignoring me and i'm guilty instead.and dearr tio from me because i wasnt in a gd mood.ahhdearr is also ignoring him.and he's feeling guilty.i'm freaked out.lyk totallie.nvm.i'll call her tonite.


ahdearr cried.she finallie picked up my call.ok i noe i'm siao to say she didnt just now and wow.after 3 secs of readin,she answered my call.but hey.typing takes a longer tyme.plus i was tokin to some other ppl and doin other stuffs.


yada yada yada.back to ahhdearr.fuck.she's crying.and she told me tt she will call back later.if its me,i'll slap myself.if its dearr,i'll slap myself.if its *him,i'll go confront him.if its ur results,i'll pinch u tmr.i promise!!maii lidat lehhh................ *cries and roll on the floor wanting ahhdearr to be ok.*


wadeva.blogs aint important.i shall settle ahhdearr 1st.this tyme,comforting does work.i wont let her sit in her room and go berserk.



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6:36 PM



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Tuesday, May 17, 2005


today.17th may 2005.judgement day.well.for us.


we got back our results.not much to brag abt.and i wont even though i can.cuz i noe u'll[ahdearr] be reading my bloggie.dont want to make u sadder[is there such a word?].we were so happy then[morning].but.haiz.


stupid chemistry.dat fucko.bo da bo ji go invent wad chemistry la.he/she's just lucky tt he/she's dead!!count ur lucky stars punk!!if u were alive i'll make sure u die[again].peel out ur skin and pour hydrochloric acid!!muhahahahahas. 0_o


and u!!yes u!!stop making my ahdearr so depressed!!!u asshole u!!cant u say more comforting words?!!!what kind of a boyfriend are u?!!jerk.fuck u.now she's not even talking to me!!and it is totally all your fault.


"what the fuck has it gotta do with me?".get tt fucking question out of ur nut head!!i noe u read my blog.and guess wad?i dont give a fuck if u wana fall out with me or sth.we have never gotten along well anyway.and i'm much much much better off w/o a DEPRESSER as a friend!!!


i dont care if tt word doesnt exist.it does in my blog!!when u read this.think abt all the tings u've said to ahdear.u are practical.tt fact i dont deny.but cant u just take away ur stinking realistic brain and use ur isolated heart instead?!!!!


what is the matter with u??!!!dont u tink she has enough pressure coming down on her??!!!think.use ur ever so practical airhead and tink.u.as a bf.are u supposed to help her support the pressure or add on to it??!!


if u tink by doin this she will wake up.then let me tel u.SHE IS NOT U.she is not lyk ur frens or sth.tt method doesnt work on the world flawlessly.even if it does have some effect,dont u tink u should wait for her to calm down?


dont tok to me.i dont wish to be influenced by ur thoughts.stay away from my tag.if u wana blog and bitch abt me.i dont care.stop hurting my ahdearr.keep ur piercing words to urself.n if u wana confront her.get real.pressure causes tings to giveway if it's not stable.dont u study physics?


i am angry.pissed.sad.frustrated.ahdearr.i want to share ur burden.but u wont let me.i wont force u.i cant anyway.u dont even want to tok to me.it hurts.a good friend.ignoring me because some1 WANTS her to be practical.nvm.it's not as if i've not been hurt b4 rite?


i will leave u alone.i promise.tel me the words.i only need another "shut up."



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4:43 PM



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Monday, May 16, 2005


just finished watching tt a-wang show.hahas.damn cute.hehes.laopo~


cme paper today was lyk *yawns.then tchers kaobei kaobei.yak yak yak.worse ting!dance had some stupid briefing tingy.totallie lame.so joyce n i chionged home.my home.mum was in.joyce brought her armageddon cd.


so we rearranged my furniture so tt we get all comfy and all.legs on tables and everywhere else.food and drinks near by.we were ready.the cd was put in.tada!!technology works wonders. -_-~


then i chionged and changed outa my sch uniform.i was supposed to meet joan at 1.ICESKATING!!!!haven skated in ages!!guess wad.i didnt fall today.wh0os.wad an achievement.


it was joyce's 1st tyme at iceskating.hate to admit it.but i dont tink she's cut out for skating?she took 1 whole hour before she held my hand and went away from the sides.but i cant blame her though.the ice was rough today.


joan's 1st tyme was not bad cuz she knew how to rollerblade.i had coach rusul[however u spell his name] to coach me.ahdear is lyk so pro at dancing.den her pattern is everyting also luan zhuang de.duh she'll learn fast.hahas.


anw.tt other coach is sick today.johnathan or sth.muhahahahahahahahahahas.he bo bian.cannot desiaosiao.muhahahahahahahahahahahs.but tt idiot.still haven teach me how to brake.summore tel me fall den brake liao lorh.asshole.lol.jkjk.


we came out at bout 4+.then joyce decided to go home.joan accompanied me to lot1.oh man.i'm never,never,never,ever,cross my heart,uncross my fingers,gonna trust jessica's taste again!!!she told me to go lot1 this morn.


"billabong got 1 very very very nice bareback!~!~!u MUST go c.u sure wont regret de!!black color de!!must go c!!!"i tot wad ting sia.cuz veri few cuttings suit my taste.she say til lyk its the best piece of clothing she has ever seen.piangs.cheat my feelings.


blahs.i cant be bothered.toking to dearrrrr.shhh.mai char.tmr i treat u eat char siew bao.lol.WALAO.tmr!~!results.deng deng deng deng!!lalalas.dun care.yada yada yada.bb.



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8:31 PM



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Sunday, May 15, 2005


to the person who's farting in ahhdearr blog.get a life and fuck off u little ambersal.


u unseen piece of rotting pig trotters.shut up ok.like i mentioned.she is in fact a babe.dont need to get jealous.u'll probably slim down.when u're rotting in the coffin.everybody does.at tt tyme dont regret when u're all nth but bones and nails.


please appreciate ur oil when u have it.fats dont come easy.they only come when u binge too much.tt brings me to another point.dont be envious because she doesnt get plum no matter how hard she binges.


in case ur nutshell is too empty,she wont get plum because she can groom herself.unlike u.i dont noe how u look lyk.i dont wana noe either.but bear in mind,i can sense ur fats all the way from here.so i guess tt is quite an achivement.u reali can store ur fats veri well.


back to the topic.babes r recognized almost immediately.dont make ur ignorance our problem.if u wana bitch[or rather make senseless comments],please find some1 of equal status with u.dont be too ambitious too soon.u'll get cursed u noe?


another reminder.dont mess with the higher order people.u're mearly courting ur own death.tt's not the way to commit sucide u noe?u aint even fit to smell her ass.please watch ur red pimpled rotting butt before u get another spanking.


ur comments are greatly NOT appreciated.if u noe what's best for u,confront her face to face.it's better to get a slap from her.trust me.u can never outtalk bitches.afterall,they are still best at bitching rite?naturally their english will be the ultimate best.do u even have an o level cert?


so just scram.go bitch with a smaller useless bitch.but watch ur step.u might fall.another ting bout small fry bitches.they have no brains.and are equally uncultured as u.so u guys will probably have fun.i hope u enjoyed being slapped by words.


u r welcomed to come back.but dont say we didnt warn u.the consequences might be fatal.please think thrice.or rather think til ur brain is dried.write out ur name as well.ur real name.not ur pseudo name.


to the rest.ahhdearr's problems are also my problems.well.most of them.dont be stupid.how can i solve her family problems?siao.anw.dont mess with her.if not u'll drown in saliver.eew.u disgusting jerk.saliverated.oh man.stay away from us!!!


wadeva.last but not least.dearr.i miss u.i hope i can c u asap. =)) all the best for ur paper tmr.hehes.



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9:32 PM



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Saturday, May 14, 2005


i read someting.and i showed it to ahdear.she is pissed.


calling nicknames wont help in anything.it would only cause more conflicts.like do you have a problem?she IS a babe.what do u have?she has height,looks,poise,intelligence.to put it simply,she has everyting you dont.


i would even admit she is a bitch.one who solves her problems.WITH GUTS.how do you solve yours?your guy?hide behind the phone?hide behind your com?do you even dare confront her face to face?doubt so.


so wad if u mean no harm or insult or wadeva u may call it?u still called her names.actuallie i would prefer skinny bones to lard oil tanks.and how would u noe her hair is fried?tasted it?i didnt noe u took a fancy to fried hair.aint tt disgusting?


so naturally ur NOT a babe.because babes r beautiful,elegent,intelligent,TALL,slim with handsome boyfriends,etc.you only know how to paint your nails.who doesnt?


so wadeva.she'll probably blog bout it tonight.actuallie she blogged about it and saved it as a draft.another ting.do you dare write out her name?or u too afraid?i pity u.i seriously do.it's as if u dont have enough problems.u want more.


getting attention this way is patheic.honest.it is.


u,as a bitch,is wad is stated in the dictionary.an insulting word for a woman that you dislike or think is unpleasant.i dont noe why.but u claimed it[tt u r a bitch.in terms of the dictionary.]yourself.


u might not have said it.but u meant it.how CAN u even think tt u r a babe?is the mirror not big enough to show ur plumness?i could sponser a bigger mirror if u like u noe?


i shall not waste more time on u.bear in mind i am a third party.ur conflict is childish.you are childish.u dont have to boast tt she IS in fact a babe in total control of herself.in other words,bitch.you dont have wad it takes to even reach half her standard.


so please stop poking your nose into people's blogs.if u happen to come across it den so be it.but goin to the extend of critising their blog footer?u r bored huh?take a third party's advice.do some soul searching and c wad u lack.


ahdear dont need u to help her boast tt she is a babe.every1 can tell at 1 glance.unlike u.i seldom use this word.but u reali r a poser.a reali lousy 1 in fact.


last ting!!gosh.i spent so much time on tt.dearr!!i miss u!!ur msg reali made me cry.love u dearie. =))



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2:08 PM



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Friday, May 13, 2005


wow.sakae sushi will never welcome us again.that's for sure.


finallie free.i dont have to wake up at unearthly hours just to study some shit which i'll forget soon enough.today is seriously the lastest day i woke up.i stupidly set my alarm to ring at 635.total stupidity.


mum was lyk "wake up liao" and i was lyk "alarm haven ring.5mins." it was then i jumped up and looked at the time.605.wtf?i looked at my alarm tyme.635. -_-~


chionged and called dearr.today his geog exam.gan jiong for him sia.he siao de.actuallie intended to study the whole book lah!!i mean it's already known tt u onlie need 2 chaps.kuku.his brain bian tai de.but i kinda forced him to stop studying.he was practicallie goin mad?


speaking[or rather typing] of studies.there goes my amaths.seriously i'm gonna fail.budden my mum is lyk "u cannot drop.lalalalalalala~pay liao.cannot drop.yada yada yada.blah blah blah." so probably i'll try harder?duno lahhs.


aiya i yak yak yak den never say bout y sakae sushi wont welcome us.diao diao.we[charis,eileen,qiuli n i] went in at 2.55pm.came out at4.25pm.HAHAHA!!we ate duno how mani plates of sushi and other tings.


the ppl dere kept collecting plates and plates.stacks of them.aint we gluttons?but we didnt eat lunch.kept our stomachs empty til 3.hahas.it's a buffet!!comon' ppl.we're born in singapore.wad u expect?lol.


after our binge,lun came.then ahdearr went off with him.4 little piggies sitting at sakae sushi.1 went off and the rest went to FEP[far east plazza].hahas.checked out nth there.just walked and gossiped.then walked over to taka.ate fruits,they drank juice.but it was wasted.hahas.


so ppl,dun go to the fruit stall at taka.u noe the food section at the basement.yahh.there's a fruit stall.near the center dere.the juice sucks.but the fruit veri nice.hahas.the juice is lyk too healthy?no sugar no nth added.oh man.esp the starfruit juice.too sour.den honeydew too bland.


but still my dragon fruit tastes the best!!wh0os.hahas.came home and watch ah-wang!!lol.the semi-retard.*ops*.ppl.pls dun beat me up.he damn cute cann?hehehes.my mum cook the dinner damn nice lah!! =))


ok ppl.tc.toking to dearr.hahas. =PpP



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9:08 PM



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Thursday, May 12, 2005


i'm home.actuallie i was home at bout 9+?damn early rite?awws.dun b jealous.


onlie have 1 paper today.physics paper1.quite ok la.hope i can get an A1/2?ate breako[after exam] with ahhdearr n lun.duno y i come home so early also.damn bored cann?*yawns.


woke up late again.i'm becoming a pig!!woke up at 6 and was lyk wth?!lols.i better replenish my slp during the hols.watched hollowman[vcd lahh.] ytd.just remember sth.hahahas.damn funny.


sebastian[however u spell his kuku name] and another girl was argueing.
girl:yes sir.[turns and walks away]
seb:how come when u say yes sir it kinda sounds like fuck you?
girl:practice.


there was this other sick pervertic joke he mentioned.
one day superman was flying ard.checking out rooftops for any crime.he then spotted wonderwoman lying on the roof of the justice league.she was suntanning with legs spread apart,butt naked.he wanted to fuck her and guess what?he's superman.faster than the speed of light.he decided to go down,fuck her so fast she wouldnt even noe a ting.well he did tt veri quickly and flew away.wonderwoman sat up and asked "what the fuck just happened?!" the invisible man replied "i duno.but my asshole fucking hurts!"


lol?sick rite?i watched it half way and gave up.american idol in lyk 3hrs?i am so gonna watch it.i hope baby face goes out.been waiting for the day baby face goes out.eew.baby face.i want carrie and vonzell to win.but too bad i cant vote over here.


i'm bored.now.joan's "pets" are fed,hydrated and in bliss.there's nth more i can do.siansiansian.go sleep.nites.



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11:51 AM



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Wednesday, May 11, 2005


last 4 papers.


namely physics paper 1,chem paper1,amaths paper2 and cme[worthless,but still a paper rite?].according to mr yip,index 1-5 failed amaths.wahahahahaha?it's kinda destined huh?but come on.it wasnt an easy paper[i'm tryin to console myself.shut up.]


so anyway.emaths paper 2 and physics today.craps.i lost 7marks just lidat.i skipped the whole fuckin qn!!i hate my left side of the brain.it's not doin it's job!ning-cum-poop!!my left brain is my onlie kin!!erms.no la.not reali.jkjk nias.
"http://teacher.scholastic.com/products/instructor/brain.htm".


but seriously.my right brain got some problem de.cant think properly.oh well.i'm not creative mahh.bo bian.my arts sucks.now u c y i'm in science class?anw.i'm proud of my left brain!gd job!if onlie i could take u out for a vacation.yea right.


if my left brain ever left me,i tink i'll die.serious!!my right brain is slacking lyk no body's biz.hahas.as if i can tell right?it's my body? =PpP


so i came hm and slacked my way thru.i did meet dearr.for just lyk 5mins?sadded right?pass him his chem hw.yawns.i'm bored now.oh yahhh.watch american idol.and support carrie.not forgetting vonzell.yupp.yupp.


and i just found out tt lower secs are afraid of mr taiyip[however u spell his name.] and mr fuad???wth?HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAA!!!!it's lyk the best joke ever!!!!every1 was lyk running away.we[joyce n i] heard ppl shouting "laoshi lai liao!!laoshi lai liao!!"


we tot it was lyk some influencial tcher lyk ms sujeetha or ms chamb or mr koh.but still.even if they caught u,wad can they do?detend u?for fuck's sake they dont have the right to even call ur mum!!why u ppl so afraid for?


and we tot lower secs were "so daring".turned out to be..nvm.in case ppl say i discriminate against them.hey i dont ok.so mayb i was lyk u guys so afraid of tchers during my lower sec days.but come on.u'll get ur chance to critise.dun be jealous too soon.


yea.count on me to bullshit everyting out rite?cant blame me for being so informative and well linked to gossips rite?but i noe my mouth.i gossip whenever i can.and i still shut up if u want a secret to be kept.dont trust me?i can find alibi(s) if u want.


yada yada yada.i just have to shut up dont i?ok i shall.but i'll be back.*winks*



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5:45 PM



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Tuesday, May 10, 2005


hey kids.this is pg rated.please request for ur mother or father to accompany you.this entry may contain violent scenes.


lol?jk lahhs.i where got so bad go scare lil kiddies?anw.mum's home today.she'll be home from now on.lyk omg?this morn suddenly tel me "i quitted my job".i was lyk "wad?!".so i guess i'll get plenty of "motherly love" from now on huh?


hey y not ask daddy to quit his job as well.better still,i quit sch.craps.my room is so gonna be out of bounds.yada yada yada.dun give a shit.she'll eventuallie find another job when we fight almost everyday again.


she intends to pack up my room tmr.holy fuck?no!!argh.ok wadeva.we'll just have another fight again.we almost had 1 just nw anw.doesnt reali matter anymore huh?so i had to lyk go home early today?i actuallie wanted to wait for dearr.but she insisted tt she go to the bus stop[at my hse] cuz it was raining.so even if i did meet him.it would be worthless.


haiz.i'm back to being a prisoner again.i wonder wad happened ytd?all i knew was she walked right outta tt office door and swore not to go back.how the hell is she gonna find another job with her current condition?i mean she's lyk 46?no 1 wants old ladies these days.pro.


so crap.she's not gonna bath in the morning anymore.which means i cant call dearr.great.just great.wonderful.it also means he cant send me home anymore.fuck.fuck.fuck.who's that bitch/bastard hu made her angry!i wana chop him/her up!!asshole.


i almost overslept today.kept pressing the snooze button.but i still got up at 430 to study chem.for 15mins and bumped back to slp.and i continued slping til mum woke me up at 645.aint i a pig?i watch desperate hsewives ytd nite.tt's y i was so tired this morn.


got nth to say bout my exams today.hmms.ok i do have sth to say.1 word.HAIZ.esp amaths.every qn or so i'm lyk
"wad?",
"huh?",
"waddahell?",
"????!!!!!!",
"-_-??".
how wonderful can amaths get?i am in such deep shit?wad if i have to drop??!!!!!NO!!!!!!!!!!chem was better.although i almost got stuck at electrolysis.which was supossingly my best chapter.craps.


tmr is emaths 2 and mt 2.mt.haiz.decided not to stress myself by studying liao.i admit my chinese sucks.it's a well known fact.it's a proven fact.it's as true as saying "i'm reading this entry." fine i'm shittish.so u're reading an entry written by a shittish person.dont tt make u shittish?


see i told u.u need ur mummy or dada to be here with u.c wad happens when u dont listen to the da jie jie?have u learnt ur lesson?



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3:22 PM



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Monday, May 09, 2005


emaths test today.and i knn suay siao.fuck.*censored stuffs.kiddies shouldnt noe.


anw.i tink it's pretty okie.except for afew fucked up qns which i diao n 4gotten how to ans.argh.if onlie i studied.i slacked.woke up at 535am today.ok wadeva.i dun give a shit either way.


we were released super early today!!whoos.onlie had emaths.muhahahahahas.we went home while the rest struggle at the examination venue.oh man.envy us dudes.haha.joyce came over to use the com.she was dying to tok to debz.


came over and she was pretty disappointed at 1st.cuz deb was lyk afk?and whao.she had lyk 106 emails.waddahell?pro sehh.checked out my bloggie.hahas.i blogged bout tings i 'bushuang' abt.she was lyk "i bwg." and kept laughing.lol?


and finallie.finallie debz answered her.she went kuku.kept smiling to herself.hahahas?crapped up sth for us to munch on.den she left after looking at some fotos.my mama's fotos.believe it or not.my mama was a model in the past.whoos.tt lesbian pose.lol!!!jkjkjkjk!!!!!


so anw.went to cwp with dearr.we actuallie wanted to study de.but...too engrosed in taking pics?hahahas.no pose.just lidat.no we did not stand lyk idiots.hmms.duno lahh.wont post it.till i got more.muhahahas.den create a new section.my sotong darling.lols.


yada yada yada.damn noisy la my hse.stupid renovation.i'm not coming home tmr!!argh.fucking noisy.anw.must remember to watch desperate hsewives today!!gabrielle.top model.sexy.duno wad.drop dead gorgeous.yea yea yea baby!!


ok.shall go chiong my amaths.den later do chem with dearriee. =)) cya.and to tt bitch.oh man.stop acting chio.most of the seniors dun lyk u cann?eew.i guess onlie pajiao ppl will lyk u.such a pity there r so mani.no wonder they cant make it big in sch.every1 is gossiping bout u lahh.so totallie unoriginal.stop copying u slut.i shall find all the exotic and fabulous songs to put on my blog.let's c wad u can do then.fucking burn in hell whore!



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6:33 PM



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Sunday, May 08, 2005


Bitch.stop putting the songs i had in ur blog.oh man.be more innovative cann.if u say i look keep looking at ur blog.den wad r u doin now?shut up and fuck off slut.



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8:51 PM



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haiz.it's still sunday.i miss my dearIe.i must ren.it's onlie 1 day rite?sigh.


i chatted with him for 2hours ytd.ok.we chat for 2hours everyday.hahas.it's weird huh?we never seem to run outa tings to yak abt.i learnt tt u onlie need 15 mins at most,to catch a fish.hahas.i never caught a fish b4.i tried.but the fishies didnt seem to lyk me veri much.


he even caught a sotong b4.lols.and a crab.oh man.did u noe tt frogs can still swim ard w/o their heads?and they're a good bait to catch mani fishies?LOLS!!i never knew tt.mayb i'm stupid.aint he just adorable when he's young?awws.so damn talented.lols.


ah.still missin him lyk totallie.well.at least i get to c him tmr.we goin cwp[causeway point]. go dere mum mum den play play den go library study.i'm suprised.my mama actuallie allowed me to go dere.hahas.looks lyk i'll have fun with my sugar tmr!!yay!!


dearrdearr also told me some tings tt tramatised me.omg.can u blif tt 5 year olds kill cats?in a cruel and erxin way?oh man.his neighbour was playing with palet guns.the type tt fucking hurts when it fires at u.ouch.i pity tt cat.


u noe how it died?the little boy placed the gun INTO it's ear and fired!!!!!!the bullet tingy went into its left ear and out its right ear!!ouch!!it bled to death!!1st its ears bled.den its eyes.next the nose.and it died.oh fuck.thank god darlin is here in s'pore now!!


but according to him tt lil boy moved out.but still...danger lurks.and he's damn rich over dere.i tink.his family owns a resturant and a farm.hmms.at home,he has 5 cats,duno how mani hamsters,3dogs,a monkey,duno how mani fishies.yada yada yada.lols.zoo.


we toked til abt 11 sth.den went to slp.this morn's thunder shocked me awake.scary!!i wanted to msg darrdarr de.budden i scared later he slp til shiok shiok den tio waken up den cant slp agn.so i didnt.hugged my pillows and bolster and blanket and my cusions til i slept agn.


i almost became a pig.slept til abt 1130.wows?den i realised tt dearr msged me twice.hahas.how swt of him.he nagged me to wear more clothes and dun get cold.yada yada yada.he better take care of himself 1st.later leg cramp agn.hahas.


today is mama's day.looks lyk my mama likes the tingy i bought 4 her.i confessed tt i went to hougang to get it.she was lyk "omg?u noe how to go meh?" hahas.kan bian wo.lols.i tink it's kinda unique.but i cant stand the smell.omg.makes me have headaches.


and,hapi hurfday to joyce sotong shiifuu. =)) it's still raining.i better turn off my com. =))



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2:23 PM



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Saturday, May 07, 2005


sianz.had chinese tuition.


thx god joyce got the chinese dictionary ytd.if not.waaa.anw.i dont tink she will need it veri often also.i mean onlie ppl hu's chinese r reali lan den need ma.


not tt chinese tchers r lan.but come to tink of it.wad is a dictionary for?checking up words rite.yupp.naturally words tt tchers duno will be words tt YOU dont even noe exist.face the fact.sec2 r either utterallie selfish or utterallie stupid.i tink its the latter.


dictionary is just a tool to facilitate better writing of words.wad's most important is ur language and how "chim" it is.selfishness is sth tt will ruin every other ting.i am so glad joyce's chinese is so good.


so anw.dearIe just finished his revision on amaths.it's great to have some1 hu studies side by side with u.better den being lovey dovey and stupid.hahas.ops.am i being too nasty?


dEarr woke me up just nw.actuallie i woke up at 730 de.budden i remembered tt he wanted to wake me at 10.so rolled ard my bed till i fell aslp agn.hahas.i simply love my bed.guess wad?its made of water.i never mentioned it b4 huhs?hahas. =))


every1 hu has slept on my bed loves it to bits.but i wont lend it to ani1.hahas.love at first sleep.lols.ate porridge just nw.den ahhdearr called.she wanted to come earlier.we had a great talk.hahas.love u ahhdearr.n not 4getting my dearr as well. =))


ok la.since ahdearr blogged abt it.hmms.remember there was this tyme i was harping on the date 05.05.05?hahas.yahh.we're kinda officiallie tgr?cool date huhs?didnt realise it til i blogged.lols.i will cherish u baby.[i am NOT ur mummy!!!!!]


ok.craps.i gotta go cook rice.*i miss my dear!![ok...both of u.]



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5:03 PM



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Friday, May 06, 2005


hapi advanced ahbu day. =))


went to hougang with dearr n joyce just nw.shh.mum's not supposed to noe!!got her dis flower tingy made of xiang xiang dou[scented beads].i tink it's nice.we went round n round trying to find a bus tt gets dere.hahas.when we finallie did,we went round n round the block again.couldnt find her stall.lols.


joyce's burfday is on ahbu day.lol!!we had this class party kinda tingy after exams just nw.cuz some class did this project n our class kinda supported them by buying 2 cakes.mr yip bought 1 too.he took it up n we whacked everyting.yes u read it correctly,everyting.


well.i was being naughty,as usual.cuz there was some cream tt nobody wants[fatty mahh.lol.my class so "healthy" sia.] knowing tt sunday is sotong shiifuu's burfday.muhahahahahahahahas.blam.cream on her face.abit nia la..i not so bad de.hahas.


fatin tried to push the whole cake to her face.but didnt suceed.lols.anw.hapi advanced burfday to sotong shiifuu as well. =)) btw.mr yip is now the class's mummy officially.muhahahahas.we celebrated ahbu day with him.next tyme,class,pls greet him by saying:"good morning/afternoon, ahbu." wahh.so mean.lols.


hahas.stop crapping ard gabrielle. =PpP haiz.dakor's present still diao in my bag. -_-* ah duno him lahh.sian 1/2.


i set my alarm to wake me up at 330am today.i did wake up.but bumped back to slp.decided tt it was too early.slept til 4.den woke up n took my tyme to bath.yada yada yada.den started studying.i tink nth went in.haiz.


mum woke up.den i went to slp.caught 40winks.[hmms?] den ate breakfast.mum took her bath early today.so dearr had to suffer along with her and wake up 10mins earlier.sori darling.anw.mon i wait 4 u lahh.lols.i go hm 1st lohh.u take ur tyme yahh? ;)


i hate geography.tt's my ending.i hate it.fullstop.exclaimation mark.hahas.



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5:52 PM



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Thursday, May 05, 2005


hmms.


the number five.what a mystical number.i'm beginning to love it. =))


muhahahas.the date today is o5.o5.o5.hahahas.its 5.55pm now.and i paid $5 for my lunch earlier
on.lols.my register number is also 5.hahas.fendy added tt we have 5 fingers on each hand.he also pays $0.55 for the bus fare.his fone value now is $5.55.wad a coincidence!!!yada yada yada.it will keep going on.lols.


had ss and physics exam just now.i bet i'll fail.haiz.duno how to do alot of tings.chionged and studied for my ss and neglected my physics.shit.damn it.mrs soh is so gonna kill me if i dont get an A1/2.craps.


tried to study geog with fendy juz now.didnt turn out too well.cuz we were playing more den studying.die.prepare to fail gabrielle.prepare to fail.better wake up 3.30am tmr.to study.haiz.woke up at 4am today.damn tired nw.


i'm still toking to fendy. =))


yawns.i'm tired.i wana slp lerr.den eat dinner,go back to slp.tmr study tyme!!!!!!!!!!wakakakakakakas!! -_-~~


ok.so basically tt's all for today.hahas.



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5:55 PM



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Tuesday, May 03, 2005


i want to declare war.but i wont.


i am extreamly pissed and dispointed with u!!i have never felt more betrayed ever.i hope u get stabbed again.the saying goes "once bitten,twice shy.twice bitten,surely die."


i respect u as my kor.i noe u feel "depressed" or so to speak.i hope this will be the last tyme u influence me with ur pessimistic thoughts.i noe i described myself as "pessimistic" in the "about me" section.seriously,which fool means wad he/she writes?


the reason why i wrote tt i'm pessimistic and yada yada was due to pure innocent fun.if u refuse to accept this joke den please stop reading wat i write.just because i feel sad at tymes dont mean we're in the same boat.dont drag me into ur pile of dung.


i dont want to interfere in the decisions or friends u make.i dont wish to.i am in utter shock.u befriended someone hu has hurt u deeply.dont u remember ur anger?ur hate?i feel stupid.having sided you,standing up for u.


u heal ur wound just to make it worse than b4.u noe,when the day u regret ur decision comes,i will look at u in ur eyes and tel u on ur face. "you asked for it.u fucking asked for it." if u tink i'm gonna stay by u and listen to ur sorrow again,u can jolly well drop tt idea.


now i cant even express my views abt her.wad is this nonsense?she is ur mei.i'm not?do u seriously want our brother-sister relationship to be terminated?u dont want to c us fight?open ur eyes.we've been fighting ever since the day u disowned her.i'm not the onlie 1 as a matter of fact.


so now i have to change my profile just because her face went black due to wad i wrote.fine.i accepted it.i tolerated.i let down my pride and changed it.in case u didnt noe,wad i wrote has been dere for an extreamly long period of time.


if she's stupid enough to notice it now.sorry.it's not my fault.in fact she's actuallie stupid enough to read my profile.do i care bout the way she feels bout my profile?no.clear cut answer.NO.it is u.u're just selfish deep down huh?


u dont want ppl ard u to have quarrels because u'll b in a dilemma when tt happens rite?i feel insulted.i seriously do.i hope u read this.i hope she reads this too.dare me to write out ur names.i will.dont push me.



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9:33 PM



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Gabrielle is DROP DEAD GORGEOUS!!i dont mean me,u television alien.


drop dead gorgeous,yes.fabulous body,yes.nut head,yes.i mean wads the point?being pretty but a prominant nut head?come on.i'd rather have the brains.at least i wont get suaned by my house cleaner.


she's not even a hsewive.she's a money throwing machine.and stupid,naive,vain woman.fine.i'm degrading my own name.but come on.tt asshole director had to give my name such a stupid role.argh.damn it.heyy.i'm no pretty face so drop the idea of me being stupid okkayy.


ok fine.she can make her own money by modeling.but with her "i'm too beautifu,worship me" attitude,she can go roaming ard the world for another job soon enuf.and tt's wad reali happened.lol?


anw.wont harp on it.i dun wana sound lyk a critic.sian.steven tokin to me.i'm starting to be pessimistic again.craps.argh.y izit always him?


for ppl hu tinks tt they are a pain in the arse.shut up ok.hu's not a pain in the arse?for starters we were a pain in our mother's arse when we were born.every1 started out being a pain in the arse.


wadeva.my mood is down agn.y does it always happen when i'm bloggin.fuck.



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5:50 PM



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Monday, May 02, 2005


confession: i actuallie wanted to blog when i came home last nite.but my com lag.so...


kinda enjoyed myself dere last nite.ate my fave.the chee chong fun.muhahahahas.bought 2 tops too.best of all.it's me.i mean it suits me.at least i tink so.kinda lyk the gal next door look.which nobody[except fendy?]notices at all.


hahahas.and i watched sphere last nite.oh man.not tt i got spooked out or sth.but the tot of ppl being squashed by closing doors and split into 2 parts freaks me out.and there was a giant sotong.hahahas.it laid sotong eggs.loads of them.wh0os.
HAIL SOTONG!!!


muhahahahas.aiya.so anw i slept at 2 last nite.and woke up at bout 9 today.some idiot called me and said wrong num.saiii.den couldnt go back to slp.argh.den fendy called me lorhh.chatted for awhile.til my batt almost went flat.hahas.


and when i grow up,i'm gona make a show called cuboid.so far.i watched cube,sphere,prymid[however u spell tt.] and duno wad.so.yea.i will make a show called cuboid.wakakakas.lame. -_-~~


and ahhdearr is well again.she's yaking and yaking and yada-ing and yada-ing.hahas.tt's good.nice to have u back sweetie. =))


argh.so fucked up.my mother diao me.argh.i will go to hell 1 day.ahh no mood ler la.


so here's tribute to every1.my new found favourite song for now.How Soon Is Now by T.A.T.U.


I am the son, I am the heir
Of a shyness that is criminally vulgar
I am the sond I am the heir
Of nothing in particular


You shut your mouth
How can you say
I go about the things the wrong way?


I am human and
I need to be loved
Just like everybody else does


I am the son, I am the heir
Of a shyness that is criminally vulgar
I am the sond I am the heir
Of nothing in particular


You shut your mouth
How can you say
I go about the things the wrong way?


I am human and
I need to be loved
Just like everybody else does


There's a club if You'd like to go
You could meet somebody who really loves you
And You go and You stand on your Own
And You leave on your Own
And You go home, and you cry
And you want to die.


When you say it's gonna happen now
What exactly do You mean?
See I've already waited too long
And all my hope is GONE.


You shout your mouth
How can you say
I go about the things the wrong way


I am human and
I need to be loved
Just like everybody does



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7:32 PM



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Sunday, May 01, 2005


argh.call me stupid.


i went offline when i blogged.den i clicked publish post when i was still offline.now my entry is gone.holy fuck.


anw.shall TRY to retype.arrhhhh.my mood is gone now.shit.pi gu dong.argh.


#1.suhardi korkor.sorri i went offline suddenly ytd nite.went to watch tv.*ops.species 2.stupid show it was.


#2.guan zheng da kor!!hapii burfday!!!surprised tt i even remembered ur bd.lols.if i wasnt for ur constant nagging,i would have totallie slashed out this event. =PpP jk lahh.


#3.ahdearr.must take care horx.maii anyohow eat liao.maii stress urself.maii siao horx?slp more also. =)) get well soon okkayy?muacks.love you.


#4.ahhboii.i wont rebond my hair lahh.listen to u for once.but i wont promise tt i wont rebond in future.muhahahahahas. =PpP


#5.esther jie,jia min,jia hui,jia yong and osborn.love u lots.c u guys another day okkayy?*pinky promise.LovesHugsKisses.


hmms.tt's bout all i wanted to say.the rest was some tings i critised bout species 2.doubt u ppl are interested anw.so yahh.goin m'sia later.hope i have fun dere?doubt so sia.onlie want to eat dere.muhahahahas.i'm such a glutton.worship me.i wont get fat no matter wad i eat.muhahahahahahas. =PpP



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1:41 PM



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