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i want to dance beside a frozen lake :: where the snowflakes gently fall from the sky :: the hair swaying in the chilly wind :: as the still moments of the winter everning :: is enlightened by me ::

My Contradictions.

- SEVENTEEN yet EIGHTEEN.
- SOPHISTICATED yet SIMPLE.
- WILD yet TAME.
- CRAZY yet NORMAL.
- BITCHY yet KIND.
- SLUTTISH yet DEMURE.
- FRANK yet SHY.
- CHILDISH yet MATURE.
- DEVILISH yet ANGELIC.
- NARCISSISTIC yet SELFLESS.
- CONFUSED yet SURE.
- FICKLE yet CONSISTENT.
- SELFISH yet GIVING.
- FIERCE yet GENTLE.
- ANNOYING yet LOVABLE.
- HEARTLESS yet SENTIMENTAL.
- SCHEMING yet NAIVE.
- LAZY yet HARDWORKING.
- RETARDED yet INTELLIGENT.
- IGNORANT yet KNOWLEDGEABLE.
- UNFEELING yet CARING.
- SLOPPY yet TIDY.
- IMAGINATIVE yet REALISTIC.
- PESSIMISTIC yet OPTIMISTIC.
- INTROVERTED yet EXTROVERTED.


My Loves.

- ME.MYSELF.I.
- MONEY.
- COMPUTER.
- HAND PHONE.
- CAMERA.
- CHILDREN.
- MIRRORS.
- MAKE UP.
- BITCHING.
- GOSSIPING.
- CRITICIZING.
- SLACKING.


My Hates.

- BEING BROKE.
- BEING SCOLDED.
- BEING BACKSTABBED.
- EMPTY VESSELS.
- HYPOCRITES.
- REPEAT OFFENDERS.
- COMPUTER BREAKDOWN.

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Sunday, May 22, 2005


i am seriously outgrowing the computer.


there's nth interesting anymore.its more lyk a chore everytyme i turn on my computer.so much for being computer dependent huhs?i'm seriously getting addicted to the tv and eating.worst of all,i'm beginning to take afternoon naps!!


like omg?!afternoon naps n me dont match!!honest!!but surprisingly,i dont go into my usual mood swings when i wake up from afternoon naps these days.i usuallie get real angry and edgy.i shock myself even.


i watched the show "zheng ban qiao" just nw.if u convert it to english,it kinda sounds like "official woodbridge".hahas.tt guy is officially from woodbridge.how sweet.lols.the show is abt an artist.how he tries to achieve his goals.


but unfortunately,heaven does make a sport of man at tymes.especiallie him.he was almost got into the palace.but the KangXi died.then the love of his life was swaped during their wedding.he even lost his house.


but i just dont understand.wads wrg with the maid[his wife.].i mean she's also beautiful[just tt her mouth is larger than default.].he's probably just materialistic.he wants the xiaojie.his wife is so nice to him.n he.argh.he's a shame to man ard the world.


i seriously hope i dont marry a guy lidat.let me be a career woman.although i hate working.but if i were to have a guy lidat.hey.i'm on my own dude.every woman/girl for herself.hu says girls r weak.go to hell.i'll get my lord[king of hell] to deal with u.


lalalas.smoking again.not cig smoking moron.i mean bullshitting.crapping.yada-ing.get it?i'll probably not smoke.i hate tt smell.day in day out i smell smoke.my granny smokes.she started at the age of 8.my parents both smoke.even my sister smokes.


i'm practicallie surrounded by ppl hu smokes.so if u ever catch me smoking 1 day,dont be surprised.it runs in the family.my great grandparents owned an opium[how do u spell tt?] farm.or so it seems.


i have a complicating background.i might blog bout it some day.as if.i only regretted saying those tings to mum.ahhdear should noe wad.but if i didnt say tt,i'd probably b a different person by nw.hu noes?


i'm just thankful tt i met these ppl in my life.namely,dearr[fendy],ahhdearr[charissa],sotong shiifuu[joyce],mama[joan] and many others.xie xie lao tian.and how did i get so emotional?!omg.it's totallie not me. =PpP


its late.i'm gonna watch tv[omg?!!].*walks away in a hypnotised[i hate my spelling] manner.*



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