i'm feeling better now. =)
ok, mayb i'm not. i'm feeling sick. damn sick. i have this phobia of fainting and black visions. whatever u call that. now i'm like scared out my fucking wits cuz i'm getting blurred, greyish visions. i even have the tendency to trip these days.
bah, i tink my internal system is haywired anw. shallnt go bother too much abt it. if i die, i'll die. if my life is mine, it'll be mine. dun tink too much. cause me more problems. what i dont know wont kill me. correct? yes, correct.
made nylon during obc prac today. damn cool man, its so... stringy. hahas. i love obc, i just dont like the smell. SMELLY. eric says we'll probably smell conc amonia in ipc. OMFG~ i tink i go die better. lols.
had fun with jieying and jasmine during lecture just now. wakakakakas. happily joking and everything, i forgot tt i was supposed to be sad. ok la, i did remember but i guess i'll have to get over EVERYTHING. from the start.
i tink if i ever find a bf who doesnt know me now, i'll tell him...
"eh, dun hold my hand leh. i shy."
"eee, ticklish... dun touch my waist.. pretty pretty please??"
"omg?! kiss?!!!! CANNOT!!!"
"wad? tongue??? dun wan dun wan dun wan!!"
ok la, i dun tink i'm so mean. =X
i'm giving myself one week to find me back. i lost myself somewhere, and i'm getting me back!! no matter what, i will be back in one week. i mean, i need to move on, not brood over stuffs tt happened -onceuponatime-. *pinky promise-
hmm, i like got nth to say leh. my head is like damn empty. OH OH OH, i rushed home to complete my icbe lab report. can u believe it, i actually wrote 2 pages for one damn question 2 sentences long. fuck man, never had sucha long answer in my life. whoos.
siansiansian. i got nth to say. so here's a mtv by fort minor. its a rather sad song. mr chong was playing this during icbe. so yea, here it is on my blog! =))
Where'd You Go
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
She said "Some days I feel like shit,
Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit,"
I don't understand why you have to always be gone,
I get along but the trips always feel so long,
And, I find myself tryna stay by the phone,
'Cause your voice always helps me when I feel so alone,
But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call,
But when I pick up I don't have much to say,
So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
You know the place where you used to live,
Used to barbeque up burgers and ribs,
Used to have a little party every Hallowe'en with candy by the pile,
But now, you only stop by every once in a while,
Shit, I find myself just fillin' my time,
Anything to keep the thought of you from my mind,
I'm doin' fine, I plan to keep it that way,
You can call me if you find you have somethin' to say,
And I'll tell you, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', no longer debatin',
Tired of sittin' and hatin' and makin' these excuses,
For while you're not around, and feeling so useless,
It seems one thing has been true all along,
You don't really know what you got 'til it's gone,
I guess I've had it with you and your career,
When you come back I won't be here and you'll can sing it...
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...