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i want to dance beside a frozen lake :: where the snowflakes gently fall from the sky :: the hair swaying in the chilly wind :: as the still moments of the winter everning :: is enlightened by me ::

My Contradictions.

- SEVENTEEN yet EIGHTEEN.
- SOPHISTICATED yet SIMPLE.
- WILD yet TAME.
- CRAZY yet NORMAL.
- BITCHY yet KIND.
- SLUTTISH yet DEMURE.
- FRANK yet SHY.
- CHILDISH yet MATURE.
- DEVILISH yet ANGELIC.
- NARCISSISTIC yet SELFLESS.
- CONFUSED yet SURE.
- FICKLE yet CONSISTENT.
- SELFISH yet GIVING.
- FIERCE yet GENTLE.
- ANNOYING yet LOVABLE.
- HEARTLESS yet SENTIMENTAL.
- SCHEMING yet NAIVE.
- LAZY yet HARDWORKING.
- RETARDED yet INTELLIGENT.
- IGNORANT yet KNOWLEDGEABLE.
- UNFEELING yet CARING.
- SLOPPY yet TIDY.
- IMAGINATIVE yet REALISTIC.
- PESSIMISTIC yet OPTIMISTIC.
- INTROVERTED yet EXTROVERTED.


My Loves.

- ME.MYSELF.I.
- MONEY.
- COMPUTER.
- HAND PHONE.
- CAMERA.
- CHILDREN.
- MIRRORS.
- MAKE UP.
- BITCHING.
- GOSSIPING.
- CRITICIZING.
- SLACKING.


My Hates.

- BEING BROKE.
- BEING SCOLDED.
- BEING BACKSTABBED.
- EMPTY VESSELS.
- HYPOCRITES.
- REPEAT OFFENDERS.
- COMPUTER BREAKDOWN.

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Thursday, March 24, 2005


hais.pissed today.so mani tings happened.crapps.


1stly.in class.i failed eng.lyk wth.so nw i passed everyting except eng.damn it.den mr yip changed our sitting arrangements.phew.thank god he didnt change mine.due to my constant appealing and arguing and nagging and stuff.so dats sch.


steven didnt come today so i ended up with joan n queky.dat freak guy kept staring at me.eew.freaky.he doesnt seem to get pissed by my constant diao-ing.weird.if he's suai still okok la.but.gross.


den the most pissed part of today.dance.damn fucked up boiis were lyk retarded.all they can ever do is argue.lyk wtf is wrong with them?bunch of noisy asshole jerks.i hope they get STDS soon.so wang laoshii was so bloody pissed dat he left at 5.lyk omg?thank god we managed to get him back.


so the pet tok came n we were tortured by his usual nagging.danced quite ok and so he let us off.it was lyk 6+.so i tot i'd go to the market.told fendy dat too.so happened dat my parents wanted to come.didnt noe wad came over me.i didnt tel fendy.pangsehh him for 1hr.


fuck.i feel so bloody bad nw.worse ting is he wont blame me.he's taking the rap for me.i mean.its my fault i didnt tel him.but he refused to admit it.where on earth can u find another guy lyk him?hais.


so nw problems between yl n charis surfaced.they're actuallie ignoring each other.n lyk their aniversary is jus 2 days away?i reali feel sad for them.i mean they argued over trival matters.i reali dont noe wad they're doin sometimes.so loving yet so unstable.hais.mayb its none of my prob.i'd probably onlie make matters worse.


so i'll end here.hope they smoothen out tings and we can b happy tmr.i'm reali looking forward to tmr.nw i gotta smoothen tings between fendy n me too.i tink he's angry with me but he wont admit it.i dont wana end b4 starting.i guess i'm starting to lyk him more n more.n if ur[fendy] reading dis.i'm so sori i hurt u.but.i duno wads wrong with me.mayb i'm jus too sensitive.



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