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i want to dance beside a frozen lake :: where the snowflakes gently fall from the sky :: the hair swaying in the chilly wind :: as the still moments of the winter everning :: is enlightened by me ::

My Contradictions.

- SEVENTEEN yet EIGHTEEN.
- SOPHISTICATED yet SIMPLE.
- WILD yet TAME.
- CRAZY yet NORMAL.
- BITCHY yet KIND.
- SLUTTISH yet DEMURE.
- FRANK yet SHY.
- CHILDISH yet MATURE.
- DEVILISH yet ANGELIC.
- NARCISSISTIC yet SELFLESS.
- CONFUSED yet SURE.
- FICKLE yet CONSISTENT.
- SELFISH yet GIVING.
- FIERCE yet GENTLE.
- ANNOYING yet LOVABLE.
- HEARTLESS yet SENTIMENTAL.
- SCHEMING yet NAIVE.
- LAZY yet HARDWORKING.
- RETARDED yet INTELLIGENT.
- IGNORANT yet KNOWLEDGEABLE.
- UNFEELING yet CARING.
- SLOPPY yet TIDY.
- IMAGINATIVE yet REALISTIC.
- PESSIMISTIC yet OPTIMISTIC.
- INTROVERTED yet EXTROVERTED.


My Loves.

- ME.MYSELF.I.
- MONEY.
- COMPUTER.
- HAND PHONE.
- CAMERA.
- CHILDREN.
- MIRRORS.
- MAKE UP.
- BITCHING.
- GOSSIPING.
- CRITICIZING.
- SLACKING.


My Hates.

- BEING BROKE.
- BEING SCOLDED.
- BEING BACKSTABBED.
- EMPTY VESSELS.
- HYPOCRITES.
- REPEAT OFFENDERS.
- COMPUTER BREAKDOWN.

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Sunday, March 20, 2005


heyy heyy.moii face okk liaoss.hahas.charis ahdear also npnp liaos.phew.at last our nitemare is overr.but!!a new 1 popped out.our shoulders de skin tearing.oh man.den nw dare nt wear sleeveless de.but nvm!!it WILL get well.i gave faith.lol.


woke up feeling moody.dunno whyyie also.sianz la.had some weird dreams last nite.but duno wad izit bout nw.4got liaos.been having weird dreams n 4getting it when i wake up.dunno.anw.i hate waking up nowadays.hais.waking up early used to b fun.but nw?


tuition was horrible today.we slacked alot.i hope tmr will b better lohh.seriously.i shall try nt to play tmr.muz try.at most when i play i slap myself lohh.


so damn tired.when i came home from popo place i practicallie slam on the bed and slept.i tink if mama neverr wake mii up i slp till morn liaos.dragged myself outside to watch tv.den suddenly laoshii called.i totallie gave attitude.missed her call once.den she call back.i was lyk so dulan la.


she tok to mii awhile den she diao liao.ask 4 my mummie.duno wad the fuck she tel my mummie.she turned to mii and said tmr wana eat breakfast with laoshii?at 9am la.pls lah.she dun wan slp i also wan slp de lohh.den i say dun wan my mummie down dere kao bei.


passed the fone back to mii.den laoshii down dere ask mii slp nw.siao lah ppl watchin tv ask mii slp nw.lyk i dun have to give up my time juz 4 1 stupid breakfast rite?tuition time can tok all she wan liao wad else she wan from miii?????!!so fucking dulan la.den hang up liao my mummie she i rude.lyk fuck up lahs.


i so wana cry out loud nw.its lyk wad the hell they want from mii?results?lyk i need slp too okkayy?stop forcing mii u adults.yea so wad if i haven grow up?its because i haven grown up dats y u should nt treat mii lyk 1.let mii have my childhood please.take it as i'm begging u ppl.


i guess mrs siew is right lahs.the ppl hu makes the most noise r the ppl hu noe a little bit but nt all.obviously ppl hu duno cant say aniting cuz they duno.ppl hu noe the full ting wun kaobei cuz they noe the reason behind.its always ppl hu noe abit.have top no bottom.i mean stop acting big.its nt as if i duno dat exams r near.i noe wad i'm doin okkayy.


and juz because u dun understand wad we're tokin about doesnt mean u must ban me from using those words okkay.pangseh is damn common to us lah.its nt a drug addict lingo.oh man is also nt as bad as u tink lahs.stop making look lyk a fool in front of my ERA.its no longer ur tyme animore.u stick to ur time i continue with mine.juz because u cant catch up doesnt mean i have to stop still with u.


i am so so so so so fucking dulan with everyting.can u c dat bottle of anger building on mii?its overflowing.too mani daiji.hate sec4.fucking stress.get outa my life u stress tingy.give mii some space to hu xi.sec4 life sucks to the core.trust mii.



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