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i want to dance beside a frozen lake :: where the snowflakes gently fall from the sky :: the hair swaying in the chilly wind :: as the still moments of the winter everning :: is enlightened by me ::

My Contradictions.

- SEVENTEEN yet EIGHTEEN.
- SOPHISTICATED yet SIMPLE.
- WILD yet TAME.
- CRAZY yet NORMAL.
- BITCHY yet KIND.
- SLUTTISH yet DEMURE.
- FRANK yet SHY.
- CHILDISH yet MATURE.
- DEVILISH yet ANGELIC.
- NARCISSISTIC yet SELFLESS.
- CONFUSED yet SURE.
- FICKLE yet CONSISTENT.
- SELFISH yet GIVING.
- FIERCE yet GENTLE.
- ANNOYING yet LOVABLE.
- HEARTLESS yet SENTIMENTAL.
- SCHEMING yet NAIVE.
- LAZY yet HARDWORKING.
- RETARDED yet INTELLIGENT.
- IGNORANT yet KNOWLEDGEABLE.
- UNFEELING yet CARING.
- SLOPPY yet TIDY.
- IMAGINATIVE yet REALISTIC.
- PESSIMISTIC yet OPTIMISTIC.
- INTROVERTED yet EXTROVERTED.


My Loves.

- ME.MYSELF.I.
- MONEY.
- COMPUTER.
- HAND PHONE.
- CAMERA.
- CHILDREN.
- MIRRORS.
- MAKE UP.
- BITCHING.
- GOSSIPING.
- CRITICIZING.
- SLACKING.


My Hates.

- BEING BROKE.
- BEING SCOLDED.
- BEING BACKSTABBED.
- EMPTY VESSELS.
- HYPOCRITES.
- REPEAT OFFENDERS.
- COMPUTER BREAKDOWN.

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Thursday, June 09, 2005


i'm back!!lols.


went "shopping" with mummy.hahahas.got my hair cut,bought daddy day de present,plucked my brows,ate and paid daddy's insurance. =))


mum got locked out this morn.den she had to knock on my window to wake me up.lol.pro liao la she.hahahas.ate breakfast at hm..


and a job found her!!wonderful news!!i hope she dun sack the boss again.everytyme sum1 recommends a job to her,she ends up quitting her job.and its always a car repair clerk.lols.


i love my hair cut.ok la..its not all tt wonderful.but hey.its shorter!!yay!!my mummy's fren's son's tcher cut it for me.hahas.i might consider learning how to cut ppl's hair 1 day.i might end up famous as a hairdresser.lol.dream on gabrielle.


sumtymes i wonder wad wud bcum of me if mummy left me with patrick.will i end up like debra jie?melissa?esther jie?ivy?


would i be hu i am?wud i be as intelligent?wud i even survive sch til p6?wud i be working?wud i have met dearr?or wud i be the wife of sum1 from the boyshome?wat if i end up working in geylang?or a drug dealer?wat if i went to IMH?


all these questions will never be answered.i dont want to see him.not even susan.or my little brother.he has never acknowledged me.and susan wont let him acknowledge me anyway.i dont even know his name.my own brother.although we're half related,but we're worlds apart.


questions,questions and more questions.answers that i want to know,but dont want to either.


haiz.but i bet if i stayed with him,my whole life wud be different.totallie different.



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