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i want to dance beside a frozen lake :: where the snowflakes gently fall from the sky :: the hair swaying in the chilly wind :: as the still moments of the winter everning :: is enlightened by me ::

My Contradictions.

- SEVENTEEN yet EIGHTEEN.
- SOPHISTICATED yet SIMPLE.
- WILD yet TAME.
- CRAZY yet NORMAL.
- BITCHY yet KIND.
- SLUTTISH yet DEMURE.
- FRANK yet SHY.
- CHILDISH yet MATURE.
- DEVILISH yet ANGELIC.
- NARCISSISTIC yet SELFLESS.
- CONFUSED yet SURE.
- FICKLE yet CONSISTENT.
- SELFISH yet GIVING.
- FIERCE yet GENTLE.
- ANNOYING yet LOVABLE.
- HEARTLESS yet SENTIMENTAL.
- SCHEMING yet NAIVE.
- LAZY yet HARDWORKING.
- RETARDED yet INTELLIGENT.
- IGNORANT yet KNOWLEDGEABLE.
- UNFEELING yet CARING.
- SLOPPY yet TIDY.
- IMAGINATIVE yet REALISTIC.
- PESSIMISTIC yet OPTIMISTIC.
- INTROVERTED yet EXTROVERTED.


My Loves.

- ME.MYSELF.I.
- MONEY.
- COMPUTER.
- HAND PHONE.
- CAMERA.
- CHILDREN.
- MIRRORS.
- MAKE UP.
- BITCHING.
- GOSSIPING.
- CRITICIZING.
- SLACKING.


My Hates.

- BEING BROKE.
- BEING SCOLDED.
- BEING BACKSTABBED.
- EMPTY VESSELS.
- HYPOCRITES.
- REPEAT OFFENDERS.
- COMPUTER BREAKDOWN.

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Wednesday, June 08, 2005


i'm bored.


tings r lyk totallie not goin rite.i miss tons of ppl.and i need to say it out.or i'll explode!!


1st and foremost.debra jie and estella.my parents n i toked bout u today.all the memories we shared.i reali miss u 2.but i cant contact u.can u feel the pain i feel?shen bu ru si.qiu shen bu de,qiu si be neng.i'm broken.i've been broken ever since u left.


we need to move on.but all the tymes we spent tgr..the memories..still lingers in my mind.it will never be forgotten.i love you jie.i love you estella.i miss your baby smell.i miss your cries.i miss the way you try and pull out my earings[and it fucking hurts].i miss everyting abt u.


no point whining.next,i miss my naiimahh!!duno y.just miss her all of a sudden.i adore the way she tries and call me gaby but ends up calling me maggie.den she will veri frustratedly cal me man man[cantonese petname].hahahas.cute. =))


dearr.haven seen you for 2days?or more?its a pity u have classes.but its good too.we can both inprove tgr. =)) somehow i feel that we are meant to be.not every1 is fortunate enuf to find sum1 as understanding as u.or rather,zhen xi.muacks.


you may not be the best friend,or the best student,best bball player,lan gamer,lover.but what matters is you treat me the best.u torlerate my every stupid act,and eat the sour cream i throw at u.not every1 can do tt.and i noe u wont eat wat ani tom,dick or harry throws at u.


which is gd.i like the way u treat me specially.let other ppl tink wad they wan.i dun give a fuck.i mean they can get pregnant for all i care.special is gd.not every1 got tt fu qi u noe.envy me. -_- .i noe.lame.wadeva.


ahhdearr.i miss u alot.although i just saw u lyk today?hmms.lol.had fun with u n Julian juz nw.damn cute.little tingy. =)) we have next yr to fight for playing with the more active Julian.he now lyk low batt la.muz charge 1st.lol.


babii!!!!julian!!!!damn cute.miss u.i wana run over to the next block to c u now!!!!!!*grunts*


esther jie!and the 4 little rascals!namely,jia min,jia hui,jia yong,osborn.i wan carry osborn!!!!!!budden ar..the other 3 ar..4get it.nvm.i dun wana get beaten,kicked and pinched.


soguii shiifuu!!!sian la u today never come!!u bad shiifuu.pontang.i paotou ar.maii play with me ar. =PpP


haris korr!!!anita dasao!!!harzirah!!!!sadded u all cant come mum mum with us!!!walao.i wan convert muslim also.. -_-~ jkjk.jkjk.jkjk.jkjk.


neoprints.tiaos.tt 1 not person i noe.budden cannot crave for paiizaoo-ing ar?tink outa the box la.maii si si de bang the wall.siao.


aiya.i miss so many ppl?oh yah.xiong di jie mei!!zhu peng gou you!!i miss u toos.budden ask me name out all?abit siao ba? =))


imissyouimissyouimissyou.



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