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Sunday, July 24, 2005

I AM VERY ANGRY.

ytd was our sentosa performance.and it certainly wasnt a verii pleasant experience.

i had breako with ahhdearr.then we went to sch tgr.the schedule stated tt we should gather at the hall for warm-up.somehow,duno y,mdm koh opened the music room door for the dancers.and they happily went and placed their bags in the music rm.

ahhdearr told the dancers to move to the hall and get ready for warm up.the tcher-in-charge wasnt even there.and it was 9.15+++.ahhdearr and i went to the staff room and looked for them(they had the cd).

she brought the cd up and we started our warmup.after tt,we did a few rounds of dancing and it was lunch tyme.shuxin(1 of the LEADS) fell ill.omg.we didnt want her to worry.so we told her tt it's ok.we can handle without her.but the truth is,we couldnt.

after lunch,changes were made.the rest went down for make up and everyting.we had a hard tyme trying to adjust.changing steps impromptu wasnt exactly our forte.

i went down for a moment to change and put on my foundation.the situation was.....unspeakable.

i went back to the hall to inform them tt zy came and they didnt need to fret abt him.i stayed on,knowing tt if i went back to the music rm,i would die there,unpeacefully.

after they decided what they wanted to do,we went back downstairs to do our makeup.obviously we couldnt finish because there wasnt enough tyme.we packed our bags and got ready to leave.

the reason y we couldnt realli finish was because mrs tan,shuhui,sharon,wang laoshii,su laoshii didnt come.all beause of 1......forget it.

helped put on eyelashes for some of them at the foyer.since tt's the best ting i can help with make up,y not?

we boarded the bus.the sec4s in 1,with wang laoshii and su laoshii.and the rest in another bus.our bus had alot of tok.gossips,bu shuangs.

and guess wad?we have another performance next week?fucking school cheated me of my feelings again.damn it man,damn it.

1st,they PROMISED that after the syf,the sec4s would be letoff for studies.and they had speech day.then sentosa poped up.ms wong gave her word to my mother that tt would be the verii last.after tt,they would not touch the sec4s anymore.

piece of fucking bullshitted crap.we have another so called 'important' performance next week.AND MS WONG DIDNT EVEN HAVE THE COURTESY TO INFORM ANYONE OF US.

fuck it man.i'm not going.

i duno y i should be so loyal to the dance club when they treat us lyk slaves.*snap* and we MUST perform for them.FOR THEM TO BECOME FAMOUS AND KNOWN.

i will not do tt,scarifice my studies for something tt does not benefit me.lyk there's no CIP hours either.y should i dance my butt off and neglect my studies?it's totallie not worth it.

next week's performance is 'hand-picked' by some minister.it can by picked by GeorgeBush,i'm not buying it.

we arrived at sentosa and walked to the holding area.it was drizzling.no1 anticipated it.we walked there,holding the map of sentosa above our heads,lyk some moronic retard.

did some warm up there and waited for the drizzle to stop.then we walked to the musical fountain BAREFOOTED.the other schools wore shoes.the ground was wet,and there were A LOT of small little unseen stones.we walked there in agony.

all of them needed to take off their shoes while dancing.i dont see why our sch dancers need to suffer the torment of walking on 'foot masagers'(the stone steps for the elderly). worse still,it's dirty.grrr.

the dance mat was wet and they had to dry it.we were the last to reherse.it started drizzling again but we had to stay there under the rain.

after tt,we walked back to the holding area,where we touched up on make up and had food.guess wad we got?

SOME LOUSY BREAD THAT YOU CAN BUY AT YOUR NEIGHBOURING CAKESHOP FOR 50 CENTS.

there were 4 boxes of them.2 of them contained daosa,1 kosong(with a lil nuts) and 1 raisin.

if i didnt see what the other schoold got,i would have just ate it.i was fkin hungry.but u noe wad the other schools had for food?

BURGER KING!!!!!!!

i noe i shouldnt compare but this is absurd!!!mr soh once scolded us "duno y other schools can sit there quitely but ur school(KENT RIDGE) dancers have so manii complains!!"

now i see why.compare and contrast.

1] shoes.
KENT RIDGE SECONDARY SCHOOL: we walk bare footed
other schools: they are allowed to wear shoes.

2] food.
KRSS: we eat 50cents bread/chicken rice(also not the verii nice type sia.)
other schools: burger king.

3] costume.
KRSS: tight and o-so-painful.
other schools: tight but body-fitting/loose.

4] perfomances.
KRSS: dont inform unless we ask.
other schools: everyting is prepared.

5] makeup.
KRSS: thick,complicated,reused.
other schools: simple yet nice.

6] CIP hours.
KRSS: none.
other schools: the amt they put in.

lyk wth?

when we got back to sch,we couldnt even use the toilets.talk abt washing the make up off our faces.now,i'm having some kinda pimple outbreak.haiis.

afew of us took our own sweet tyme to change and let the tcher-in-charge wait.dun care.it's not my fault tt u wana have your own private tyme dating.u deprived me of 1 whole day.how are u gonna pay for tt?

i'm seriously verii pissed.and whoever wans to be some secret informer,WADEVA.i mean it.

i told my mum and she's more pissed than me.if it wasnt for my testimonial at the end of the year,i wouldnt give a fuckshit abt the sch's face.i'm gonna list out every single torture u besowed on us.mark my words.

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