- ii justt needd somee timee. *

i want to dance beside a frozen lake :: where the snowflakes gently fall from the sky :: the hair swaying in the chilly wind :: as the still moments of the winter everning :: is enlightened by me ::

My Contradictions.

- SEVENTEEN yet EIGHTEEN.
- SOPHISTICATED yet SIMPLE.
- WILD yet TAME.
- CRAZY yet NORMAL.
- BITCHY yet KIND.
- SLUTTISH yet DEMURE.
- FRANK yet SHY.
- CHILDISH yet MATURE.
- DEVILISH yet ANGELIC.
- NARCISSISTIC yet SELFLESS.
- CONFUSED yet SURE.
- FICKLE yet CONSISTENT.
- SELFISH yet GIVING.
- FIERCE yet GENTLE.
- ANNOYING yet LOVABLE.
- HEARTLESS yet SENTIMENTAL.
- SCHEMING yet NAIVE.
- LAZY yet HARDWORKING.
- RETARDED yet INTELLIGENT.
- IGNORANT yet KNOWLEDGEABLE.
- UNFEELING yet CARING.
- SLOPPY yet TIDY.
- IMAGINATIVE yet REALISTIC.
- PESSIMISTIC yet OPTIMISTIC.
- INTROVERTED yet EXTROVERTED.

My Loves.

- ME.MYSELF.I.
- MONEY.
- COMPUTER.
- HAND PHONE.
- CAMERA.
- CHILDREN.
- MIRRORS.
- MAKE UP.
- BITCHING.
- GOSSIPING.
- CRITICIZING.
- SLACKING.

My Hates.

- BEING BROKE.
- BEING SCOLDED.
- BEING BACKSTABBED.
- EMPTY VESSELS.
- HYPOCRITES.
- REPEAT OFFENDERS.
- COMPUTER BREAKDOWN.

My Tagboard.

My Archives.

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December 2005

January 2006

February 2006

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April 2006

May 2006

June 2006

July 2006

August 2006

September 2006

My Links.

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-=| Steven. |=-

-=| Wan Juan. |=-

-=| Weng Lum. |=-

-=| Xia Xue. |=-

-=| Yvonne. |=-

I Love You.

We never really noticed each other.
Or at least I never noticed you.
But now you are my fantasy.
My wonderful dream come true.

Your eyes met mine.
And mine met yours.
The story of Sleeping Beauty.
Riding on a horse.

Often I think of you.
And wonder if you think of me.
I just want to be there with you.
Through times of thick and thin.

Many a time I neglected you.
But you never seem to mind.
You're one in a million.
Once in a lifetime.

When you smile.
It's the greatest prize.
I'm in heaven.
I'm in paradise.

When I close my eyes.
I see your face.
The touch of your hands.
And the way you embrace.

If I'm in trouble.
All I need to do is call.
Cause I know you'll be there for me.
I know you'll catch me if I fall.

You shine like a lighthouse.
And you showed me the light.
And then I see that life.
Is not only black and white.

I believe in love.
The everlasting kind.
But true love and lust.
Are separated by a mere thin line.

I love you for who you are.
For everything you say.
And no matter what happens.
You will never be replaced.

So now you know my feelings for you.
Is not like eating jam and toast.
Our fairytale is full of love.
It's called Amor Infinitus.

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c0pyyrighttedd ; [-gabrielle-]

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Wednesday, July 20, 2005

TMR IS RACIAL HARMONY DAY.

i dont seem too excited.the tyme given to find costumes is seriously too short.we were onlie told ytd tt tmr is the day.lyk wth?

i went down to renuka's hse ytd nite.she lent her dress to me. =)) while her granny n my mum was tokin,she dragged me to a corner.

renuka: "gaby,u got boiifren?"
me: (stares,places finger on lips.) "shhhhh."
renuka: "got anot?"
me: (nods head.) "you lehh?"
renuka: "got.urs how old?"
me: "1 yr older den me.urs lehh?"
renuka: "19."

i was fkin shocked can?i mean she's onlie sec2.and he's 5 yrs older.at 1st i tot nth of it.but after ahhdearr reminded me,i realised tt guys at tt age,onlie have 1 ting on their minds; capital letter Sex.

now i'm panicking.i hope she's lucky enough to have a sensible boii.i treat her as my sister.and i dont want aniting to happen to her.i seriously dont.

i watched her grow from childish, to mature.i noe i'm onlie 2 yrs older den her.but seriously,her thoughts were CHILDISH.sorri.i noe i verii mean.

she changed from the childish,baddy,talkative kid to a mature,self motivating "role model".she scored top for afew of her subjects.and was awarded scholarships.and she seldom have quarrels with her granny now.instead,she gives in.

wadeva is out there,please help protect her from evil.

i'm gng down agn later.hahahas. =))

so anw.today is another day again?hahahas.did the cme presentation today.and tt mr yip is so fkin bad can?asshole.

maomao was presenting.and knowing maomao,he reads from the paper.as he read the tings he's supposed to read,the paper sort of covered his face.

and tt yip had to ask maomao to give him his paper.and u noe wad he did to maomao's paper?!HE DREW A PIG'S FACE ON THE BACK OF THE PAPER?!!!!!how fkin nasty can he get?!he made maomao so paiisehh can?!

how mani tymes does he wana embarrass maomao?!maomao does not owe him de lor.so wad if his work is untidy?he wana take up the job as a tcher,he has to face the shit.every1 has to.no matter wad job.even if u're a CEO,u have to take the shit from ur employees.

even if u're a 1man-company,u have to take shit from clients.if u're a hsewife,u have to take shit from ur husband and kids.the thought of him pisses me off bigtyme.

and he also mentioned tt the band ppl have not completed their 6hrs of CIP.so bh argued tt they have already performed at laopasa(some famous market).

to our surprise,tt was not counted in the CIP!!!he said tt ms chamb dont count tt as CIP.lyk wtf can?yip said tt ms chamb onlie count CIP hrs when they visit homes or clean up parks etc.

tt is lyk total stupidity.if we onlie get CIP hrs when we visit the elderly and clean parks,den wads the pt of doin CIP as a CCA?!

CCAs are set up because a grp of ppl have a common interest or talent.esp for the performing arts.if the performing arts grp onlie visits and toks to the elderly,den y not just do it as a class?!y are performances not counted?

if tt's the case,shouldnt performances be made optional?when we do our CIPs,we contribute to the society in 1 way or another.when we perform,we make ppl happy.when we make ppl happy,ppl work harder.when ppl work harder,the economy prospers.

a class is formed because we are stronger in afew subjects.4e6,4e7 are strong in sciences.4e8 in engineering etc.every1 in the class has a different talent and CCA.classes should visit the elderly as it is a simple job to do.doesnt take much effort to tok to the elderly.

but as a CCA grp,our CIP hrs should include activities tt we do using our common talent.my pri sch even includes compeititions.i feel tt it is better tt way.

my pri sch dance troupe performed at sentosa.and we get CIP hrs for tt.y is KRSS so giamsiap?!every performance and compeitition is our sweat,our effort,our heart and soul.at least with CIP hrs,there is a motivation.

not every1 is self-motivated can?i tell u to work w/o salary lah?!work because u want to.i tell u all the teachers will quit their jobs.mum once pointed out tt i cannot use adults as a comparison.but y not?

CIP hrs are our salary.performing is our job.CIP hours can determine if a sch wants to accept us anot ok.dont gimme shit tt $$ is needed but CIP hrs are not.tt is total bullshit.and anw,no 1 comparison is exactly the same or proportional.

although it is a pretty different comparison,it still makes sense.ppl make comparisons because they want ppl to understand.and if u dont use a comparison tt makes an impact,u can never convince ppl.

i just dont understand y KRSS is so selfish in giving things.worse still,they tink tt they are verii understanding liao.load of crap la.

thank goodness it's my last year here.

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