- ii justt needd somee timee. *

i want to dance beside a frozen lake :: where the snowflakes gently fall from the sky :: the hair swaying in the chilly wind :: as the still moments of the winter everning :: is enlightened by me ::

My Contradictions.

- SEVENTEEN yet EIGHTEEN.
- SOPHISTICATED yet SIMPLE.
- WILD yet TAME.
- CRAZY yet NORMAL.
- BITCHY yet KIND.
- SLUTTISH yet DEMURE.
- FRANK yet SHY.
- CHILDISH yet MATURE.
- DEVILISH yet ANGELIC.
- NARCISSISTIC yet SELFLESS.
- CONFUSED yet SURE.
- FICKLE yet CONSISTENT.
- SELFISH yet GIVING.
- FIERCE yet GENTLE.
- ANNOYING yet LOVABLE.
- HEARTLESS yet SENTIMENTAL.
- SCHEMING yet NAIVE.
- LAZY yet HARDWORKING.
- RETARDED yet INTELLIGENT.
- IGNORANT yet KNOWLEDGEABLE.
- UNFEELING yet CARING.
- SLOPPY yet TIDY.
- IMAGINATIVE yet REALISTIC.
- PESSIMISTIC yet OPTIMISTIC.
- INTROVERTED yet EXTROVERTED.

My Loves.

- ME.MYSELF.I.
- MONEY.
- COMPUTER.
- HAND PHONE.
- CAMERA.
- CHILDREN.
- MIRRORS.
- MAKE UP.
- BITCHING.
- GOSSIPING.
- CRITICIZING.
- SLACKING.

My Hates.

- BEING BROKE.
- BEING SCOLDED.
- BEING BACKSTABBED.
- EMPTY VESSELS.
- HYPOCRITES.
- REPEAT OFFENDERS.
- COMPUTER BREAKDOWN.

My Tagboard.

My Archives.

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July 2005

August 2005

September 2005

October 2005

November 2005

December 2005

January 2006

February 2006

March 2006

April 2006

May 2006

June 2006

July 2006

August 2006

September 2006

My Links.

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-=| Darren. |=-

-=| Desmond. |=-

-=| Eleanna. |=-

-=| Eugene. |=-

-=| Fatin. |=-

-=| Fiona. |=-

-=| Gabriel. |=-

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-=| Jasmine. |=-

-=| Jessica. |=-

-=| Jiaxin. |=-

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-=| Joni. |=-

-=| Joyee. |=-

-=| Kenneth. |=-

-=| Phyllis. |=-

-=| Rhoda. |=-

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-=| Saky. |=-

-=| Shahidatul. |=-

-=| Siti Adawiyah. |=-

-=| Steph. |=-

-=| Steven. |=-

-=| Wan Juan. |=-

-=| Weng Lum. |=-

-=| Xia Xue. |=-

-=| Yvonne. |=-

I Love You.

We never really noticed each other.
Or at least I never noticed you.
But now you are my fantasy.
My wonderful dream come true.

Your eyes met mine.
And mine met yours.
The story of Sleeping Beauty.
Riding on a horse.

Often I think of you.
And wonder if you think of me.
I just want to be there with you.
Through times of thick and thin.

Many a time I neglected you.
But you never seem to mind.
You're one in a million.
Once in a lifetime.

When you smile.
It's the greatest prize.
I'm in heaven.
I'm in paradise.

When I close my eyes.
I see your face.
The touch of your hands.
And the way you embrace.

If I'm in trouble.
All I need to do is call.
Cause I know you'll be there for me.
I know you'll catch me if I fall.

You shine like a lighthouse.
And you showed me the light.
And then I see that life.
Is not only black and white.

I believe in love.
The everlasting kind.
But true love and lust.
Are separated by a mere thin line.

I love you for who you are.
For everything you say.
And no matter what happens.
You will never be replaced.

So now you know my feelings for you.
Is not like eating jam and toast.
Our fairytale is full of love.
It's called Amor Infinitus.

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c0pyyrighttedd ; [-gabrielle-]

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Tuesday, January 31, 2006

HAPPY CNY!!!

i've been getting drunk for the past 3 days.or so i tink.but seriously,i feel drunk now even though i haven touched alcohol YET.damn.i tink i'm tired.

i've been so blur,i didnt take pics of anyting until steven n kahkeong came ytd.lols.opps.i'm able to blog now cuz there's no more beer at home and i dun tink my parents will open up the wine cuz they opened up 1 bottle ytd.ohh well.there goes drinking. =(

granny came home for the renuion dinner.and we had loads of sushi and raw seafood.yummy.although i'm not crazy over seafood,i still ate it RAW ok.but its quite nice la.no fishy smell.esp when u eat it with beer.my parents actuallie spent more den $300 at the jap store in ginza la.pro.

den my brother came to visit on the 1st day of cny.due to me being tipsy the day b4 and sleeping at lyk 2am+,i woke up at about 12pm.when i came out,sat down and stoned while the water was heated,my brother came. -_-"

so i chionged lor.bathed and everyting.and my 1st angpao came from him.haahahahaa.and i didnt take a pic either. =( was still in the morning blues although it was afternoon.nvm.i shall try to get a shot next yr.but here's a couple from last yr.

and yes,my sister-in-law is malay.so wad?stop being racist.

my granny looks blur.but here's a pic of her when she's alert.taken last yr as well.

dont mess with my family!!lols.

we ate jap agn for dinner.but not raw.cooked.the eel and the king prawn!!!YUMMY YUMMY YUMMY.if i was sober,i'd actuallie take pics.but oh well. =P so tt's all for the 1st day of cny.siannz.

den steven n xiaogou came ytd.took tons of retarded pics with steven's fone.i woke up specially at 11 to bathe and get ready even though i drank the night b4 and slept at 1am+.see,i'm such a nice fren.lols.

steven took pics w/o me knowing,thus making me look retarded.but i shall post them anw cuz i'm gona put their retarded pics as well.fair ma. =D

now,PAYBACK TIME!!!

and now,for some retarded pics of 3 of us tgr.there were a few retakes though.hahahahas. =X

this pic was very cute ok.cuz steven put the timer mode on.10secs.den we posed and waited.but he offed the camera sounds.so we were lyk "10sec over liao ma?y so long de?" after waiting for i guess nearly half a minute,steven suddenly said "my fone the camera no sound." -_- ~

when he turned on the sound,it made some "tee" sound den xiaogou was lyk "SOUND LYK BOMB LEH!" and we were trying so hard not to laugh.but i guess the picture shows it all huh?

then they asked abt jess and i showed them our latest neoprint.the pose was lyk the "hush" pose and they were lyk "ehh!!!we folo tt pose la!!!"

xiaogou wanted to do a "J" with his hand but den when the cam snapped,he tot tt his hand put wrg way and wanted to flip.so there,the blur hand.next,shot 2.

u see the finger there?its my mum's middle finger.therefore our "laughing but pretending not to laugh" expression.

the infamous "speak no evil, hear no evil, see no evil."

my mum saw steven's chain and decided to pretend tt she was the owner pulling the dog.LOLS!!!

finally,decent pictures. =D

i typed til there n my parents decided to go for dinner at some resturant in imm.and voilla,i'm tipsy agn.but i managed to tong til i got home as the car broke down.so i'm not tt tipsy compared to juz now.

anw,i was tokin to fendy ytd nite n tt nuthead made me feel guilty though i dont tink he meant it.but tt's not the point,the imp ting is not tt.is abt justin.tt fucker.i never wana have anyting to do with him ever.he's just another hypocrite pretending to help others.

i'm not even going to bother to ask him or anyting.because i believe fendy wont hurt me.and i believe tt fendy noes wads gd for me,even though he doesnt really show it.and with jessica n fendy's "statements",i trust their judgement and because they're closest to me.

well,too bad,the world is lyk tt.i'll always trust the ppl closer to me.connections?yea.face it.because wad justin did was and is an insult to me.i will not let myself be insulted this way.u say i'm a psyco?fine.i shall be a psyco.and beware,cuz crazy ppl have the right to kill.

so much abt "i dont wana ask other ppl.u tell me better." u noe wad i tink?FUCK YOU.urgh.just go to hell u hypocrite.dont tell me abt God or anyting.i haven even taken into account tt u tickled me the 1st tyme we met.u noe wad?i let it go cuz i was hoping u could treat fendy better.

i will not allow anyting lyk tt to happen agn.NEVER.no1 insults me lyk tt n gets away with it.i hope i'll never see u nor hear from u agn.dogs bite,i slap.

enough of it.nth is coming outa my mind cuz of the alcohol.shall blog more tmr.gng airport ltr to send dad off agn.i better find sth warm to wear.its almost 12am and we're leaving at 1230am.omg..

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