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i want to dance beside a frozen lake :: where the snowflakes gently fall from the sky :: the hair swaying in the chilly wind :: as the still moments of the winter everning :: is enlightened by me ::

My Contradictions.

- SEVENTEEN yet EIGHTEEN.
- SOPHISTICATED yet SIMPLE.
- WILD yet TAME.
- CRAZY yet NORMAL.
- BITCHY yet KIND.
- SLUTTISH yet DEMURE.
- FRANK yet SHY.
- CHILDISH yet MATURE.
- DEVILISH yet ANGELIC.
- NARCISSISTIC yet SELFLESS.
- CONFUSED yet SURE.
- FICKLE yet CONSISTENT.
- SELFISH yet GIVING.
- FIERCE yet GENTLE.
- ANNOYING yet LOVABLE.
- HEARTLESS yet SENTIMENTAL.
- SCHEMING yet NAIVE.
- LAZY yet HARDWORKING.
- RETARDED yet INTELLIGENT.
- IGNORANT yet KNOWLEDGEABLE.
- UNFEELING yet CARING.
- SLOPPY yet TIDY.
- IMAGINATIVE yet REALISTIC.
- PESSIMISTIC yet OPTIMISTIC.
- INTROVERTED yet EXTROVERTED.


My Loves.

- ME.MYSELF.I.
- MONEY.
- COMPUTER.
- HAND PHONE.
- CAMERA.
- CHILDREN.
- MIRRORS.
- MAKE UP.
- BITCHING.
- GOSSIPING.
- CRITICIZING.
- SLACKING.


My Hates.

- BEING BROKE.
- BEING SCOLDED.
- BEING BACKSTABBED.
- EMPTY VESSELS.
- HYPOCRITES.
- REPEAT OFFENDERS.
- COMPUTER BREAKDOWN.

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Friday, February 24, 2006


*EDITED POST* please re-read if you haven.decided not to write another entry.shall continue from this 1.hehes. =D


i so apologise for tt super depressing poem..


super sorry.had some bad mood swing and a heated arguement with fendy,thus tt poem.man,now i noe how much it hurts to let someone go.but thankfully he didnt give up on me i must say.he took the risk and msged me tt nite.


so anw,we're ok now i guess.and had a hell of a tyme with wanjuan juz now.guess wad?I HAVE TONS,and i mean TONS of pics to share!!!!!


but b4 tt,some updates on my life since i last blogged.well,i got the telemarketing job and started work on monday.but u noe wad?TELEMARKETING SUCKS BIG TIME!!! u can take my word for it.damn.i hate telemarketing.


all i did was call and call and call.but the ting is,everyone rejects the offer.so fine,its not all tt attractive.but hey,they pay me a measly $800/mth to get bullshit from customers who tinks tt the company is not good.


i got scolded by afew ppl ok.and they're mad.just because i managed to squeeze in 40+ calls the 1st day,they wan me to make 50 on tues.and when i reached the quota and exceeded to 60+,they wan me to make 80 calls on wed.


fuck them.i had mensus cramp tt day summore.so i requested half day off cuz its really hurting bad.they didnt let me off.WTF.so during lunch,i left the papers there n took my bag.said tt my pad was inside n i had no pockets.


den i never went back.mum called them though.so i went to the doc to take an MC.my doc's really nice.i told him how torturous my job is to me n he gave me an extra day off!!yay!!i was supposed to go back to work today but mum told me to quit.


actuallie i was hopin the boss would fire me but there was no news of it so i decided to fire the boss instead.i just slept my way thru this morn n mum called to inform them tt i'm quitting.wahahahahahassss.


and fendy was so nice to me.he accompanied me to and from work.hehehes.well,at least i had a companion on the bus rite?and no,we're not officially back tgr.but i tink we r la...feel lyk,looks lyk...


blahhs.jess,william n fendy accompanied me for lunch on tues.the boss is very weird ok.mon i told him i eating alone,he gave me 1/2 hr.tues i told him i eatin with my galfren,he gave me 45mins.den wed i told him i eating with boyfriend,he gave me 1 hr!!


wahahahahas.idiotic.but whatever it is,its over.i dun mind not being paid cuz at least i noe how it feels lyk being a telemarketer.well,for 2 and 1/2 days at least. =P


and fendy cut his hair!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!OMGOMGOMG.stunned,shocked,surprised.


okok.here are today's picturessssss..............




wanjuan doing her homework before the picture taking spreeeeeeeee.




us.whoos.chiochio de wanjuan n me. =P




at WCP.this picture would look alot nicer if there were more ppl.n i tink the ting we're sitting on is for waist n hip exercise.cuz i gotta twist your way thru it.lols.




on the same ting.change positions only.




the wind is blowinggggggggg.......




trying to be cute and innocent...




yo, wanjuan n my backview.admire my beautiful ass (and hair).




the opposite side?




another wind blown effect.i tink my hair grows very fast.its only been a month(?) since i dyed my hair n the top part is black already.damn.next tyme,i wana highlight red and violet. =D




on the slide.our ingenius pose.




fendy's new haircuttttttt.omgomgomg.he looks lyk a beng and i'm falling head over heels with him again.hahahahahahaahas.imagine if he highlight his hair lyk mine?WHOOS.he seriously look fucking different from last tymei'll find a pic asap and do a comparision!!




slide again...lalalalas.




huggs.aww.i look tired though..




fendy and i.seriously,the pictures tt we took tgr has never been posted b4.only once and tt was a far shot.oh my,i was so shocked when i re-read my archives and found none of his pics except for 1.NOT EVEN HIS BURFDAY PICS LA.i feel so guilty.so yes,here's our pic.




"so now den u put my pics la?u good!!"




"i shall punch u in the face!!as punishment!!"




-walks away undaunted.-




"oh no,he still tokin to himself there.we on pyramid liao lehh."




"nvm.shall let him discover on him own." by then,fendy has already realised and climed up the pyramid.he decided to lighten the punishment set for me.




"take a picture with me and post it on ur blog and i'll forgive u." so tt means i dun need to be punched.yays!!




"and wanjuan toos." he decided to add on to my punishment.




"climb to the top and take a picture with me." ok la.i was jokin about all those captions. =P




me,myself and i.




the 3 of us. =D








trying to be lame...so can u guess who's hand/leg(s)/car is who's? lols..




reflection from the middle car.




bleahhs.






who's posing is better???




"should i take a pic of the tree anot?"




"yes,i should.but i duno y i take..."




"i cant be bothered with u ppl.LMAO."


after leaving WCP,we passed by krss and decided to go in to visit.the PTI was on and jess's sister was involved.so jess tagged along with her mum.so i called her and we chatted for a while.


and oh,jess n fendy are twins now.cuz EVERYTING they do are similar.since the start.they both live in west coast,dress almost the same aka a tee,outer wear and jeans/skirt.their reaction towards sth is the same.the tings they lyk to eat.EVERYTING except looks.


so yes,i hearby present to u,THE TWINS.




ok...they suck at acting cute.HAHAHAS.jkjk.


*backtrack abit.* I FUCKING CLIMBED THE PYRAMID IN MY MINI SKIRT.OMFG.i cant believe i did tt.mini skirt n heels.lols. =X


so anw,after we left krss,we went to ginza and walked ard abit.the second tyme we strolled ginza in 1 day.did i mention,we all saw fiona and some girls.pardon me for remembering.i duno y i did anw.


ok,back to me.bought bubble tea,chilled at KFC b4 wanjuan wanted to go home.then i bought bread for mum and headed for the busstop.saw korzi,kailiang, on the way there.he is so huge and tall and macho now,i cant even reconise him.HAHAHAS.


at the busstop,the girls who were with fiona stared and sorta pointed at me.erms?pimples?eyebags?fats?melted makeup?WHAT?


blahhs.fendy didnt send me home though.SAD OK.FENDY,IF U READ THIS,SADDED OK!!!hahas.jk la..


reached home at abt 8+ and decided to watch tv.den i came online to upload my pics.while tokin to fendy at the same tyme.lalalalas.


and then another miracle ting happened.charissa suddenly toked to me.hmm?what now?the fact tt i'm blogging this proves a point.i'm not the old "随便你" girl.because i have a fucking attitude now.get pissed and irritated and sad for all i care.


look,i didnt mention anyting on msn cuz first,i was blogging thus no tyme to entertain u and think.second,i was tokin to fendy and obviously he is much much much much much more important then the ppl on msn.which is y i called him,not chat with him.third,just couldnt be bothered.


i have had enough.fendy told me u were using me.jessica said the same ting.even my mum got pissed.and joyce told me not to be stupid.and oh,whatever happened to the SAJC friends of urs huh?


oh my,i'm so sorry but i'm no SAINT.i'm ahlian, rude, ugly, un-girlish, poor, tasteless, boring, childish and stupid LORHH.how to compare with u HARHH?later ppl say u FUCKING stupid stick with me SEHH.cannot LAHH.must think of your reputation LEHH.


dots.wadeva it is,do wad u wan.i tink ur SAJC frens suit u better.and yes,this is goodbye.please dont pop by again and ask me if i wana "patch up" or clear up the mess.there is no mess,cuz its a clear cut "goodbye,u're not my best fren anymore."


please continue your "see me in orchard but pretend not to noe me and ignore me" attitude.not only in orchard,but anywhere in this damn world.i would apperciate tt u stop lookin for me in tymes of need and toss me aside when u found some new prospect.


i asked u, 'how important am i to u?", and u said "the same. if not i wld'nt bother to ask." i'm telling u now,thru my personal blog,I FIND IT FAKE.because if i was important,u would have said 'hi' or even give me a nod in orchard.


when u saw me at topshop,ur reaction showed me tt u tink i'm not "tasteful" or "hip" enough to browse in topshop.u noe wad?i have all tt it takes to go to anyshop i want.just tt i'm not spendthrift enough to buy them.but if i want to,u can see me spending hundreds in a day.at least i bother to tink of my parent's pockets.


dun gimme bullshit saying tt u paiisehh or scared of what my reaction would be.cuz u noe my character,i'll never embarass anyone in public.if u dont noe,den tt's another reason why u're not my best fren anymore.


so yes,i'm proving tt i'm childish by saying "i dont fren u anymore.BYEBYE!!"


wahaha.machiam writing composition siaa.didnt know i had so much to write.and this is yet again a superdy duperdy long entry.cuz there's more up ahead.


25feb
mum had to do some talk at mandrine this afternoon.abt diabeties.however u spell tt.so we went there and the interview for SIA cabin crew members were on.different rooms,but same hallway.


the usher tot i was coming for the interview and he came to me and asked "miss,are you here for the interview?" and tired to usher me to the registration counter.LOLS!!do i look tall enough in the 1st place?i was wearing the pink dress i bought at JP and the sweater from ESPRIT.


but there were alotsa hunks and babes there.i am so honoured knowing tt they tot i was going for the interview,aka me = babe.WHOOS.hahahahahas.my skin is getting thicker by the day rite?so bhb. =P


after the talk we went down to haagen dazs to "support" joyce and the ex kent ridgeans there.and if u noticed,i finallie got the spelling of the damn icecream correct.wahahahaas.ate "perfect match",had earl grey tea and another scope of greentea icecream.


yummy.went home after tt and watched tv till 9+.SLACKERZZ. =P


1 more ting!!alicia and melvin came to my hse the other night and sorta terroised my comp (and room).while doing that,they brought my attention to this website.its very fun ok.now i play EVERYDAY.there are so many games to choose from.wahahahas.click here.


ok.so tt's roughly all tt i have to say.anymore and blogger will crash.tatahhs. =D



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