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Friday, March 31, 2006

i am so tired.

dont know what's up these days, but i am beat!

was supposed to go to cwp with shin guang today. but i got so lazy and wasnt feeling too good, i cancelled the appt with him. in case u dont know what's cwp, its CAUSEWAY POINT, dimwit. and if u dont know where's that, its at woodlands.

had a pleasant surprise by poh hwee this morning cuz he never msges me unless i talk to him. hmpf, men and their ego. anw, thank goodness i didnt get GOLD for my nafa cuz if i always got gold, i'll be able to go to ICT, thus, going to the navy.

which means 3 months in tekong after i get my diploma. oh man, the way he described the army and tekong, i swear i'll never serve army/navy/airforce/policeforce/wadeva there! its simply too scary to be heard.

slept at a crazy hour of 3am+++ and was woken up at 9am by his msg. tt's not the earliest he msged me. once, he msged me at 5am cuz he forgot that i'm not in tekong! haha! no, i wont go to tekong no matter how romantic/spectacular it looks.

went back to sleep soon after and woke up to tell shin guang i was not feeling good. i'm really not feeling good. been having giddy spells and vomitting sensations for the past few days. but even in that condition, i could go to orchard ytd. hahas. i am so silly.

poh hwee was lyk "u should be resting at home!" and i went "eh, if i faint in orchard, at least got ppl. but if i faint at home, i rot liao also no one to help me!" after that, we squabbled about who'll get married and who wont. a rather lame topic to be squabbling about but it was fun i guess.

and about my blogskin, i'm thinking of making it simple. which is diffcult for me because i like complicating stuffs! i'll still disable stuffs cuz i seriously think that if u dont have what it takes, u cant rip anyting off my blog.

i respect html pros and ppl who know how to get stuffs off my blog because they have what it takes. for ppl who dont know, either u ask, learn, or continue being a dumbonic idiot. i also recently disabled the edit ting at the top of the browser.

for stupid ppl, if u wana extract out codes, the easiest is to click the "edit" on ur browser. dont understand? its ok. i understand that its too high a standard for you. so now its either you know how to extract codes, or you dont. i know weizhen noes how. lalalas.

but i'm still very amazed how ppl still dont understand HTML. its so simple! easy codes like bolding, underlining and such, i'm sure ppl noe. another ting, even if u manage to extract out the codes, do u noe which one to look for? if not, u're still dumb.

go play neopets or sth. seriously, i learnt HTML from there.

was so fasinated by people who could decorate their guilds up so nicely while mine was a default template, unpopular and plain. i went round looking and tried asking, but it seems like people playing neopets are very nasty.

so i read thru tutorials myself and played around. gave up after my PSLE and during sec2, debbie helped me with my 1st bloggie! thanks again gurl. she told me "whatever you do, dont edit your template."

being the very naughty and curious me, i edited and play ard and soon i helped ppl make blogs of their own. actuallie i didnt make them, cuz i copied from blogskins.com. but anw, some grew to design their own blog while others, remained stupid.

to be honest, i was shocked at brenda's abilty to learn so fast. though we fell off some time ago but yea, i was amazed. and the stupid ones, well, we all know who they are, still ripping blogskins off blogskins.com even though i painstakingly tried to explain HTML to them.

dont get me wrong, i aint talking about you unless u admit it, stupid.

spent my day slacking and slacking at home. had a nice chat with amanda and learnt the painful lesson of "putting down your ego on people you love and care for". for me, i had to bang my head on the wall, suffer a concusion before waking up.

with that bang, i dont wana wake up also cannot ar.

had dinner with my parents and mum's off to some dancing ting in CPS. how can it be? mum, dancing, primary sch, chacha. omfg. and i wanted to join dance sports in NP. FORGET IT MAN. jess wanted to drag me to latin. but i'm super stiff, i dont even wana shake my hand, what more my ass.

thought of NRA as my CCA at first. btw, i found out what it stands for thanks to ming yew. NRA = New Revolving Age. but then, decided not to cuz, I AM SUPER STIFF NOW. shall try a CCA with no relation to dance!

mayb i'll take on IT. wahahahahas. i wonder what will happen if i went to ICT instead of LSCT. i would be so sad, i'll probably cry. but if that happens, which never will, i'll just accept it and not go thru some random backgate. =D

come to think of it, now i'm wishing that i went to ICT. cuz i just want to. i mean the security management ting. oh man, to battle between my strenght and interest sucks. so children, i prove a point. that interest might not always be your strenght and strenght doesnt always have to be your interest!

this is yet again another meaningless entry.

i found another old picture of me. silly but i used think its nice. lols.

i'm just posting old pics cuz i dont have new ones la.

just too lazy to take pictures these days!

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