- ii justt needd somee timee. *

i want to dance beside a frozen lake :: where the snowflakes gently fall from the sky :: the hair swaying in the chilly wind :: as the still moments of the winter everning :: is enlightened by me ::

My Contradictions.

- SEVENTEEN yet EIGHTEEN.
- SOPHISTICATED yet SIMPLE.
- WILD yet TAME.
- CRAZY yet NORMAL.
- BITCHY yet KIND.
- SLUTTISH yet DEMURE.
- FRANK yet SHY.
- CHILDISH yet MATURE.
- DEVILISH yet ANGELIC.
- NARCISSISTIC yet SELFLESS.
- CONFUSED yet SURE.
- FICKLE yet CONSISTENT.
- SELFISH yet GIVING.
- FIERCE yet GENTLE.
- ANNOYING yet LOVABLE.
- HEARTLESS yet SENTIMENTAL.
- SCHEMING yet NAIVE.
- LAZY yet HARDWORKING.
- RETARDED yet INTELLIGENT.
- IGNORANT yet KNOWLEDGEABLE.
- UNFEELING yet CARING.
- SLOPPY yet TIDY.
- IMAGINATIVE yet REALISTIC.
- PESSIMISTIC yet OPTIMISTIC.
- INTROVERTED yet EXTROVERTED.

My Loves.

- ME.MYSELF.I.
- MONEY.
- COMPUTER.
- HAND PHONE.
- CAMERA.
- CHILDREN.
- MIRRORS.
- MAKE UP.
- BITCHING.
- GOSSIPING.
- CRITICIZING.
- SLACKING.

My Hates.

- BEING BROKE.
- BEING SCOLDED.
- BEING BACKSTABBED.
- EMPTY VESSELS.
- HYPOCRITES.
- REPEAT OFFENDERS.
- COMPUTER BREAKDOWN.

My Tagboard.

My Archives.

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August 2005

September 2005

October 2005

November 2005

December 2005

January 2006

February 2006

March 2006

April 2006

May 2006

June 2006

July 2006

August 2006

September 2006

My Links.

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-=| Blogger. |=-

-=| Brenda. |=-

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-=| Darren. |=-

-=| Desmond. |=-

-=| Eleanna. |=-

-=| Eugene. |=-

-=| Fatin. |=-

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-=| Hazwan. |=-

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-=| Jiaxin. |=-

-=| Jieying. |=-

-=| Joni. |=-

-=| Joyee. |=-

-=| Kenneth. |=-

-=| Phyllis. |=-

-=| Rhoda. |=-

-=| Rosalind. |=-

-=| Saky. |=-

-=| Shahidatul. |=-

-=| Siti Adawiyah. |=-

-=| Steph. |=-

-=| Steven. |=-

-=| Wan Juan. |=-

-=| Weng Lum. |=-

-=| Xia Xue. |=-

-=| Yvonne. |=-

I Love You.

We never really noticed each other.
Or at least I never noticed you.
But now you are my fantasy.
My wonderful dream come true.

Your eyes met mine.
And mine met yours.
The story of Sleeping Beauty.
Riding on a horse.

Often I think of you.
And wonder if you think of me.
I just want to be there with you.
Through times of thick and thin.

Many a time I neglected you.
But you never seem to mind.
You're one in a million.
Once in a lifetime.

When you smile.
It's the greatest prize.
I'm in heaven.
I'm in paradise.

When I close my eyes.
I see your face.
The touch of your hands.
And the way you embrace.

If I'm in trouble.
All I need to do is call.
Cause I know you'll be there for me.
I know you'll catch me if I fall.

You shine like a lighthouse.
And you showed me the light.
And then I see that life.
Is not only black and white.

I believe in love.
The everlasting kind.
But true love and lust.
Are separated by a mere thin line.

I love you for who you are.
For everything you say.
And no matter what happens.
You will never be replaced.

So now you know my feelings for you.
Is not like eating jam and toast.
Our fairytale is full of love.
It's called Amor Infinitus.

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c0pyyrighttedd ; [-gabrielle-]

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Tuesday, March 21, 2006

i tink i'm saddistic leh.

i juz watched grey's anatomy and i kinda lyk the part where they squeezed the judi dolls'(barbie dolls) heads outa tt guy's intestines.and when the doc goes "this is the head of ___doll...OH,tt's the head of ___doll,the most popular doll..."

oh man,tt guy was totallie stupid.swallow 10 heads at once.stupid man.HAHAHAS.

anw,form E was handed in.yays!!i also went to get my singpass and stuffs.i didnt eat til abt 3-4+ la.was lyk super hungry.jess n i met jden while handing in the form.heyheyhey,HE'S IN NP AS WELL!!so many ppl fr KRSS r in NP,its almost lyk we're dominating the place.

JOYCE TAN WEI TING,WHY ARE U STUCK AT SP U MEGA HUGE GIGANTIC HUMONGOUS EMORMOUS SOTONG?and some other peeps lyk fatin,des as well.man,GO APPEAL HERE LEH.hahahas.

just as i was about to hand in the form E,the damn NAVY called my mum.dots,now den they decide to call when i handed in my form E.walao eh.how can?

the officer(?) said tt they can change the course for me without sweat but i have to go thru medical checkup and NAFA!!!omg.i cfm fail de la.so my mum rejected the offer WITHOUT TELLING ME!!!AFTER SHE DID DEN SHE TELL ME.WALAO EH!!!

but he did say tt during my poly yrs i could go train up and join them after my poly where i'll get the officer post.sth lidat la.but he also mentioned tt so far no women has been able to go on the submarine YET.lalalalas.

sianz.mayb i'll just stick to being plain jane(or rather,gabrielle) and just go eat.lols.ok..i noe tt a super random tot.cuz i'm just so hungry now!!and besides lyking to see ppl "hurt",i'm starting to hurt me too!!omg.not physically la.

but tings lyk not eating,slpin late and waking up early,going shopping with jess and either drinking random alcohol or taking panadols.gosh,i duno wad i'm doing now!blahs.this is so not the blog to talk abt these stuffs.

oh anw,back to the day.while walking to CPF board,this guy asked for donations.i jus wana say,人不可貌相,meaning tt u cant judge a book by the cover.i was seriously broke and rushing to the CPF.so i just jokingly took out my wallet and showed him the empty cover.

ok la.i admit he's rather cute ok?and very observant as well.cuz the enrollment package was in my bag and only the top part showed the brownish paper.he suddenly asked "how old are you?".i was lyk "16 loh,err,no..17" and he was lyk "POLY RITE?"

rather stunned,i gave him the 'how u noe?' look and he went "ur bag..got the enrollment package." walao.i cant believe i stood there n chatted abt poly when i was rushing.stupid me.so anw,i felt quite guilty so i went to draw money.for myself as well.

when i went to look for jess,i was just lookin if he's still there and guess wad?i saw him smoking.dots.and jess was waiting for me.so i couldnt be bother anw.lols.i tink i'm very bad.but who cares now anw?blahhs.

so recently i'm erms,u might just as well say,emotionally dead.poh hwee msged to ask if i was ok just now.i sorta lied and said i was cuz though he's no1 special to me,he's still a fren.i duno if he'll worry or not,but just in case.he's still in army and bookin out fri nite.

i doubt i'll meet up with him although i would love to see him bald.lols.its ok anw.dun tink i'll be going out on sat n sun.i dun wana return home late n miss my TV.hehehes.

i thought i bumped into a ghost juz now.but it was just mum.VERY SCARY CAN?cuz she was changing in her room n i went to the bedroom toilet.when i came out,i didnt see her and the door was close with a small gap.i turned to close the toilet door and saw an image in the mirror walk pass me.

shocked,i turn to see if mum was there.she was nowhere near the door and when i turned the other way.SHE WAS RIGHT BESIDE ME!!!!!!!!omg.she was wearing white summore!!i was so scared i practically teared la.

no wonder they say 鬼吓人不会死，人吓人会死。meaning ghost scared human wun die,but human scare human will die!!walao eh.i didnt have much mood to watch grey's anatomy after tt.until the judi doll part came along.lols.

ok,so conclusion to my current situation.i'm going crazy but haven start cutting myself up yet.hopefully i dont and sum1 locks me up in crazy house.i'm hungry and i wana eat meat.and i'm not going out with joyce tmr.

speaking of it,i hate it when ppl tell me tings last minute.but y is it such a trend now?last minutes,being late,excuses.aint anyone else besides me PISSED?cuz i certainly am pissed.and tt doesnt help me with my crazy emotions.

lalala,i need food............

believe it or not,i baked tt cake.was actuallie for the 1 yr tt fendy n i met.doesnt matter much now anw.

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