- ii justt needd somee timee. *

i want to dance beside a frozen lake :: where the snowflakes gently fall from the sky :: the hair swaying in the chilly wind :: as the still moments of the winter everning :: is enlightened by me ::

My Contradictions.

- SEVENTEEN yet EIGHTEEN.
- SOPHISTICATED yet SIMPLE.
- WILD yet TAME.
- CRAZY yet NORMAL.
- BITCHY yet KIND.
- SLUTTISH yet DEMURE.
- FRANK yet SHY.
- CHILDISH yet MATURE.
- DEVILISH yet ANGELIC.
- NARCISSISTIC yet SELFLESS.
- CONFUSED yet SURE.
- FICKLE yet CONSISTENT.
- SELFISH yet GIVING.
- FIERCE yet GENTLE.
- ANNOYING yet LOVABLE.
- HEARTLESS yet SENTIMENTAL.
- SCHEMING yet NAIVE.
- LAZY yet HARDWORKING.
- RETARDED yet INTELLIGENT.
- IGNORANT yet KNOWLEDGEABLE.
- UNFEELING yet CARING.
- SLOPPY yet TIDY.
- IMAGINATIVE yet REALISTIC.
- PESSIMISTIC yet OPTIMISTIC.
- INTROVERTED yet EXTROVERTED.

My Loves.

- ME.MYSELF.I.
- MONEY.
- COMPUTER.
- HAND PHONE.
- CAMERA.
- CHILDREN.
- MIRRORS.
- MAKE UP.
- BITCHING.
- GOSSIPING.
- CRITICIZING.
- SLACKING.

My Hates.

- BEING BROKE.
- BEING SCOLDED.
- BEING BACKSTABBED.
- EMPTY VESSELS.
- HYPOCRITES.
- REPEAT OFFENDERS.
- COMPUTER BREAKDOWN.

My Tagboard.

My Archives.

March 2005

April 2005

May 2005

June 2005

July 2005

August 2005

September 2005

October 2005

November 2005

December 2005

January 2006

February 2006

March 2006

April 2006

May 2006

June 2006

July 2006

August 2006

September 2006

My Links.

-=| Alvin. |=-

-=| Amanda. |=-

-=| Blogger. |=-

-=| Brenda. |=-

-=| Chuan Ru. |=-

-=| Claudia. |=-

-=| Darren. |=-

-=| Desmond. |=-

-=| Eleanna. |=-

-=| Eugene. |=-

-=| Fatin. |=-

-=| Fiona. |=-

-=| Gabriel. |=-

-=| Hazwan. |=-

-=| Huang Zhi. |=-

-=| Jasmine. |=-

-=| Jessica. |=-

-=| Jiaxin. |=-

-=| Jieying. |=-

-=| Joni. |=-

-=| Joyee. |=-

-=| Kenneth. |=-

-=| Phyllis. |=-

-=| Rhoda. |=-

-=| Rosalind. |=-

-=| Saky. |=-

-=| Shahidatul. |=-

-=| Siti Adawiyah. |=-

-=| Steph. |=-

-=| Steven. |=-

-=| Wan Juan. |=-

-=| Weng Lum. |=-

-=| Xia Xue. |=-

-=| Yvonne. |=-

I Love You.

We never really noticed each other.
Or at least I never noticed you.
But now you are my fantasy.
My wonderful dream come true.

Your eyes met mine.
And mine met yours.
The story of Sleeping Beauty.
Riding on a horse.

Often I think of you.
And wonder if you think of me.
I just want to be there with you.
Through times of thick and thin.

Many a time I neglected you.
But you never seem to mind.
You're one in a million.
Once in a lifetime.

When you smile.
It's the greatest prize.
I'm in heaven.
I'm in paradise.

When I close my eyes.
I see your face.
The touch of your hands.
And the way you embrace.

If I'm in trouble.
All I need to do is call.
Cause I know you'll be there for me.
I know you'll catch me if I fall.

You shine like a lighthouse.
And you showed me the light.
And then I see that life.
Is not only black and white.

I believe in love.
The everlasting kind.
But true love and lust.
Are separated by a mere thin line.

I love you for who you are.
For everything you say.
And no matter what happens.
You will never be replaced.

So now you know my feelings for you.
Is not like eating jam and toast.
Our fairytale is full of love.
It's called Amor Infinitus.

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c0pyyrighttedd ; [-gabrielle-]

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Saturday, March 25, 2006

LOL.

i forgot tt i disabled highlighting and rightclicking.erms.if u ppl seriously wana do tt lame ting ytd,email me n i'll copy n paste everyting into the email.paiiseh for the trouble.

i noe to those HTML pros,disabling everyting is redundant.but it works a hell lot for stupid ppl!! i mean,if i ever wan ppl ripping stuffs off my site,i'd make sure tt they r not stupid fools.hehehes.

anw,daddy invented a new type of comp/lappy.i call it, THE LAP-PUTER.lols.he had a laptop afew years back and the screen sorta got spoilt.he left it to collect dust until today.i duno how he did it,cuz i was sleeping,but he chopped the laptop into half,and connected it to the comp monitor.

the phone is just extra la huh.

had a mega huge quarrel with parents juz now.oh man,i have voices in my head!!!!serious,no kidding.

its lyk i was left to sit there and then the fucking voices kept saying "they dont want u,no one does,y dont u just die?" its taking alot to say this cuz i noe ppl who hates me will agree with it.but hell,if u wan me to die,y dont u come talk to me lyk how the damn voice in my head did?

i even saw a face on my floor la.for those who came b4,my living room floor is lyk,messy with lotsa random spots.black,green,white,brown.the face was there la!!!!!! fuck,i'm crazy.after the quarrel,i told them and they dont seem to care.so yea,dont care lor.

the feeling was very intense.the tears kept rolling and they never seem to stop talking.i had to dig my nails into my wrist,which is fucking stupid cuz they hurt now,but it doesnt seem to stop!! the human mind is deadly.

i felt frightened,guilty,sucidal,angry and hurt.

anw,today's not the 1st tyme i "heard" tt voice.but i guess i'll just have to live with it.i need a doctor.but fuck,who cares?it doesnt really matter,i will fight it myself.

then during dinner,i tried to hide the red marks by putting some foundation n eyeshadow to cover it up.i tot there was no wound no shit and it shouldnt hurt,but fucking hell,PAIN LA. -.- after dinner i tried to use ice to cool down the marks but its still there now.sians.

i am polluting my precious blog with my crazy depression ting.

on a lighter note,i'm getting an acer laptop!but didnt make the decision there la.came home,quarrel finish liao den say wan tt laptop.HAHAHAS.lame la.i had to make a decision between dell and acer.

although they were eyeing on the dell cuz of the payment n weight,i still lyk the acer one.its cheaper but heavier den the dell laptop.plus,dell has 12 mths 0% interest free while acer only had 6mths interest free.

but i still lyk the acer cuz tt was the 1st one i touched when i went to the convention center.HAHAHAS.lame but i duno y,i always get attached to the 1st ting i touch.unless there's another much,much,much,much better one la.

tralalalalalas.i'm a crazy girl.

my eyes hurt,good night.

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IDreamtOfYouAt.

11:59 PM

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