- ii justt needd somee timee. *

i want to dance beside a frozen lake :: where the snowflakes gently fall from the sky :: the hair swaying in the chilly wind :: as the still moments of the winter everning :: is enlightened by me ::

My Contradictions.

- SEVENTEEN yet EIGHTEEN.
- SOPHISTICATED yet SIMPLE.
- WILD yet TAME.
- CRAZY yet NORMAL.
- BITCHY yet KIND.
- SLUTTISH yet DEMURE.
- FRANK yet SHY.
- CHILDISH yet MATURE.
- DEVILISH yet ANGELIC.
- NARCISSISTIC yet SELFLESS.
- CONFUSED yet SURE.
- FICKLE yet CONSISTENT.
- SELFISH yet GIVING.
- FIERCE yet GENTLE.
- ANNOYING yet LOVABLE.
- HEARTLESS yet SENTIMENTAL.
- SCHEMING yet NAIVE.
- LAZY yet HARDWORKING.
- RETARDED yet INTELLIGENT.
- IGNORANT yet KNOWLEDGEABLE.
- UNFEELING yet CARING.
- SLOPPY yet TIDY.
- IMAGINATIVE yet REALISTIC.
- PESSIMISTIC yet OPTIMISTIC.
- INTROVERTED yet EXTROVERTED.

My Loves.

- ME.MYSELF.I.
- MONEY.
- COMPUTER.
- HAND PHONE.
- CAMERA.
- CHILDREN.
- MIRRORS.
- MAKE UP.
- BITCHING.
- GOSSIPING.
- CRITICIZING.
- SLACKING.

My Hates.

- BEING BROKE.
- BEING SCOLDED.
- BEING BACKSTABBED.
- EMPTY VESSELS.
- HYPOCRITES.
- REPEAT OFFENDERS.
- COMPUTER BREAKDOWN.

My Tagboard.

My Archives.

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November 2005

December 2005

January 2006

February 2006

March 2006

April 2006

May 2006

June 2006

July 2006

August 2006

September 2006

My Links.

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-=| Blogger. |=-

-=| Brenda. |=-

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-=| Claudia. |=-

-=| Darren. |=-

-=| Desmond. |=-

-=| Eleanna. |=-

-=| Eugene. |=-

-=| Fatin. |=-

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-=| Gabriel. |=-

-=| Hazwan. |=-

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-=| Jasmine. |=-

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-=| Jiaxin. |=-

-=| Jieying. |=-

-=| Joni. |=-

-=| Joyee. |=-

-=| Kenneth. |=-

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-=| Rhoda. |=-

-=| Rosalind. |=-

-=| Saky. |=-

-=| Shahidatul. |=-

-=| Siti Adawiyah. |=-

-=| Steph. |=-

-=| Steven. |=-

-=| Wan Juan. |=-

-=| Weng Lum. |=-

-=| Xia Xue. |=-

-=| Yvonne. |=-

I Love You.

We never really noticed each other.
Or at least I never noticed you.
But now you are my fantasy.
My wonderful dream come true.

Your eyes met mine.
And mine met yours.
The story of Sleeping Beauty.
Riding on a horse.

Often I think of you.
And wonder if you think of me.
I just want to be there with you.
Through times of thick and thin.

Many a time I neglected you.
But you never seem to mind.
You're one in a million.
Once in a lifetime.

When you smile.
It's the greatest prize.
I'm in heaven.
I'm in paradise.

When I close my eyes.
I see your face.
The touch of your hands.
And the way you embrace.

If I'm in trouble.
All I need to do is call.
Cause I know you'll be there for me.
I know you'll catch me if I fall.

You shine like a lighthouse.
And you showed me the light.
And then I see that life.
Is not only black and white.

I believe in love.
The everlasting kind.
But true love and lust.
Are separated by a mere thin line.

I love you for who you are.
For everything you say.
And no matter what happens.
You will never be replaced.

So now you know my feelings for you.
Is not like eating jam and toast.
Our fairytale is full of love.
It's called Amor Infinitus.

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c0pyyrighttedd ; [-gabrielle-]

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Tuesday, May 30, 2006

pardon me for the burst of anger in the deleted entry.

as in, for ppl who read it i mean. ppl like jieying who was peeping whislt i blogged. hahas. today is yet another boring day. the only good thing is that i didnt have ICBE practical. like finally, a week without ICBE prac. i am like so happy.

slept in til rather late. like 9.45am when sch starts at 11. can u imagine how i rushed to wash up, change, pack my stuffs and go to school? hehs. yup2, i totally rushed my way. even so, i managed to appear online for abit b4 gng to sch. hahas.

bumped into jas, steph and jieying(1a01 jieying, not 1a03 jieying) when i reached np and boy was i glad!! can u believe it, until now, i dont know how to make it to LT51 on my own. cuz every single week, there's practical and we walked there as a class.

bahh, i'm a hopeless poly student! but i do know LT76,77,79 though. =X

anw, blogged in ICBE cuz i dont see the need to listen to his rants. i mean, i know i can read it up on my own. hahas. blah blah blah. i dont like having nth to say. hmm, well.. he showed xmen2(?) before the lecture and during the break. yays!

i totally love nightcrawler!! he is so cute, funny,handsome and magical!! i meant the cartoon version. hahas. yesyes, i'm in love with a cartoon character. i used to love li syaoran in cardcaptor sakura like crazy. he is so, captivating.

actually, i was once oh so jealous of sakura. hmm, kiddy days... everything could come true. hahas. i always said tt if i ever had a bf, it would be li syaoran!! eh, but no... its not.... =(

this used to be my favourite pic cuz i would fantasize tt i'm sak and i'm beside syaoran......

*smack- its like over. my silly craze with cartoons. but.... i really like night crawler..... =( erm, still, i wont want him as my bf. cuz he's, well, u wont know where he's gona go. the teleport tingy.. kinda creeps me out. =X

while looking at the folder named "internetpics", i suddenly miss my all time favourite serial, CHARMED. i wish the next season would be aired soon!! no matter how late, i would fight my way to watch it. oh, whyet is totally cute. however u spell his name.

y am i talking abt tv?

maths was as usual, BORING. but i had to listen cuz my logarithems suck. i dont even know how to spell it properly. damn, i hate maths. speaking of which, I HAVEN DONE MY MOL!!! crap, i need to study, do reports, do MOL and study. oh crap, oh fucking crap.

anw, was browsing thru my folder, the one i haven touched since -godknowswhen- and found a very meaningful picture i wish to share. this picture, click on it to enlarge and save. it touched my heart then, and is still having a great impact on me.

if only i could...

okok, i shall stop turning my folders upsidedown lest i post every single picture tt appeals to me here. eh, but cannot.. got one more i really wana post. to remind myself!!

this one is saying that u dont need to be envious of other ppl's apparent luck, because luck does not mean happiness. instead of looking at how lucky they are, you not feel how happy YOU are?

i will always remember that. but the ting is, i'm not happy. how can i be with my current situation? bahh.

i dont know what this one means, but it looks meaningful enough. lols.

ok, it stops here. i have clicked the [X] at the right hand corner of the folder. lols. damn, i gotta continue my OBC revision!! test's up to lecture 8 and i'm only at 5!!! i still got ICBE revision and EM1 revision, plus MOL and ICBE practical assessment.

remember i was ranting last week i have nowhere to go on weds after sam n i broke up? well, i just found my cure. STUDY!! HOMEWORK!! STUDY!! i tink i'll rush home right after CATS and start MUGGING!!

anw, to CBE 1.1 students!! LISTEN UP. senior says tt there'll be a question on FREE RADICAL PROCESS of a group. so far we've learnt the one on halogens, so its probably abt tt. guys, INITIATION, PROPAGATION, TERMINATION. remember!!

oh yes, do fucking well for OBC tests cuz exams are gona be real killers. pls start revision now cuz there's seriously ALOT to learn. all the way to lecture 8 yahh. ALL THE BEST!!

ok, that's all for now. gona continue MUGGING.

can u believe? gabrielle is actually mugging.

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