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i want to dance beside a frozen lake :: where the snowflakes gently fall from the sky :: the hair swaying in the chilly wind :: as the still moments of the winter everning :: is enlightened by me ::

My Contradictions.

- SEVENTEEN yet EIGHTEEN.
- SOPHISTICATED yet SIMPLE.
- WILD yet TAME.
- CRAZY yet NORMAL.
- BITCHY yet KIND.
- SLUTTISH yet DEMURE.
- FRANK yet SHY.
- CHILDISH yet MATURE.
- DEVILISH yet ANGELIC.
- NARCISSISTIC yet SELFLESS.
- CONFUSED yet SURE.
- FICKLE yet CONSISTENT.
- SELFISH yet GIVING.
- FIERCE yet GENTLE.
- ANNOYING yet LOVABLE.
- HEARTLESS yet SENTIMENTAL.
- SCHEMING yet NAIVE.
- LAZY yet HARDWORKING.
- RETARDED yet INTELLIGENT.
- IGNORANT yet KNOWLEDGEABLE.
- UNFEELING yet CARING.
- SLOPPY yet TIDY.
- IMAGINATIVE yet REALISTIC.
- PESSIMISTIC yet OPTIMISTIC.
- INTROVERTED yet EXTROVERTED.


My Loves.

- ME.MYSELF.I.
- MONEY.
- COMPUTER.
- HAND PHONE.
- CAMERA.
- CHILDREN.
- MIRRORS.
- MAKE UP.
- BITCHING.
- GOSSIPING.
- CRITICIZING.
- SLACKING.


My Hates.

- BEING BROKE.
- BEING SCOLDED.
- BEING BACKSTABBED.
- EMPTY VESSELS.
- HYPOCRITES.
- REPEAT OFFENDERS.
- COMPUTER BREAKDOWN.

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Friday, June 30, 2006


wow!!


i actually have faithful ppl who reads my blog. not bad, not bad at all. =D i didnt even make that part red/larger/underlined.. oh u geddit. =s


anw, darr lent me the pokemon cd ytd. wahahahas, hearing abt how his class disturb the lecturers totally made my day!! hehehes. dota, cs, pokemon. LOLS.


so let me continue from wed. he was released early and we went to taman jurong to eat my horfun. no, tt doesnt mean tt he doesnt have to acc me there again cuz i simply love the horfun there! the guys were like disturbing me la. hmpf.


yes, i can speak cantonese and your point is?


seriously, i'm gona get f-a-t. i ate so much ytd and today and will probably eat and eat and eat. damn. but i know i wont be fatter den any of *them. dun be so paranoid la, i'm talking abt ppl from secondary sch taff club. =D


oh, not tt i'm a constant reader of ur blog, karmen. just that i know u'll probably blog abt it and guess what? u did! =D but the "never force u part" is from ur era. i'm just trying to talk ur language so tt u ppl can actually understand what i'm trying to say.


anw, between u and me, there's nth much. though letting go of the gou nan nu part aint easy, i did beacuse i understood ur frustration when u were with him. what i seriously cannot stand is the fact tt ur fren showered my tag with criticism of my appearance instead of the main topic, ie me, fendy and u.


and guess what? she didnt stop when u told her to. so its like, y should i stop? not tt anyone told me to stop in the 1st place. doesnt it bite to have someone scrutinize ur flaws over and over again? oh yes, i understand ur pain. =)


she gave it to me little by little constantly. i'm just returning the favour by insulting her in bulk, occasionally. really, its not about letting go. its abt tt look she gave me. knowing my limits is one thing. u said tt if i didnt blog tt on wed, i wouldnt have so many ppl attacking me.


how does "if she didnt insult me the other time" sound?


and i dun need to wait for that one day when someone calls me ugly to come, because ur dear yvonne has already done so. please, everything u said goes right back at u. and dont make it sound as if u're so wei da to let everything go. u know, u started it. its easy for u to let go, not the insulted party.


i'm not seeking ur trouble so wad are u fussing over? if u say tt i insult yvonne because of u, i can understand tt u wana protect her. but now, i'm just saying it as a matter of factly. if i wana settle tings with u, i'd do so. i wont let ur fren take the rap of being bitched by me.


the purpose of my entry ytd was not meant 4 u. and no, u didnt insult/hurt/offend me thank you very much for ur concern. and, just to point out; if yvonne didnt want trouble, she wouldnt have spammed me in the 1st place.


regretting ur actions? like wad one of the spammers said and i quote "be responsible for what you say about people.. every word you say will have an outcome.." can i insult u like there's no tmr and just leave like tt? w/o the basic apology? i wish i could u know.


oh wait!! i AM doing that. =D


whatever it is, i have no hard feelings for u, karmen. honestly, u dont see ur name appearing on my blog but as i read thru ur entries, i see fendy's name appearing here and there. so who's not letting go now?


the bottom line is i dont wana have anything to do with u, karmen, anymore. between yvonne and me is really none of ur concern. really, if i were to poke my nose into everyone of my fren's problems tt are not caused by me, i'd be so busy i tink i can quit sch.


prioritize wad u have to do cuz i seriously dun wana have anymore to do with u. i dont mind u blogging abt me, beacause of me. but now u're helping a fren to blog abt me?? common la, she's not a baby can? how many random ppl is she gona hide behind?


fyi, while reading thru ur blog i found out some dirty laundry we have in common. not tt i'm very proud to mention abt tt adulterous fucker.. but yea, take care. the young ones are innocent, but sadly tt sentence doesnt resolve my hatred for them.


call me evil and not having the ability to let go. its very diffcult, esp after what they did to me. they forced me into it. frustrating as it may seem, letting go mayb aint the best solution afterall.



sidetracking to my tag, WOW!!! it's so happening, i'm anticipating to read it every hour. thanks ppl for spurring up the atmosphere. this is getting so exciting! jieying and me actually spent a 2 hour lecture playing with tisa(wadeva her name is). but it's ok. OBC, sub sub water lah.


and then, jas n i were tagging thru OBC tutorial. wahahahas! i simply love u spammers. really shows how fools alike think these days. keep up the work yahhs. i wun say its entirely good cuz u still haven found sth to make me stunned and have nth to say. there's room for improvement. =))


anw, as i mentioned in my tag; make me remove my blog since u dun like it so much. i bet u cant. anw, if i were u i'd keep this blog. since it seems to be ur only source of entertainment cuz u're here so often.


really, insults dun work too well on me. =))


bahs!! i pon-ed ISAN today. but i went to pay the fee tingy though. condrey and the other guy(in green) didnt reconise me. LOLS. darr sent me home and was supposed to go for his EE bbq. he didnt in the end. hahas.


i feel so tired lahs. duno wad's up. i would actually stop blogging if the spammers didnt come. and yes, darr.. thankyou for ur massage just now. really needed it! loveu. =))


oh, oh, oh!!!! PARKWAY CHAR KUAY TEOW TMR!! hahas. i wana EAT EAT EAT! on a totally different note, I GOT 99MARKS FOR MY STUPID EDCA. wth, its damn disappointing can, esp when i noe tt the one mark went to a small part in a line i didnt draw. wth wth wth.


but no one got 100 so tt naturally makes me the highest in class. lols. bullshit lahs. i tink i'll probably fail the next sem's EDCA cuz its on EXCEL!! and i'm damn weak in excel. numbers literally make me wana faint. honest!!


and i was randomly surfing youtube when i found sth tt totally awed me. the octopus!! damn amazing loh!! i hate seafood but this u gotta watch. the ting is like magical lohs. omg omg omg!!!






okok, i tink i better go slp. though tmr is my pigging day, if i slp now, i can pig more!! hey, dun spam till i cant read kays? =))


loveu ppl who lovesme. =D



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