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My Contradictions.

- SEVENTEEN yet EIGHTEEN.
- SOPHISTICATED yet SIMPLE.
- WILD yet TAME.
- CRAZY yet NORMAL.
- BITCHY yet KIND.
- SLUTTISH yet DEMURE.
- FRANK yet SHY.
- CHILDISH yet MATURE.
- DEVILISH yet ANGELIC.
- NARCISSISTIC yet SELFLESS.
- CONFUSED yet SURE.
- FICKLE yet CONSISTENT.
- SELFISH yet GIVING.
- FIERCE yet GENTLE.
- ANNOYING yet LOVABLE.
- HEARTLESS yet SENTIMENTAL.
- SCHEMING yet NAIVE.
- LAZY yet HARDWORKING.
- RETARDED yet INTELLIGENT.
- IGNORANT yet KNOWLEDGEABLE.
- UNFEELING yet CARING.
- SLOPPY yet TIDY.
- IMAGINATIVE yet REALISTIC.
- PESSIMISTIC yet OPTIMISTIC.
- INTROVERTED yet EXTROVERTED.


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- ME.MYSELF.I.
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- COMPUTER.
- HAND PHONE.
- CAMERA.
- CHILDREN.
- MIRRORS.
- MAKE UP.
- BITCHING.
- GOSSIPING.
- CRITICIZING.
- SLACKING.


My Hates.

- BEING BROKE.
- BEING SCOLDED.
- BEING BACKSTABBED.
- EMPTY VESSELS.
- HYPOCRITES.
- REPEAT OFFENDERS.
- COMPUTER BREAKDOWN.

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Saturday, August 19, 2006


carbohydrates can be defined as polyhydroxy aldehyde or polyhydroxy ketone,
triacylglycerol is also called netural fats,
amino acids can exist as zwitterions,



AND I'M GOING CRAZY SOON!


seriously, i'm having problems remembering the biological part of OBC. i mean, wadever happened to my bottomless memory??? gggrrr. i feel very frustrated tt i'm actually failing to memorise those info. =(


aiya, tt aside. darr and i finally managed to book a room in the library on thur. had fun studying, watching bleach and just fooling ard. went to eat after tt cuz i was so hungry. anw, my mum was so funny in the morning.


she walked pass us and didnt realise. we were eating breakfast at the coffeeshop. yes, my zai mian agn. hehe. so ya, she walked pass and didnt see. so i called out and she turned her head to the other side.


called again and she turned to our side but didnt see us. so i had to shout out a thrid time before she actually saw us sitting there. wth. -.-


she asked if he would like to have dinner with me and the silly boy kept laughing and laughing. lols. on our way back, we talked abt "them". ok, its not the right month to do so cuz like this is the month chinese believe tt they come out, blah blah blah.


in any case, believe it or not, i'm like super irritated by the stupid sounds they make. nono, i cant see nor feel them, but sounds.. urgh. i'm sure everyone has encountered at least once before. and i know tt those sounds werent made by humans..


say tt i'm scaring myself or making things up, but i know wad i hear la. so i told darr and he was like "scold them lar! its ur hse wad." lol, it does make sense la. he said he can feel them. omg, i thought hearing was creepy enough. imagine feeling sth u cant see.. :S


errr. dun say ler. very spooky.


came home and chionged maths. hahas. dun be so shocked la. i know its not normal of me to be doing so much maths in a year. ppl from my sec sch class would know. "key bearer" is just an excuse to open the door earlier so tt i can copy hw. =x


after doing maths and getting my brain murdered by it, i switched to BLEACH!! i totally love the show like crazy now. and i tink the 11th squad lieutenant, kusajishi yachi is super cute can. omg omg omg. she has pink hair. lols.


met darr at 10 on fri for breakfast and did more maths. seriously, i tink i'm going crazy with maths. but no more!! cuz after that, my exam was at 2pm. WAHAHAHA!!!! no more maths until sch starts!! hehes.


ate at bukit timah plazza with darr n ms wong after the exam. bought DURIAN as well. gosh, its rather heaty this season but heck, durians are nice to eat. played 3 rounds of pool after tt. wahahaha! duno wad was with us, but we kept missing. hurhurs.


came home and watched tv. actually, i was supposed to go for my iceskating. but i kinda got lazy and skipped it. i'll probably go for the next lesson. tralalalas.


watched more bleach after that and slept at ard 1am. =x


woke up today to some kinda fuck attitude by my parents. blah. i totally need to pour it all out otherwise i'd probably die from depression or sth. aiya, it all started when i said tt i dun wana go m'sia cuz i wana study.


den hor, i said i wanted to eat the poh bia and mum said she'll walk me there and acc me while i eat. after i bathed, she told me to wait til the show ended. which is like 3pm??? meaning tt i have to wait for 1hr+. wth larh.


SO, i said tt i call darr come over to acc me instead. they said ok at 1st, but when they heard tt darr needed abt half an hour, mum said tt she'll acc me. so i waited. and waited and waited, while hearing things like..


"dun care her la"
"she wan wake up so late"
"ask la, later she say we ignore her, and act poor ting"



and some other sentences tt i forgot. seriously, dun need to force urselves. dun need so wei qu. its not as if i dun have ppl to acc me to eat. even w/o darr i got ppl called friends. and i dun tink i need to tell u y they wana come acc me.


really, its their decision and they need not report to u cuz u're of no relation to them. i really duno y u treat me like tt and the next min ur face changes to the sweet flowery look. i dun need tt kinda mental torment.


PHEW, bad mood. hahas. anw, i my godsis just sent me a pic of her son, osborn. omg, he's so cute la! cannot take it. hehehehe!! its been so long. i remember last time i carried him, jia min, jia hui and jia yong was fighting with me over him.


now, he even have his full set of baby teeth. awwww.






while mother was tokin to her on the phone, jie asked her to use msn. so she asked me if i noe, and i said yes. i was busy mugging la. den u noe wad she told my god sis?! "aiya, she studying, she wun teach me one la."


walao, the way she said it sounded like i wun teach her even if she begged me. like wtf can. so i just shouted to her "oie. dun anyhow push words to my mouth ok. u say one and i say one different."


its not the 1st time can. there was once, she offered to bring me to m'sia cuz daddy wanted to buy tobacco and help her friend buy sth. another auntie called so she said she's going m'sia. the auntie asked y and she said "my daughter la. she wan to eat the zhu chang fen there ma."


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oh well, i'd better go rest. i've got lots more of studying to do tmr!!!



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